Chapter 35: Fear

His hand was still caressing the iris as before, but it was cold.

"Where's the kid?"

Sun Qi gently hugged her in his arms: "You have been in a coma for three days and three nights, I am very scared...... I'm afraid you'll never wake up again. Fortunately, you are still a strong gladiolus, and you have never let me down. ”

"Lord, where is my child?"

Hearing her ask about the child's whereabouts again and again, Sun Qi let go of her and gradually restrained his smile: "Is that child so important to you?" ”

"He's my heart." Calamus looked at him solemnly, "In the palace, I worked hard to conceive a baby for ten months before I could give birth to him." Lord, what about the child? ”

She looked at her eyes no longer as tender as before, which made Sun Qi feel strange and distant, and he said in a low voice: "The child is dead." ”

She opened her mouth and didn't make a sound for a while, and then said, "What did you say?" ”

"You have been hit by a hundred flowers, and it is an avalanche, and the child is naturally hopeless."

Calamus suddenly felt an abnormal pain in her lower abdomen, and the pain of childbirth hit her over and over again, and she murmured: "Impossible, impossible, he won't die." ”

The more she was like this, the more difficult it was for Sun Qi to accept: "Actually...... Even if it's gone, what's the matter? That's Sun Wen's flesh and blood, and we will have our own children in the future......"

Tears kept sliding down Calamus's face: "No, he won't die, he won't die." She shook Sun Qi's shoulders with a crying voice, "Lord Wang, tell me that the child is still alive." ”

Sun Qi was shaken by her and uncomfortable, so he broke free and stood up, and ordered outside: "Go and bring the child in." ”

Calamus's tears immediately stopped: "He's still alive? ”

"When he was born, he almost lost his breath, but fortunately, the doctor's timely treatment saved his life." The child was brought in by the nurse, Sun Qi personally picked it up, held it in his arms, and smiled slightly, "It's a boy, he looks like you." ”

Perhaps by the nature of motherhood, Calamus stretched out her hand and begged, "Let me hug him." ”

Sun Qi handed the child to him.

For the first time, the calamus really saw his own flesh and bones: he was very white, his eyelashes were slightly curled, his mouth was slightly pursed, and he was sleeping soundly at the moment.

Seeing her exuding that difference, Sun Qi was also moved.

He sat down and touched the child's fetal hair with his hand: "I just saved him, I don't know if it will ...... Be mentally prepared yourself. ”

"Yes." Calamus looked at the child, "Mother has already thought of a name, let's call it Chengyun, okay?" ”

Sun Qi couldn't help but be funny: "Didn't you think about being a girl?" ”

"There's a hunch that I'm pregnant with a boy."

"Do you have a hunch that we'll be together?"

"Lord ......"

Sun Qi looked at her and sighed softly.

For a while, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was silent for a while.

Until Chengyun cried, Calamus was a little flustered, and the nurse walked in when she heard the voice: "Don't worry, madam, it's the little master who is going to drink milk." ”

"Milk?"

Sun Qi handed the child to the nurse and said, "Don't worry about it, someone will take care of the child." ”

Seeing that he arranged everything so orderly, Calamus couldn't help but ask, "Lord Wang, where is this?" ”

"Outside the palace."

"What about the emperor?"

"There is no emperor."

Judging from various circumstances, Calamus knew that she was secretly arranged out of the palace by Sun Qi, and she asked, "How did the prince bring me out of Yongxiang?" ”

"I know the terrain of the palace well, I secretly dug tunnels to lead to your place, and when you gave birth, I used some tricks to make others think you were dead, and then took you out."

"Where's the kid?"

"They think the child is dead too."

The calamus changes color slightly.

Sun Qi suddenly said, "I thought you would be happy." ”

"Really?"

"I finally brought you out of the palace, and there will be no more ties from now on." Speaking of this, Sun Qi subconsciously held Calamus's hand, "You and I will never be separated again." ”

If it was before, Calamus felt that she would definitely be unable to hold back her tears, but now she didn't say anything, just looked at Sun Qi gently.

Sun Qi suddenly said: "Calamus, you have changed, you were not like this before. ”

"Not only have I changed, but the prince has also changed, too many things have happened between us, and we are no longer the same as before."

In just a few words, there was too much helplessness and sadness, and for a while, Sun Qitu rose to pity: "We have only been separated for more than a year, and there will be many years waiting for us in the future." ”

Calamus looked up at Sun Qi and asked calmly, "Lord Wang, really, will there be many years waiting for us?" ”

"You don't believe me?"

"Why don't I believe the words of the prince? I just can't believe it. She lowered her head and smiled lightly, "After all, I have a promise now." ”

Sun Qi raised his eyebrows: "Are you afraid that I will treat that child badly?" ”

"I'm afraid that we will cause a lot of inconvenience to the prince."

Originally, she was afraid of embarrassing him, but Sun Qi suddenly relieved: "How could it be?" You've done so much for me, do I mind those inconveniences? ”

Calamus smiled slightly: "That's good." ”

"You have a good rest, I'll go out first."

Walking outside, Sun Qi couldn't help frowning slightly, and after walking a few steps, he turned around, always feeling that the calamus had changed a little, but he couldn't say why.

And the calamus in the house also smiled sadly, those things that once thought that love was long-lived will never come back.

Sun Qi said that Calamus mother and son were outside the palace, but he did not elaborate on where they were.

He didn't say, and Calamus didn't ask.

She understands more and more a truth, pretending to be confused, that is, stability.

As the days passed, Calamus's body gradually improved, she had never seen anyone other than Sun Qi and the maid Xiaolan, even if she saw Chengyun, it was only within the specified time, and when the time came, she would be taken away by the nurse.

It was Sun Qi who broke in directly to see her every once in a while.

Because of her vigilance, Calamus kept herself wearing a hidden nightgown, as if she was afraid that something would happen.

On this day, Xiaolan was waiting for Calamus to wipe her body and change clothes, and Sun Qi suddenly broke in from outside.

Through the hazy screen, he could see her back and her black hair pouring vertically.

Calamus walked out of the screen and saw him, and his heart was shocked, but he pretended to be nothing: "Usually the prince comes to sit for a while at night, why did he come here at this time today?" ”

Sun Qi made a look, Xiaolan hurriedly walked out with her freshening things, and she closed the door by the way when she walked out.

"I'm here to tell you something." As he spoke, he naturally took her shoulders and walked to the round table of pear wood on the side.

Calamus moved slightly, left his hand, and smiled: "It's rare to be interested today, let me make a pot of tea for the prince, right?" ”

Sun Qi also pretended not to care about her little move, and said with a smile: "Okay, I haven't drunk the tea you made for a long time." ”

Calamus said while making tea: "Actually, the tea is still boiled well, and the more you boil, the more fragrant it is." ”

"Just like people to people?"

Calamus smiled but did not answer.

"I just heard about something today, saying that in Yongxiang, it was the queen who detained the imperial doctor and the midwife."