In the evening, Lin Wenxi received a phone call, which was Zhang An'an, whom he had hardly taken the initiative to contact.

"The autumn breeze is cool, the sky is full of stars, but I have a lot of doubts, I want to ask you to help answer them, don't refuse me." Zhang Anan said.

Zhao Yuan should have gone to Wanxin's residence that night, although Lin Wenxi was very troubled, he couldn't bear to refuse, so he came to the playground alone.

On the watery night, Zhang Anan and Gu Xi sat side by side in the steps next to the court, looking at Lin Wenxi and smiling faintly.

"Can you forgive him?" Zhang Anan asked.

Lin Wenxi frowned, glanced at Gu Xi slightly, and asked, "Who?" ”

"Zhang Dong!" Zhang Anan said with certainty.

Lin Wenxi turned his head and left.

"Wenxi, in this school, and even in this world, the people I trust the most, in addition to you and Brother Kai, it is An An, I invite you and give me the same trust!" Gu Xi said loudly in the back.

Lin Wenxi stopped, looked up at the sky, and sat down again, his face already cold.

"No matter how angry you are, wait until we're done tonight, and then you'll be angry with us. But for now, please answer my question. Zhang Anan said: "Have you forgiven him?" ”

Lin Wenxi has thought about this question countless times, Zhang Dong said a word for him, and when he was about to rush to the road to cut himself, he thought about it, when he walked alone through the black alley that was once like a nightmare on a snowy night during the New Year's Eve, he thought about it, he thought about it when he revisited the hills of cross-country training, and now, he is also thinking about it. Lin Wenxi shook his head, it was not that it didn't hurt, but that he buried it, and buried it, but he didn't put it down.

"The most intolerable thing for a person is to be betrayed and hurt by his loved ones." Zhang Anan said suddenly.

Lin Wenxi was suddenly shocked.

"After the military training, you have long regarded him as a very close person to you in your heart, and even, maybe no less than Zhao Yuan! Otherwise, you remember all the details of why you were with him. So, you've always thought, why him? Zhang An'an said calmly, his eyes were as clear as the starlight on the deep blue sky, and he was spotless.

"If this person is someone else, I believe that when he begs you for forgiveness with a knife, you will either really give him a knife and avenge this blood vendetta! Or, just forgive him directly, and you won't think about it in the future, and you won't ask, because you don't care if this person is alive or dead. But it's Zhang Dong, but it's a debt that can't be avoided. Zhang Anan said loudly.

Lin Wenxi chewed on Zhang An'an's words and was silent.

"Zhang Dong and you have a hurdle that you can't get out, if you want to untie the knot, you have to make it clear in person. Otherwise, Zhao Yuan drank too much tonight and was taken back by Wanxin, there will be a second time, a third time, Zhao Yuan doesn't like Wanxin, we all know, but you don't wait until Zhao Yuan owes Wanxin too much, until he owes it for a lifetime! Zhang Anan said again.

"Although when Zhao Yuan is in trouble, you are duty-bound, as if you are a different person, but you and him at ordinary times, we all see in our eyes, all of them are his initiative, and all of them are he trying his best, but have you ever thought about it, Chen Wanxin may be a hurdle for you and Zhao Yuan, but Zhang Dong is really a hurdle for Zhao Yuan and you! What does Zhang Dong do to you, he can't see it? After having such a past, how can you treat Zhang Dong, can't he see it? Zhao Yuan is a first-class smart person I have ever met, but sometimes in front of you, he is like a hooligan, stupid like a child, he may not be able to deal with this knot, you should take the initiative. Zhang Anan grabbed Lin Wenxi's hand and held it tightly.

"Why are you helping me?" Lin Wenxi asked.

"I'll tell you a story." Zhang Anan said, raised his head, and at some point, Shu Xiaoman walked over.

"I have an older brother named Brother Xi. In high school, there was a boy who had always been very good to him, but he didn't realize anything and had a bad attitude towards boys. He was very ignorant, but the boy was very mature, and he once hurt the boy and wanted to leave school, but when the boy left, he realized that he was in love. ”

Brother Xi, who has never been out of the house, left and ran away to look for the boy in the provincial capital, I don't know how many sins he suffered, but it was also fate that he found the boy back. They are together, very happy and sweet, study hard together, and laugh together in life. The boy even went to live at Brother Xi's house for a while, helping with housework, rushing to do dirty work, and every second they spent together was very happy and content. It's just providence, once in a basketball game, the boy won hard, hugged Brother Xi tightly, and the two almost kissed each other, but the boys in the class who were jealous of Brother Xi wrote their relationship on the blackboard and publicized it to the public. In the end, Brother Xi couldn't bear the eyes of others, became more and more silent, and even fought, drank heavily, skipped class, and finally suffered from neurasthenia and had to rest at home. Brother Xi's parents guarded him very tightly, but Brother Xi still took the opportunity to escape and eloped with him. The boy drove him all the way to the city on a motorcycle, and the two were very happy in the city for two days, the tickets were bought, and the two agreed to go to Guangzhou the next day. ”

Zhang Anan was a little choked, Lin Wenxi was silent, and listened attentively.

"I'm going to Guangzhou the next day, but Brother Xi got up early and got up happily, opened the door, and saw that it was his parents. Brother Xi must have been heartbroken at that time, so he kept fighting, crying, and even looking for death and life. But in the end, he finally accepted his heart and went to school, but the first time he saw the boy, he fell again. ”

"He hurt himself like crazy, he was crazy about self-abuse, and in the end, the boy didn't want to see him in pain and chose to take a break from school. The last time the two met, Brother Xi wanted to give everything he had to the boy, but the boy was too tired, he was carrying everything, and after a lot of things, he endured the doubts of Brother Xi's parents, and even Brother Xi's father beat him - but he was originally an orphan. ”

He finally knew that he and Brother Xi might never be able to cross their lifelines, so he chose to leave the small city. On the day he left the town, Brother Xi took his schoolbag and went to repeat his studies. Brother Xi only gradually learned about these after graduation. ”

"The boy later always thought that Brother Xi already had a girlfriend, and maybe, he was going to get married. It's just that Brother Xi waited for him for seven years, and the two never got in touch because of all kinds of obstructions from the boy's friends. In the end, Brother Xi attended his wedding after graduation. ”

"After the boy graduates, no, it's long overdue to call him a man. went to Guangzhou, the place where he and Brother Xi promised to be empty, met his wife, and the two of them then went to another city to work hard. ”

The man said that the thing he regretted the most was leaving his hometown, and the least regret was meeting his current wife. The man's wife is beautiful and she is pregnant. ”

"Wenxi, you know what? The two have not been in touch until now! ”

"I once hoped that Brother Xi would persistently and bravely go to him, but Brother Xi refused. Later, I gradually understood Brother Xi's hard work, and when the two met, either the man could not be with Brother Xi because of family responsibilities, it was doomed to the permanent end of Brother Xi and him. Or, the man is with Brother Xi, but he is burdened with the guilt of his wife and children, and he and Brother Xi can never go back to their former happiness. Some things are in the past, they are in the past, and some people, if they are missed, they are missed. As Brother Xi said, he would rather live in memories forever, but he is not willing to let all the past of the two end in time in reality. ”

"It's true that they are not together, but I can know their suffering, their regrets, but I can only accept them. What would have happened if the two had been a little braver, a little braver... Zhang Anan said, he couldn't help but cry wantonly, and couldn't help crying anymore.

"Your brother Xi, what's going on now?" Lin Wenxi asked with tears in his eyes.

"Him?" Zhang An'an looked at the south, thought for a moment, and said, "Now I have been living alone in the city where they once made empty promises. ”

"Go, Wenxi, go find him." Zhang Anan said: "Don't ruin your present because of the past. ”