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I hate his unreasonable possessiveness.

Then the atmosphere fell silent, and I sat with my head down, but I could still see Li Yu's gloomy face in the afterglow.

After a long time, Li Yu opened his mouth, "As long as you have something to do with him, I can't help but think of the events of that day, and I can't help but feel very ...... Uncomfortable. ”

I looked up at him and said, "You'll have to adjust that." ”

Li Yu remained silent and looked at me disappointed.

I said, "It's so bad, I'm just kissing him, and I'm not going to cut ties with him, I'm going to treat him as a friend." You should understand me. ”

Li Yu said with difficulty: "I understand, but I am very ...... Very uncomfortable. Baby, is it in your heart...... I'm not as important as him? ”

I said, "No." ”

Li Yu asked, "Then can't you make some sacrifices to make me happy?" ”

I didn't say anything.

Because I felt that the word "can't" was too direct, I had to stop talking.

If it was the beginning, I would definitely keep my distance from Wu Jilang, because at that time I loved Li Yu with all my heart, and I was willing to sacrifice for him.

But after all this, I don't want to, because I now understand that although I love him and he loves me, there are still two people between us. His love is not everything to me, nor can he bear everything to me,

Although he was by my side, there were many lonely moments when I was just myself.

After a long time, Li Yu said, "Do you still want to hear me continue?" ”

I came back to my senses and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”

Li Yu smiled a little awkwardly and said, "The previous topic." ”

I remembered, "So Chanying seduced you, and you followed." ”

Li Yu nodded.

I asked, "Actually, you miss her too, don't you?" ”

Li Yu nodded.

Although I am also a part of Chanying, I still feel very bad in my heart.

I asked, "Why did you separate from her in the first place?" ”

Li Yu shook his head and said, "I don't know either." Chan Ying came a few times, and I took it all, and I thought it should be her strategy, and she was worried that I would intervene in the whole thing, so she took advantage of my feelings for her. ”

Song Jiayin's version of Chanying also thinks that Lu Ru has changed her mind about her back then, but of course she can't fully represent Chanying herself.

I asked, "Then why did you clean her up later?" ”

Li Yu said: "Although Chanying's strength comes from hatred, she has been careful to restrain herself, because although indulging in hatred will make her stronger, it will make her crazy. But this time, she indulged in hatred for the sake of ultimate power. ”

I asked, "What will be the consequences of this?" ”

Li Yu said: "What I saw was that she later took pleasure in stirring up disputes and abusing and killing human beings. Chanying is not a kind woman, but you also know that she likes disputes between hosts too much, rather than simply abusing them. ”

I said, "That is, she has completely lost her mind." ”

Li Yu said: "Although I don't know what will happen if she continues to go crazy, I don't think anything good will happen if she continues." And by that time the gods had already turned against each other, and the two sides were tied, and it was not a good thing for either side to win. ”

I said, "I also think you were right to seal her, and without human gods she would be nothing." ”

Li Yu said: "She can't destroy human beings, God comes from human beings, and when she tosses them strongly, the spiritual power of human beings is constantly strengthening and producing new gods." In fact, we don't know how many gods there are now, after so many years, there must be new gods, but they are relatively silent. ”

I fumbled for a while and said, "Wu Jilang said that he left Chanying because he was obsessed with the world and needed women. Actually, he and you are expressing the same meaning, that you are a god who needs to satisfy your desires. When you're in a situation where you're without desire for a long time, it's sure to be painful. ”

Li Yu nodded and listened carefully.

I said, "So, the reason why you left Chanying is because she can't satisfy your desires, and your divine power is exhausted." ”

Li Yu said: "She can use a woman's body. ”

"Maybe she's having the same problem, she's very happy with you, so her divine powers aren't nourished." I said, "Therefore she must also leave you and hate you in order to continue to live, otherwise you will all be scattered." ”

After I finished speaking, seeing that Li Yu was silent, I was a little nervous, and asked, "Did I say something wrong?" ”

Li Yu suddenly smiled, shook his head, and said, "No, I think it makes sense." ”

I asked, "Really?" ”

Li Yu nodded and said, "Of course, the best thing about this is to turn me from a negative man into a good man who endures humiliation and burdens." ”

I glanced at him and said, "Maybe Chanying left you?" ”

Li Yu asked, "Then why does she hate me?" ”

Not......

Li Yu said: "If I can find my other divine powers, this matter should be answered." ”

I didn't speak, still figuring out it.

I also think my guess is very reliable.

Li Yu's somewhat nervous voice came from his ears, "Baby? ”

I looked at him and asked, "What?" ”

Li Yu's expression was also very nervous, "I'm sorry, I hid these things from you." ”

I said, "In your heart I'm a person who throws a tantrum at everything." ”

"I'm not afraid that you will lose your temper, but that you will be too sad in your heart." Li Yu said: "When I think about it, you are suffering, and if I tell you again that I once loved her, you will definitely feel even more sad in your heart." ”

I shook my head and said, "You will always have an excuse." ”

Li Yu was silent.

I said, "I just hope you don't always lie to me and hide from me." But...... Never mind. "I've said this many times, but he doesn't change it. Li Yu showed a helpless expression, "It's not that you don't know, I hid it from you for a reason." ”

I said, "Yes, there is a reason, so you can hide everything from me!" ”

Li Yu shook his head and said, "You are really vexatious. ”

I was even angrier, "Do you want you to be honest with me and be vexatious?" If you can't do this, can you still be considered a husband and wife? ”

Li Yu's expression was much calmer than mine, "At this time, it's husband and wife?" Why didn't you remember that we were husband and wife when I asked you to delete Wu Jilang? ”

I concluded.

That's what it meant.

I couldn't answer, Li Yu stared at me unhappily for a while, and still didn't seem to be relieved, "I told you when I took you back last time, right?" But what about you? Did you cooperate with the plan? Still thinking about jumping out of the car and running away? What's the use of telling you? You can't look at these things calmly. ”

I asked, "What about these things today?" Tell me what impact it can have? ”

"I've already explained." Li Yu frowned and said, "You were in a bad mood at that time, I wanted to slow down, didn't I tell you now?" ”

I realized that I couldn't even say to him, "You'll always have a reason anyway." ”

Li Yu's expression softened slightly, "My purpose is not to lie to you, nor is it to benefit from it, but in this case, I have no choice." ”

I didn't say anything.

I feel that as long as you want to hide it, you have a reason to hide it from me. You can hide anything from me.

I don't like that kind of thing.

When Li Yu saw that I didn't speak, he showed a reassuring smile and said, "I promise, I will try to be honest with you in the future, but the premise is that you obediently cut off contact with other men." ”

I said, "It's okay for you to just say Wu Jilang?" ”

"And my cousin." Li Yu said: "There are other people who may appear in the future. ”

I said, "Didn't your cousin still weep at Lan Xian'er's funeral?" ”

I've seen the news.

Lan Wei held a funeral for Lan Xian'er, and Sheng Hao also participated, for this reason, there were rumors on the Internet that Lan Xian'er was forced to commit suicide by online violence, and some netizens also condemned the trolls and reflected.

Li Yu said: "But he knows that you are not dead. ”

He......

I thought of it, "He asked Wu Jilang?" ”

Li Yu said: "Maybe, he called me and asked me if I knew a girl named Yu'er." ”

I asked, "How did you answer?" ”

Li Yu frowned slightly, "You expect me to tell him?" ”

I was a little annoyed, "What do you mean by that?" ”

Li Yu looked at me unhappily and said, "It's you who asked the wrong question." ”

I said: "You bullied me with Song Jiayin before, although you said that you were also very uncomfortable afterwards, but I didn't know these things at the time, I just felt ...... It's too painful. At that time, Wu Jilang also gave me some help, and it was really important for me to have someone help me at that time. ”

Li Yu said: "I can help you thank him." ”

I said, "No, he's my friend, and I don't want to cut ties with him for your sake." If Song Jiayin's situation repeats itself again, and there is no Wu Jilang by my side, then there will be no one to support me at all. I hope you don't ...... so selfishly."

Li Yu interrupted me with a loud voice, "Have you ever wondered why I'm so afraid of you associating with him?" ”

I said, "Because he is also the embodiment of Luru." ”

Li Yu shook his head and said, "Because you are always very happy and relaxed with him." It's not like that when you're with me, you're often unhappy. You have a good conversation with him, but when you are with me, we are always arguing, and I can't do anything right. I know you don't have anything now, but who can guarantee the future? It's true that you're friends now, but who knows if it will suddenly start to develop in the future? ”

Although I think he can't help but think too badly of me and Wu Jilang, this kind of thing does happen, and I can't refute it.

Li Yu looked at me and continued: "As for you complaining that I hid it from you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I won't change it. It's an impossible task for me to tell you everything in the first place, and I know it's not good, but I want you to be mature enough to understand it. ”

I didn't speak.

Li Yu waited for a while, his expression was still very serious, "I'll ask you one last time, can you cut off contact with Wu Jilang?" ”