See the two photos in the message.

My emotions were shattered.

The first is a photo of Yu Qian helping Xue Duyun into the hotel, and the second is a photo of them entering the hotel room.

Looking at the photo, Xue Duyun seems to be drunk.

Anything can happen when you're drunk. If something happens, it's all over.

So, what I feared came true.

At this moment, I feel as if there is a sharp knife cutting the flesh of my heart.

"What's wrong?"

Xu Yafei should have seen that my expression was wrong and asked me.

"Nothing." My voice was so soft that it seemed to float, and my face was probably pale.

After a while, another strange text message came, not the same number as the one just now.

The name and room number of the hotel are written in the message.

I didn't say a word, I didn't even have time to change my clothes, so I grabbed my phone and rushed out.

"Shen Yu, where are you going?" Xu Yafei's voice shouted behind me.

I rushed into the rain without answering.

From time to time, lightning flashed across the sky, and thunder sounded as if it were about to explode the ground.

But at this moment, I am not afraid, what I am even more afraid of is that some things are irreparable.

After a while, a car rushed to me and stopped, the window opened, and Xu Yafei shouted at me, "Shen Yu, get in the car." ”

I didn't hesitate, opened the door and sat in.

"Where are you going?" He asked me.

I gave the name of the hotel and the car was quickly running under a thunderstorm.

The raindrops of beans hit the car body, causing a movement that seemed to destroy the world.

I was already soaking wet, cold and unconscious, but the pain in my heart was more real.

I think there was probably a crack between me and Xue Duyun a long time ago.

So, these recent events, my inspection report, the dress, the anniversary celebration that he didn't take me in, all became the fuse, and I easily pushed him into the arms of others.

According to Xue Duyun's identity, what he needs should be a meek, sensible, and capable woman who can help him and not bother him, right?

He regretted being as vexatious as I did that night, right? Do you feel like you've found the wrong person?

The car stopped at the door of the hotel, Xu Yafei was about to get out of the car, and I grabbed him.

"You go back first, I'll go in by myself, it's okay, don't worry."

After that, I got out of the car and rushed into the hotel.

Ignoring the strange eyes of the waiters in the hotel, I rushed straight into the elevator.

When I finally came to the door of the room with the number provided for the message, I twisted the water in my hair and body, calmed down, and was about to knock on the door, when the door opened from the inside.

It was Yu Qian who opened the door.

Well, it's not disheveled, and it seems that I arrived in time.

Yu Qian looked at me in surprise.

"Why are you dressed like this?"

I subconsciously looked down at myself, not only was I wearing pajamas, but I was now a soup chicken.

I think she should be watching my jokes.

But at this moment, her tone and eyes didn't look like she was looking at a joke.

"I know Xue Duyun is in it, Yu Qian, he has a wife, you always know, how can you destroy other people's families?"

Although I was in a very uneasy mood, I did my best to maintain my demeanor without using a vulgar word.

Yu Qian picked up her hand with great interest, looked at me and smiled.

"I sent the message, and of course I know you know."

I was stunned.

"You sent it? So you asked me to come just to stimulate me? ”

Yu Qian flicked her hair charmingly.

"If I wanted to irritate you, this wasn't what you saw when you came."

I don't understand.

She walked in and sat down on the couch.

I walked in, smelling the smell of alcohol wafting through the air.

There was a small dim light in the room, and Xue Duyun lay motionless on the bed.

Yu Qian took a sip of water, put down the glass and looked at me.

"The last time I was in his office, I teased you, but I didn't expect you to really care."

Last time? She was probably referring to the time she tied a tie for Xue Duyun.

But she was so serious that day, I didn't think she was kidding me.

"Do you really think I want to pursue him? Even if this is true, you should hold on to him instead of being angry with him, isn't that stupid? ”

I stared at her, "What do you mean?" ”

Immediately afterwards, Yu Qian said a long sentence, which made me completely change my opinion of her.

"My mom and his dad want to win me over with him, I'm sure you can see it, but this is what they mean, it doesn't mean that I will be submissive. I am an adult, with my own thoughts and pursuits, not a three-year-old or two-year-old child, waiting for my parents to arrange my own destiny. What's more, my mother abandoned me and my dad in those years and left us alone, and now she wants me to be her pawn when she brings me back, she thinks a little too naïve. Moreover, she is a junior child, and she was only corrected after many years, and she is beautiful on the surface, but she is actually spurned behind her, I will not follow her old path. If I do that, it will be said that the upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked, and I don't want to do that. ”

She said and glanced at Xue Duyun who was lying on the bed.

"Xue Duyun, he is indeed an excellent man, I don't deny that he is attractive, but I am not a woman who will lower herself to cater to men, not to mention, he is not the only good man in this world."

I was speechless for a long time.

I could see that she was sincere at the moment. But I still think it was too unexpected.

"And who is the person who sent me the picture?"

"What photo?" She apparently didn't know either.

I took out my phone and showed her the two pictures.

She smiled after looking at it, "You still need to ask, it's either my mother or his father." They are also enough, in order to break up a marriage, they will do everything. I'll tell you the truth, this room was opened by my mother, I know what she's planning, I didn't want to go in the direction she imagined, but I didn't expect her to take a picture and send it to you. ”

Yes, Xue Duyun's father said that there would be a way for me to leave.

Yu Qian stood up, tidied up the clothes on her body, picked up her bag, and looked around.

"This room is very good, anyway, the money is out, it's a waste if you don't use it, you can enjoy it."

She took a few steps and then suddenly stopped, smiled back at me.

"By the way, he kept calling a name when I helped him here."

I thought to myself, "What's the name?" ”

The first thing that came to my mind was Nanxi.

Yu Qian looked at me, and my reaction seemed to be completely unexpected.

She smiled faintly, "Shen Yu, do you know?" The most important thing for two people to be together is trust. ”

She may be right when she says that the most important thing for two people together is trust, and I really don't trust enough, and the root cause may be that I am not confident enough.

Yu Qian left.

I walked to the side of the bed and looked at Xue Duyun lying on the bed.

His face was red and he slept deeply.

I helped him take off his shoes and cover the quilt.

The soaked clothes stuck to my body was particularly uncomfortable, and I was going to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Almost as I was finishing my laundry, I heard a knock outside the door.

I quickly turned off the water valve, grabbed a bath towel and wrapped it in it, opened the door, and found Xue Duyun sitting by the door.

"How do you sit on the ground?"

I thought he was awake, but he leaned limply against the wall, and his eyes didn't open.

He touched the position of his pants with one hand.

"Urgent."

Knowing what he meant, I had to help him into the bathroom in embarrassment.

But he couldn't even stand firm, so I had to hold on to him.

"If you want to pee, hurry up." I urged him.

He couldn't pull the zipper off after touching it for a long time, and his eyes didn't open from beginning to end, and the whole person was in a state like sleepwalking.

Looks like if he waits for him to do it himself, he might be in the diaper stall.

After struggling for a while, I had to reach for him.

Finally unzipping him up, he was like a cripple, waiting for me to continue to serve him.

The bathroom where I had just taken a shower was so hot that my face burned so badly that I simply left him alone.

But as soon as I left, he was about to fall, and I had to hold him up.

In the process of tossing, my bath towel had already fallen off, and I couldn't wrap it again.

Thankfully, I can now assume he's blind.

Gritting my teeth, I took out the nurse's attitude towards the disabled and helped him pull it out.

Anyway, it's not the first time I've touched it.

But the constant magnification of the things in my hand made me want to die.

I seriously doubt that he did it on purpose, on purpose, on purpose!

However, the question is, if I didn't come today, would he have to ask Yu Qian to help him when he was in a hurry?

I finally finished urinating for him and helped him back to bed, but he sank, and as soon as he fell on the bed, he took me down by the way, and then encircled me in his arms.

The point is, he didn't forget to hold my chest even when he was drunk, and his tongue licked my back a few times.

What about using me as a cone?

When I got drunk, he was like a child, and I couldn't deal with him like this, so I had to stretch out my feet and hook the quilt over to cover each other.

He kept licking on my back and in the socket of my neck, and I was numb all over.

"Stop making a fuss." I say.

"Shen Yu, I love you." Suddenly, his voice was a little dazed.

I was shocked and immediately turned to face him.

"Xue Duyun, what did you say?"

As I turned around and changed the position in which I had been hugging comfortably, he frowned, and leaned his head straight over me, until his whole head was on my chest, and then he put his face against my chest and fell into a deep sleep.

Whether it was drunk words or dream words, the words just now caused a lot of ripples in my heart.

Perhaps I would never have heard such a thing while he was sober.

When he woke up again, the sky was bright and Xue Duyun was still sleeping.

The rain stopped at some point, and there was a dim light coming in from the window.

Seeing the scar on his face, I felt a little distressed and guilty.

I'm 26 years old, but I still haven't learned to be calm.

I couldn't help but lean in and kiss the wound gently.

I must be crazy, the feeling of wanting to kiss him at this moment is so strong.

Or the distress, sadness, and guilt in my heart are fermenting, so I can express these emotions into a kiss.

The residual smell of alcohol in his breath made me half drunk, and I involuntarily touched his lips lightly.

With a shallow kiss, I felt that it was not enough, so I pasted it again.

This time, I didn't get out of it again.

Because he suddenly clasped my head, and the tip of his tongue came in nimbly.