40. It is difficult to break it
Hong'er walked outside the city in plain clothes, Hong'er slowed down her pace as much as possible, and vaguely felt that someone was following her, and it seemed that the fish had taken the bait.
She knew that there was a nunnery outside the city, and Hong'er didn't want to pay attention to the rights and wrongs in the world anymore, and there was nothing to be nostalgic about, so how good it was to live a dull life like this!
Hong'er came to the outside of the city, saw a simple temple, looked at it blankly, looked at it for a long time, Hong'er made up her mind, plucked up her courage, went forward and knocked on the door, and soon, a kind nun came out and asked, "Madam, is there anything you have to do here?" β
In a remote small temple, where will someone come to offer incense, even the nuns there are very strange, Hong'er knelt on the ground and begged: "Mrs. Shi, Mrs. Shi, please cross me, please save me." β
It seems that Hong'er is here to cut her hair as a nun, and she is dedicated to the Buddha, and the 'fish' who just came with her is gone, and the nun picks up Hong'er and walks inside, "Madam, you get up first, let's go in." Hong'er followed her in.
I saw that there was a big tripod inside, and along the direction of the door, there was a big Buddha, although it was not very gorgeous, not so majestic and tall, but it was good to be able to send sorrow.
Boom...... Boom...... Knocking ......, listening to the crisp sound of the wooden fish, Hong'er's heart also calmed down, knelt in front of the Buddha, and silently repented of her mistakes.
Hong'er has too many blood debts in her life, how many people's blood has been stained on her sword, how many people she has harmed, how many people she has saved, and there are countless of them.
She didn't know it herself, she quietly washed her hands in the copper basin, the water was warm, the temperature was very suitable, there were a few plum blossoms floating in it, what a fair, beautiful hand,
A pair of slender jade hands, I don't know how much blood has been stained, how many people have died in vain under these hands, how ugly these hands are.
Hong'er knelt on the futon, the futon was a little shabby and dusty, and she wouldn't care about these in the future, and many nuns on the side were chanting Buddhist scriptures in their mouths,
'When contemplating the bodhisattva of self-reliance, when he walks in the deep prajnaparamita, he sees that the five aggregates are empty, and he overcomes all suffering, and the relics are not different from the void, and the emptiness is not different from the color, and the color is the emptiness, and the emptiness is the color......
Mrs. Shi gently put down Hong'er's hair, her black hair hung down her waist, she picked up the razor and prepared to cut Hong'er's hair, and asked, "Donor, do you really want to cut your hair for a nun?" β
Afraid that Hong'er had some attachment to Hongchen in her heart, Mrs. Shi hesitated left and right, and refused to do it, Hong'er thought about the consequences, knew what all this meant, made up her mind, and said: "Mrs. Shi, you can do it!" β
The ancient Buddha of the green lantern, but he is still alive, and it is not impossible?
Eating bran and living a simple life, Hong'er has been yearning for a long time, and there is a place to live in troubled times, which is what Hong'er yearns for.
Watching her hair fall down one by one, Hong'er couldn't help but shed tears, she wanted to forget revenge, forget her brother, eldest brother, and forget Fufeng.
However, when Kong Ming's shadow appeared in Hong'er's mind, Hong'er hesitated a little and handed over, "Wait." Mrs. Shi stopped, and at this time, when someone knocked on the door, Mrs. Shi sighed and said, "Hong'er, since you can't forget, the grievances and grievances of the world, you don't have to eat and pray for Buddha here." β
Hong'er looked at Shitai, nodded, ran to the door happily, and opened the door happily, but the person she saw was not what Hong'er wanted to see, her brows were tightly locked, "Fufeng?" β
He, how could it be him? Hong'er asked puzzledly, "Fufeng, why are you here?" Fufeng grabbed Hong'er's hand and walked out without saying anything, "Go, go with me." β
"It's none of your business, you let me go." In fact, Hong'er didn't go far out of the nunnery, Hong'er felt that Fufeng's hand was unusually cold, and she didn't think much about it, she walked to the nunnery, walked to the door, and Fufeng chased Hong'er,
But as soon as he came to the door, Fufeng was bounced back by a huge force, fell to the ground, and seeing him fall, Hong'er asked with concern, "What's wrong with you." "He? What's wrong? Hong'er just now vaguely saw it, and there was a trace of yellow light, which bounced Fufeng away.
After suffering a loss, Fufeng stopped stepping forward, stood far away and said, "Hong'er, go back with me." β
"No, I don't, I'm no longer the little girl at your mercy, I have my own thoughts, I know what's right and what's wrong, don't worry about you." Hong'er was angry, she lost her temper with Fufeng for the first time, she didn't want to be swayed by others, so she wanted to get rid of Fufeng, which was not an easy thing.
"You seem to owe me a favor?" God, this matter has been forgotten, the gentleman said, the horse is difficult to chase, this can not be repented, "Yes, I haven't forgotten, you say, what do you want me to do?" β
promised him, Hong'er will never break his word, I don't know what kind of request he will say when he opens his mouth! I have no choice but to accept it.
Fufeng lowered his head and thought for a while, "Let's go, drink tea with me." Hong'er didn't react for a while, drinking tea? It's as simple as that, and I couldn't see him earlier, so Hong'er followed him to the so-called 'teahouse'.
It's just that a shed was set up on the side of the road, a square table, "Xiao Er, come to a pot of tea." Hong'er was a little disgusted, but still sat down, the tea came up quickly, just a big bowl of tea, the tea is not a good tea, Fufeng poured a cup for Hong'er, and said: "Bi Shenxia foot dew, gradually milky flower fragrance." Sex is clean and unpolluted, and it is annoying to drink and clean the dust. β
Out of politeness, Hong'er reluctantly took a sip, the tea was so bitter, Hong'er almost didn't spit it out, she liked to drink weak tea, it was so strong, she wasn't used to drinking it, so she didn't touch it anymore.
Fufeng spoke first, breaking the silence, "Hong'er, I can help you take revenge." The words were sudden, Hong'er couldn't answer, anyway, Fufeng wouldn't do a loss-making deal, there must be another purpose, Hong'er still refused,
"No, that's my enmity, and it has nothing to do with you." Hong'er made it clear that there was no relationship between them, and she didn't want to have anything to do with Fufeng.
Fufeng still didn't give up, and said, "Hong'er, come with me, go and live a happy life with me, okay?" Hong'er smiled but didn't answer, glanced at the side, and saw that there was a persimmon seller, Hong'er ran over to buy it, and soon came back with a large pile of persimmons, without answering his question clearly, "Fufeng, taste it." β
The persimmon cake was wrapped in lotus root flour, a little white, and it tasted slightly sweet, Hong'er also picked a piece, ate it, turned his face, looked at Fufeng, and asked, "How does it taste?" Fufeng tasted it carefully and said slowly: "It's very sweet." β
Hong'er still didn't answer the question just now, and asked Fufeng to eat more, and seeing that he had little left to eat, he said, "Now, how do you feel?" β
Fufeng frowned, "It's a little sweet." β
Hong'er picked up the bitter tea and took a sip, "Yes, life is like this, on a sweet and greasy day, but I will never give up this cup of bitter tea." "It's not that Hong'er doesn't like a happy and carefree life, it's just that it depends on who she lives with, if it's Kong Ming, everything is fine.
Hong'er answered him indirectly and very tactfully, but unexpectedly, he asked Hong'er first, "He, what's so good about Zhuge Liang?" Is it worth it? Do you really want to live like him for the rest of your life? β
He, everywhere is good, Hong'er can't find a little fault, how can he not like it, the current situation, this is just a short time, one day, Hong'er will create everything she wants, Hong'er closed her eyes and chanted poetry, "I don't see you for a day, I think like crazy; Two days are gone, such as every three autumns; Three days are gone, and the days are like years. Life is the same bed, death is the same coffin. β
Hong'er clearly expressed her attitude, unwilling to stay any longer, brushed her sleeves and left, without saying goodbye, but Hong'er could clearly hear the sound of Fufeng dropping the bowl on the ground.
He's angry!
It seems that you have to get rid of Fufeng, and if you hesitate, you will only hurt yourself, in fact, life is like a bend of the lake, clear waves, ripples, this is the charm, it is life, life still has some adventures, this time Hong'er will gamble his life.
Hong'er doesn't like gambling, she, like Kong Ming, is cautious and never likes to take risks, but this time, for too many things, Hong'er has to be ruthless.
I'd rather regret it than miss it.
Because what Hong'er wants to do is what she thinks is necessary, she has already done too many bad things, so she won't care about doing one more thing anymore.
Early in the morning, Hong'er went to the pharmacy in the city to buy medicine, Hong'er always bought medicine here, the people in the pharmacy were acquaintances, and when they saw Hong'er coming, they all greeted each other, and a small man said: "Madam, I haven't seen you for a long time, you haven't been here for many days." β
The owner of the pharmacy slapped the guy on the head hard, "What do you say?" We are here to buy medicine, and you are still looking forward to your wife's illness! Hong'er smiled, she hadn't laughed for a long time, "Forget it, he's also quick to talk, straight intestines." β
The people here are very nice, very kind, don't have too many scheming, are easy to get along with, and Hong'er is also very willing to get along with them.
Hong'er pulled the owner of the pharmacy into the inner hall and said, "Boss, is there a β‘β‘ here?" The boss explained, "Yes." After a while, the boss came back with a small packet of β‘β‘, the amount of medicine was too small, not enough, Hong'er continued: "Boss, take more, this is too little." β
The boss was very surprised, "Madam, Madameβ‘β‘ must be a poisonous mouse, these are enough, so much, what are you doing?" β
How could Hong'er tell them that they were going to kill people, and simply said, "There are too many rats in the house, take more and poison them, save it annoying, and make me sleep badly." β
When the boss heard this, he went to get some more, and said, "Yes, just look at Madame's face, you haven't slept well recently." "Thank you, boss."
Hong'er returned to the house, locked the door, dissolved a small amount of β‘β‘ in water, took out a silver needle and soaked it in it, and hid it under the bed. β
For the sake of tomorrow, in order for no one to die in vain for no reason, Hong'er must do this.