"Good night, Xiaoyu, no matter how good you were yesterday, you can't go back, no matter how difficult it is tomorrow, you have to lift your feet forward!"

Here's a good night message from the seagulls.

This man who has been supporting me since the accident in my family, although I have never met him and I don't know who he is, he will say goodnight to me every day, and then add a chicken soup full of positive energy.

In those difficult days, it was his never-ending greetings and chicken soup that kept giving me warmth and courage.

And his words today are completely in line with my current state of mind.

Yes, no matter how difficult it is tomorrow, we must move forward!

I replied to him, "Seagull, thank you", without mentioning what happened today.

I didn't think he would come back soon, "You haven't slept so late?" ”

I looked at the time, it was already two o'clock in the morning, and it was indeed very late.

"Well, a friend's birthday party, so I came back late. You haven't slept so late? ”

He replied, "I haven't heard from you, I've been worried. ”

I couldn't help but give him a smile in my eyes, "I'm fine, good night!" ”

He gave me a good night cartoon emoji back.

But after saying goodnight, I kept my eyes open until dawn.

The experience of that night was like a dream that I didn't want to remember, but those images kept repeating themselves in my mind.

He Xu's cruelty when he did the operation, the ruthlessness when he turned around, and the hurtful words he said, it hurt once he thought about it.

After a few hours of calming down and struggling, I decided to go to the hospital today.

Even if I feel very uncomfortable when I get up, even if I know that I will meet He Xu, I have to go, avoiding it is not a way, I have to face it. What's more, between me and him, the fault is not me, and the person to escape should not be me.

Just like the seagull said, no matter how difficult it is tomorrow, you must move forward!

No matter what my relationship with He Xu evolves into, I have to go to see my mother, I can live without a man, but I can't live without my mother, she is already my only relative in this world.

I used to be a nurse in the acupuncture department of Rende Hospital, and when I walked into the hospital, my former acquaintances stared at my stomach in amazement.

"Shen Yu, gave birth so soon?"

"No, I remember your due date is September."

"No, it won't be ......"

I didn't bother to deal with these hypocritical faces, so I didn't say anything, just smiled weakly at them, and got into the elevator.

I only reacted when I stepped out of the elevator and saw a lot of big bellies, and I habitually pressed three just now.

The third floor is the obstetrics and gynecology department, and He Xu is on the third floor.

Before it was time to go to work, his office door was closed. But there are already people in the corridor queuing with registration slips.

A young couple sat on a chair not far away, leaning their heads on the B-ultrasound sheet in the hands of a pregnant woman.

"It's only 1,300 grams, so small."

The man touched the woman's abdomen and said with a smile, "It's still small, it's going to grow." ”

Seeing this, my feet seemed to be frozen.

I really envy them, and even though I had made all kinds of mental preparations before coming, such a warm picture still stung me.

I didn't want to expose my vulnerability to people, so I ran into the bathroom and locked myself in a small cubicle before the tears fell.

Not long after entering, someone came in again, and the door was locked.

"Nasty, it's time to get to work, don't do this!"

"Weiwei, I miss you if I can't see you for a second, I've really been poisoned by you."

I was petrified on the spot!

Listening to He Xu shout out that Weiwei, I finally knew the identity of that.

In Rende Hospital, there is only one woman named Weiwei, Ji Wei from the anesthesiology department.

Anesthesiology and obstetrics and gynecology are related departments, and it is normal for them to be close, but I didn't expect it to be close to the point of negative distance, hehe!

"Xu, where did you say Shen Yu would go if he disappeared?"

"I don't know, but she'll come to the hospital sooner or later, and her mother is still in the hospital."

Ho, you really know me!

"That's right, Xu, don't be afraid, she has no family background, even if she suffers a loss, she won't dare to do anything."

"Well, what she lacks is money, give her a sum of money then, and she will obediently divorce me."

"Xu, I've been waiting for too long, you can't let me wait any longer, hurry up and leave her."

"Don't worry, Vivi, I won't let you down."

What a categorical oath! It's funny that he said that to me too.

Are men's vows as cheap as shit?

It didn't take long for them to do it.

I clenched my fists and wanted to slam the door and embarrass them. But I was just as embarrassed by such an unsightly picture.

I can only endure it, endure Ji Wei's cat meow, He Xu's rough breathing.

At this moment, I wish I was deaf!

Suddenly, my phone rang.