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In today's words, my brother's community is also a garden house, the selling point of the developer. At that time, I just felt that there were more greenery.

We walked one after the other.

"Brother"

"What's wrong?"

"Aren't you going to send me home?"

"Do you want to go home?"

Uh, this, this, rhetorical question, how do I answer.

My brother took my hand, pulled me to my side, and tucked the loose hair behind my ear, "Didn't your family know about your family's coming back this time?" Then stay, I miss you, I have something to say to you. ”

"Hey, brother, can't you be normal? Panic. ”

My brother smiled, and we continued walking.

"How many days can I stay back?"

"One week, next Monday I have to go back to work."

"Oh, how old are you this year."

"24What's wrong?"

"How old were you when I met you?"

"When I first met, I was 14, wow, it's been ten years!"

"Do you remember that I said I would grow up with you?"

"yes, yes."

"You were too young when I first met you, and then you had to prepare for the university entrance examination, and now that you have grown up and worked, I want to make up for the years I missed."

"I'll go, brother, can you speak normally. Let's just talk about things, can't we? ”

I don't know when it began, but I took that bit of savage character in my bones to the extreme.

"Look at your quick temper."

"It's not that I'm in a hurry, you can talk about things when there's something. Do you do the same in company meetings? ”

"Are we in a meeting now?"

"Brother, I beg you, what do you want to express, hurry up and finish a sentence, this is a twist, my IQ is not enough, you forgot."

"I hope we can fall in love and get married like everyone else."

"In love? Tie the knot? ”

"You haven't thought about it?"

It's a proposition, I think.

Falling in love and getting married are very normal things, and my mother has also mentioned it, and when the age is up, it is time to talk about it.

It's just that I haven't figured out how to talk about this relationship.

"What are you thinking?"

"Ah, no, didn't think anything?"

"Thinking about Shen Jue?"

What do you want him to do

"Or are you still not deciding who to choose?"

"I'll go, brother, and you've been talking about this choice ever since. I don't understand why I want to choose, do I need to choose this? ”

"You don't need to choose this, so you can't refuse someone?"

"Refuse?"

"What do you think!"

"What I thought, I didn't think about anything. I didn't know you would come out so early, and I didn't know that the two of you would join forces to lie to me. ”

"And then?"

"What then, then what. My head is like mush right now, and I'm still wondering if all this in front of me is real, what do you make me think? What to decide? Besides, I've been writing to you for so many years, and I thought you knew it. ”

The elder brother suddenly discovered that this savage-looking sister was not really good at expressing herself, and he just wanted to hear her tell him that she liked him for all these years, and this sister seemed to have a hard time saying this.

My brother put his arm around my shoulder, "Okay, I know." From now on, you don't have to think about it, and you don't need to think about it. We just walked like this, and when we got tired of walking, tell me and we'll stop. “

This is actually quite profound, and at the time, I really didn't understand it.

So my answer is this.

"Brother, I'm tired now and don't want to go. The third brother used to carry me away. “

If you don't die, you won't die, that's what I said.

My brother listened, and before I could react, he directly picked me up, "I don't want to walk in the future, tell me." ”

"Really? That's good, you carry me away, the third brother carries me away, can I not touch the ground in the future? Hahaha"

"Then you can try." said with a serious face.

This expression, with this sentence, doesn't seem quite right.

"Brother, let's go back, I want to sleep."

"Okay, I'll take you back."

"If you sink and let me down, I'm just saying, I'm not very tired."

Actually, I wasn't tired, I just felt that my heart was beating fast suddenly, and I felt inexplicably flustered and uncomfortable, so I didn't want to go, I wanted to go back and lie down, and I could walk back this way.

My brother didn't let me go, and kept carrying me back like this.

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I suddenly felt that such an inexplicable and wonderful rapid heartbeat may not be caused by simple mood swings, and it has little to do with blood donation, why is this? I couldn't figure it out for a while.

When I got to the door, I asked my brother to let me down, walked into the house, and immediately found a place to sit for a while.

"What's wrong, are you tired?"

"No, teasing you, this is your punishment."

Brother smiled, punishment? will let you know what the real punishment is.

With that, I went to the kitchen and got a glass of water.

Aunt Zhang looked at me, "What's wrong with you?" “

"It's fine." In fact, my heart was beating very fast and uncomfortable at that time.

"Tired? I said that you were tired and didn't let Wang Hao take you for a walk, but you didn't listen, go and rest. ”

"Well, maybe it's a little tired, I'll go lie down for a while, thank you Aunt Zhang."

"Thanks what, silly boy."

After drinking the water and silently walking to the bedroom, I thought I had to lie down for a while, calm down for a while, and let my heart beat slower.

When I entered the bedroom, I wanted to change into pajamas, and I went to the study to find pajamas, and I took out my pajamas only to find that this pajamas were not suitable for wearing here. My pajamas were just a dress, thin and short. Seeing the robe just now, it's not as good as this robe, so let's wear this robe.

After changing your clothes, go to the bedroom and lie down. After lying down, I found that I couldn't breathe even more, and I sat up again, and I couldn't sit anymore, and when I stood again, I slowly walked to the window, clutched my chest and gasped for air.

Outside the bedroom, my brother called the third brother.

"Shen Jue, I won't go to work from tomorrow to next Monday, you are responsible for anything, book me two plane tickets to Q City tomorrow."

"Going to Q City? What are you going to do there?"

"Send Hyosung back to work."

"Okay."

After hanging up the phone, the third brother stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the company, silent for a long time. It's a war that you won't have to fight him to lose. He knew from beginning to end that Ouyang Xiaoxing didn't agree when Wang Hao was inside, and after Wang Hao came out, it was even more impossible for him.

No one can change preconceived feelings, who says that love doesn't come first.

Aunt Zhang stopped her brother, "Wang Hao, where did you just go?" ”

"Just walked downstairs."

"Why is Hyosung looking so bad and quarreling again?"

"No, don't you have a bad face?"

"What do you have to say to her, she is still a child, these years, it is not easy for this child to be alone outside, because of you, you don't let Shen Jue go to see her, her temper, Shen Jue doesn't dare to go. If it weren't for you, I would have liked her to find a partner. This kid is full of waiting for you to come out, and when you come out and you don't see her, no wonder she is angry, if she loses her temper, you let her lose her temper. It can be seen that she still likes you, otherwise she wouldn't have agreed to be with Shen Jue for so many years. ”

"yes, I know."

"Wang Hao."

"What's wrong?"

"Don't blame me for talking too much, Hyosung definitely hasn't talked about a boyfriend all these years!"

"I know."

"You're old and you've been in there for so long, there are some things, you take your time."

"Aunt Zhang, are you distressed about your daughter? Don't worry, I'm measured. ”

Yes, over the years, Aunt Zhang has looked at me like her own daughter. Although I only came back when I was free, I would see her when I came back, and I would call her from time to time. In her heart, I am the closest person except Wang Hao and Shen Jue.

I was standing by the window by myself with no lights on. The dappled night, the starlight, the cars on the street, the neon lights on the streets, and the stars in the distance. This is my hometown, where I grew up living.

Maybe I won't come back after I leave this time, maybe I don't know when I will come back after leaving, maybe I ...... Maybe......

My brother knocked on the door, I didn't hear it, he opened the door and came in, saw a figure by the window, walked over quietly, and was afraid of scaring me, so he turned on the bedside lamp, which was soft and not dazzling, but it could attract people's attention.

"What are you thinking? I don't turn on the lights at all. ”

"Brother, if I don't come back, are you willing to go with me?"

The elder brother hesitated for a moment, "Are you willing to stay, here are me and Shen Jue." We can also arrange work for you. ”

The implication is that I don't want to, and I understand.

He walked up to me, and I looked at him, stretched out his arms across his waist, and pressed the side of his face against his chest, still with a strong heartbeat.

I closed my eyes and listened for a while, as if the whole world was silent, with only the sound of two hearts beating in my ears. It's strange that the two hearts are beating as fast as they are, and the sounds coincide.

I think that at this moment, it is not that the world is quiet, but that I am quiet, and I finally find a piece of peace, and my heart is also quiet. My breathing was much smoother than before, and my chest didn't feel stuffy.

This man, in my inherent consciousness, has silently liked him for many years, and my intuition tells me that I like him, and after waiting for so many years, I finally waited for him to come out, as he said, I want him to make up for me, but what exactly do you want to make up for me?

In love? Tie the knot?

When I was in high school, I really fantasized about this, and at that time it was just a simple liking, and liking was being together, and nothing else.

And now, I suddenly feel that the two of us are people of two worlds. He is not something I can control, even if he will spoil me very much, but how many years can this pet be spoiled?

The human heart is the most fickle.

Coupled with my heartbeat, which has always been like this for the past few days, I have a bad feeling that my heart is probably wrong.

Thankfully, now, it's back to normal.

After being silent for a long time, my brother probably realized that his answer just now was not good enough and might not be the answer I wanted, so he asked, "Hyosung, where do you want to live?" ”

Leave his chest and look up at him, what a beautiful face. After being carved in prison, what has been added to his face is not the vicissitudes of life, but the restraint and calmness of a mature man.

This is the second time I reached out to touch his face, the first time was in bed, and when I woke up in the morning, that fair face was as good as the third brother's. So when I saw the third brother's face up close, I also reached out and wanted to touch it.

"Brother, you haven't changed at all, compared to your face, I think my hands are very rough."

The elder brother raised the corners of his mouth slightly. Such a smile is charming.

At least it will charm me.

"Brother, if I don't come back, this place will become an unreachable hometown, where I am homeless. It's also bleak to think about. ”

"How can you be homeless, you still have me, I will give you a home"

I put my ear back to his chest, the familiar heartbeat, the familiar taste.