"Mo'er, Mo'er~"

He shouted twice in a hoarse voice, as if to ask Fang Cai's kiss to soften his long affection, at this moment he touched my hair, slowly, slowly, the tone was really slow to the extreme: "Mo'er, I didn't mean not to answer you, I'm just afraid of scaring you, I'm just afraid of scaring you." ”

He spoke so slowly that I almost felt like time had stood still, and he always did that, as if he didn't say anything to me halfway through.

"After you get scared, you will definitely not want me, you will definitely not want me,"

My heart was turbulent, he would never say such a sure thing before, I really can't imagine what kind of thing would make him think that I would definitely leave him, even if a few days ago he personally gave me an abortion pill and let me lose a fetus, he has a way to tell me to leave the palace, can't leave him,

I looked out the window, and I didn't comfort him by saying that I wouldn't leave him, and he might not be able to listen to him at the moment, so I tried to say: "Yuling, go to sleep, it's already too late, and if you continue to make trouble, the sky will be bright." ”

He nodded, after making trouble for so long, even if there was something on my mind, I was a little sleepy at this time, I took his broad arm to make a pillow, leaned on it and fell asleep.

But the man didn't fall asleep, it was a nightmare that he couldn't sleep in, it was the darkness that he didn't dare to touch for so many years, how could he forget, how could he calm down so quickly when he remembered it again, even if those things had passed more than ten years and were covered with the dust of the years, but it was just those appearances, and those ugliness and gloom were always in his mind.

He was still resentful in his chest, still feeling the pain and suffocation caused by the long past, his hand took the person in his sleep, smelled her fragrance, he was able to settle down a little, and he was able to let go of the mania and violence in his heart a little.

Long Yuling didn't fall asleep all night, but when he got up to go to the morning court, he was still in good spirits, and he didn't seem to be the slightest tired because he stayed up all night.

"The queen slept late last night, don't disturb her,"

After saying this, Long Yuling walked to the side of the shaking bed very habitually, he had to run over and touch the face of the trace before going out every day, the trace and she were still sleeping, and he was going to the morning court at dawn alone, thinking of this, he was satisfied and helpless to breathe a sigh of relief.

But Long Yuling soon couldn't laugh, the action of pinching his delicate face stiffened like that, he squatted down slowly, and the familiar tassel leaked out a thin red rope, hanging on the light blue quilt, very conspicuous.

Long Yuling's yin owl breath never dissipated from the beginning of the morning morning to the end of the batch reading at noon.

"Your Majesty, the imperial history of the Fanbang border country has been here for several days, and they have also come to ask, when will Your Majesty meet?" Seeing that the emperor had finally finished reviewing all the folds, the eunuch immediately asked in a soft tone of thought.

After all, this is about the matter between the two countries, it is not a trivial matter, it has been drying at the post station for several days, and those people are in a hurry,

"Roll,"

In response to the eunuch, it was Long Yuling's simple and rude words, he even swept away all the neatly placed folds, and was so manic that he overturned the entire table, and the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone soldiers scattered all over the ground, and the solid inkstone was directly cracked into pieces on the ground.

I haven't arrived at the Heart Cultivation Palace, I heard a huge movement inside, those little eunuchs didn't stop me, I arrived at the Heart Cultivation Hall unimpeded, just saw his anger all over his body, he was crazy to the extreme, he glanced at me, arrogantly flicked his robe and went to the inner hall of the Heart Cultivation Palace.

I pulled the corners of my lips and lifted the food box in Ye Qing's hand.

I went to the inner hall of the Heart Cultivation Palace, and the eunuch saw me at this moment as if he was a savior, and immediately ran to me, poured beans and said: "Niangniang, you should persuade me well, maybe something happened to the fold today, the emperor is not happy for a day, and now this lunch is not needed, how do you say this is good?" ”

When I heard him say this, I sighed and said slowly, "Call someone to clean up, and go in the main palace to take a look."

I stood by the door silently, carrying the food box and not going in, looking at his anger, a little afraid to make a casual mistake, looking down at his instep, even when I heard his voice still calm to me: "Come here." ”

I pursed my lips, walked over with my feet, put the food box on the table, and began to explain my intentions: "At noon today, I saw that the beautiful soup in the small kitchen of Changchun Palace was stewed very deliciously, it was duck soup, and it was also cool and fire-cooling. ”

He saw that he clenched his hands, as if he was holding back something, and I was a little uneasy, and walked up to him, a little nervous, and stood next to him like an ostrich without speaking.

"You're going to stand all afternoon?"

After all, he opened his mouth, and there was a hint of compromise and helplessness in his tone.

"No, look at your anger, I'm afraid that if you say the wrong thing, your life will be gone."

He pulled the corners of his lips helplessly, and put his arms around my waist: "What are you afraid of, I will accompany you when you die, I won't let you be as affectionate as my father and the emperor treated my mother, and let her lie alone in that cold coffin."

I stood up suddenly, and I hadn't thought about it last night, and the inside of the coffin was cold,

How did he know?

I got goosebumps all over my body, startled goosebumps that were small but crawled all over my back, and the cold rose from the soles of my feet, quickly flooding my whole body, I couldn't breathe, but he was as plain as usual, as if he was talking about other people's things,

My eyes were slightly red, and I hugged him very tightly at the moment.

I don't know if I'm important enough for him to live well, but just now I saw through his pupils the despair and death hidden in his heart.

It wasn't until today that I realized that he wasn't just torturing me, he was torturing himself.

Clearly not last night,

But in one morning, why did there change happen?

In my heart, he Long Yuling is sick,

seems to be so hopeless that there is no cure,

He hugged me into his arms very gently, and he said slowly: "Today's twists and turns are so annoying, really annoying, looking at those boring twists and turns, Zhu Pi those boring state affairs, I sat on that cold dragon chair, my mind was full of you, it was really all you, you told me, who buried you in my heart." Mo'er, will you always be with me? ”

buried in his heart,

Only the grave is buried.

He seemed to be dead in heart.

But I don't see what he was for, was it for the swaying of his mother's concubine last night?

Then I shook my head, and last night he was obviously happy to see me pick up all the pearls so hard.

I thought about it for a long time, or maybe the shaking of my head when I was contemplating just now made him unhappy, he pushed me out of his arms, and said very indifferently: "Come on, send the queen back to Changchun Palace." ”

He had never spoken to me so coldly, and he could even be angry, but I couldn't bear the way he looked so cold to me, as if layers of ice and snow were coming towards me.

I took two steps towards him, and as he usually did when he hugged me, I wrapped my arms around his waist, and I breathed a sigh of relief, and although he was angry, he did not refuse himself.

"I really want to come out to relax, I'm tired of seeing the flowers and plants in Changchun Palace, you call me back so soon, then I'm going to be bored again,"

Hearing this, he glanced at me, and said with extreme arrogance: "There are no flowers and plants for you to see in this Heart Cultivation Palace."

"The Heart Cultivation Hall has you."

He was stunned, as if he was reluctant to snub me for more than a second and took the initiative to pick me up, but the anger on his face did not subside, and he said in a much better tone: "Mo'er, recently the envoys of the neighboring countries are coming over to discuss the mutual market transaction, and I may not be available to accompany you for a long time from tomorrow." ”

He let go of me and turned around, his tone unkind, all of which showed his anger.

I really couldn't figure out why he was so angry with me, so I pursed my lips: "Mutual market trading is a big deal, and the emperor doesn't need to take care of the concubines, but since the emperor doesn't use this soup, the concubines will take it back." ”

I put the still warm soup back in the food box, closed the lid, and prepared to leave, and then said to him: "Then please ask the emperor to appoint a imperial doctor to regulate the body of the concubine, so that I will not have to disturb you." ”

After saying this, I didn't look at him, but turned around and was about to go out.

"Nian Qianmo."

He slammed out from behind, gritting his teeth, he was not the same person who had a warm and long friendship with me yesterday, the gloomy aura in his words made me chill, my hand on the doorknob slipped down, swallowed nervously, took a deep breath, and then turned my head to look at him calmly.

"What's wrong?"

"What's wrong?" His voice rose sharply, and he repeated my words, but it was much more imposing than I had asked, and he walked up to me in three steps and two steps, grabbed my wrist hard, and stared at me for a long time, without speaking.

He suddenly unloaded his strength, and at the same time unloaded his anger, he was as fast as water, and I even heard him laugh self-deprecatingly, waved his hand and said, "You go." Just go."

This made me sound very weird, I slammed the food box on the table, I knew that I was also angry, and said very quickly: "You tell me, why are you so angry again, I have to take care of your thoughts every day, you are the emperor, what do you want, you are so angry every day, how can you let me get along with you?" ”

"Get along? You're going to steal a man behind my back, and you still get along? ”