"Do you feel the need to go?" Liang Jing asked.

"Actually, I don't know if it's necessary. Maybe it's because of my interest, maybe it's because of my major, but I always feel that I am gradually being trained by the education system of this school to meet the needs of the profession. Every course in the academy seems to be designed to meet the needs of future work or society, and as a student, I am constantly polishing according to a certain formula, gradually getting closer to the standard of qualified products - maybe after completing these courses, I will indeed become the so-called 'most competitive' player. But in recent days I've found myself getting better and better, the more my fear grows, and I fear that one day I'll become the kind of person I hate—the kind of person who has lost himself, who has no principles, who is completely possessed by utilitarianism. So I wanted to change the environment, get out and see the world. ”

"It's kind of consistent with your psychological test results." Liang Jing thinks back for a moment and says, "I like to rely on intuition and have a strong spirit of exploration. I don't think you ever cared if the exchange credits could be transferred, did you? ”

"I asked about this, and the academy said it was okay."

"It's a good chance, let's go check it out." Liang Jing took the soup brought by the waiter, "Remember to write to me when you go over there." And send some more photos - I haven't been to Europe yet. ”

"It's not quite settled yet. It also depends on the follow-up arrangement. Chen Ying said.

"Although there is still a semester, I am suddenly a little reluctant when you say this." Liang Jing said and squeezed Chen Ying's hand, "How do you feel like I'll never see you again." ”

"Don't overthink it, I'll be back."

They sat together and drank the rest of the soup, watching the people downstairs fade away outside the window. The whole garden is bathed in the afterglow of the warm winter sun, and the remnants of snow everywhere set off the garden in gold.

"Youth is a feast." Liang Jing suddenly said, "We made a promise to be friends for life and never separate." I still keep those New Year's cards from middle school, and I put them in an old tin box, so I can turn them out at any time for fear of forgetting. The group photo of going to the World Park together during the spring outing of the first year of high school is still pasted on the refrigerator door of my home. I went to university and studied different majors, but we still often studied together and went to each other's dorms at night......"

"All the memories are still there, everything is the same. It's just that the young heart is always filled with all kinds of dreams, and it is restless to put them into practice. It's really hard to choose between a down-to-earth relationship and a future full of expectations on the other. It turned out that I didn't want to be in love and had similar concerns, I didn't want to cause harm because of my departure, and I didn't want the other party to wait for me all the time. Chen Ying said.

"There is a give-and-take. But if it does happen, don't shy away from it. ”

In the face of giving and taking, what people are afraid of is not the choice, but the regret after the wrong choice, but it cannot be corrected. After graduation, if nothing else, you and I will choose to study abroad. Maybe it can be together, maybe it can't. In the face of these changes, I often feel helpless, and in many cases I can only watch things happen, and I can't do anything, and I feel especially helpless at such times. So when I met Qin Hong and saw that he was willing to stay for me and wanted to give this relationship a result, I was deeply moved by his courage. ”

"How's his job?"

"It's still a work in progress. However, I have received a lot of opportunities for written exams and interviews, and it will be very busy to come back after the holiday. I will support him until he finds a satisfactory job. ”

"Then you want to go abroad for exchange, does he know?"

"I discussed it with him a few days ago before I went to report it. He also has to prepare for the bar exam, so he can prepare for the bar exam with peace of mind if I leave for a while. ”

"That's a good arrangement." Liang Jing agreed.

They walked out of the Jin Pavilion together and walked towards Ziling Continent. On the way, I passed through a clearing, and many people with children were flying kites. Dragonflies and butterflies of various colors float in the sky, and the most common ones are traditional sayan kites.

"Seeing the state of the two of you, I began to believe that there is a love in college that can achieve positive results." Liang Jing said.

"Stuck with that dopamine theory anymore?" Chen Ying asked her deliberately.

"There is some truth to that, and it cannot be completely denied. When will Qin Hong come back? ”

"The day after tomorrow."

"You can finally be reunited."

Chen Ying smiled, took Liang Jing's arm and continued to walk forward. They walked south along the park wall, through the winding path of Taihu Lake stone, and in a blink of an eye came to the Kuchui Nunnery. The wall of Huifangyuan next to the hermitage has long been demolished, and you can see the Dharma Temple not far away when you step up the steps in front of the hermitage. There is a small incense burner in the hermitage, and you can smell the aroma through the courtyard wall before the mountain gate is opened.

"Do you remember the last time we went to Guanghua Temple?" Chen Ying raised his hand and stroked the copper ring hanging on the mountain gate and said.

"I've been hanging on that Pixiu." Liang Jing said and grabbed the pendant hanging from the zipper of the backpack, "Look, because I play with it a lot, it has become shiny now." ”

Chen Ying pressed her chest, and the cool little bat was pressing against her collarbone.

"Actually, I'm hesitant." "Maybe it's because I'm too young to know what the consequences of doing these things will be." When I was young, I thought that many things would be understood when I grew up, but now I realize that when I grow up, I also have new confusions. It's just that I understand more than before why some poems are written like that, and why some words are said like that. ”

"'I was worried about hurting the Brahman, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I entered the mountain. The world has the law of both, and it lives up to its promise. Liang Jing said without raising his head.

"Exactly."

"You don't have to worry too much, just let it be. I believe that the future will give us an answer. ”