Chapter 18: Breathing
He stood up, looked back at the calamus again, and took a deep breath: "Do you really love him that much?" ”
Toughly did so much, domineering, cold, tried all the methods, but this only made her hate him more.
Sun Wen was very helpless.
Calamus covered her face with her hands, and she cried out loud, one by one, which made people's livers and intestines break in.
Not knowing what to say or what to do, Sun Wen had to speed up and walk out.
Fu Rongbao and Ping'er were guarding outside, and when they saw Sun Wen's heavy face, there was a cry of calamus inside, and neither of them dared to speak.
Seeing that he was leaving, Fu Rongbao asked, "Your Majesty, what should I do here?" ”
A cold wind blew, and Sun Wen coughed violently: "Just let her rest for a while." ”
Still crying inside, Ping'er couldn't stand it anymore and hurried in.
Fu Rongbao didn't know what to say, but said: "The emperor bows against peace, don't get cold when the wind is strong at night." ”
"All this I do, she will never see or feel."
"One day, she will understand the emperor's intentions."
Sun Wen's hands were clenched tightly in his sleeves: "But this time, it was her child who was lost, my flesh and blood." ”
Walking outside the East Palace, the wind became louder, pouring straight into the collar and sleeves. Sun Wen coughed even more violently, and laughed at himself: "But it's raining, and my body is like this." ”
Fu Rongbao said softly: "That's because the emperor is out of proportion." ”
"Because I don't know when she's going to bow her head."
"If she can bow her head, she won't be gladiolus."
Ping'er cried with Calamus: "Niangniang, don't hold back, cry as much as you want, it will be better to cry." ”
Calamus cried for half the night before falling asleep in a panic. She wished she had slept longer, preferably never having to wake up.
But what should be faced, after waking up, you still have to face it. As soon as Calamus opened her eyes, she saw Su Ruyuan, her whole stomach was shy, indescribably warm and beautiful, but there was no trace of a smile on her face: "If you don't drink that bowl of pearl soup, what are you going to do with the child in your belly?" Born? To be the second Sun Qi? ”
Calamus felt very tired and opened her mouth weakly: "The queen ...... mother"
"What if you're the second concubine? Your flesh and blood are not even as good as Sun Qi, and you died before you were diagnosed. Su Ruyuan was very excited, "Tang Yipu, in vain this palace trusts you so much, but you secretly have a bead behind your back!" ”
"Where does the queen trust her concubines?" Calamus stared at her, "Ask yourself, does the queen really trust her concubine?" ”
"At least in the matter of the harem, this palace believes you."
"If the concubine said that she was pregnant and the concubine was unexpected, would the queen still believe it?"
Su Ruyuan was silent.
Calamus reminded her: "The queen mother was still saying that she believed in the concubine just now, did she deny it so quickly?" ”
Su Ruyuan sneered: "Could it be that someone will deliberately change the medicine given to you by the palace, in order to make you pregnant......" Speaking of this, she suddenly kept silent.
Calamus said unhurriedly: "The harem is deep, there are no surprises, doesn't the queen mother understand other people's tricks?" ”
"What trick?"
Calamus's face was as white as wax paper, but her eyes were bright: "It is to make the concubine and the queen mother suspicious of each other and turn against each other." ”
"Why should Hongu believe your speculation?"
"The queen mother can not believe the speculation of the concubine." Calamus glanced at her, "But the facts are in front of you, if the concubine really wants to give birth to this child, it won't be a miscarriage ......."
"It's not easy to give birth even if you want to......"
"If you really want a child, you will do everything possible, and you will not lose this child because of a bowl of pearl soup."
Cautiously looking at the iris's expression, Su Ruyuan found that it didn't seem to be telling a lie, and exhaled softly: "Then you say, who adjusted your medicine?" ”
"The concubines don't know."
"You don't know?"
"But you can guess."
The two looked at each other, and Su Ruyuan asked, "Who do you guess wants to sow discord?" ”
"Whoever hates the queen the most will do it."
In the face of persecution, calamus can only blame others. And at this time, the best guy object is He Meiren, who was once deeply favored.
"Losing the child, presumably the emperor is also very uncomfortable, take the opportunity, you can just make a good scene, let her disappear from now on."
Calamus didn't make a sound when she heard it, which was considered a default. After a while, she asked, "How many months does the queen mother have to give birth?" ”
"Next May."
"After May, the concubines can leave the palace."
"Are you willing?"
Calamus: "Why don't you give up?" ”
Su Ruyuan warned her: "If you leave, don't go back to the palace." ”
Seeing that she was so nervous, Calamus couldn't help but be ridiculous: "The concubine hasn't left yet, is the queen mother starting to worry?" ”
Su Ruyuan knew that he had lost his identity, and hurriedly returned to normal: "If you come back, the emperor will not let you go." ”
"The concubine understands."
"You take good care of yourself, this palace is waiting to see you show your talents."
Calamus said: "The queen mother walks slowly, and the concubines don't send it." ”
After Ping'er sent Su Ruyuan away, Calamus suddenly heard her shouting in the house: "Look, Niangniang!" Look! ”
The iris was startled, and hurriedly opened the curtains to see, and was startled when she saw it, and the white goose feather snow was sprinkled and falling from the air, covering the four corners of the palace, the high and deep palace wall, and the vermilion lacquer gate.
"The emperor has a decree, and the maid and official have a small birth, and they are specially allowed to recuperate in the palace in one fell swoop."
Although Sun Wen had tens of millions of resentments, he couldn't help but soften down first, and only returned to Chengqian Palace with his front foot, and then ordered someone to take the calamus over with his back foot.
Footsteps on the snow, making a "????" sounds.
Because the calamus has just had a miscarriage, the road is slippery, so the palace people carry the sedan chair and walk very carefully.
When she arrived at the gate of Chengqian Palace, Calamus wanted to get out of the sedan chair, and Ping'er immediately found someone to tuck her arm and walked out: "Niangniang be careful." ”
Fu Rongbao saw her coming, and hurriedly walked into the inner hall.
Sun Wen was lying on the dragon couch with his back to him: "Your Majesty, the maid is here." ”
"Let her in."
Fu Rongbao walked out and bowed to the standing calamus: "The emperor invites Niangniang in." ”
Calamus almost couldn't even walk steadily, and when she reached the inner hall, the whole person seemed to fall down: "The concubine sees the emperor." ”
Sun Wen turned his head at this time, his eyes wandering.
He got up from his bed and walked towards the calamus: "Stand down, all of you. ”
The palace people looked at each other and retreated silently.
His hand grabbed Calamus's hand, which struggled to pull it out, but he wouldn't let it go: "Why is it so cold?" ”
The iris does not sound.
He picked her up and lay down on the bed again, and took off her fox coat for her: "It's all snow hail, let's take it off." ”
……
"This thing...... Maybe I was too reckless, otherwise I wouldn't have lost my child...... But since you're my woman, you should treat me wholeheartedly, you know? ”
……
"You're looking at me right in the eye."
Seeing that she was still not moving, Sun Wen was discouraged, but he still didn't dare to say anything serious, and persuaded him with good words: "I know that you are weak now, and you are angry, if you don't want to speak, don't say it." You're tired too, so get some rest first. ”
As he left, Calamus couldn't help but turn her face and look at it for a while.
This...... Is it Sun Wen?
What the hell happened to him? Or is it another ill-intentioned event?
I won't believe him, but I took the opportunity to live in Chengqian Palace this time, and I couldn't help but accompany him to play a play. may be able to help the queen eradicate the thorn in her eye so that she can get out of the palace smoothly.
She thought about it again and again, but she couldn't figure out Sun Wen's thoughts, so she made up her mind to try him again, and then decided what to do.
The next day, before dawn, Calamus dimly heard a voice outside, presumably Sun Wen went to the morning court.
She got out of bed barefoot, walked on the plush carpet, and then realized that she was living on a dragon couch, and her heart couldn't help but sweat.
Where does Sun Wen live?
"Ping'er? Ping'er? ”
Fu Rongbao's voice came: "What do you have to say?" ”
"Where's Ping'er?"
"She went to cook porridge for Niangniang, and the emperor said that Niangniang would be able to eat when she woke up."
Calamus let out an "oh" and thought for a while: "Father-in-law Fu, the palace has woken up, can you go back to the East Palace?" ”
"Niangniang, this can't be helped, the emperor will kill the slave when he comes back."
Calamus was very satisfied with Fu Rongbao's answer, and said quietly: "Wait for the emperor to come back and convey the meaning of the palace to him." ”
When Sun Wen returned to Chengqian Palace, Fu Rongbao couldn't wait to convey the meaning of calamus to him.
Listening to the sound of him walking in, Calamus pretended to be asleep.
Sun Wen walked over and said softly, "I know you're awake, don't pretend." ”
Calamus opened her eyes suddenly: "How does the emperor know that the concubine is awake?" ”
Sun Wen raised his eyebrows: "If I don't even know this, how can I be the emperor?" ”
Calamus was silent, thought for a while and plucked up the courage to say: "The concubine has already rested in Chengqian Palace for the night, and it is time to return to the East Palace." ”
"I'm going back sooner or later, and I'm not in a hurry. Take advantage of the days in Chengqian Palace to recuperate well. ”
Calamus smiled: "Could it be that the emperor feels unsafe in the East Palace?" ”
"I didn't say that."
"But that's what the emperor thinks in his heart." Seeing his puzzled face, Calamus said, "If the concubine doesn't even know this, she won't be called Tang Calamus." ”
Who knew that Sun Wen sneered: "Of course I know that you Tang Iris has some ability, but all your thoughts are on guarding against others, and you can't take care of it when you come here." Otherwise, how could you not know that you are pregnant? ”
He was really a little tired, not to mention the wind and cold, and he had endured the death of the calamus.
In the face of her coldness, you have to be patient.
Calamus suddenly said: "The concubine doesn't know that she is pregnant, maybe others know." ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"It's not interesting......
Sun Wen looked solemn: "Don't say half of the words." You say, "Who do you suspect?" ”
"The concubines have no evidence and dare not make judgments."
"Say!" He seemed annoyed.
Calamus thought, he must really mind having a miscarriage in his heart, right? Although he hated himself so much, and now the queen is also pregnant, this is his child after all.
It's like my own complicated mind. What parent doesn't feel sorry for their flesh and blood?
Calamus's fingers inadvertently touched Sun Wen's hand: "Who is the most unpregnant person in the harem now?" ”
"You mean ......"
She hurriedly said: "The concubine is really just speculation, and there is no evidence. ”
Sun Wen looked at her: "Do you really doubt her?" ”
Calamus nodded: "The emperor doesn't have to make a big move, after all, the person who has a miscarriage is a concubine, not someone else." Don't worry too much. ”
Up to now, only by planting the blame for He Meiren can we protect the queen Su Ruyuan steadily. It is true that the matter of iris has nothing to do with her, but who could have predicted the future?
Isn't it true that people live to protect themselves in peace?
Sun Wen held her hand: "If it's really her, I will give you an explanation." But if you dare to deliberately hide it, I will make your death ugly. ”
Calamus is serious: "In the palace, the concubine is a person who has no background to rely on, and the only thing she can do is to live carefully, and she will never dare to hide half of the emperor's ......"
Sun Wen's lips blocked her mouth: "Don't say it......"
He knows everything about her.
Calamus was a little surprised, one might even be flattered.
After kissing for a long time, Sun Wen let go of her: "You stay in Chengqian Palace, don't say anything back to the East Palace." ”
"But the concubine still has to take care of the affairs of the internal servants."
"Every evening, I will personally accompany you on a tour of the Inner Chamberlain."
"Your Majesty."
Sun Wen glanced at her: "Don't worry, I will let you repay well." ”
Calamus pretended to bow her head shyly.
Sun Wen obviously didn't see it, so he ordered someone to move all his things from the side hall, and sat on the imperial case to review the folds.
Calamus looked at him, and suddenly felt that his vision was a little blurry, and his head was a little cloudy: "If the concubine knows that she is pregnant, will the emperor like it?" ”
Sun Wen was busy with the folds in his hands, and he didn't raise his head: "If I want this child, are you willing to give birth?" ”
He returned the question to Calamus.
Iris was really asked, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.
Sun Wen still bowed his head and said, "You can sleep for a while, and wake you up when you have dinner." ”
"That concubine doesn't disturb the emperor."
Seeing her lying on her back, Sun Wen couldn't help but pause for a while. She tested herself with words just now, didn't she really test her? False and true, true and false, true and false, who can tell the difference between him and her?
When Calamus woke up, the brazier in the hall was burning hot, and Sun Wen's figure had long been absent from the imperial case, so she got dressed up: "Ping'er? Ping'er? ”
Ping'er came in with a bowl of porridge: "Niang Niang woke up?" ”
"What about the emperor?"
"The emperor went to the queen's mother."
"What's going on?"
Ping'er was just about to say when a voice came from outside: "Is the maid here?" The emperor and the queen are invited. ”
Ping'er walked out and said, "Niangniang's body is weak and it is inconvenient to walk......"
"Who are you? When is your turn to speak here? ”
Calamus walked out: "Is something happening in such a hurry?" ”
The person who came was Ruorong of the Inner Servant Bureau, she owed a debt, and her face was expressionless: "What happened, the slave and maid don't know, and the mother will know when she goes." ”
Seeing her like this, Calamus secretly knew that something must have happened, and said, "Let me comb my hair in a bun and then go with you?" ”
"Niangniang, Renming Hall is already in a lot of trouble, and there is no room for delay."
Seeing her so rude, Ping'er couldn't get angry: "You! ”
Calamus snorted softly: "Ping'er! He glanced at her with his eyes, and then said to Ruorong, "Then I'll go with you." ”
She went to the Renming Hall in a soft chariot, and when she got there, it was already crowded.