Chapter 11: The Thirty Years of the Chinese New Year's Eve

"Bai Mo, go to the backyard to see what the master is busy with?" Yi Yi Yi opened his mouth to Bai Mo, Bai Mo obviously heard that Yi Yi wanted to break him away, so he nodded and said to another aunt in the living room, "Auntie, you take me over, I don't know the way." ”

The woman who did the work had never had a lip connection, but she looked thoughtful, had a lovely smile, and was a flattering face.

Yi's eyes fell on the woman who went out with Bai Mo, and Aunt Guan explained with a smile: "That's Huang Ma, once the third young man happened to meet her, so he brought her back, and it was pitiful to say."

"What's so pitiful?"

"Five years ago, there was a big flood in her hometown, and there was nothing left overnight, and the man went to save their mother and daughter, but her daughter was also unlucky, and she also went to lung cancer, leaving her alone."

"It's quite unfortunate, it's just okay, and it's a blessing in disguise to have a place to stay."

"Fourth Miss, don't be sad, as long as you don't dislike it, we are all your family." Aunt Guan heard the melancholy in Yi's words and sighed.

"Family?" Yi lip muttered suicidly, Aunt Guan didn't hear it, and after a while, Yi lip retracted her gaze and turned her wheelchair to face Aunt Guan and asked, "Aunt Qu, is it really someone from the old mansion?"

Aunt Guan sighed, her expression sad, "Aunt Qu, she can be regarded as ruined in Qiao Yuan's hands." She was originally at ease staying in Qi Longcang, but now she is afraid that she will not be happy. ”

Yi lips nodded, and continued to ask expressionlessly: "When did she start helping the old mansion, does the third brother know?"

"It's been two or three years, Sanshao acquiesced. Fourth Miss, don't blame Sanshao, he hasn't had a good time all these years. ”

"I'm not from the Yi family, and now I'm also a living dead, and I don't have an identity, Aunt Guan will call me Yi Lip in the future, a fourth lady, it's not good after all. Don't bite you in the future, don't feel comfortable. ”

"Okay." Aunt Guan responded, "I'm afraid that Aunt Qu won't have the face to see you in the future, and I'm afraid this Qi Longcang won't be able to come back." ”

"Let her go." Yi sighed, "Aunt Guan, go get busy, I'll be quiet alone." ”

"I'm in the kitchen preparing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and you call me if you have something." After Aunt Guan finished speaking, she went to the kitchen, Yi Yan pushed the wheelchair to the door, stopped at the door and looked at the sun outside, a gust of wind was not like the next year, adding a trace of warmth.

The camellia in the yard is still blooming gorgeously, at a glance, it has the meaning of spring, I don't know if the mood has changed, or there is no desire, but Yi Li feels that everything around him seems to be very dull.

This sitting is a few hours have passed. At five o'clock in the afternoon, the people in the backyard came to the front yard, all with smiles on their faces and very cheerful words.

Hua Jing and Uncle Feng walked in front, Bai Mo ran two steps over and pushed Yi Yi to go inside, Yi Yi listened to the people talking and laughing around her and became better, Aunt Guan and Huang Ma had already brought the food to the table, Hua Jing and Uncle Feng found incense candles and paper money to burn outside the door, and Bai Mo rushed to set off firecrackers.

The crackling firecrackers sounded, and the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner began. Ding Ka, Xiu Wen and Li Zhun also caught up with the good time, and they sat down one after another, and the restaurant was peaceful and warm, with a large table of people gathered together, which gave it a strong New Year's flavor.

Hua Jing is the oldest, and everyone admires him for saying two auspicious words, Hua Jing does not shirk, clears his throat and then speaks, "I have been displaced for most of my life, and now I have a solid hot year, gathering together is fate, there is no need to care about the past, the older generation, the next year is healthy, the younger generation, the next year, the career will be successful." ”

Everyone raised their glasses and touched them for the first time.

During Bai Mo's dinner, his self-cooked temperament had already mingled with others, Yi Yi listened to Hua Jing and Uncle Feng's various arguments, the gossip between Aunt Guan and Huang Ma, and the gags between Ding Ka and Xiuwen, silent, with a light smile on his face all the time.

Bai Mo put vegetables on Yi's lips from time to time, and Xiuwen, who provoked him, looked at him several times before asking, "Is there something wrong with the two of you?"

Bai Mo hooked Yi's shoulder, smiled and raised his eyebrows, "What, are you envious and jealous?" ”

"Can I be jealous of you?" Xiu Wen sneered, "My girlfriend can stand in line all over the still waterway." ”

Dinka laughed and quipped, "Plus ten thumbelinas." ”

Xiuwen angrily stuffed a chicken leg in Dinka's mouth, "I can't stop your mouth when I eat." ”

The restaurant was filled with laughter.

……

At night, Yi Li and Bai Mo stayed in the courtyard of Qi Longcang, and when they heard Dinka and their shouts playing mahjong, they looked at each other and laughed lightly.

"It's probably the quietest year you've ever lived." Bai Mo sighed and stood beside Yi Yan looking at the endless dark sky.

"And the easiest one." Lips answered.

"Come back, do you regret it?" Bai Mo asked again.

"Just like the master said, this is fate, hide and hide still have to face, go around or experience, come back, the only thing you regret is to prove that you are a living dead."

"Why did they stop you from going back to Yi before?"

"Probably, I don't want to face the current situation." Yi lip chuckled, "Nandu, the wind is blowing." ”

"Yes, the wind is too strong, I'm afraid that if I wake up, I won't hear from you again."

"Su Jia is a good person, treat her well."

"But I can't let you go." Bai Mo smiled and turned his head to look at Yi's lips, with no seriousness and helplessness in his eyes.

Yi Yan looked up at Bai Mo and smiled lightly: "But I can't give any response after all." Bai Mo, some people, in this life, are only suitable for people across the crowd, and it is enough to watch each other live well. We're all right, and it's not all bad, it's just that the timing is not coincidental, and it binds us together and loosens us easily. ”

"It's not that I don't love you enough, but my love can't compare to the damage that time does to you." Bai Mo chuckled, his face was dyed with a layer of sadness and helplessness, he turned his head to look at the gorgeous camellias, "Maybe it's really providence, five years of pushing the heart and digging out the heart and lungs, not as good as other people's words." ”

"Bai Mo, I love you like a sister loves a brother." Yi sighed softly, and her tone was low.

"I loved you too, at the age of the beginning of love."

Bai Mo loves Yi Lip, Yi Lip can feel it, that kind of love is free, the roles are switched at will, he is like a father, caring for Yi Lip's fragile heart; He was like a brother, standing in front of her and holding up a wall; He is like a lover, silently exhausting her ignorant Shaohua.

But after all, he could only hold Yi's hand and hand her over to others, and he had to smile and wish her happiness and a good time.

Just like many years ago, Bai Mo asked Yi Li with a smile: "If no one loves you in the future, will you marry me?"

"Not good," Yi replied with a frown.

Bai Mo asked Yi Li why, but Yi Yan said, because I looked at you, all I thought about was what you looked like when you married someone else and had children.

At that moment, Bai Mo knew that he and Yi Li, God only arranged for them to meet and know each other, but did not arrange for them to fall in love.

As Hua Jing said, they have no fate after all, and it doesn't matter if their love is deep or shallow.

"Bai Mo, you want to be happy." Yi Yan looked up at Bai Mo's side face and whispered.

"Well, I will!" Bai Mo nodded, but didn't say that you want to be happy too. Many times, Bai Mo felt that Yi Li's happiness was only something he could give, so he worked hard, and later realized that what Yi Li wanted was happiness, and his liver and brain were just shackles that bound her.

After a while, Bai Mo squatted down in front of Yi Lip, raised his eyebrows lightly, and his eyes were extremely serious, "For so many years, I have always wanted to ask you, have you ever loved me like you loved him for even a second?" ”

Yi Yan looked at Bai Mo seriously and nodded, "Yes." Remember? Once I asked you, what if I don't have a family? You say, then I'll help you find your family, so you can go back. ”

Bai Mo smiled, louder than ever, happy, smiling and smiling, his eyes were red, and a tear suddenly crossed his face, "It turns out that I am my own bastard." I still remember you saying, Bai Mo, can I live in your house in the future? At that time, I was still laughing at you, were you afraid that Lin Chao would bully you again, you shook your head and said no, you said, Bai Mo, I will live with you in the future, is it okay? Will you be good to me in the future? ”

Yi Yan took the words with a smile, and her voice was relaxed, "You say, I think you have a crush on my house is the biggest, and you are really a greedy girl, so I don't want to live with you." ”

"Hahaha" Bai Mo smiled, nodded, his voice was slightly hoarse, and said with a wry smile, "Yes, but I don't know, after what you said at that time, it turned out to be a lifetime." ”

"Hmm!" Yi lip nodded, "So I'm glad that I still love others and don't love you." ”

"Well, I'm also glad that I don't love you in the future."

……

At twelve o'clock in the morning, the New Year's bell rang, cheers could still be heard in the distance, and the countdown to the TV Spring Festival Gala had stopped, and everyone in the living room was smiling and wishing each other a happy New Year and all the best.

Xiu Wen and Li Zhun left one step earlier, Aunt Guan and Huang Ma had already cleaned up the house, and a bunch of people except Bai Mo and Yi Yan stayed in the front yard, and everyone else went to the back yard.

Bai Mo hugged Yi Yi upstairs, and went to the guest room without saying a word, and Yi Yan didn't talk to him. Bai Mo still texted her to wish her a happy new year, and Yi Yan still didn't bless her, just like in previous years.

On the morning of the first day of the new year, Yi lip got up very early, and woke up just after dawn, slowly moved her body, the wound on her body had already scabbed, as long as the movement was not big, she would not pull the wound, Aunt Guan went upstairs to help her take off the wheelchair, and she slowly helped her down the stairs.

Originally, it only took five minutes, but she took five times more time, walking and stopping one step, when she sat in the wheelchair, she was sweating, Aunt Guan stood in the living room and watched Yi Yi come down from the upper floor, and helped her to sit in the wheelchair, and then said: "Ah Yan, your body is always injured, and you will not be able to bear it." ”

Yi smiled and replied: "The left and right are also dead people, and there is nothing to bear." ”

"Bah, how to open and close your mouth for the New Year, it's dead, it's dead, how unlucky, hurry up." Aunt Guan said angrily, but Yi smiled and didn't speak.