160 I can't help myself
"The emperor Chrysostom said, since the words are spoken, they should be counted......" An Guogong walked a few steps, felt that his leg was much better, and quickly let go of the prince's hand.
"Look at what you said!" The crown prince said impatiently, "Could it be that only Cao Apu's treatment of Emperor Xian can be regarded as persecution of the king?" Do you think it's showing weakness to your father, but do you know what your father thinks? If the father really feels indebted to the queen mother, why is he so angry with you? You're self-defeating! ”
"This ......" An Guogong looked at the appearance of the prince's little adult, and swallowed back the words "What do you know about children".
"If you have time, you might as well find a way to call your cousin back," the prince stopped at the Qianqing Gate, "and he is acting in a somewhat orderly manner. ”
An Guogong tossed for a morning, and was beaten by the prince so lightly, a mouthful of turbid air blocked his chest, hastily agreed, and then saluted and went out of the palace.
In the study room of the Qianqing Palace, Chen Xi sat on the brocade bench and drank tea nervously, and glanced at Chen Yuantai from time to time standing in front of the newly drawn map of Dayan with his back to him.
Today's Chen Yuantai is not only the lord of the Central Plains and the lord of the north, but has become the real lord of the world. This picture shows his ambition more than ten years ago, and the world he is now in control.
After a long time, Chen Xi felt that Chen Yuantai seemed to have forgotten his existence, and he tentatively called: "Father? ”
Chen Yuantai turned around, his eyes and nose slightly red.
"Am I being too ruthless?"
Chen Xi lowered his head, in fact, he could avoid this really difficult question with a high-sounding sentence of "This is a private matter between the father and the queen".
However, Chen Xi looked at Chen Yuantai's face that seemed to have just cried, and it was really difficult to be ruthless and say this sentence lightly.
"Father, there must be a reason why you are so angry. But the queen is not an unreasonable person, since she is so unyielding, maybe there is some misunderstanding in this. ”
"If there is no misunderstanding, then the angle and position are wrong. If we can treat each other as we treat each other, we may be able to see what is bright. ”
"There was a rain the night before, and when I got up early, Mama Cui told the nurse to add more layers of clothes to Brother Kun. But Mingxin felt that the sun came out during the day, and it was still warm, and it was not good for Brother Kun to sweat more if he wore too much. ”
"Actually, there is nothing wrong with the thoughts of the two people, Mama Cui is old and feels cold. Mingxin is young and more afraid of heat. If you think about each other, you won't be in a dispute. ”
Chen Yuantai smiled stiffly and said, "My youngest son, the newborn one, is sick and weak because of me. Wear more or less, you will inevitably get sick from time to time......"
"Congenital deficiencies, make up for them the day after tomorrow, my younger brother will definitely be able to ......" Chen Xi said comforting words sincerely, but was interrupted by Chen Yuantai.
"If you have a concubine, you will also bear you a son. Would you be biased towards these two children? As if he was tired of standing, Chen Yuantai sat in the wide circle chair dejectedly, and the pride of the Ninety-Five Emperor seemed to have disappeared.
"I don't know." Chen Xi replied honestly, "Maybe." Erchen couldn't really imagine that there would be children born to other women......"
Chen Yuantai smiled miserably: "I hope that in this life, you will not taste the taste of being involuntarily......"
Because the heart desires but can't help itself, you can only use all kinds of methods to get what you want. But the method is not just a simple method, it may be a person, a thing, a sacrifice or a snatch, which in the end has become a part of yourself, a part that you don't want but can't get rid of.
What have you gained and lost in the past 20 years?
"You go back first." Chen Yuantai waved his hand tiredly, "It's okay to accompany Brother Kun more at home, boys always need their father to bring more." ”
"Yes." Chen Xi agreed, glanced at Chen Yuantai worriedly, and then left the palace.
When the lamp was in hand, Chen Yuantai finished handling government affairs, hesitated in the study for a long time, and finally moved to Kunning Palace.
The nurse had just fed the little prince, and only half of what she had eaten in her stomach was counted, and the rest was all vomited. The queen was asleep at this time, and everyone didn't dare to go over to alarm, so they had to send someone to ask the imperial doctor to come over.
At this time, Chen Yuantai walked into the side hall, and when he saw the appearance of the hall, he couldn't help but be a little angry. "How to serve others, do you still teach them by the hands of the master? Since the prince was born prematurely, why didn't he call the imperial doctor early and wait in Kunning Palace all the time? ”
Everyone looked at each other, but they did not dare to speak.
Chen Yuantai was furious when he saw this, and when he saw Gui Yue also standing in the palace crowd, he said, "Gui Yue, you say!" ”
"Back to the emperor," Gui Yue secretly called unlucky, "Yes, when the Duchess of An Guo left today, she said that the imperial doctor in the palace is not very skilled, and there is no pediatric holy hand." said that he would wait for a pediatric doctor to be sent to the palace tomorrow by the Guogong Mansion to take good care of the little prince......"
Chen Yuantai sneered and said, "Is this something that even the people in the palace can't believe?" ”
Everyone was so frightened that they didn't dare to speak.
"Wang Deqin," Chen Yuantai turned his head and ordered, "Go to the Tai Hospital and ask Dr. Wang to come over." If it wasn't him on duty, he would open the palace gate and go to his house to please! ”
"Yes!" The prince agreed, and hurried out with broken steps.
Chen Yuantai took his son from the nurse's hand, looked at his wrinkled, red little face intently, and didn't say anything. At last, with a long sigh, he handed the child to the nurse, and turned himself into the inner sanctum.
The queen heard the movement outside, had already woken up, and was about to call someone to come over to ask, but saw Chen Yuantai walk in.
The queen's face was pale, her lips trembled, and she said after a while: "The concubine is unwell after giving birth, and I ask the emperor to forgive me for the crime of not being able to go down to the ground to salute." ”
"It doesn't matter." Chen Yuantai said lightly and sat on the brocade stool next to the bed. "Do you feel better?"
The queen shook her head and did not speak.
"I was reckless in this matter," Chen Yuantai still said in a light tone, "I'm angry, I only care about my own anger, and I don't take into account your emotions." ”
The queen closed her eyes, as if she was extremely tired and wanted to sleep, and as if she was listening carefully.
"You just take care of your body, if you really can't take care of the child, you can send it to Concubine De's palace to take care of ......it for a period of time."
The queen suddenly opened her eyes and said angrily, "Don't you think about it! ”
Chen Yuantai ignored her disrespect and continued: "As for the Yulan incident, even if this is in the past, don't mention it again, and you shouldn't mention it in front of others...... This is the secret in my heart, and it is also the most painful and regrettable thing in this life, you should be considerate of me. ”