Chapter 614: Good intentions, indebtedness
The corners of Jiang Xi's mouth were crooked, "Sheng Jianian, why are you so ......?"
"I'm thinking about you, what are those places going to do?" Sheng Jianian said in a deep voice, it's not a good place.
Jiang Xi said sullenly: "You are always like this, if you say this, it will make people think that I am very unsociable, and I am unwilling to participate in your family's affairs." ”
Sheng Jianian said: "It doesn't matter, whatever they think, we have our lives, and we can think about others in everything, so how much do you have to worry about?" ”
Jiang Xi suddenly asked, "Aren't you the head of the Sheng family?" Mother Xiang mentioned to me before, let me not be too isolated and not take the Sheng family's affairs seriously. After all, you are now the head of the Sheng family, and I am the mother of the family. We live outside and have been separated from everyone. ”
"What did she tell you to do?" Sheng Jianian Ling twisted his eyebrows, obviously unhappy that the people behind him were talking to Jiang Xi about this.
Jiang Xi was a little angry when he heard this: "Is it in your eyes, your family can't tell me anything?" I don't deserve to know anything, do I? ”
Sheng Jianian immediately explained: "How come? Of course not, I just don't want you to copy so many things, you don't have to worry about those things, there are people who like to worry about it. ”
"Everything you say is right, where do I believe you?" Jiang Xi snorted lightly.
"I just don't want you to take on too much responsibility, I just want you to live in the simplest environment, which is why I didn't want to let my parents and grandparents come and live together. I want you to be able to live in a simple environment, more freely, as before. I don't want you to change because you get married. I don't want you to mess with those mundane things, the rights and wrongs of other people's families, don't care about what has nothing to do with us, we can live happily on our own, right? ”
Sheng Jianian's words made Jiang Xi a little confused.
She looked at Sheng Jianian uncertainly, "What you say is too idealistic." Are you trying to cast a cage for me to live in? Don't care about anyone's business, including my parents and your family's business? ”
Sheng Jianian wanted to refute, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this was indeed the meaning.
"It's almost, but it's not that you want to live in a cage, and it doesn't mean that you are isolated from the outside world. I just want you to be able to live a simple life without worries. I am a man, and I want my women and children to be carefree, not aware of the hardships of life, and just want to see you happy. We don't have to worry about our own lives, and we don't have to let other people's worries bother us, do we? ”
Jiang Xi's eyes were straight, and he looked straight at him.
"What you say is so irresponsible, how selfish are you? Don't forget, in addition to being my husband, you have other identities, the fourth son of the Sheng family, the son of the old lady, the younger brother of your brothers and sisters, the uncle of your juniors, have you forgotten your other identity? That's your home, too! ”
Sheng Jianian said: "I didn't shirk my responsibilities as a member of the Sheng family, I just took those responsibilities, and I didn't want to bother you with extra things." Xibao, do you understand my thoughts? I'm not hiding something from you, I'm just making you happier and living in a simpler environment. This is the reason why I am reluctant to take you back to the Sheng family compound to live. There are many Sheng families and many interpersonal relationships to deal with, so it is not as simple as living here. Although here, there are parents and grandparents who often pick thorns, but the general environment is simple, and life is sunny, do you know what I mean? ”
Jiang Xi looked at him, then nodded slowly, "Understood." ”
Sheng Jianian's face was not very good, and he was annoyed that he couldn't explain his mind better.
"I'm actually thinking very simply, my original intention didn't have any other purpose, I don't know if you understand what I mean. Xibao, I just want to be nice to you, and I don't mean anything else. ”
"I see."
Jiang Xi rushed forward, wrapped his hands around his neck, and pressed his face against his face.
"Sheng Jianian, I'm sorry, before, I misunderstood you, I always thought that you deliberately hid it from me, and I couldn't understand why you didn't tell me anything, I thought ...... You don't care about me, you don't want to talk about a lot of things, and you're getting impatient with me. ”
She understood what he meant, and understood his good intentions.
However, if we live in society, can we leave the outside world behind and live in our own world? No, we have to be in contact with the outside world, we have to deal with people. I'm your wife, and I'm Sheng & Hee's mother. How can I get rid of the relationship between the Sheng family and me? I usually say that your family's affairs have nothing to do with me, but that's all angry talk, isn't it all angry with you? Because you didn't tell me anything, that's why I got angry and said, where do I want to know? I don't want to know at all...... Sheng Jianian, in fact, I am not as pure and flawless as you think, and I don't need to live like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, I used to be a reporter, and I am the most down-to-earth reporter of people's livelihood, can I still escape the fireworks? ”
"That's your job, you like to do it, and that makes you happy in your work and feel worthy. That makes you happy, so I recognize your work. But that's before, and now that we have our own lives, shouldn't we adjust our lifestyle a little bit? In the past, I also tried my best to prevent the Sheng family's mundane things from disturbing you, didn't I? Sheng Jianian said in a low voice.
Jiang Xi's face was twisted, and he bared his teeth.
"I'm not afraid of being disturbed, and I'm not a little white flower who can't stand the wind and rain, and I can't listen to anything. I'm a reporter, I'm a livelihood reporter, I just have the heart to dig up gossip about other people's family affairs, you only understand now? ”
Sheng Jianian twisted his eyebrows slightly, Jiang Xi pursed his lips, and said in a low voice: "Is this image different from the image you have always wanted to make me into in your heart?" In fact, what you want in your heart is a dignified and orthodox lady. The eldest lady who is not eating the fireworks of the world is the one who does not eat the fireworks of the world, and that kind of eldest lady can do not care about the outside affairs, and only indulge in her own small days every day, and the narrow-mindedness of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. It's not like me, it's too down-to-earth, it's going to be too vulgar, isn't it? ”
"Don't say that about yourself, that's not what I meant." Sheng Jianian squeezed her hand: "Don't guess what I think, I didn't mean that." I just want to give you a clean and pure sky, it's as simple as that. ”
"But your subtext is already obvious, you just want a fairy who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world, not a layman like me."
Jiang Xi understood what he said, and his heart was tingling.
She always felt that they had become one perfectly, and sometimes it was really happy.
But sometimes after happiness, I can still feel it...... Like, not too close to the heart.
I also had this feeling when I first got married and just started living with him. was a little dazed, and suddenly found that there was still an estrangement between me and him. It's just that I haven't seen through it all the time, what it is.
Now, his words made Jiang Xi suddenly realize.
Yes, it is the pursuit of his heart, which is not quite the same as her in reality.
He subconsciously made her what he wanted to be, and let her live the way he wanted to be for her.
But what he wanted, it wasn't what she wanted.
Jiang Xi wanted to understand this, and his heart suddenly hurt.
He loved her, there's no doubt about it. But even if he loves her very much, she is not the most suitable pursuit in his heart. Her level is not enough.
Jiang Xi pushed Sheng Jianian away, leaned back on the chair, propped his right elbow on the table, and bit his fingers.
She carefully recalled the life of Sheng Jianian after being with her in the past two years.
Tremendous change!
Before, he lived a simple, delicate and elegant life.
A person lives a life that can only be seen in movies, and life is full of a sense of luxury.
But after meeting her, the style of painting changed suddenly, the high-end villa was occupied by her and the Jiang family, and the high-end villa without the smell of fireworks was filled with the smell of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea all day long, the accusations of the elderly, the crying of children, as a wife, she questioned and was quite unreasonable......
It was as if she had moved the atmosphere of the market to his house, and he was forced to "go along with it".
From the beginning of the fresh, after the past, he will ......
Jiang Xi's brows tightened, and he regretted it a little, why did he wake up now?
For a long time, she felt that Sheng Jianian's concession was taken for granted, he was her husband, he was the head of the family, and he made compromises and concessions, which was what he should do.
She just took herself too seriously and took his compromise for granted, so she forgot what it was at the beginning.
This place full of market atmosphere, before, was not like this.
Jiang Xi suddenly made a very bold decision to let her parents move out, and she and Sheng Jianian took their son to the Sheng family compound.
She has to take care of her family, so what about Sheng Jiannian's responsibility?
Sheng Jianian has been balancing her relationship with her family, but she has been ignoring the relationship between the Sheng family, all because of her. And she has never understood his efforts, and has been blaming and complaining about him, it is so undeserved!
Moving to the Sheng family compound, the old lady is old, not as majestic as the old man when she was young, and when she is older, she wants her children to be by her side.
And the most important thing is that she doesn't want Sheng Jianian to leave the Sheng family alone because of her.
Moreover, although she herself is the biological daughter of the Xu family, she grew up in a rural peasant family after all, no matter how well she cultivates when she grows up, she is still like a small peasant family in her bones.
I don't want to see Sheng Jianian settle in such a cheesy, smoky living environment, he shouldn't live in such an environment.
She and the Jiang family live very comfortably, so there will definitely be someone who lives very awkwardly.
Jiang Xi took a deep breath and said in a low voice: "I...... Go talk to your parents. ”
Sheng Jianian raised his eyes and watched Jiang Xi leave depressedly, leaving him with a lonely back.
This made Sheng Jianian anxious, opened his mouth, and shouted in a low voice: "Wife......"
He couldn't help but think about what he said to provoke her again? He shouldn't have said anything too much, he shouldn't have provoked her......
Sheng Jianian followed out of the door, stood at the door, looked at Jiang Xi who was going downstairs step by step, and his heart ached.
He didn't want to make her sad, but what did he say wrong that made her sad like this?
Sheng Jianian stood at the door and returned to the house.
After sitting in the room for a while, he got up and stood in the doorway, his eyes looking straight downstairs. After waiting for a while, I went back again, sat for a while and wanted to go downstairs to find her, repeatedly, most of the hours passed, and I didn't see Jiang Xi come back, which made Sheng Jianian anxious, and every minute and second was torment.
Jiang Xi entered his parents' room and seriously stated his decision.
After Jiang Xi finished speaking, Jiang's mother didn't speak for a long time, and Jiang's father sighed and got angry.
"Alas, in fact, I have long wanted to persuade you to go back to the Sheng family to live, your mother-in-law and the two wives of the Sheng family have come over a few times, and they have also mentioned that after the children and grandchildren of the Sheng family got married, they did not live outside. In fact, you can see that they want you to go back to live. ”
Jiang Xi nodded: "I didn't think of these things before, and I really didn't think about him." When he said those words today, I suddenly realized that there is actually a big gap between our life and his life. He's trying to cater to us, he's trying to fit us. Although the process is not painful, it ...... Definitely uncomfortable. ”
Jiang Mu also sighed, "It's also a difficult New Year." ”
You don't have to think about it to know that Sheng Jianian, a noble gentleman born in the Sheng family, suddenly dragged him from the clouds to the mortal world and let him live with a group of ordinary people, how embarrassing is that?
"I always thought that it was the carnival that talked less. In fact, he hasn't found a way to live in harmony with our family. Every time he came back, as long as you weren't there, he went upstairs. Actually, he didn't stay downstairs just to avoid embarrassment. ”
Jiang Mu said in a low voice, and then said: "The gym is downstairs, you used to say that Carnival spent most of the time at home in the gym, but since we moved in, how many times has Carnival been in a month?" Because downstairs, people come and go, and your grandparents are curious people, and when they see him entering, they have to follow him in and move this and touch that. They all say that it is a private space, and I think Carnival is very reluctant in his heart. But because of his good upbringing, he never said a bad word. ”
Father Jiang said: "It's mainly my parents." ”
Mother Jiang glanced at Father Jiang, and it was really because Father Jiang was there, so Mother Jiang didn't directly say that the big reason was the second elder.
"Well, what I was most worried about at the beginning was that my grandparents' personality and lifestyle were too different from Sheng Jianian. Sheng Jianian is a ...... Even if it makes him extremely uncomfortable, he won't say it. He will only think about others and will only force himself. ”
Jiang Xi took a deep breath: "Before, there was a time when he didn't come back until eight or nine o'clock in the evening, not to socialize outside, but because the time to go home was not early or late, a little more than seven o'clock, and when he came back at this time, we all had dinner." But he knows that he came back and said that he hadn't eaten, and that you would quickly help him prepare. He doesn't want to trouble you, so when he comes back, he eats at the gate of the community, eats and comes back. He's a guy who doesn't want to cause trouble to others. ”
Jiang's mother was surprised: "This stupid boy, why didn't he say it?" What's in the trouble of the family, you don't have to bother! Alas! ”
"In fact, in the past, when your parents didn't come to stay, he would toss a little food by himself when he came back late at night, and he already had some mastery of cooking skills, and he enjoyed the process very much. But, because we have usurped his territory, he can only eat outside. I didn't think about it at the time, but now that I think about it, I owe him so much......"