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"Yes! Why don't you want to, if you marry me, then you are more willing! ”

"Oh, third brother, you have a heavy enough taste, the child is not yours, can you accept it? When I get pregnant, I can consider marrying you. ”

The third brother gave me a hammer, yes, a hammer, "You have to try." ”

It hurts me to death, "Third brother, you can take revenge." You yourself said you took care of me and the children, and now you beat me again"

"When will your brain be able to think like a normal person and receive information?"

"Okay, okay, I'm not like people, okay. Let me ask you, do you know when Aunt Zhang came. ”

"Not long after you started school, Aunt Zhang left City A. How do you know that Aunt Zhang is Wang Hao's mother?"

"Guess, I think it's like. What are you going to do next? ”

The third brother spit out a smoke ring and sighed, "The reason why I arranged for you to meet today was to unite and give Wang Hao some motivation, so that he wanted to come out early from his heart and work hard to reduce his sentence." In this way, I had to work hard outside, and as a result, you almost got into a fight, and even the children came out. ”

"Is my brother in a bad state? Doesn't he want to come out early? Why? Ten years is so long, what does my brother think. ”

"Although we are much better than you than the family, if he goes to prison, after all, there is a stain, and no matter how ordinary your family is, it is impossible for your family to accept a person who has been in prison, not to mention that you are still in college, where you will go and where you can go after graduating from college, we don't know anything. If he didn't go in, you would have continued to develop, not to mention that you went to work in his company, I'm afraid you would be the boss lady directly, but now there are too many unknowns and too many variables. If you can still develop after he comes out, how can he go to your house to propose marriage, how do you marry a person who has been in prison, have you thought about it? ”

This series of questions stunned me. If I don't say that I am a single-brain cell animal, how could I have thought of such a profound problem.

"What does this have to do with whether he wants to come out sooner?"

"Of course it matters, I just feel hopeless with you, and I don't want to delay you, so I just stay in it all the time and don't bother you. After a long time, you will naturally forget."

"Since you've all thought so far, why did he give me this?"

"Compensate you"

"Compensation? What to compensate? ”

"He feels sorry for leaving you sad alone, there are a lot of words that he disappeared before he could tell you, he wants you to forget about him and start a new life in a new place."

"When did you know this? When did my brother tell you. Tears were already rolling in his eyes.

"I went to see him after I saw you at trial, and he told me so. I didn't want you to be sad, so I didn't say it. ”

"I haven't said why today?"

"Because...... Because you ......," the third brother said no more.

I don't know exactly for what. I looked at him.

"Because of what? You say, because of what? ”

"Hyosung, I know you're a person who values love and righteousness, but after all, you haven't been in contact for a long time, so forget about it if you can. Wang Hao gave you these as parting gifts. ”

"Hahaha" I smiled "Breakup gift? Third brother, how much do you know about me and my brother? Parted? ”

What I laugh at is that my brother never said that I would be his girlfriend, he only said that when I come back from college, he will always guard me and will not leave me, as long as I want my brother, he will always be there, whether I like my brother or like him......

The words are still in my ears, and now tell me that it is a parting gift for me. What is the use of having never been together and asking for a breakup gift? Tears fell in large numbers.

Maybe the relationship between me and my brother is love, and in the haze, no one said what kind of relationship we have established. When I found him and accepted the fact that he had an accident, he told me to start a new life. Maybe this is true love, but I didn't understand it so thoroughly at the time.

96

The most depressed thing for the third brother is to see me crying, because he doesn't know how to coax, he can't say a word of comfort at this time, he doesn't know how to comfort me.

The truth often hurts the most, and tonight he said too many truths that he couldn't hide. Maybe he also wants to have a long pain rather than a short pain, or tell me that I don't have to have any illusions.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, it's the third brother who is wrong, and he talks too much."

I looked at the third brother, and the third brother also looked at me, I couldn't help it, I took a step forward, hugged him and cried, howling and crying.

When I knew that my brother had an accident, and when I knew that my brother went in, I didn't think it was a real loss. Because as long as he comes out, he will still be an older brother, and I will still be a younger sister. And the third brother's words just now told me that from this moment on, I really lost my brother. My brother doesn't want me anymore, yes he doesn't want me anymore.

"My brother's refusal to reply to the letter made me break my thoughts, ten years, let me forget him for ten years" I asked the third brother with a whimper.

The third brother didn't speak, at this moment my brother is the most untouchable wound in my heart, telling me that letting me start a new life is equivalent to telling me, and the story between me and my brother is over.

The third brother made me cry for a while.

Seeing that I was almost crying, he said, "Maybe you can change his mind in ten years." Let's go, it's not too early to go back to rest, tomorrow morning we have to rush back to City A"

It's just that Aunt Zhang lives in my room, and now I can only follow the third brother to his room. Now is not the time to be hypocritical, and I am not in the mood for hypocrisy. When I entered the third brother's room, I lay down on the bed. I didn't ask the third brother how he would sleep.

The third brother is probably very helpless, and he usually jokes and jokes, but he really didn't want to sleep in the same bed with me, how can he get it.

The third brother looked at me lying on the bed, struggled for a long time, and finally decided to go out.

I sat up suddenly, "Where are you going?" Even you don't want me anymore? You couldn't have been in my life, and now you're going to disappear all together? Let me forget it all? Forgot you guys? As he spoke, the tears began to fall again. That being the case, well. I won't go back to City A with you tomorrow, and I don't want anything my brother gave, and from tomorrow we will each return to their respective positions, just as we never met. I can't afford to provoke a young master like you, and please let me go of an idiot like me. ”

As soon as I heard this, I was angry, and the third brother didn't argue with me. Just standing on the edge of the bed and looking at me.

"Lie down, sleep, I'm not going anywhere."

He lay down and turned around, not looking at him, closing his eyes, tears slowly flowing.

The third brother sat on a chair that he didn't want to leave me, put his legs on the bed, and found a relatively comfortable sitting position, I am afraid that he plans to be in this position overnight.

In the middle of the night, I had a dream that it was dark all around, and there was a group of people fighting, and in the middle was my brother. In the darkness, I clearly saw that my brother was covered in blood. I cried out for my brother, my brother, but he was getting farther and farther away from me.

"Hyosung, Hyosung, wake up." The third brother woke me up.

I looked at him and wiped away my tears, "I had a dream that my brother was covered in blood, but he left on his own. ”

"He's going to be fine, that's a dream".

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When I woke up again, it was already dawn. The third brother was asleep sitting on a chair, and he looked very tired in this position.

I got out of bed gently, ready to go to Aunt Zhang. Before going out, he thought about it and walked back to the third brother. Push the third brother "third brother" The third brother opened his eyes, "You go to bed and lie down for a while, I'll go find Aunt Zhang, and I'll call you when you leave." ”

Then he turned and went out.

Fortunately, Aunt Zhang had already gotten up, I knocked on the door, and soon opened the door for me. I also have a lot of questions about Aunt Zhang.

"Aunt Zhang, you got up early."

"I didn't sleep much all night" too, after all, my brother is his own son, how can my son sleep well when he is in prison and his mother, I made a fuss yesterday.

"Aunt Zhang, I have something I want to ask you"

"Okay, you ask"

"Brother doesn't know you're his mother?"

"I don't know, I never said that. At that time, his father and I were also childhood sweethearts, but my background was not high, and I was not worthy of his father, and his grandparents strongly opposed our marriage, and his father was angry and eloped with me. But reality defeated us. Soon after we eloped, his father fell ill, and he couldn't afford to get sick, and he had little money left, and I couldn't bear to see him like this, so I took him back in desperation. His grandfather forced me to leave on the condition that he would treat his father as long as I left. So I can only walk. After leaving the Wang family for a month, I found out that I was pregnant, and I didn't dare to tell his father, so I decided to give birth to him alone. At that time, there happened to be a neighbor's eldest brother, and it was not easy to treat me alone. I saw his intentions and told him that I was pregnant, but he just looked sad and didn't say anything. I thought he was leaving like this, but I didn't expect him to come to see me with supplements two days later, saying that he had thought about it and took care of our mother and son. Since then, I have lived with this big neighbor brother. Although there was no wedding ceremony, we were still together after all. ”

"And then?"

"Soon after Wang Hao was born, my neighbor's eldest brother also fell ill with a strange disease, and we had no money for treatment, so the neighbor's eldest brother decided not to let me and my child suffer, so he decided not to treat him anymore. Three months after Wang Hao was born, the neighbor's eldest brother left. ”

"Then I met a fortune teller, and he said that I was destined for Rick and was not suitable for marriage. He never got married since. ”

"Then why did my brother go back to the Wang family?"

"When Wang Hao was two years old, his father found us and saw that Wang Hao had to take her away. I won't. At that time, Meiyu, the middle-aged woman you saw yesterday, had become a legal husband and wife with him, and I didn't want my son to send someone under the fence. But he was very tough and wanted to take him away. I still consider that Wang Hao's education with me is definitely not as good as following his father, my ability is limited, I can't give him too much, at that time, I barely made a living by being a nanny. How can this give him a good education? So he still asked his father to take him back to the Wang family. And my condition is that I not only want to take Wang Hao away, but also take me away, even if I am Wang Hao's nanny. Back at Wang's house, his grandfather liked Wang Hao very much, but he still didn't like me, so he asked Wang Hao to call me Aunt Zhang, and didn't allow me to tell him that I was his mother, otherwise he would drive me away immediately and wouldn't let me see Wang Hao for the rest of my life. For the sake of my son, I stayed by Wang Hao's side as a nanny for more than 20 years. ”