Chapter 32 Even if you don't know each other
"Still on your knees?" The majestic voice came again.
Lin Tiantian knelt down and said, "Dad......"
Lin Jingxuan stared at her condescendingly and asked, "Do you know what's wrong?" ”
Lin Tiantian's big eyes choked with tears and said, "I know." I shouldn't have secretly obtained the certificate from you and others, and I shouldn't have secretly returned to China, my parents I know it's wrong...... Woowoo woo ......"
Lin Ze, who was returning home from work at the door, broke the deadlock present.
"Tiantian, are you back?" A high-pitched voice sounded, Lin Ze walked towards Lin Tiantian with a spring breeze, pulled her up, picked her up, and said in a circle: "My good sister, you miss my brother to death." ”
"Brother, don't make trouble." Lin Tiantian complained in a low voice.
Only then did Lin Ze find that the tears on his sister's face were not dried and his father Lin Jingxuan's face was as black as Zhang Fei.
Lin Ze smiled and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Song Jiujiu hurriedly came out to play the round and said, "Why don't we eat first?" When the food is cold, what is the matter, wait for a good meal, your father and daughter go to the study to say. ”
Wen Yuxi also came out to speak: "Yes, yes, eat first, eat first." ”
At the dinner table, everyone still dined quietly as usual, and the dishes in Lin Tiantian's bowl were stacked into a small mountain.
Everyone served her vegetables, except for her father Lin Jingxuan.
He remained silent and displeased.
After dinner, the conversation between the two fathers and daughters in Lin Jingxuan's study officially began.
Lin Jingxuan said coldly: "Lin Tiantian, you are so bold that you secretly married yourself without us knowing!" Now you know that you regret it, right? ”
Lin Tiantian stood there respectfully like a child who had done something wrong and said sorry one by one.
"Don't tell me you're sorry, you're acting impulsively and recklessly, and the person you're sorry for is yourself." Lin Jingxuan said coldly.
Lin Tiantian stood silently with tears in her eyes.
His nose had turned red, and the sound of choking came from time to time.
Lin Jingxuan was sad for a moment when he saw it, and couldn't help but say, "Come here, hug." Is it okay to be obedient in the future? ”
"Hmm" Hearing his father's soft tone, Lin Tiantian threw herself into his father's solid chest aggrievedly.
This is the most nostalgic and familiar embrace she has always had.
Lin Jingxuan touched her head and said, "Don't worry, there is me." I've already asked someone to help you deal with your marriage records, and you're still unmarried, without any stains. So in the future, you have to be confident, you have to be wise, and you have to see clearly before making a decision, okay? You've learned a lesson from your mistakes and hope not to make similar mistakes in the future. ”
Lin Tiantian's tear ducts were like a reservoir with a valve open, and a louder cry came.
"I knew that my father loved me the most. Woohoo......"
Lin Jingxuan's red eyes hugged him tighter: "Silly daughter." ”
Her father's back, as tall as a mountain, will always be the harbor she relies on.
Song Jiujiu, who was eavesdropping at the door, sighed reassuringly, and the stone in his heart finally fell.
Lin Ze patted his mother's shoulder knowingly and said, "Don't worry, my father has always been the most painful and sweet, and he is reluctant to punish her." ”
"Well, I really hope that Tiantian can walk the flower road in the future, why is she so troubled? Ay! ”
In the dead of night, Song Jiujiu came to Lin Tiantian's room.
Song Jiujiu smiled softly: "Daughter, can I sleep with you tonight?" Is it okay to be like you did when you were a kid? ”
Lin Tiantian smiled awkwardly: "Okay? I wonder if we're going to be too pathetic for a dad like this? ”
Song Jiujiu smiled disappointedly: "Oh, okay then, then you go to bed early." ”
After the gatehouse was closed, the two people standing in front of the door and behind the door were silent, and an invisible door seemed to be separated from each other's hearts, unable to be pushed open.
In the master bedroom next door, Song Jiujiu walked into the bedroom in frustration and sat on the edge of the bed thoughtfully.
Seeing his beloved wife like this, Lin Jingxuan thoughtfully sat next to her and comforted: "It's okay, the coming day is long, after all, your mother and daughter haven't slept together for a long time, and it's normal to have estrangement." ”
Song Jiujiu wanted to condense for a long time, and sobbed in a low voice: "We can't go back to the past, if it weren't for so many things that happened, how could Tiantian and I ...... Woo."
"Don't think about it so much, everything will be fine, isn't Tiantian coming back? Heart disease still needs heart medicine, let's give her a little more time. Lin Jingxuan gently patted his wife's back and comforted.
Song Jiujiu buried her head in her husband's chest and didn't raise it for a long time.
If there are two most regrettable moments in life, then Song Jiujiu will definitely choose those two.
When Tian Tian was six years old, in the corner of the square, Song Jiujiu could always remember the moment when he found Tian Tian missing, the fear in his heart.
It was an endless darkness sinking into the abyss, falling and falling, as if it would never reach the bottom.
In the days when Tian Tian was abducted, she couldn't sleep at night, couldn't eat or sleep, and washed her face with tears all day long.
She was even prepared to accompany her in person if Tian Tian had any accidents, even if she went to hell.
Fortunately, Tian Tian was found in the end, and no one could understand her joy of regaining.
From then on, she became cautious, afraid of what to expect.
Lin Tiantian is accompanied by bodyguards when she goes to school, and someone protects her after school.
Lin Tiantian's every move was all under the control of her family, but she didn't know that such too much interference had already caused disgust and resistance in her heart.
When Lin Tiantian was 14 years old, she finally did something big that surprised her parents in the midst of rebellion.
She had an early love, and the object of her early love was Ye Yangfeng, the head of their class.
As the top student in the class, Ye Yangfeng sat next to Lin Tiantian, who had average academic performance, under the teacher's arrangement.
Ye Yangfeng enthusiastically helped Lin Tiantian with her homework, and his sunny smile and cute tiger teeth were imprinted in Lin Tiantian's heart.
The two who were in love for the first time slowly sprouted and grew up in their relationship.
As a mother, Song Jiujiu discovered her daughter's abnormality and interfered wantonly, trying to pull out the shoots of early love.
She helped her daughter change classes, restricting her freedom, and even confiscating her mobile phone.
But even this did not stop the rebellion of the two during the rebellious period, and there were countermeasures under the policy.
All kinds of notes, letters, and code words became the way the two of them communicated, and they also became their romantic way.
Finally one day, Song Jiujiu became angry: "Lin Tiantian, if you are found out by me again and still in contact with Ye Yangfeng, you can go to France to study." ”
It was the weakest period of the mother-daughter relationship, and Lin Tiantian's determination and rebellion to resist to the end broke Song Jiujiu's heart.
And her mother's arbitrary interference and all-weather surveillance have long made Lin Tiantian extremely disgusted.
On that rainy summer night, that incident finally became the fuse for the mother and daughter to break up.
"Tiantian, let's go!" Ye Yangfeng said resolutely.
Lin Tiantian replied firmly: "Okay." ”
At the door of the Lin family's villa, two childish faces looked at each other.
"Master, let's go to Jincheng Railway Station, hurry up!"
A taxi drives on an empty mountain road.
Ten minutes later, a black Maybach sedan caught up with them at breakneck speed.
Lin Jingxuan pulled down the glass and shouted at the driver: "Stop, stop." ”
Lin Tiantian in the car said to the driver in a panic: "Uncle driver, please drive faster." ”
The driver asked suspiciously, "Who are you?" Why are you chasing? ”
Ye Yangfeng had an idea and said: "Uncle driver, he is our stepfather, and we often run away from home for domestic violence. Please get rid of him and send us to the train station, and we'll go find our biological father. ”
"Oh, I see." The driver rolled down the glass and stepped on the accelerator to drive forward.
At the turn, a small car suddenly came and startled the driver.
The car drove down the road like a dragon, and soon crashed into the railing on the side of the road and eventually overturned.
The majestic heavy rain fell in a straight line, and on a rainy night, Lin Jingxuan cried and hugged his bloody daughter, grief-stricken.
By the time Lin Tiantian opened his eyes again, it was already two weeks later.
Lin Tian, who had finally closed the door on the hospital bed, looked at the white ceiling with a smile.
"How is Ye Yangfeng?" With a pale little face and dry lips, Lin Tiantian asked with a trembling face.
But no one answered her, the doctors and her parents just told her to recuperate.
A few months later, Lin Tiantian, who was discharged from the hospital and went home, learned from his parents that Ye Yangfeng had unfortunately died in a car accident that night, along with the taxi driver.
And she was the only one who survived the car.
Lin Tiantian was stunned, she didn't cry or make trouble, she just was quiet like this for a long time.
This is completely different from her usual lively and outgoing her.
She was like a suddenly changed person, living without a soul.
After a while, Lin Tiantian took the initiative to make the decision to go to France to study.
That was the first thing she said to her parents after a long time since this incident.
"I'm going to France to study".
She stood there and spat out this sentence coldly, as if to convey her own decision, and absolutely no one was allowed to refute it.
"Okay then." In desperation, her parents had no choice but to agree to her request.
In fact, even if you don't agree, no one can erase the pain that this incident has brought to everyone.
Song Jiujiu and Lin Jingxuan's self-blame and remorse were no less than Lin Tiantian.
After that, the heartbroken Ye Yangfeng's parents moved to New Zealand with their family.
And Lin Tiantian, who had changed into a person, went to Ye Yangfeng's cemetery before leaving.
In the sad place with the urn and the photos pasted on it, Lin Tiantian cried for a long, long time, as if she wanted to cry out all the tears that she had not been able to shed before.
The most painful thing in the world is life and death, one end of the grave is life, and the other end is death.
There is an unbridgeable distance between life and death.
This kind of parting is so long, so long that one day no one knows anyone.
Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty and your temples are like frost.
"I won't forget you, and I'm not going to forget you, it's been a long time since I saw you again, but if that day comes, please tell me where we were going. Where is the perfect paradise in your plans? You must wait for me there, I want to accompany you to see it no matter how far you go......"