He looked at me, but after I had waited for a long time, he still didn't speak.

I was a little confused by his attitude, "What kind of expression do you have?" ”

"I hear you." He said it lightly, probably because he saw my embarrassed expression, so he asked, "What do you think I should be?" ”

I hurriedly said, "It's nothing. ”

He gave me a deep look, hooked the corners of his mouth, and closed his eyes.

I secretly regret that I just said that impulsively, because I was a little moved, but I was so embarrassed. In fact, now that I think about it, as soon as I say this sentence, no matter what he answers, I will fall into an embarrassing situation.

I thought that was the end of the chat, so I closed my eyes, calmed down, and got ready for sleep.

Naturally, NEO could detect this quickly, and the lights gradually dimmed.

Just when the surroundings were falling into darkness, Li Yu suddenly opened his mouth softly, "You are a little too annoying. ”

As his voice sounded, the lights began to light up again. Li Yu said again: "Neo, turn off the lights." ”

The lights dimmed again.

Li Yu seemed to smile and said: "A machine is still a machine in the end, and it can't be compared to the human brain to know how to perceive emotions." ”

I said, "Even then you don't need people." ”

"People are too complicated, especially you." He said, "You see, you've managed to get around that topic again. ”

I asked, "Which topic?" ”

He was silent.

Although I couldn't see him in the dark, I could subtly feel that he seemed to be angry. I don't know where this feeling came from, maybe from the rate of his breathing, maybe it was just my sixth sense.

I just had to ask, "What do I hate the most?" ”

"You're so afraid of being exposed," he said, "and while I understand why, I'm still very annoying." ”

That's right, I'm afraid of exposure, and this exposure includes both physical and mental implications, just like PUTO will lie down in front of someone close to me and expose his belly to it, I can't be so "exposed".

I said, "You're right. But I don't think it's a shortcoming, and I don't feel like I need to change it. ”

He asked, "Would you say the same thing in front of him?" ”

I know that this "he" refers to Luo Rin, and he is right, I am different in front of Luo Rin. But I think that's because Rin is a very gentle person, and he makes me feel very secure. Of course, the things that Li Nuannuan told me seemed to prove that he was a very demagogic person. But whatever he was, it was an indisputable fact that he succeeded in letting me off guard.

I thought about it for a long time, and said, "I said I loved you because I was interested in you for a while, and that feeling must be love, otherwise I wouldn't have thought of what it was." But since you asked today, I happen to be willing to answer today. You can't give me the kind of feeling he can give me, I'm fragile, and you're a person who changes a lot, and I can't bear your changes, because I can't tell which of you are joking and which are true. ”

He said softly after a while, "It's all a joke." ”

I looked at the pitch-black ceiling and was silent.

After a while, his voice came again, "Good news? ”

"Hmm."

His voice sounded a little nervous, so I had to respond.

He relaxed, "Why don't you speak again?" ”

I said, "I don't know why we're talking about this?" And in my opinion, this topic is simply a chicken-and-duck conversation, and it is not clear. ”

He may have choked on my words, and after a while he said, "Although I have been married to you for two years and have been through so many things, I have gradually realized that I do not know you. You are a person who feels unfathomable the more you get along, and you are very cold at heart. Sorry for the heavy wording, I hope you don't get angry. ”

I was a little surprised, "Are you Wu Jingkang?" ”

He asked, "How do you say that?" ”

I said, "You've never spoken like this." ”

He smiled, "Don't you think I can be quite mature?" ”

"You're pretty mature," I said, "but I was surprised by the seriousness of your tone." ”

He said, "This is because I heard that you were very serious, so I should answer seriously...... After all, you love the tune. ”

“……”

He added, "I have only recently come to understand how sunny, lovely, simple, and submissive you used to show in front of me...... Most of them were disguised to gain my trust. In the past, no matter who was right or wrong, as long as there was an argument, you would definitely take the initiative to apologize, and even if you didn't say sorry, you would shed a few tears to show that you blamed yourself. I always felt that you were so stupid, I didn't realize that I was deliberately bullying you, and now every time I think about it, I want to slap myself a few times. ”

I said, "You're finally willing to admit that you're deliberately bullying me." ”

His tone was a little impatient, "You really get to the point." ”

I did intend to change the subject, but since I was exposed, I said, "I'm not saying this to shirk responsibility, it's just that you imagined me too simple in the first place." I can't figure out why you think that, but I think you probably like this genre. ”

"I just love the genre," he said. ”

I didn't speak.

He seemed to laugh again, "Disappointed?" ”

I asked, "Why the disappointment?" ”

He didn't answer, but said, "But I really love you." ”

Me: "......"

He let out a slightly exaggerated sigh, "It's like this again, it's really annoying." ”

I really don't want to admit it, but I still have to say, "I didn't understand you, and I'm not your type." ”

Li Yu laughed first, "At least it's okay to stay natural." "Although it used to be very cute, and now it seems very cold, one thing is always the same, that is, I have always felt that I can't walk into your heart." ”

I said, "You're pretty sharp." ”

"Of course," he said, "I watch you carefully every day, like Neo crouching in the corner and studying us." ”

I was amused, but his tone was unusually calm, "I want to know you." ”

I don't want to respond.

He waited for a moment, seemed disappointed, and muttered, "Shrunken turtle." After waiting for a while, probably seeing that I didn't respond, he was even more disappointed, "Forget it, good night." ”

I asked, "Why do you want to know me?" ”

He seemed to be angry, "If you want to live a lifetime, you have to understand, right?" Or do you think you're an honest little white rabbit who doesn't need to be understood and can be kept by your side with peace of mind? ”

I said, "I'm not a white rabbit. ”

"You're a rattlesnake." He said angrily.

I also corrected him, "The little white rabbit is not honest. ”

"Okay—" he seemed to have lost his patience, "sleep, your nasty energy is back up." If we continue to talk, I'm afraid I'm going to be so angry with you that my wounds will burst. ”

I said, "You're not a pufferfish, and you can't change shape and volume when you're angry, so how can your wound burst?" ”

He was silent.

I stopped joking and said, "No matter how much you know about the rattlesnake, it won't become your favorite white rabbit because you know it." ”

He said after a while, "So you don't want to accept it?" ”

I thought for a moment and asked, "Can I ask a question that isn't relevant to the topic?" ”

"Don't be too long," he said wearily, "I don't have time to waste on things that don't matter." ”

I said, "I've just been curious, how can your dad be so gentle in front of your mom?" ”

He didn't seem to think twice, "Because she likes it." Didn't you pretend to be a white rabbit too? ”

I said, "But I have a purpose." ”

"He has it too," he said lightly, "he wants to live with her for the rest of his life, of course he has to dress himself up as she likes." Do you think my mother will love his cold heart and pessimistic mentality? That kind of thing can be faced by himself. ”

I said, "I see." ”

He was silent, but I could see him staring at me with his eyes open, burning in the dark.

So I said, "You can sleep." ”

He said, "My mother knows it very well. ”

I said, "What? ”

"I don't like their relationship, I think it's sad for my dad, my mom can only make him happy, but she never fully understands him." "I want me to not only make her happy, but to understand her completely, so that I don't hurt her anymore and she doesn't feel so lonely anymore," he whispered. ”

Although he doesn't like to associate too closely with people, Li Yu's eloquence is very good, for example, his words instantly made my tears overflow all over my eyes.

At this point, the opening will reveal a choked voice, not to mention, such words are beautiful, but in fact they are meaningless. It is impossible for a person to fully perceive another person, never, and one would not like to be completely perceived by others, at least I can't, I can't stand this loss of control.

Li Yu didn't speak, so the atmosphere fell silent.

It took me a long time to calm down, and my limbs were numb, and it was clear that a long time had passed since he had finished the last word.

So I tentatively opened my mouth, "Carp? ”

Sure enough, he had already fallen asleep, and he didn't make a sound.

I was not at ease, so I leaned over to take a look, and saw that he had indeed closed his eyes, and his expression was very comfortable.

But I still didn't dare to be careless, and I held out a finger to poke his mouth, and he turned his head sideways in annoyance.

I completely disarmed myself, and lay back on the pillow relaxed, looking at the ceiling, carefully recalling the chat just now, and I couldn't help but feel stunned. Even if what he said today was all about lying to me, I felt very touched, and I couldn't help but say, "Actually, it wasn't all pretended before," I was indeed not as innocent as I appeared, but if I lied to him all, it would be too much to overestimate me, "I will always forget to kill you." ”

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