Who am I?

Where to go?

Life is full of ups and downs, and life is like duckweed.

I am the beginning, I am the end.

I am pure, I am resentful.

I am the rainbow and I am the darkness.

I'm Hong'er.

If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a peasant woman, a husband and a child, and this life will be undisturbed and a good life.

Born in troubled times, he lived in seclusion in the mountains when he was young, and was fortunate to be assigned by a good teacher to learn something.

Teacher and friend.

When I was a child, I saw corpses all over the field, and I knew what death was.

Within a day, overnight, from one of the happiest people, fell into hell and lost all his loved ones.

I, nothing.

I don't know how many tears flowed.

There was blood all over my face, in my hair, on my clothes, and I couldn't tell whose it was.

Desperately running forward.

Run as hard as you can.

I don't know how long it has been, I don't know how far I've gone,

met a kind and kind lady,

Like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, I'm going to follow her, no matter where I go,

But soon I regretted it first,

Freedom, she wants to bind me, take away my freedom,

Living in seclusion in the mountains for a lifetime could not satisfy the resentment and anger in my heart,

Soon I met another Master,

A handsome and personable beautiful young man.

Fufeng

He looked like he was about ten years older than me,

It is not only his beauty that impresses me, but also his knowledge.

It seems to use the most cheesy word to describe him, omniscient, yes, omniscient,

All the questions that puzzled me had answers to them there!

But he forgot to teach me one of the most important things: to read people's hearts.

People's hearts are unpredictable!

Teacher and friend, friend and foe,

He also wants to trap me for the rest of my life, my life will not only be spent on the top of this mountain, the scenery under the mountain, thousands of miles of rivers and mountains are also very beautiful.

Living in the mountains, and listening to the wind, it is very elegant, take me to revenge and come back to live such a day!

He seemed to be terribly afraid of loneliness,

In the years I have been with him, the two of us have been facing each other almost day and night, if it seems to others, I am afraid that they are a pair of close brothers and sisters.

But I do have a little resistance in my heart, and I am not there.

What I want is freedom, to have my own space,

All things are ready for me,

It's up to me!

Before I went down the mountain, it was the only time he went far away, and when he came back, he brought back two girls of the same age as me, and I knew that he had a new apprentice.

Someone can replace me,

When I went down the mountain, I knew that I would never see each other again in this life.

It's better not to see each other than to see each other!

I'm forgetting about him...

The things under the mountain really attracted me, I came to Jianye, the land of Jiangdong, women love poetry and sword dance, not like ordinary women prefer female red,

Very good

Soon I won a place with my own intelligence, and I could barely make ends meet.

But it seems that a group of old ministers in Jiangdong don't like me as an outsider.

It doesn't matter anymore,

As long as you can take revenge,

That's the number one priority!

Soon I ushered in this opportunity, Cao Cao is coming,

At the same time, he also came to Soochow from Jingzhou,

A person who mistakes at a glance for life!

Kong Ming.

Since going down the mountain, the man I have seen has loved and compared with Fufeng,

He's the first person I've ever met so good,

The second place is Kong Ming, and the rest of the people are just sentient beings.

The world has judged him as,

Knowing astronomy, knowing geography, knowing people, Ming Yin and Yang, understanding gossip, knowing Qimen, knowing Dunjia, strategizing, winning thousands of miles away, comparing himself to the sage of Zhong Leyi, sitting on his knees, smiling proudly Fengyue, not out of the fledgling, first set three points of the world.

He is different from Fufeng,

The feather fan shook gently, the clouds were light and the wind was light, exuding a scholarly atmosphere,

It's not as good as the wind and handsome,

There is mildness between the eyebrows,

These are two people I can't see through,

Kong Ming, amiable, courteous, gentle and elegant Confucian scholar,

I unconsciously want to be close to him, to know everything about him, to know everything about him,

I don't want anyone to hurt him,

I have no position on the major affairs of the world, and for me, the enemy is evil!

And he, full of majesty, tongue battle group of Confucian demeanor dazzling, he is not an unarmed scholar, his tongue is as sharp as a knife,

Lupine scarf, talking and laughing, the canopy is gone

I don't have a position on state affairs, whose family is in this world and has nothing to do with me,

All I want is revenge,

Sun Quan of Eastern Wu can recognize the virtual and the real.

Although he has no lofty ambition, no ambition, and no ambition at all.

After all, it is a spark of stars, and he can't compete with the sun and the moon, and he doesn't dare to compete with Cao Cao.

A battle of Chibi is hesitation, although it is a hard to win, but it is the same person,

If there is no direct stake, he is not willing to confront Cao Cao head-on and become his enemy.

Then he followed him to his place in Jingzhou,

Kong Ming and Fufeng, like the sun and the moon,

Kong Ming is like the sun in the sky, dazzling, where he is, you can feel at ease,

It's like being bathed in the sun, and it's so dazzling, you can't ignore it and take your eyes away!

Fufeng is like a bright moon, cold and arrogant, handsome and abnormal, like moonlight sprinkled on the earth, bright and cold,

Since then, I am no longer afraid to walk at night,

If you get lost or tired, look back and see that he is behind you.

But sometimes he is also aggressive, leading step by step into the trap he laid,

I don't know what will happen under the moonlight, it's unpredictable.

Slowly, I got farther and farther away from them.

Kong Ming, he has a wife, it's not surprising,

I don't know why I won't be reconciled, I have an impulse to hope that woman will never come, never break the current state,

This can only be a fool's dream,

Sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror, I don't know myself.

In the mirror, this person is clearly jealous,

She couldn't do anything but hurt herself in the middle of the night, and he didn't even know I was a woman.

What if you know? Will it make any difference?

There's no way to treat him like an ordinary military advisor anymore,

I had no choice but to run away!

Away from here, I started to change and became more and more like to speculate on people's hearts, which is really interesting.

Watching the actions of different people and thinking about what kind of things he would do, and then step by step towards my trap, into death,

I grew to love this feeling, but I forgot,

Even if I don't see him, I will remember, and I will toss and turn,

Falling into darkness, and drifting farther and farther away from him,

I did nothing to avenge myself, and I abandoned everything, but I knew that when the enemy died, I didn't seem to have anything left.

Who can understand my sorrow,

I was very conceited, arrogant, and paranoid, and once thought that as long as Fufeng was alive, I would never be happy.

In fact, happiness has always been around me, but I have been pushing them away.

If there is an afterlife,

Don't be a troubled world,

In troubled times, nothing lasts long, eternal, everything is broken, and I don't like such days

My life feels ridiculous.

The only thing I cherish the most is the first meeting with Kong Ming, and the last few years,

The white horse passed through the gap, and we were all old for a while,

After all, people can't fight for their lives.

I never cherished this life and this life, and I didn't feel scared until I lost him.

The pain of eternal separation,

I really can't bear it,

In that case, don't take this life.

So he stayed with him in Wujoyuan.