7. We can't go back

The dramatic trip to Thailand came to an end, and as he said, Song Jiujiu was taken to an upscale apartment called the Lazy Cat community by someone assigned by Lin Jingxuan.

This is a single apartment with a fairly good geographical advantage, close to Metro Line 9, the transportation is very convenient, downstairs is a shopping street, catering and entertainment in one.

The high-rise part is a small, well-furnished apartment that is extremely convenient for living.

Song Jiujiu secretly thought that the price of such a lot should be expensive, and the magnanimity of the rich man's hand was completely unimaginable.

The elevator stopped on the eighteenth floor, and the person with her took out the key to open the door of 1806. As soon as he entered, Song Jiujiu was stunned.

It was more than she expected, with an open plan kitchen and spacious living room on the ground floor with a small balcony.

Hovering above is the master and second bedrooms on the second floor of the duplex design. Oh, My God! Song Jiujiu couldn't close her mouth in surprise, God must have heard her prayer.

Why did you give her such a dream nest?

She is going to die happily, and she must live happily in the future, she feels that all the misfortunes in her body are slowly moving away, and she has been surrounded by happiness at this moment.

Lin Jingxuan's subordinates, after completing the task assigned by the boss, handed over the key to the door to Song Jiujiu.

By the way, I explained some details in detail, and finally informed that all the relevant purchase contracts and procedures would be delivered to her in a week.

After a while, Song Jiujiu was left alone in the empty apartment, she danced happily, and it turned out that her dreams could also come true with luck.

She is also a snail with a nest, no longer wandering, no longer sad, because there is a warm place to call home.

Although there was no bed, no sofa, and no cooking pot, Song Jiujiu decided not to rush and take his time.

First of all, put down your luggage to buy some necessities, and then slowly add your favorite things in the future, which is not a heart-warming thing.

Song Jiujiu rushed to the wholesale market by car, where there are all kinds of goods, cheap and good. There is nothing that cannot be found, only the unexpected.

The first thing you need to buy is a mattress and quilt, and it is estimated that it will take a while to buy a bed, so you will be sleeping at the moment.

The second thing to buy is kitchen supplies such as spatulas and pans, oil, rice, sauce and vinegar, and finally personal toiletries.

The big bags and small bags are very tired, but Song is tired and happy for a long time, and he has endless energy.

Mops, slippers, wipes, etc. have already run twice to the supermarket alone, one to the wholesale market, and finally Song Jiujiu went to the vegetable market again when it was dark.

It took nearly two hours to clean and tidy up, and Song Jiujiu's stomach, which was tired and lying down, was finally filled with instant noodles.

At six o'clock, Song Jiujiu's timed alarm clock rang on time, and he got up quickly without the slightest hesitation, first washing up and then making breakfast, a big bowl of fragrant poached eggs and green vegetable noodles.

When it comes to cooking, Song Jiujiu should be grateful for his experience of working for so many years, such as restaurant waiter, street food bar side dish clerk and so on.

Occasionally, she found a job in a relatively small restaurant, and when she was too busy, the boss would instruct her to do it.

Although the cooking skills are limited, simple home-cooked food can still be made.

Today, Song Jiujiu's task is to buy things in the second-hand market, such as suitable second-hand sofas, dining tables and curtains, etc.

After carefully picking for a long time, I gained a lot, and there was a fabric pale green sofa that was very satisfying, and the price of 800 was quite suitable.

The next thing Song Jiujiu took a fancy to was a wooden dining table that could be changed. When there are few diners, it is rectangular, and when there are many people, the folded part can be opened to form a round table, and one table is perfect for multiple uses.

When passing by the convenience store, Song Jiujiu went in and bought a new mobile phone card, and carefully recalled that the mobile phone in the box had not been turned on for a long time.

After breaking up with Bai Shuyan that day, at first she was still frantically crying and texting him, hoping that he would change his mind, but he didn't even reply to a single of the fifty-eight text messages.

The old card should still have the countless text messages she sent to him, which were sweet evidence that belonged to the two people before, and she was reluctant to delete them.

Let the past be passed! She is no longer the same person she used to be, everything starts all over again, and she has to work hard to pursue happiness towards her future.

Walking out of the convenience store, the sun outside was exceptionally bright, and Song Jiujiu raised his head and squinted at the sky.

I remembered that I once saw a passage: When your heart is really hurting and tears are about to flow, then quickly look up and see this sky that once belonged to us;

That day was still so vast, and the clouds were still so chic, so you shouldn't cry, because my departure didn't take away your world.

A knowing smile for the first time in a long time, what she wanted to do now was a time to forget and a firm step forward bravely.

"Song Jiujiu". Hearing someone shouting his name, Song Jiujiu turned around and saw that it was Zhu Ting, a college classmate who was not familiar with her.

"Where have you been? Do you know that Bai Shuyan is looking for you all over the world like crazy? Last time, I went to the girls' dormitory and asked anyone if anyone knew your whereabouts," Zhu Ting said.

Song Jiujiu replied calmly: "I'm fine, I just went on a trip to relax, and I broke up with him." Oh, by the way, next time you run into him, help me relay it to him, I'm fine, thank you. Good bye! ”。

Zhu Ting said: "Okay, I'll send a message to him in the group of the Literary Society."

When Bai Shuyan saw the message sent to him by Zhu Ting, he was in a state of first awakening after drinking.

From the day when he couldn't contact Song Jiujiu, worry and remorse tormented him all the time.

He went to the place where they used to date, to the downstairs of her rental house, and even to her hometown, but the other party seemed to be missing, silently.

If anything happened to her, he really wouldn't forgive himself.

It turned out that she was already so important in his heart, he didn't care about studying abroad in the future, he really regretted cruelly hurting her that day.

Fortunately, she was fine, and he was going to go to her now and tell her that he was not going to study abroad and that he was going to be by her side.

Bai Shuyan has been waiting for two days at the door of the convenience store where Song Jiujiu has appeared, and he has never seen her.

He just tried to see if he could meet her here, after all, there was no effective way to get in touch with her.

When he saw Song Jiujiu appear, Bai Shuyan's heart was raised, and he ran over to hug her excitedly.

She is still like that, jeans and white sweatshirt, simple and plain, without any embellishment, but it still makes him feel excited.

The two men didn't speak to each other, and it was as if the whole world was left with each other's breath and heartbeat.

This time it was Song Jiujiu who pushed him away, with an expressionless face and an indifferent look that he had never seen before.

Although she rarely laughs in her memory, she is always docile and dependent, well-behaved and considerate is the label he gave her, and she has changed after a few days of not seeing her.

After a long time, Song Jiujiu asked embarrassedly: "When will you go abroad?" ”

Bai Shuyan didn't answer, but asked anxiously: "Where have you been for so many days?" I can't find you no matter how much I look for it. And why is your phone turned off? The phone never got through. ”

Song Jiujiu replied lightly: "It's nothing, it's just going to travel and relax." I changed my number. ”

Bai Shuyan said in a daze: "Why do you want to change the number?" To hide from me? I'm sorry, I was wrong, are we okay? I'm not going to study abroad. ”

"We can't go back." She replied calmly.

"What do you mean you can't go back? I was wrong, can you forgive me? Let's start over. ”

"Impossible". She replied firmly: "Some things happen just as they happen, and I can't pretend that they didn't happen." I used to rely on you too much, and I won't in the future. ”

Bai Shuyan stared at Song Jiujiu with some anger: "What's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? Shall we find a place to talk slowly? Bai Shuyan anxiously grabbed her hand and walked forward.

The hand was forcibly released, Song Jiujiu had tears in his eyes, and replied weakly: "It is impossible between us, it will never be possible."

Seeing her tears, he panicked even more, and the inability to convince her made him even more annoyed, and took her hand again and came to the park bench.

He told her about the relationship between himself and Liu Jia, as well as the content of Liu Jia's father's conversation with him, as well as his struggles and troubles.

The story is also very long, just like the last time he and her analyzed the reasons for why they broke up.

It's a pity that Song Jiujiu didn't listen to it this time, she just asked him three questions.

First, don't you really regret giving up this opportunity to go abroad to increase your future?

Second, who will be the next Liu Jia? I don't think I can trust you as much as I used to, after all, the betrayal has happened.

Third, I'm not a virgin, do you still want me? The three questions smashed over heavily, making Bai Shuyan speechless for a while.

Without waiting for Bai Shuyan to speak, Song Jiujiu took care of himself and told all the things that happened after the breakup.

It turns out that she has been through so much in the past few days.

Bai Shuyan clenched his fists with remorse when he heard that she was planning to commit suicide, and he was surprised, jealous, and angry when he heard the story of what happened to her and another man, Lin Jingxuan.

The woman he cherished had been ruined.

In the past four years, they have not had intimate behavior with each other, and once they were honest with each other, but Bai Shuyan still held back at the last step.

Looking at her frightened eyes and painful expression, he braked at the critical moment.

Later, Liu Jia's intervention gave him a taste of the love of fish and water, and he didn't touch her again, retaining her innocence.

But I didn't expect that other men would have taken the lead now.

A strong sense of betrayal strikes over his face that looks gloomy, and his angry expression hints at his unforgivable.

But after thinking about it, what right did he have to accuse her. The person who betrays this affection first is always himself.

This relationship is coming to an end after all. Looking at the back of Song Jiujiu leaving, Bai Shuyan covered his head in pain and cried lowly.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, it's not that they don't have it, it's just that they haven't reached the sad place. He and she couldn't go back after all.

I still remember the first time I saw her, with a faint smile on her plain face, quiet and forbearing.

The supple ponytail is always busy shaking, just like her at work, quiet and beautiful.

Each of us lives in our own past, and people will spend a minute getting to know someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone.

In the end, it will take a lifetime to forget a person.