And the one who held Hong'er, only that familiar figure, when Hong'er fell, he only saw a person dressed in white, it was Fufeng, when he woke up again, Hong'er was lying in Meiyuan, and there was still only Fufeng beside him.

She couldn't hold back any longer, she shed tears, Hong'er hugged Fufeng, cried and said: "Fufeng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm too willful, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have wanted to kill you before." ”

Thinking of the scene of Meng Qi killing Fufeng that day, Hong'er felt a little remorseful, and at that moment, she suddenly felt a sense of security, an unprecedented trust, which made her unscrupulously throw herself into his arms and cry.

Fufeng has the life of Senior Sister Jing in her hands, and she once wanted to kill Fufeng, which can be regarded as flattening~ I have seen people's hearts for a long time, for so many years, only Fufeng is left by her side, I don't know if the bird is dying, and its song is also mourning, and her heart is weakening little by little.

At this time, someone was knocking on the door, Hong'er let go of Fufeng, and when he saw someone coming, Fufeng couldn't help but be stunned, and then a smile appeared on his face, "Brother Kong Ming, please come in, you came to see Hong'er, right?" ”

Hearing that it was Kong Ming, Hong'er wiped away her tears with her sleeve, smiled reluctantly, and looked at Kong Ming tenderly with her red eyes, "You're here." ”

"I'll come to ......," Kong Ming said hesitantly, this was a little different from him, Hong'er asked with concern, "What's wrong?" ”

"I'm here to find you to deliver Yueying." What a direct word, after Hong'er heard it, her brain buzzed, and she didn't know what to say.

She came for Huang Yueying, not to care about Hong'er's condition, Hong'er's heart was broken, and she said coldly: "I'm not a stable woman, I'm just a doctor, where can I be." ”

This is not nonsense, it is a fact, there is not too much emotion, saying that if you come to Hong'er to deliver the baby, it is just this sentence, Kong Ming saw Hong'er's pale face, and remembered what happened just now, and asked: "Hong'er, are you okay, what happened to you just now?" ”

Now I know if it will be too late to care about Hong'er, but Hong'er has made an unbelievable decision.

"Fufeng, you go with me, I'm sure you will, don't you?" In Hong'er's heart, she regarded Fufeng as an impotent god, Fufeng was a little embarrassed, and her face was flushed, "I haven't delivered a baby either." ”

But with him, Hong'er will feel safe, and that feeling is something that Kong Ming can't give. Hong'er put on a dress, "Let's go." ”

said that he was going to go out of the door, and when he looked back, it was freezing cold, but Kong Ming was only wearing a thin cotton coat, Hong'er remembered something, and took out a cloak made of brocade from the cabinet, the snow-white cloak was dotted with a few plum blossoms, which was very good-looking,

Hong'er put it on for Kong Ming, Hong'er's hand inadvertently touched Kong Ming's face, Hong'er's hand was unusually cold, as if falling into an ice cellar, and said gently: "I promised you before, I said to make you a cloak, but I did it and never dared to give it to you, will you dislike it?" Kong Ming shook his head, and Hong'er smiled even more happily.

They came to Zhuge Mansion together, a strange and familiar place for Hong'er, but they heard the woman's shout, Hong'er's body shook slightly, when her mother gave birth to her sister, Hong'er was also beside her, her mother was bleeding profusely, and she didn't stop bleeding, so she died in front of Hong'er.

Hong'er was also very anxious in her heart, now her body is a little unstable, it seems that the events of that day are still vivid, Hong'er is very uncomfortable in her heart, she is very afraid to see the birth of a child, she sits on the ground, Kong Ming asked: "Hong'er, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I ......" Hong'er didn't know what to say, saying that she was afraid of blood, who would believe it? Over the years, there has been a lot of blood, where is Hong'er still afraid, hesitating to enter.

Fufeng gently patted Hong'er's shoulder, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, do as I say." ”

"Hmm." Hong'er nodded solemnly, she believed her, if no one in this world could believe it, but Fufeng was still worth believing, could he really see Hong'er's fear, could he really see it? Still is......

Hong'er walked into the room, but saw Huang Yueying lying on the bed, three or four maidservants wiping his sweat beside him, Hong'er walked over, grabbed Huang Yueying's hand tightly, and said, "Sister, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

The situation is urgent, Hong'er can't take care of it so much, Huang Yueying also held Hong'er's hand tightly, she looked in pain, Hong'er pushed her stomach with her hand, so about half an hour later,

"Wow... Wow..."The child's cry was everyone's hanging heart, it was a boy, Hong'er was holding the newborn child, and she was also very happy for Kong Ming.

Huang Yueying was so tired that she fainted, Hong'er washed him briefly, wrapped it in a cloth, and took him out to see Kong Ming, Kong Ming happily took the child, "Kong Ming, it's a boy, you can name him!" ”

Kong Ming loved him like a treasure, and hugged him carefully, "Let's call Zhuge Huai." At this time, an older girl and a boy of six or seven years old came over, and the little boy clapped his hands and shouted, "Okay, Zhan'er has a younger brother, and Zhan'er is an older brother." ”

Hong'er looked at his pure smile like the sky, and laughed herself, "Yao'er, I'm also a brother." Looking back at Yao'er, I knew that he would treat him as his own, so Yao'er would definitely have a much better future with him than with him.

Hong'er walked over, stroked his head and said, "Zhan'er, how old are you?" When he spoke, he was very gentle, with a hint of motherhood, but the girl next to him, Zhuge Guo pulled his younger brother over, "Zhan'er, don't talk to strangers." ”

Hong'er had no choice but to sigh and turn to leave, "Hong'er, thank you." Kong Ming said gratefully, "It's okay." Hong'er looked back and smiled, seeing Zhuge Guo's attitude,

Hong'er was a little disappointed, and looked at the plaque at the door before leaving, Zhuge Mansion, she was not destined to come back.

The way back seemed to be very far, Hong'er was walking and singing at the same time, it was the first time she played a tune for Kong Ming, and she will never forget it in this life.

The autumn wind rises and the white clouds fly,

The grass and trees are yellow and the geese return to the south.

Lan has a beautiful chrysanthemum,

Huai Jia can not forget.

Pan Lou boat Xi Ji Fen River,

Horizontal flow Yang Su wave.

The drums are singing,

There is a lot of joy and sorrow.

When is it young and strong, but old and old!

The night is very late, and it is almost dawn, Hong'er is afraid that she will never be able to sleep anymore, he is still living well without her, with a wife and children, gather together and share the family,

But what about her, she can only wait quietly for death, is this her fate in this life? Hong'er picked up Chiyu Xiao from her arms and blew lightly, as if she would blow the flute when she was unhappy, but the song was very sad, and the listener broke her bowels.

So what is she to him now? Concubine? Kept in an outer room?

Time is short and short, short as morning dew, when the sun is shining, it is fleeting; It is said that it is long and long, eternity is like the sun, rising in the east and setting in the west day after day, how good it would be if the time was fixed on the day when they were blowing the wind together by the river, and how good it would be if it stayed while they were playing the harp in their tents,

The sound of the flute stopped abruptly, Hong'er coughed violently, Hong'er had a white handkerchief to cover her mouth, and when she looked at it again, the handkerchief was full of blood, her time was really running out, Fufeng also saw it, Hong'er's hand began to tremble, and she was a little afraid of death.

Fufeng grabbed her and said, "Hong'er, don't worry, you'll be fine, I won't give up on you." ”

He seemed to be more scared than Hong'er, Hong'er just smiled shallowly, if Kong Ming cared about Hong'er as much as he did, Hong'er would be dumbfounded until he died.

It's empty, the wind blows the dry leaves, there is still residual snow in the grass, Fufeng's words have been echoing in his ears, Fufeng has always been a mystery to Hong'er, he has never said why he was there, he never mentioned the previous things, Hong'er didn't ask, just got along in a daze.

Hong'er returned to Meiyuan and locked herself in the room, the east was white, and the sun spilled into the house through the window, but Hong'er was shrouded in haze, and for a while, fear, anger, and panic all came to her heart, "Woo... Woo... Woo..."

Hong'er rarely cries, the boy bleeds without tears, I don't know why, I've been crying lately, knock... Knock..., Hong'er wiped her tears when she heard the knock on the door, and asked, "Who?" ”

Knowing that it was only Fufeng who knocked on the door, she still had to ask, "Is there something wrong?" "She didn't plan to let Fufeng in, she just wanted to be alone.

"The medicine is ready." I don't know when there was nothing to say between them, Hong'er put on her shoes, but opened the door, and when she opened the door again, Hong'er lowered her head, she didn't want Fufeng to see her crying, and she didn't want him to worry, "Okay, just put it on the table, I'll drink it later." ”

When he brought it into the house, the room was enveloped in a smell of medicine, Hong'er was used to it anymore, and she wouldn't feel pungent, "Drink it while it's hot, it's cold, it won't have any effect." ”

Hey, Hong'er inevitably sighed, medicine, how much I drank, it still had no effect, and when I saw the blue line, Hong'er would have a headache.

"Okay." Hong'er took the porcelain bowl, the black medicine, the bitter medicine, the warm medicine, Hong'er drank it slowly, a warmth hit, and Fufeng kept looking at her until the last drop of medicine, moistening her throat, Hong'er handed the bowl to him, and smiled slightly,

"Thank you." He also met Hong'er's gaze, but his eyes were red, as if he had just cried, and then asked, "Hong'er, you have cried." After Hong'er heard this, she was slightly stunned, and hurriedly pulled out a smile, "No! ”

My eyes were swollen and I said no. ”

Unconsciously, tears flowed down again, Hong'er trembled lightly into his arms, and cried without suppression, crying heartbreakingly, "He has a son again, how happy their family is,

But what about me, why is my life so miserable, why can't I be with him, why? ”

Hong'er couldn't help it anymore, she seemed strong but weak, she kept holding on, in order not to let him know, she was going to die, she didn't want him to feel the pain of losing her, she was wrong, he didn't seem to care about her, and he didn't care about her.