Chapter 13: Fear

Feng Che slept until the afternoon of the same day, and finally he was really hungry, so he tried to open his eyes and used the communicator on the side to call someone to bring food.

"Yo? Woke up? Just as Feng Che was gobbling up, Xiu Qi walked into his hospital room, and it seemed that he was also injured, not to mention a few band-aids on his face, and his hands were still wrapped in gauze.

"Huh?" After Feng Che saw the gauze on Xiuqi's hand, he almost choked himself, coughed for a long time before hurriedly asking, "What's the matter with the injury on your hand?" Did you get caught? Damn, you're not dead! ”

"Can't you say something auspicious?" Xiu Qi shook his head, sat down on the edge of Feng Che's bed, and took an apple in his hand and bit it.

"Aren't you alive and well, what's going on?" Feng Che pursed his lips, and then continued to eat, he was really hungry, in fact, he hadn't eaten for nearly two days, if it weren't for the fact that his chest was too painful to sit up now, his eating appearance would definitely be even more terrifying at this moment.

"It's my own knife, and if you want to laugh, you're going to choke yourself!" Xiu Qi obviously knew what the consequences of his words would be, so he directly warned Feng Che.

"Well, I don't laugh, I don't laugh, okay, I don't laugh." Feng Che took a lot of effort to swallow the food in his mouth, and immediately complained impatiently: "Could it be that your sword technique has evolved to the highest realm?" Hurt others before hurting yourself? It's amazing, brother! ”

"I'm wondering if I should punch you in the chest." Hearing this, Xiu Qi looked at Feng Che with a serious face, and even clenched his fists.

"Brother, brother! I'm your captain! You're going to mess with me in the future! Kill me, Xiying will fight with you, be careful! Feng Che hurriedly confessed, jokingly, and repaired the rectum, if he really gave it to himself, he didn't know if something would happen, and the pain hurt to death.

"Xiaoying, will you help him get revenge?"

As soon as Feng Che finished saying this, he heard another voice, that's right, who else can there be besides Shui Qing?

I saw Shui push the door lightly and come out, followed by Xiying followed by Chen Zheng, followed by Shi Qiu, and followed by He Qing

"Ho! Everyone still cares about me, have they all come to see me? You're welcome, put all the apples in your hand here. Feng Che knew something was wrong the moment he heard the sound of the water, so he hurriedly changed the subject.

However, generally the success of changing the topic is when people don't want to be serious with you.

"Well, I'm supposed to bury him in a nice place, that's all." Xiying's cold voice gave Feng Che a slap in the face.

Knowing that he couldn't continue to happily fight with Xiuqi, Feng Che wisely stuffed his mouth with food, pretending to be 'I'm busy'.

"Everyone came to see you, and you just said this?" Chen Zheng was still kind, saw Feng Che's embarrassment, and said, "To be honest, we are not only here to see you this time, but also to thank you." ”

"Huh? I? Thanks to me for what? What about your cultivation in language arts? Feng Che replied inarticulately, without saying anything more (this kind of nonsense is not too much).

"No, this mission, if it weren't for your decision-making, if it wasn't for your last step forward" Shi Qiu obviously has a good impression of Feng Che at the moment, maybe he also heard about the casualty rate of other squads, and he also felt that it was a great credit for the third squad to return to Feng Che this time.

"If it weren't for my decision, everyone wouldn't have been injured, and if it weren't for your sniper rifle, the three of us would have died there, that's it." Feng Che swallowed the last bite of his mouth and said quickly.

"Huh?" Shi Qiu was also speechless after being interrupted, and he really didn't know what to say.

"Feng Che" It was He Qing's turn to speak this time, her arms were bandaged, her face was pale, and she looked pitiful, but even if she was like this, Feng Che interrupted her next words without the slightest sympathy.

"My girlfriend is here, little girl, don't talk nonsense." First glanced at He Qing lightly, and then swept his gaze over Xiying's face with a complicated expression, Feng Che then closed his eyes, regardless of what the others thought in their hearts, and said: "Everyone go out first, when I am healed, I will go talk to you again, Shui Qing, I have something to ask you." ”

"Feng Che, what's wrong?" This is everyone's thoughts, they really can't think of why such a lucky thing as the return of all the staff has caused Feng Che to have an indescribable change, this kind of change can be felt by anyone who has come into contact with Feng Che.

"Let's go out first, and come to see him in a few days, and now I know he's okay." Shui Qing was also confused, but at this moment, she had to invite everyone out first, but it was Xiying, she took a deep look at Feng Che who was lying there, and finally left quietly.

"What's wrong with you?" Shui Qing asked directly.

"What's wrong? My injuries are not serious, if my bones are broken, with my current body, I can be healed in a month, right? Feng Che closed his eyes, and there was indeed endless tiredness in his voice.

"You know that's not what I'm talking about," Shui Qing's voice was slightly higher, and he didn't know if he was angry or what, "What are you trying to do with the look of rejecting people thousands of miles away?" Aren't they all your teammates? And what did you say to He Qing, how can she say that she is also a girl! ”

"You're really weird, it's called post-war irritability, don't you know? You're still our mentor. Feng Che replied that the water was light.

"What? Post-war irritability? Shui Qing looked puzzled, because she really hadn't heard of such a thing.

"Ah, it would be great if you were serious, I lied to you."

"You" Shui Qinggang wanted to follow the trend, thought about it and said in a different tone: "I really don't know what you're thinking now, but, you should know, our mentor is also half of your psychological counselor, you might as well talk about it, after all, you don't need to fight everything yourself." ”

Hearing this, Feng Che was silent for a long time, without a trace of response, as if he had suddenly fallen asleep, while Shui Qing on the side waited patiently.

"I'm afraid." It took a long time for such a voice to sound.

"I'm afraid that my decision will lead them to death, I'm afraid of seeing the people around me die in front of my eyes, this mission, you don't know, too many times, it was luck that saved us, the kind of life of myself and my companions, the feeling of resignation, you know? I'm scared, I'm afraid that one day the five of us will go out on a mission, and in the end, only one or two people will come back, or even all die outside! And all of this was because of my wrong decision. I'm really scared, this mission, I thought my mind and skills were enough to deal with all the situations, but I'm really weak, do you know, in the face of an S-class zombie, our powerlessness, that's just a feeling of letting the torture kill! Moreover, I thought I knew enough about Xiaoying, but her past was full of darkness, and I didn't want her future to see the light of day, I wanted to change, but I was afraid that I couldn't do it. Can you understand the fear of being weak and powerless? ”

Feng Che said so much in one breath, and he didn't know if it was because he was too excited or because he was involved in the wound, his breathing became short, and he also had a painful expression on his face.

"Finished?" Shui Qing listened patiently to everything, but finally asked so simply.

Feng Che was silent, wondering if he was still afraid of something or whether he was the only one who knew by default.

Seeing that Feng Che was silent, Shui sneered lightly and said, "You are also a man?" Do you know how many members of our organization die each year, and do you know how many squads are lost due to command errors? If all the people in our organization were like you, fearing failure and death, the organization would have collapsed long ago! Originally, I was quite optimistic about you, but I didn't expect you to be such a coward!

"If you're afraid of making a mistake in decision-making, think about making a decision carefully, if you're afraid of being weak, you'll try your best to improve yourself, and if you're afraid that you don't know Xiaoying, then you can tell her directly! What's the point of holding it in the bottom of my heart?! You think you're acting in a bitter love drama! I don't understand what's so scary about this! Or is your previous hatred for zombies and your own blood covered by this ridiculous fear?! ”

Shui Qing yelled a lot of words at Feng Che without showing weakness, but he was also excited, his face was red, and his chest couldn't stop rising and falling Well, the scenery is still very good.

"That's right, I know all of this" Feng Che didn't look too stimulated, he still looked like he was dying with his eyes closed, "I think the same way, but before that, I don't want to be too close to them, not including Xiaoying, everyone is just comrades-in-arms, if they die because of me, I'll go crazy!" ”

"Just comrades?! What kind of relationship do you treat your comrades-in-arms as! That's a companion who can trust his life! Do you really think that comrades-in-arms are just such a simple relationship of fighting together? Comrade-in-arms, that's it! Who saved whom, who owes whom's life, this is simply indescribable between comrades-in-arms, comrades-in-arms are people who even have their lives rubbed together! ”

After these words, Feng Che suddenly reacted, this reaction was not violent, but his hands began to shake incessantly, but this was enough to see his excitement.

"Lives all kneaded together? That's a good statement, I'll make a note of it. I understand! As soon as the words fell, Feng Che opened his eyes suddenly, not feeling weak and confused before, but full of energy, as if he had slept for a long time and woke up full of energy (obviously he had been closing his eyes just now).

"Oh? You get the idea? That couldn't be better. Shui Qing saw that Feng Che had changed back, and she was also relieved in her heart, she was really worried that Feng Che would be depressed.

"Actually, you don't have a reason to worry so much about your ability, I told you before, you have done a very good job, and only two of the ten teams can reach this level this time." After saying the cruel words, Shui Qing's tone couldn't help but soften.

"Huh! yes, I should be so happy for myself! Feng Che smiled bitterly and pointed to his chest, the pain of breaking bones kept reminding him that he was almost dead.

"Anyway, apart from our team, which team has returned safely? Who are their captains? This is what Feng Che wanted to ask at the beginning.

"The seventh squad, the captain is Chu Li."

"Is that him?" Hearing Chu Li's name, Feng Che narrowed his eyes, in the three months of his previous training, Feng Che and Chu Li really hadn't had much contact, and his only impression of Chu Li was that he was a pervert who was always in the top three in all his training results!

"Yes, Chu Li is a very powerful guy, not only is their team the first to complete the mission and return this time, but not a single member of the team is injured, it's very powerful!" In Shui Qing's sentence, he used two 'very powerful' on Chu Li, which has never appeared in Shui Qing, who has always looked at people.

"What?!" Feng Che was also shocked when he heard the news, "No one was hurt?" And finish the mission first?! ”

"Yes, it is precisely because of this that the organization intends to give them the title of 'Strongest Rookie Squad'."

Feng Che didn't care about the title or anything at the moment, he just wanted to get up excitedly, and shouted softly to the water: "I want to see him!" Let him come! No! I'll go to him now! It hurts! ”