Shen Yu couldn't resist the sleepiness and went upstairs to sleep first, and we drank for a long time.

In my impression, Xu Yafei has always been decent, a model of a good student.

In the past, when we were in a band together, he didn't participate in anything other than making music, such as fighting, such as gambling. Later, he studied abroad, so it was rare for him to be invited to drink like this.

After another glass with me, he drank it in one go, put it down, and leaned back in his chair.

He didn't drink much, and before he could drink much, he blushed and even his neck changed color.

That is, while drunk, he had a showdown with me.

"Duyun, when I was a child, I lived in the same place with Shen Yu, you know. I liked her very much back then. You may think that you were young at that time and didn't know what to like or dislike, but the feelings at that time were very pure, and I just liked it. And have loved it until now. ”

At this, he smiled wryly, as if he felt a little ridiculous.

Then he raised his head slightly, staring vacantly at somewhere, as if caught up in a memory.

"She has been thin since she was a child, but she has big eyes, long eyelashes, and a sweet voice, which is very cute. I couldn't tell what kind of feelings I had for her at that time, but I instinctively wanted to be close to her, wanted to protect her, and missed her when I couldn't see her. If I hadn't moved, if I hadn't studied abroad, if that major change hadn't happened to her family, I think I would have proposed to her at the right time. It's a pity that it's all just ifs. ”

He laughed miserably, biting his lip, and couldn't hide a trace of sadness in his expression.

I didn't interrupt him, just picked up the wine and filled each other's glasses.

We actually know each other about what he said, but we have never communicated with each other head-on.

"Growing up, I lived too carefully and didn't dare to do too many things. I didn't even dare to look back at her after the accident in her house, because I was afraid that she would see a hint of sympathy in my eyes. What people fear most in the most miserable times is the sympathetic gaze of others, because in those eyes you must see the pitiful self. ”

"Your business is the biggest surprise after I returned to China, maybe I will be a little unwilling at first, but when I see the kind of look she looks at you, I know that I will never have a chance in my life. Duyun, she loves you, be kind to her, if you fail her, I will snatch her away from you. ”

I laughed, and he burped and looked at me a little stunned.

"Laughing at what? Do you think I wouldn't dare? Still don't have the ability to rob? ”

I shook my head, picked up my glass and touched it with him, and after drinking it, I said, "Don't worry, I'll be good to her for the rest of my life." ”

That night, we both drank all the wine, Xu Yafei was completely drunk, and I was also drunk for seven or eight points, so I helped him into my room in a daze, and the three of us slept in the same bed all night.

The next day I went on a business trip as originally planned, and although Xu Yafei had confessed everything to me last night, I still believed that he was a gentleman.

During the few days of my business trip, I really missed her and thought about her all the time.

I know I'm getting deeper and deeper.

In fact, the more time passes, the more I feel that it is my honor to have her.

At least, when I was hospitalized with stomach problems, there was a woman by my side, giving me the warmth I had been longing for but had not had for a long time.

She took good care of me, and the soup she boiled with her own hands was a delicacy in the world, because there was a condiment added to the soup, called love.

Since that hospitalization, Shen Yu strictly followed the doctor's instructions and did not allow me to drink alcohol, in fact, I don't care if I drink it or not, I am not addicted to alcohol, and I only want to get drunk when I am in a particularly good mood or a particularly bad mood.

After being discharged from the hospital, Shen Yu suddenly became weird, always mentioning the thorn bird, and always asking some inexplicable questions.

"If you travel back in time to eight years ago, when Nanxi was still alive, would you choose her or me?"

I can't answer that question.

How could I tell her that if I had gone back eight years, I would still have chosen Southstream?

Because at that time I didn't think I was qualified to be close to her and like her.

I can't answer honestly, and I can't lie to her, so I can only choose not to answer.

I didn't know at the time that she had seen the text messages from the north and south, and it was only a long, long time later, when she accidentally recalled it, and she told me.

She deliberately wanted to win over Yu Qian and Xu Yafei, and threw Xu Yafei in the restaurant that night, deliberately giving them a chance to be alone. She enjoys it so much, but how can I tell her that there are some fates that can't be forced? It's good if she's happy.

But that night I slept until midnight, and found that she was not there, so I went out, walked to the staircase, and saw the door of the villa open, and the faint sound of music came from the yard.

A cold breeze blew in through the open door and poured into the entire empty villa.

The night was quiet and clearly audible, and the song was "Meet".

I didn't go downstairs, I went back to the room, took out my mobile phone, and called Xu Yafei.

"Yafei, is my wife lost?"

"She's downstairs and we're chatting." Xu Yafei said.

After a while, I heard the sound of them going upstairs.

Although I believe in their character very much in my heart, I don't know why, I just feel a little unhappy in my heart, because of this unhappiness, I took her into my arms and kissed him fiercely.

It may be true that the more men love, the more selfish they become.

The next day, Xu Yafei proposed to move out, I understood what he meant, and I also understood his embarrassment.

Two days later, he moved out.

……

In the two days when Zhuo Fan and Li Luo were both injured, Shen Yu often went to the hospital, and I called her after work that day, she said that she was in the hospital, and I went to pick her up but didn't receive anyone, and Li Luo told me that she had just left.

When I got out of the hospital, I soon received a call that Shen Yu had been kidnapped.

For the first time, danger arose because of me.

I also heard about the Jiang family back then. It was the Xue family who owed him the Jiang family, so at that time, I knew that saving Jiang Ye was not Jiang Feng's purpose at all, his purpose was the piece of land next to Feishi Village.

But when Shen Yu asked about it, I didn't dare to tell her that he wanted the land.

On this day, I had a lot of anxiety.

I don't know how much Jiang Feng knew about Shen Yu's father back then, but his appearance made me have hidden worries, and I was worried that the things of that year would be revealed to the world one day.

And the arrival of the north and south is the beginning of the rift between me and Shen Yu.

After Nanxi died, her phone number has been used in the north and south, and for so many years, this number has not changed, it has always been stored in my mobile phone, and the saved name is still Nanxi.

Nanbei didn't call me before he came, so I did think it was a bit sudden.

But I don't think she will affect me and Shen Yu, but there are many things that I can't control.

Since Nanxi died, I have indeed been very good to Nanbei, it can be said that I have been better than Nanxi before, and I have put all the compensation on Nanbei.

Nanbei has grown a lot taller, as if she is already a big girl, but in my eyes, she is a child, nothing else.

It was Shen Yu who proposed to let Nanbei live at home, and I thought so too, after all, I really didn't feel very relieved to let a girl's family in Nanbei live in a guest house by herself.

But I didn't expect that all the contradictions began at that moment.

In fact, when I was at the base, we also studied psychology, and the north and the south were a bit different, and sometimes they would play some tricks, I didn't know. But I don't think it's a big deal, she has a special family background since she was a child, and she is not so simple at this simple age, and she is also forced by the environment and life.

Speaking of which, if Nanxi is still around, she may be a really simple good girl.

In the year of Nanxi's accident, I said at her grave that I would help her take care of her family, especially her younger sister, who had not yet grown up.

I did indulge in the north and the south, I just felt that there was no need to be too serious about the issue of principles, after all, she was still young.

Nanxi's photo frame was broken, and when I heard the movement passing, I happened to see Nanbei squatting on the ground crying. I was really in a bad tone at the time, not because Nanxi's photo frame was broken, but because the first night when Nanbei came to my house, it was such a bad start.

That night, I didn't go back to my bedroom and stayed in my study.

When I walked out the door the next morning, I saw her coming out of the bedroom with red and swollen eyes. She ignored me and went downstairs on her own.

My heart felt like it had been hit by something heavy, not a taste.

What did I do? Of course I don't want to hurt her, and the last person I want to hurt is her.

Hearing her screams from the kitchen, I strode in and saw her shaking her hands and the backs of her hands crimson. And the north and south stayed where they were with the spoon.

I hurriedly took her hand to the faucet and flushed it, but she ignored me and rushed upstairs.

I stood there, my wet hands clenched gently, and I felt a sense of powerlessness in my heart.

"Brother Duyun, eat noodles, it won't taste good if you stay for a while." North and South said.

"You eat first."

I went to the fridge and got an ice pack and followed me upstairs.

Pull her to sit down, I gave her ice, and I could completely feel her inner resistance.

Looking at her lowered eyelashes and her eyes that were still red and swollen under them, I felt guilty, sorry at the time, obviously so pale.

She was in tears, and she had secretly vowed not to let her be bullied and sad again, but now the person who made her cry turned out to be me.

But what can I do? Who can teach me? On both sides are the people I swear to care for and protect, and even if there is a difference between the severity and the severity, it is impossible to abandon the other because of one.

In order to weigh this relationship, I decided that Lao Yang would pick up the north and south in the future.

The next night, Nanbei said that he would come back later, but I asked Lao Yang to pick her up, but no one was received.

Of course I'm worried, she doesn't know Nancheng well, if something happens, how can I explain to Nanxi?

I was about to go see it for myself when her call came back, although she explained that she was going to rehearse all night for the next competition, so she wasn't coming back. But I still felt that something was wrong with her that night.

At that time, I didn't know that my father had made every possible effort to break up Shen Yu and me.

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