60. Shake your lips and puff your tongue
Hong'er didn't say goodbye like this, this is rude, she still has a wish, she wants to see Kong Ming, but now is not the time, just go back with Youchang, so why did she run out in the first place,
Hong'er then played an official with them and said, "It seems that Kong Ming ......." Hong'er realized that she had said the wrong thing, so she quickly changed it, "No, it's Prime Minister Zhuge Cheng, it's really a clever calculation, and he will guess that Meng Shu came back to Yinye Cave to borrow troops." ”
"It's the same with the female prime minister, otherwise I wouldn't have come to see it in advance." Ma Yan said, haha...... Ha ha.......
Laughter is the best cover-up, Hong'er's heart was a little uneasy, she didn't expect to run into it, Ma Yan, if Kong Ming came in person today, Hong'er's efforts would be in vain, fortunately, God still favored Hong'er and didn't let her plan fall through,
Yang Feng, who was also hospitable, said: "I usually want to invite but I can't invite you, but it's rare to get all here today, why don't you stay in my Yinye Cave and leave after eating?" ”
He warmly invited, but Hong'er didn't appreciate it, "No, don't bother Yang Feng's cave master, I still have a lot of things to deal with when I go back, so I'll leave first." ”
After speaking, Ji Luan helped Hong'er limp out, this time it is not an excuse, there is indeed something to deal with, Sang Hua, if you don't get rid of him, how can Ji Luan be the prime minister, Hong'er now regards him as, a thorn in the eye, a thorn in the flesh, I want to get rid of it quickly, just came out,
Hong'er heard someone behind her shouting to her, "Madam, please stay." Hong'er looked back, of course she couldn't see anything, stopped, and Ji Luan whispered in her ear: "It's the envoy of Shu." ”
It seems that Ma Jian still doesn't give up, after all, sooner or later he has to face it, and it's not a way to escape.
Ma Tan walked up to Hong'er, saluted, and said respectfully: "Female Prime Minister, can you take a step to speak." Hong'er readily agreed, "Okay, let's go over there." ”
Ma Jian stepped forward and helped Hong'er, they walked very slowly, and when the carriage was far away, Ma Jian spoke, "Madam, it's great that you are still alive." ”
Does he really want Hong'er to die? Of course, Hong'er could only hide this in her heart and couldn't say it, "Youchang, let me say it again, I'm not a 'lady', I'm just the female prime minister of Lingyi Kingdom." ”
Hong'er specially said the word 'madam' out loud, just to tell him that she was Hong'er and Mrs. Huang Yueying, with anger in her tone and a little unwillingness.
She was angry, angry with Kong Ming, that is, Hong'er still cared about Kong Ming, Ma Jian then asked, "Aren't you going back with us?" The Prime Minister has been waiting for you. ”
Wait, how long can a person wait? Now he has waited for five years, maybe in another five years, he will forget, forget her existence, "Youchang, don't say it again, you go back!" ”
Hong'er turned around and walked back, Ma Tan still had a glimmer of hope, "Madam, you at least go to see the prime minister, for two years, the prime minister has been holding the sachet you made every day, and even sleeping." ”
Hong'er's heart is made of meat, not iron, why doesn't he want to go back, going back is just adding to the chaos, Cao Pi must send a wide range of documents, hunt her down, go back, maybe provoke war between the two countries, even if not, she doesn't want to live with Huang Yueying, only endless regret when she goes back, and regret for the passing situation, it is better to be here, in a high position, at ease.
Hong'er knew that Ma Jian would not let her go if she didn't come up with a strong reason, Hong'er began to sigh for a long time, with her back to Ji Luan and them, facing Ma Yan, Hong'er took off her hat, untied the white silk on her eyes, and took the handkerchief covering her face, "Ah, madam, ...... you"
Seeing Hong'er's appearance, Ma Jian was a little surprised, Hong'er closed his eyes, and opened his eyes to let him see it, so he simply closed it, trying his best to imagine Ma Tan's surprised appearance, "Youchang, look, even you are scared, I'll go back, Kong Ming, how dare you live a lifetime against me?" ”
Ma Jian is still quite steady, not surprised, he is now dumbfounded, Hong'er frowned, made a sad and unhappy attitude, and wiped his tears with Xiangluo, "Young Chang, I don't want to go back, I don't want him to see me now......." ”
"The prime minister won't care, the prime minister cares about your people, not what you look like, you should know it."
"But I care." Hong'er shouted first, her tone became rapid, and her voice was a little loud, Hong'er was afraid of startling Ji Luan, so she lowered her volume.
"Childhood, I'm just trying to live an ordinary life, please don't interfere with me, okay? Please don't tell Kong Ming, I'm ...... Don't want him to know. Hong'er quickly tidied up the hat, put it back on her head, and walked back, "But ......"
"Tomorrow, I will personally go to the camp to see him, please don't tell me about today's events." Hearing Hong'er's reply, Ma Jian relieved his heart and whispered, "I won't." ”
Hong'er got into the car and sat quietly, thinking about what to do next, Ji Luan drove for her in front and asked, "Prime Minister, why did he call you 'madam' just now?" ”
Hong'er forgot, many of them heard it, and said sharply: "Presumptuous, is this what you can ask!" If someone mentions it again, don't blame me for being unkind. "Hong'er is really here, really angry,
Now that she is the prime minister, she doesn't have to tell others anymore, let people keep it secret, if anyone dares to say it, Hong'er will use her own rights to kill him, Ji Luan is too talkative, and admits her mistake to Hong'er, "Yes, my subordinates understand." ”
There are too many vicissitudes of life, Hong'er is physically and mentally exhausted, she just wants to live a clean life, she doesn't want to play tricks anymore, she really can't afford to play, the consequences are too serious, Hong'er lost her only sister, a loyal maid, Senior Sister Jing who grew up since she was a child, and Zi Mo who has had several relationships............ There are too many joys and sorrows, and it makes people have a headache when they think about it, and Hong'er doesn't want to think about it, so she can only escape.
At night, the moonlight is soft, Hong'er sits alone in front of the stone table and drinks alone, her long hair is not tied, and she lets the green silk drape on her shoulders, one person, one table, a pot of wine, a waning moon, rare quiet,
Hong'er enjoys this moment very much, if a person stays too long, he will feel lonely, and after a long time, he will get used to it, and he will no longer like to be lively, Hong'er drank alone under the moon, cleared his throat, and chanted:
The north wind was cold overnight, and the clouds were thick.
The snow in the sky is drifting, and the old country is changed.
Looking up at the fire, it is suspected that it is a jade dragon fight.
Scales and armor flew, all over the universe in an instant.
Ride a donkey across a small bridge and sigh for plum blossoms.
Hong'er heard someone's wheezing sound behind her, it was so quiet, Hong'er became alert, "Who?" Come out. Hong'er began to shout, not knowing who it would be, disturbing Hong'er's rare time, "Prime Minister, it's me Ji Luan." ”
I should have guessed that it was him, otherwise no one would be so presumptuous, "Luan, come, come and sit." "I can hear that Hong'er is in a good mood, otherwise he won't let people get close, after making sure that Ji Luan sat down, Hong'er poured him a glass of wine,
"Where is Prime Minister Lao, pour the wine himself." It seems that Hong'er is not good to him on weekdays, Hong'er only knows, and it's not too late to know now.
"Alas, today we are not kings and ministers, we are masters and apprentices." The happiness in Hong'er's heart needs to be shared, "Luan, there is something I want to tell you." ”
"Prime minister, please speak, your subordinates must listen to you." He came again, it seems that Hong'er has a great prestige in his heart, Hong'er laughed, "Luan, didn't I say it, don't call me prime minister, call me sir!" ”
"Yes, sir." Listening to the cry is particularly kind, no one has called it this for many years, Hong'er seems to remember the bits and pieces of the year again, "Ah Luan, my prime minister's position, if I don't say it, it's yours, you have to fight for it yourself, you can't lose to others, you know?" ”
Ji Luan was a little restrained, it was the first time they sat at a table and drank, "Yes, the subordinates know." "Does he really know? In the entire Lingqi Country, I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring at this position, if Hong'er hadn't saved Yue Jun, she wouldn't have been doing it for so long.
"I just read "Liang's Father's Yin", do you like it?" Hong'er said very gently, without a hint of temptation, "Happy, like." Ji Luan stumbled and said, she was too surprised, she didn't expect Hong'er to be gentle.
"He wrote it, and it was very well written." Ji Luan glanced at Hong'er and asked, "He, which one?" Hong'er also raised her head, because she didn't wear a hat, her eyes were tied with white silk, and her face was a little scary, Ji Luan lowered her head, "Subordinate, you shouldn't speculate, please forgive the prime minister." ”
Hong'er still smiled, "Luan, don't be too nervous, just say whatever you want to ask." Hong'er drank a glass of wine and said, "He, Zhuge Liang, the prime minister of Shu." ”
Hong'er also tested him by the way, "Luan, through my actions in the past few days, guess my relationship with him." Ji Luan frowned, thinking carefully, Hong'er has been very abnormal these days, since the last time Meng Shu came to borrow troops, Hong'er blindly refused, and then came back from Sang Hua's 'chat', and his leg was also injured.
Later, he suddenly went to the usual Yinye Cave, and then asked the lord of the country to go to the camp, Ji Luan said tentatively little by little: "Well, Mr. can know this, Prime Minister Zhuge wrote "Liang's Father's Yin", you must be old people." ”
Hong'er nodded, "Yes, go on." Ji Luan became bold, "Prime Minister, no, sir, you must be confidants if you can run around for Prime Minister Zhuge Cheng." ”
Bosom friend? I can't talk about it, Hong'er doesn't count, Hong'er's eyes don't have joy, but they seem to be smiling, "Go on." Ji Luan picked up the wine and drank it all, and his tone slowed down, "Sir, you have been in Lingqi for two years and have never married, but there are many people who come to propose marriage, unless you ......." Ji Luan didn't say any more, Hong'er wanted to hear his opinion.
"Luan, go on." Ji Luan drank another glass of wine, the alcohol choked his tears, and his eyes were a little red, "Earlier, I heard the envoy call you Madame, sir, could it be that you are Prime Minister Zhuge ......." ”
"Enough, don't say any more, you just know it." Hong'er didn't want to mention the things of the year again, especially this matter, and she couldn't help but be unable to control herself every time.
"The subordinates know their mistakes, please punish the prime minister." Hong'er was just angry with himself, he didn't expect him to be afraid, when he had power, he wouldn't, and he wasn't used to groveling, Hong'er's tone was as calm as water, "It's okay, it's that I don't want to mention it, by the way, are all the things I want ready?" ”
"Everything is ready, please rest assured." Ji Luan is doing things, Hong'er is very relieved, this is her second reassuring subordinate, Ji Luan also said goodbye when she saw this, "Prime Minister, there are still things to do with your subordinates, so I will leave first." Hong'er was left alone, sleepless at night, so she had to drink alone.
Hong'er said to herself: "I am a caged bird and a fish in a net, this line is like a fish entering the sea, a bird is in the sky, and I am not bound by the cage net!" "She wants to leave, with the current situation, no one can stop her, and no one dares to stop her, she has achieved fame, retreated, lived in seclusion in the mountains, Meifu crane, and envied others.
Knowing calmly, losing indifferently; Go with the flow and strive for its inevitability.
Hong'er has always done this, with him, life becomes wonderful, without him, the days have passed, Hong'er is reluctant to force, but she wants to fight, he must be hers, sometimes there must be in life, and there is no time in life to force it.