Chapter 233: The Hollowness of the Heart
(I'm glad to see the response in the book review section.) )
The four seasons indulge in dreams.
It is a dream that can make people forget their sorrow and pain, and be at peace forever.
But he felt like he couldn't sleep anymore, he couldn't sleep anymore.
Someone was waiting for him, someone was calling him.
Finally, Shiki opened his eyes.
The flash of light made him squint his eyes, probably because he hadn't been exposed to light for too long, and he felt a little uncomfortable.
The brain can't work smoothly, can't form concrete thoughts, only scenes flash in the mind.
Suddenly, there was a scene in his mind, and it was the scene when he was defeated by Ney.
Shiki suddenly sobered up.
That painful defeat, that desperate truth, he remembered it all.
His heartbeat began to increase, and the pain caused by the overload of his weakened body was transmitted back to his brain.
The pain calmed Shiki.
Shiki began to look around with eyes that were accustomed to the brightness of his surroundings, this was a large room, the surroundings were very clean, the decoration was not bad, and he was lying on the big bed in the room.
It was a place where he had never been, there were no people around, no body was imprisoned, and no evil aura was felt.
There was a doubt in my heart, I should have been caught by the man named Ney, why did I wake up in such a place?
Many possibilities came up in his mind, but he couldn't verify them while lying here, so he carefully got up from the bed.
His body was weak, which reminded him of when he first entered the relay world.
There were no clothes on his body under the quilt, but Shiki now had a set of clothes on the bedside table next to him, so he got up and wanted to change them.
It's just that his body is worse than he expected, and before his outstretched hand can reach his clothes, his body falls off the bed because he loses his balance.
There was a "thump" in the room.
"Hurry up, hurry up!"
"What's wrong?"
"What's wrong?"
Just before Shiki had time to get up after he fell, he heard the door open, and three familiar voices came at the same time.
"Brother Four Seasons!"
"Shiki-sama!"
"Four Seasons-kun!"
Turning his head to look in the direction where the voice came from, the figures of Ruhua, Isabella, and Nana appeared in Shiki's eyes.
The three of them were stunned for a moment, then reacted and rushed into the room to help Shiki back to the bed.
"What did I give birth to?"
Shiki, who was back in bed, wanted to quickly find out what had happened when he lost consciousness.
“……”
“……”
“……”
The girls were silent for a moment when they heard this question, but they still told them what had happened in the past few days.
…………
A few minutes later, with the help of Ruhua and the others, Shiki came to another room not far away.
There was a bed in the empty clean room, and Qiu Hua was lying there.
With heavy steps, the four seasons walked towards Qiuhua, and Ruhua and the others could only watch quietly when they stood at the door.
Gently lifting the white sheet, Shiki saw Qiuhua's face.
The face that looked pale and tired from the battle, but with a smile of relief.
Qiuhua's serene appearance seems to be in a deep sleep.
It really felt like she was just sleeping, and it seemed like she would wake up with a gentle scream.
"Qiuhua."
But there will be no response.
Shiki's outstretched hand touched Qiuhua's face.
Cold.
There is no cold temperature.
In this body there is no beating of the heart, no flow of blood, no existence of the soul.
A qiē, a qiē, what remains here is just a shell.
Shiki's consciousness went blank, and his body, which had lost its strength, fell to his knees.
It was as if a hole had been made in his chest, and his heart seemed to be torn apart.
It hurts.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!!
The four seasons couldn't breathe, couldn't think, and all that surrounded them was the pain of their hearts being torn apart.
Qiuhua is dead.
Die ......
Holding Qiuhua's cold hand, Shiki realized this.
Shiki never thought that death was such a painful thing.
Autumn Blossom ......
An open mouth can't make a sound.
No matter how many times you call out the other person's name, you will not get a response, death is so cruel.
"Don't ......"
At this moment, rational thinking and logical judgment disappeared from Shiki's mind.
"Leave me alone."
Such a weak self, there is no strength to fight alone.
If you can't find yourself with the meaning of zài, if even Qiuhua loses it, there will be nothing.
A hole appeared in the heart, and even the existence of the four seasons itself was shaken.
If you go on like this, you will disappear, and the four seasons feel like this.
The existence of the four seasons began to become unstable, and he became like a ghost about to disappear.
But the last remaining trace of longing maintained his form.
- "I'm sorry, Shiki. Miyuki will leave it to you. ”
The voice sounded in my heart.
Shiki saw it, and the images rushed into his heart like waves.
Every battle that Qiuhua has had, every injury on Qiuhua's body, every thought in Qiuhua's heart.
The current of longing poured into the hollow of his heart, which was fiery, rapid, intense, and tender at the same time.
"Qiuhua."
Shiki muttered Qiuhua's name.
I'm really too weak, so I always need someone to save me.
But—
Shiki looked at Qiuhua's face, and the smile that appeared on her face was still so beautiful.
…………
When his mood calmed down, Shiki walked back to the door and looked at the three girls who were waiting for him.
"Thank you."
"Is it really okay?"
Ruhua's big eyes were filled with anxiety.
"You have to take care of yourself."
Isabella had the same expression.
"I thought you were going to disappear."
Nana pushed her glasses.
"I'm fine."
The seasons don't just disappear.
"Can I tell me how I am?"
"Huh? Circumstance? ”
"Nana, you know, right?"
Isabella looked in Nana's direction.
"Hmm. It's been almost a day since the rebels' attack, and only Aunt Qiuhua has come back with you, and no one else has returned. ”
Nana told the information she knew.
"Now I don't know what's going on in the center, and there has been no reaction there."
"What time is it?"
"It's past four in the morning."
"I see."
Although he was not very clear, the four seasons had a very vague feeling, and he knew that this calm would not last long.
"Thank you for suing me for this, and thank you for taking care of me."
After saying that, he supported his weak body and took another step.
Tips: The new domain name "biquge.info" has been launched by Biquge, and the original domain name is about to be discontinued. Please tell each other, thank you!