Chapter 243: Lifelong Infertility
He taught me like this hand-in-hand but made me more embarrassed, Rao is my husband and wife with him for so long, at this moment I also feel like I just met him, let me feel cramped and shy, panicked my eyes wandered around, I didn't dare to look at him, blushing and put my arm around his neck, the whole person of the soft-footed shrimp sat on him unevenly.
Xu I was too heavy, and I hurt him, and I heard him snort.
At this moment, I felt that my whole body was burning as if it was being burned, and while panicking to use my hands and feet at the same time, I said very quickly: "That, I didn't mean to, did I hurt you." Don't be angry."
He turned a deaf ear, only fixed my movements, and heard him grit his teeth and say, "It's true that I'm not proficient, I need to train more,"
After saying this, he left me no more opportunity to refuse and speak, and the temperature of the cramped bed rose violently, and all my whimpering words were swallowed by him.
"Mo'er,"
At this moment I went up and down, shouting these words and pressing me hard, he was almost sadistic and crushing me inch by inch, his breath was short, his eyes were misty, his face was flushed, his palms were hot, his chest was hot, and he was as hard as iron
At the same time, the moment the tide reached its peak, I heard the strange words that he seemed to shout with his whole heart, and I suddenly forgave him for all the surveillance he had on me.
But he didn't seem to forgive me so easily for smashing that little emerald ring.
It took a long time for the regular shaking of the bed tent to stop, and I collapsed a little, and sweat beaded on his forehead
I squinted as if a lazy cat had been fed and nestled under his arm, my fingers slowly rubbing the scars on his body, but I didn't speak.
He didn't say much, we didn't talk about tonight's events with interest, until I felt his slight movement in a daze get up at dawn, I thought he was going to the morning court, but found that he seemed to be looking for something on the ground, seeing this scene, so that my heart, which had not fully woken up early in the morning, suddenly seemed to be pricked by a needle, and there was a dull pain that caught me off guard.
I got up from stepping on my elbows, through the red veil, I don't know if he saw me, he was looking very seriously, but I could gradually feel his anger, it should have been broken into several pieces, and some of them could no longer be found.
He ran to the window with the splinters in his hand, and stood there piecing them together, probably to see what was missing.
I got up, there was a little cool weather in late autumn, I stepped on the floor barefoot and it was very cold, he fought very seriously, until I walked next to him he seemed to realize that there was a person behind him, ready to turn around but I didn't give him a chance, hugged him very tightly from behind,
"Yuling, I was wrong. You're not angry, okay? ”
When she got up early in the morning, the woman's voice was lazy and a little timid, she was weak and boneless against her broad back, she was telling him not to be angry, he was suddenly so angry, nodded and said, "It's still early, you go to sleep for a while,"
"First of all, you said you weren't angry?"
I was a little reluctant, and shook his waist coquettishly.
He peeled off my wrists, turned around and took me in his arms, and said softly, "Okay."
When I heard this good word, I relieved my heart, loosened his waist, went to the screen and took his shirt, and waited for him to dress.
But he seemed to be abnormal again, and after tearing the clothes and throwing them on the ground beside him, he turned around for a while, and it was he who picked me up and put them on the bed, and said very unhappily: "Next time I don't get out of bed without shoes, I will chop off your feet, and I don't need you to wait for you to change clothes."
"But you said last night, and you told me to serve you."
I was a little stunned when he stuffed me on the bed like this at this time, and weakly defended myself.
"Mo'er, you just need to be in bed, like last night, and serve me on a large scale, that's it! Good! ”
After he said this close to her ear, he saw her innocent face, delicate pink lips, white and delicate skin under the disheveled clothes, which made people want to look light, he felt that she was seducing him early in the morning, his eyes were suddenly deep, and he leaned over and pecked her.
I was a little speechless by his actions, and looked at him with a grudge, tortured until late at night last night, not begging for mercy by himself, I was afraid that he would have another night of tossing,
When I thought of this, I couldn't sleep a little, Long Yuling had gone to the court, and I was still tossing and turning on the bed like a salted fish.
"Niangniang, the soup is fried、"
After breakfast, Ye Qing brought a bowl of shunzi soup, and gave me a worried look at the shunzi soup while delivering it to me, and then asked softly: "Niangniang, you have been drinking this for more than a month, and drinking this every morning is more punctual than using breakfast, after all, this is a three-point poison, if this thing makes you never get pregnant in the future, what should you do?" ”
I lowered my head slightly when I heard this, the scene of the last miscarriage would appear in my mind from time to time, I didn't want to experience something like that again, and I didn't dare to refuse his request, so I could only drink medicine every day.
The medicine is very bitter, but I am very accustomed to drinking, I put the bowl lightly at will, and then gathered my clothes, and asked softly: "I told the imperial doctor not to use it, this palace does not need the imperial doctor to recuperate my body."
Ye Qing squatted down in front of me, glanced out of the door and said in embarrassment: "Niangniang, the imperial doctor is here today, let's take a look first,"
I also glanced out of the door, shook my head and said, "Tell the imperial doctor to go back and let Mochuan come to the main palace."
I just waited for a while, Mo Chuan came in, I raised my hand to stop his salute, and said with my wrist exposed: "You and I are a time for His Majesty to take the pulse of the early dynasty, you hurry up and check the pulse of the palace, I remember that the emperor said that you are the most proficient in medical science."
Mo Chuan was just stunned when he heard this, probably he didn't expect the emperor to explain these things to me, but he nodded quickly and said yes respectfully, and stretched out his hand to take my pulse.
I saw that his eyes rolled slightly, he was very surprised and pulled his hand back, I motioned to Ye Qing to take the traces out, and then looked at him, casually plucked the smoke of incense with his fingers, seeing that he didn't mean to speak for a long time, he said impatiently: "There are a lot of physical problems in this palace, let's talk about it carefully, let this palace see how long I can live,"
"The mother is serious、"
He knelt down as he said this, but he was silent.
I sat on the dresser, picked up the Nanmu gold comb and gently combed my hair, but I pulled it at random and dropped a strand of hair down, I waved my hand, and the strand of black hair floated to him, and I saw him staring at the strand of hair silently, so he said with a sad look: "You also see, the reason why I don't want the doctor to take the pulse is that I don't want the news to spread, this palace is to believe in you to call you."
He seemed to be a little shocked when he heard this, I met his eyes in the bronze mirror, he took out a small bead from his arms, and closed the window with a flick of his hand, before he spoke very quickly, making me feel that he was a little racing against time: "In fact, Niangniang's miscarriage after the last pregnancy is not just the cause of physical weakness, the most important thing is that the Gu worms in your body are causing trouble."
This made my heart skip a beat, and I asked very gloomy, "What do you mean by this?" ”
"So, Niangniang, the last time the emperor aborted your fetus, it was entirely for your body's consideration."
I didn't have much patience to listen to this, and said with a frown: "This palace is not to listen to this."
He was choked by my words, and then continued: "Niangniang may not know much, the survival of this Gu worm is to absorb the essence of Niangniang, although even if there is a method of recuperation by the valley master, it is just delaying, and the disease of the Gu worm immortal Niangniang will never be good."
His words made me fall into a long-lost memory, my hair has fallen out so much recently, I feel lazy every day and don't want to move, I don't want to eat more delicious food, I just want to lie there and rest, my face is always pale and terrible, my hands and feet are often cold, the morning breeze makes me feel cold, I just think my body is weak, but I have never reached this point,
"Oh, this palace knows, you go down."
He got up, reopened the window, pursed his lips, and persuaded in a hoarse voice: "Niangniang, it's better for you to let the emperor find Xiao Mingzi quickly, after all, this Gu worm was planted in your body by Da Mingzi, they are brothers, although Da Mingzi is dead, but if you find Xiao Mingzi, you may be saved."
Hearing him mention the emperor, I looked at him very quickly, stared at him tightly, and told him to take two steps back, before slowly saying: "Don't tell the emperor, the palace has its own plans."
Immediately, none of us spoke again, I looked at the sky outside, and judged the hour, at most there was still half an hour, and Long Yuling should come.
I sighed, and asked in a low tone with some trembling uncertainty: "You tell this palace honestly, if you don't care about it, how long can this palace live?" ”
He breathed a little, and knelt down with a bang and said: "This subordinate doesn't dare to assert, but it's only three or five, at most, only five years at most."
I didn't know what kind of reaction I had when I heard this, I only knew that the eyebrow pencil in my hand was crooked all of a sudden, I pinched the eyebrow pencil tightly, took a deep breath of turbidity before raising my hand to wipe it off again, and started to draw a delicate willow eyebrow for myself.
During this time, he kept kneeling there and watched me apply ruddy fat powder to his pale face little by little, I applied it very carefully and evenly, until he couldn't see anything unnatural, he just watched, did not do anything to stop it, and did not say a word.
His face was very obscure, looking at my stomach and wanting to stop talking, he accidentally persuaded happily: "Niangniang, don't drink the shunzi soup anymore, if you drink it again, you will be infertile for life, and it will be impossible to conceive a child in the future."
When I heard this, I laughed: "Mo Chuan, are you too worried, it's been five years in total, maybe not for five years, if you don't have a baby, you won't have a baby, you are all going to die, what do you care about?" ”