Nanxi found the answer in my silence.

She smiled bitterly, and the flickering multicolored neon reflected in her eyes, all sad silhouettes.

"You don't think so, right? So let's not delay each other, there are so many excellent girls who pursue you, you can make a good choice, and I can also find someone who is more suitable for me. ”

"So it's going to break up?"

"Actually, I'm in love with someone else."

Having said that, I was arrogant at the time, of course, I would not bow my head to save anything, but just drank a glass of wine happily and said the word "good".

Love that is not aimed at marriage is a hooligan, and for the first time, I don't want to be a hooligan, and I want to fall in love seriously. I think it's a good fit for us to have a good relationship with each other and have similar interests, and I even have a mental plan for our future. In the end, it ended up like this, and of course I didn't feel good about it.

But I behaved very freely, accepted the pursuit of a new girl in a short time, and she really had a new boyfriend.

Seeing her holding He Xu and smiling at him, I really felt hehe, it turned out that she could be so gentle to anyone. It's funny that I thought I had found the woman who was the best for me.

I thought I didn't care, but I don't know why, my mood was extremely low. Whether it was due to a broken relationship, or whether it was sad to realize that I had seen the wrong person, I don't know.

I deliberately took my new girlfriend to the bar where Nanxi was, and I can't remember the original intention of doing so, but I remember that I was in a panic, as if there was something I couldn't relieve.

Coincidentally, her new boyfriend was also there that day, she saw me appear with a woman, her face was slightly stiff, and then she snuggled in He Xu's arms in front of me, and we flew knives into each other's hearts back and forth.

At that age, they would be so naïve to do things that hurt each other.

I smiled nonchalantly, and even walked over to provoke He Xu.

"You have a kind of, the woman I played with, you just have fun."

Actually, I haven't even touched her.

Under the neon lights, Nanxi's face was pale, and her two long eyelashes trembled slightly. She bit her lip as if she had been stimulated, and finally did not speak, nor did she let go of the hand holding He Xu.

I turned around and went out drinking with a few brothers.

How did I know at the time that this turn was goodbye.

Actually, I really can't be chic, and my heart is terrible. I drank so much that I didn't even notice when Nanxi called me and messaged me.

All this is probably destined by God! It is destined that the debt owed will be repaid with my whole life.

When I woke up in the middle of the night that night, I saw countless missed calls and texts.

"You are the cloud, I am the stream, we should not have any intersection in the first place. But Xi loves clouds very much, but after all, it is too far away, and now I am even less worthy of you. I just want to say goodbye to you, where you start, where you end. ”

After reading the text, I was halfway drunk, grabbed my coat and rushed out of the bar.

I understood what she meant by "start and end" and rushed straight to the top of the hill where I first met her.

On the way, I called her countless times, but there was no answer, which made my anxiety widen.

It was pitch black on the top of the mountain, and there was nothing but the wind.

Got the news again, it was the bad news that she had fallen off the cliff. The police concluded that it was suicide.

Although I was mentally prepared, I still couldn't accept it like crazy.

We broke up, we hurt each other, but I didn't want her to die.

Having been with her for so long, I think I know her character, how can she be so vulnerable? It's just a breakup, not to mention that the breakup was proposed by her.

Someone told me that that night, Nanxi was drunk, and He Xu took her to open the room. Contacting the sentence "Now that I'm even less worthy of you" in Nanxi's text message, I think I understand the reason why she can't think about it.

I went directly to the school, dragged He Xu, who was sleeping on the top bunk at the time, straight out of the bed, and beat him to death.

Afterwards, I kept thinking, if I hadn't said that hurtful word that day, wouldn't Nanxi have been drunk? Isn't that not going to happen? Wouldn't she not be unable to think about it?

I think I'm a sinner, pursuing a fart dream? What qualifications do you have to like people, and what qualifications do you have to get the warmth given by others?

Because I beat He Xu, I was successfully expelled from school, and I was also relieved.

It was my grandfather's wish to apply for medical school, and I didn't like it at all.

After Nanxi left, I stopped picking up the guitar, and the Thorn Bird disbanded.

In those days, I drank and fought all day long, and I really became a gangster who didn't do my job.

It was during this period that I noticed the Dong brothers.

There were several of them, and I recognized one of them as the man who was trading with my father, and the other was the man in the van at the bottom of the resort that day.

Later, I learned that the person sitting in the van was called Dong Hui, and he also had a younger brother who was also mixed with him, named Dong Wei.

After a fight, we didn't know each other, and I managed to get mixed in with them.

Although they called me brothers, after all, they were very wary of me after the contact was short, and they never revealed their transactions in front of me, but I knew that they were doing shady things.

That winter, it was snowing heavily, and they seemed mysterious during that time, as if they were planning something.

I paid a few of them to drink, and after they had drunk a lot of meat, I got out of the mouth of one of them the information about the deal they had planned.

I always thought there were big people behind them, but I didn't see them.

It was snowing heavily that day, and a group of us went to the hot pot restaurant to eat hot pot.

If there is no error in the information obtained, the transaction is carried out in this hot pot restaurant. But I haven't seen Dong Hui all the time, which is really a bit abnormal.

I pretended to be casual and drank with them, keeping an eye out for movement.

Halfway through the meal, a group of police officers rushed in.

The group of little brothers were entangled with the police for a while, and most of them were arrested, but Dong Wei ran away from the back door of the hot pot restaurant.

At that time, I didn't care about anything else, so I chased out the back door.

I threw Dong Wei down in the snow, I held him down desperately, he struggled desperately, we rolled in the snow a few times, he picked up a brick on the side and knocked me on the forehead, and blood flowed down my forehead at that time, but I held him down and didn't let go.

Blood flowed through my eyes, and my vision was all red. I saw Dong Hui coming from the other side of the alley, as if he was preparing to save Dong Wei.

But soon a group of policemen poured out of the back door, and Dong Hui knew that Dong Wei had planted it, so he turned around and ran.

The moment he turned, he gave me a fierce look, as fierce as a knife, as if he was going to eat me alive.

The police controlled Dong Wei, and I finally fainted.

When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a strange room with two men in military uniforms standing in front of the bed.

When I woke up, both of them smiled with relief.

"Did you catch it?" That's the first thing I asked.

Ever since the moment the drug destroyed my father, my family, there hasn't been a day that I haven't wanted to bring these drug dealers to justice.

One of them nodded.

"Dong Wei was caught, Dong Hui ran away, we have now issued a wanted warrant, Skynet is restored, negligent but not leaky, I believe he can't run far."

Another approvingly said, "Good job, young man." ”

I looked at the man's military uniform, and I didn't look away for a long time.

I think this military uniform gives them a sense of righteousness and awe-inspiring.

The man must have seen through my mind and patted his clothes with a smile.

"Want to wear it?"

"Yes."

……

I disappeared for a whole year.

During this year, I underwent the most secret and brutal training.

In just one year, I have faded from my youth and frivolity.

Coming back a year later, I didn't tell anyone where I had been that year. Goodbye brothers of the past, they only said, I have changed, matured, and steady.

At the age of 22, what is mature and steady? But at that time, I knew very well that after this year of training, I did change from the inside out, my values, my ideals and ambitions became more different.

I started my own business, developed rapidly, and was a dark horse in the eyes of everyone.

There are often dark deals hidden between businessmen, and no one will guard against me, because I am a serious ruffian, a serious businessman.

The mall is my best place to hibern, and the identity of a businessman is my best cover.

My father soon found out that I was a businessman and began to take pride in me. The original quarry was also renovated into a flying stone village and began to enter the tourism industry.

And my life seems to be going smoothly, but in fact, it has completely gone on a completely different trajectory.

I've been sorry for many people in my life, I'm sorry for Nanxi, even if I help him take care of his sister and family, what can I do? She died at the best of years, and she never survived, and I can't pay it back in my life.

I'm also sorry for the girl from the Shen family, because the debt owed by my father is my debt, how can I pay it?

So spend the rest of your life to give, and use more family happiness to atone for your sins!

It's a dangerous and lonely road, and I don't look back!

Seeing that girl again, it's another rainy day.

I drove past the medical school and saw her coming out of school.

It turns out that she has already gone to college, and time flies!

Just like when she was a child, she put her schoolbag on top of her head to protect herself from the rain, tiptoeing, and every step she took carefully, for fear that her white sneakers would get wet.

White T-shirt, jeans, white sneakers, ponytail wagging

What youth! How wonderful!

And this kind of youth seems to me to be a very distant thing.

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