Chapter 112 I Miss You But I Don't Have You Anymore (End)

Xu Yuqin inadvertently caught a glimpse of Jiang Hao opposite, and couldn't help sneering, she still thought that there was no reason to break up, and now Lan Yi could help.

She looked at a small step in front of her, deliberately walked up, and accidentally stepped on it, she stumbled down and crashed directly into Lan Yi's body.

Suddenly, surrounded by a strange and familiar aura behind her, Lan Yi gently supported her waist, and his gentle voice came from above her head: "Why are you so careless, walking without looking at the road?" ”

"No, I accidentally stepped on something." Xu Yuqin chuckled and shook her head, and looked not far away, seeing that his eyes were getting colder and colder, as if he had been quenched with poison and pierced her heart, she trembled, but quickly stabilized herself.

She knew that someone as proud as him would not come up directly to question, and she was not afraid, anyway, he was the one who did the wrong thing, and she was not wrong.

subconsciously grabbed the clothes of the people around him, opened his eyes, stood still with the support of the blue clothes, and then broke away from his arms without a trace, and the two laughed heartily.

Jiang Hao saw such a dazzling picture, the fire that had been down burned again, his eyes became colder and colder, staring at them directly, and he couldn't let go of his pride when he wanted to go up, so he got on the locomotive directly, and galloped out with a "whew", looking from his back, he seemed to be angry.

Xu Yuqin smiled and didn't say anything.

After greeting Lan Yi for a while, Xu Yuqin took out her mobile phone and sent Jiang Hao the words "Let's break up", and sneered again, knowing that his message phone would bombard her mobile phone after a while, so she directly pressed the shutdown button.

Lan Yi seemed to sense that something was wrong and asked her what was wrong, and she quickly returned to her usual normal, laughing and saying that it was okay, and then he sent her back to school, talking and laughing along the way.

The world was originally very small, and I bumped into them together at the door, and they behaved so intimately, and soon the school spread that Xu Yuqin Xueba had a boyfriend and was not bad.

Soon Jiang Hao heard the news in his ears, and he was so angry that he smashed his mobile phone directly, he sent a message to ask her the reason, but he never replied, called to turn off the phone, and now there is news that she has a boyfriend.

Even he was wondering if Xu Yuqin was playing with him, he had always refused to make his relationship public, but now he has a new love around him, but he knows it all over the world.

He had a fire in his heart, but he had nowhere to send it, so he directly picked up Han Bing on the bed and went out to play ball to vent, but no matter what happened, he couldn't extinguish the fire in his heart.

It wasn't until he was in her evening that he directly pulled her to the dining hall, Xu Yuqin also panicked at this time, this was the first time he was angry, struggling while walking, but Jiang Hao didn't let go.

Pull her to the corner of the dining hall.

The two looked at each other.

The cold wind of the night blew into the window of the dining hall, brushed Xu Yuqin's hair, and floated to Jiang Hao's face, and the warm yellow light reflected on his face, with a soft beauty.

"You want to break up with me, do you?"

Jiang Hao grabbed her hand violently, and the strength gradually increased, as if he was about to break it.

He has always been gentle, but he lost his mind for the girl in front of him.

He never thought that Xu Yuqin would break up with him, why? Isn't he good enough for her?

Since they were together, he doted on her, loved her, held it in his hand for fear of falling, and held it in his mouth for fear of melting.

Why, exactly?

Why do this to him?

The red marks on Xu Yuqin's hands deepened more and more, the pain became heavier and heavier, his face began to turn white, and his forehead sweated slightly.

She tried to struggle, but she knew his nature, and resisting would only make him more annoyed, and his mouth moved, and he stopped talking.

I'm afraid that as soon as I open my mouth, I can't help but say all this I designed, and it will only be in vain at that time.

Seeing such a crazy Jiang Hao, she didn't regret it, and even felt a burst of happiness flowing in her heart.

The things he did made her even more heartbroken, why should she bear it, and what did she do wrong?

She just treats others the way she does.

Xu Yuqin glanced at Jiang Hao pitifully, his eyes were red, and his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, as if tears were about to gush out in the next second.

"You let me go first, let's talk about what you have to say."

"Okay, what do you mean?"

Jiang Hao pulled her to the root of the wall hard, the whole person fell on top of her, the warm breath sprayed on her face, he raised his right hand and pinched her chin, making her look directly at him.

His aggressive tone, coupled with the coolness of the walls, made her shiver.

began to panic in her heart, although she had been with him for almost half a year, she had never seen him like this.

But he soon calmed down, he loved her so much before, he wouldn't be willing to hurt her, don't mess with himself, since he can do things to contact his girlfriend behind her back, he is not afraid of all this she designed.

"You calm down first, okay?"

"Do you think you're in such a state that you are suitable to talk about?"

"Let's sit down and talk later, okay?"

Xu Yuqin tried to persuade him in a light tone, only when he calmed down, she could make him feel distressed.

She knew that he couldn't stand her aggrieved words the most.

Sure enough, as soon as Jiang Hao heard her words and glanced at her, he finally relented.

The hand that was pinching her chin slowly let go, turned and walked straight to the double seat, sat down, and then turned his head to look away.

He also knew that he had just been impulsive, and losing his mind would only make the result worse.

Suddenly, Xu Yuqin glanced at him cautiously, and when she saw that he didn't have the anger just now, she stretched out a finger and touched his arm.

Jiang Hao turned his head to look at her, his mood calmed down a lot, but the light in his eyes was still faint.

"Hao, let's separate, why bother to entangle like this anymore, our current state is no longer suitable for being together."

"That's just your idea, isn't it?"

Jiang Hao looked at her and disagreed with her statement.

"Hao, don't blind your heart anymore, there have been many problems between us for a long time, and sooner or later we will have to separate, and if we continue to entangle, it will only make each other more painful."

"No, if we are together well, any problem will be solved."

Jiang Hao turned around, faced her, put his hands on her shoulders, looked at her seriously with his eyes lowered, and begging began to appear in his eyes.

Although there have been a lot of disputes between the two recently, it is just a gamble.

I never thought about breaking up.

He didn't believe that the beauty between them would be shattered by such a trivial matter.

"Hao, don't you think your attitude has changed recently? Ever since the relationship started to crack, you stopped spoiling me and loving me as much as you used to, and you're wondering if we should continue, right? ”

"There is suspicion between us, which is difficult to eliminate, once there is a diaphragm in our hearts, no matter how good the relationship is, it will not be able to go back."

"Why struggle in this pool of stagnant water, letting go of each other is the best ending."

Xu Yuqin paid attention to his expression at the beginning, and his eyes changed little by little, from indifferent to complex, from complex to painful, and then from painful to struggling.

It's all about what he thinks.

She guessed correctly.

This trick is a trick to win wonderful.

Jiang Hao looked at this extremely familiar face in a complicated way, delicate and fair, and her smile touched his heart.

When they first got together, the two were tired and thought about each other all day long, but as time went by, it seemed that everything gradually changed.

Indeed, as she said, when he realized that the two no longer had the feeling of being together at the beginning, he thought of this step, and he knew it very well in his heart, but he was always reluctant.

He also didn't want to believe that the warm sun that was once in his heart would leave him one day.

Slowly raised his hand, pressed against her cheek, lingering on this God-blessed feature.

In the end, the fingertips stayed on the bright and clear eyes, which were such a pair of charming eyes, and when I saw them, my heart fell into a mess.

In this love, he poured all his feelings into her and gave her endless love, isn't that enough?

Why does this end up being the case?

He is unwilling to give up this relationship, and he is not reconciled.

Looking at this indifferent face, it seemed that he did not show any sadness and sadness, and tried his best to persuade him, and his heart twitched again, and he felt a faint pain.

Could it be that in this love, did he really make her miserable?

Since she is going to separate, let's separate.

The struggle in his eyes has left only affection.

Jiang Hao put down his hand, put it on her shoulder, and whispered:

"If you want to separate, then separate." There was a hint of helplessness in his tone.

In the end, I chose to compromise in love.

The person who loves the most is the one who loses completely.

Xu Yuqin secretly breathed a sigh of relief, she thought that she would have to spend a lot of words, it seemed that she still overestimated him.

The thick eyelashes blinked, and in an instant the eyes began to redden, and tears swirled in the sockets.

"You have to take care of yourself in the future." She pretended not to let the tears fall, tilted her head slightly, and her voice was a little choked.

Jiang Hao took her into his arms in distress, and rested his head on her shoulder like a treasure.

He was reluctant to let her go, and he didn't want to let go, but because he loved her, he chose to respect her thoughts.

Xu Yuqin was wrapped in a familiar taste, and a trace of strangeness suddenly flashed in her heart, but she didn't want to explore.

The next second, she closed her eyes, raised her hand and pushed the person in front of her hard, no matter what the consequences would be, picked up the schoolbag next to her and walked out of the cafeteria.

The stumbling figure looked like he had fled in a hurry.

Jiang Hao didn't expect her movements, and suddenly hit the table behind him, and there was a faint pain in his waist.

When he reacted, a figure passed by quickly, and he looked at her back in a daze, as if he didn't believe that she was so decisive......

Xu Yuqin ran not far away and cried loudly, called Lin Qi, and asked her to come down.

and then wantonly cried out her grievances, she also invested a lot of feelings in this relationship, but she couldn't tolerate her boyfriend turning his back to her to contact her ex-girlfriend.

Then she can only use the blue coat acting to say the breakup.

Lin Qi arrived soon and saw Xu Yuqin squatting on the ground crying into a tearful person.

"What the hell is going on? Broke up? Lin Qi also squatted down and asked Xu Yuqin, she cried and nodded wildly.

"Okay, okay, since you said to break up, let's break up, don't be sad."

"My heart hurts."

"Then you said that you broke up, what else, now run back and tell him to get back together?"

"Don't." Xu Yuqin also knows the current situation, and it is impossible for the water that was spilled out of the words that were spilled out of his heart now.

"Then you just cheer up, won't you just break up? There's no need to waste time on such a person, have you forgotten? What did you watch last night? ”

"Well, I'll be fine when I'm done crying." Xu Yuqin squatted on the ground, crying and shaking her shoulders, seeing that Lin Qi was very distressed, but this stupid girl ...... Hey~ I don't know what to say.

When she came down, she had already helped Xu Yuqin ask for leave.

Help her up and walk to the dormitory building, where it is not good to be seen, so as not to be talked about by others.

Xu Yuqin cried all night, feeling that her eyes were going to be useless, she didn't want to cry but her tears couldn't stop.

"And what if I meet him tomorrow?"

"Pretend to be normal, or what?"

"Hmm."

After Xu Yuqin finished asking, she was silent again, her past with Jiang Hao kept coming to her mind, and she felt very uncomfortable, she missed him very much, she wanted to call him, and she wanted to hear his voice.

But the other side kept reminding her that she had broken up.

Her heart was pinched together and she began to regret her decision to break up, so she picked up her phone and put it down.

Lin Qi was also uncomfortable watching from the sidelines, she wanted to persuade her, but she didn't know how to say it, Jiang Hao's information had obviously betrayed Xu Yuqin, if she was persuaded to get back together, it would be impossible, and she wouldn't let her take this risk again.

But it can't be said to persuade her not to be sad, after all, she treats this relationship sincerely, how can she just let it go, but what she has to do now is not to make her regret making this decision.

Once you decide, you can't go back, and an ordinary girl like Jiang Hao can't hold him.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, the first night of the breakup was the hardest, as long as she survived, then she would slowly get used to it.

She slept with Xu Yuqin tonight, and saw that she didn't have any unusual worries, the calmer she was, the more out of control.

The next day, as soon as I got up and went to the classroom, there was a commotion, Lin Qi was surprised and asked what happened to them, and it turned out that Jiang Hao had transferred to another school and left overnight.

He was also accompanied by a beautiful girl, who I heard was his girlfriend.

At this moment, when Xu Yuqin thought of that picture, she cried loudly in the class, and everyone in the class looked at her in surprise, expressing their bewilderment.

Lin Qi didn't expect Xu Yuqin to have an emotional breakdown, so she cried out directly, so frightened that she quickly took off her coat and blocked her head.

"Yuqin, you...... Don't cry, a lot of people are watching. ”

Xu Yuqin couldn't control it, anyway, when she thought that Jiang Hao was as good to other girls as she was to her, her heart was like a knife, and she was so uncomfortable that she wanted to tell Jiang Hao not to break up, but she couldn't pull her face now.

suddenly lost such a big face in the class, and they naturally thought of something, but they just heard that she had a boyfriend and was still from a foreign school, why did they cry for Jiang Hao again at this time, and they estimated that she was sad because her buddy transferred to another school.

Fortunately, Lin Qi was playing a round and explained with a smile.

When Xu Yuqin recovered her mood, she realized that she was so out of shape, and she blamed Lin Qi, which made Lin Qi cry and laugh.

In the following days, Xu Yuqin lived his previous life, three points and one line, and people seemed to have lost their souls, but they were still so serious about studying.

It's just that whenever others mention the word Jiang Hao, she can't help but feel sad.

Sure enough, if the love you meet in your youth doesn't have a firm heart, you will often lose this feeling at this uncertain age.

I met the best you at the age when I didn't know how to love, but I didn't know how to cherish it, and it became a pity.

Youth is full of regrets, and whenever I think of this youth, I can't help but shake my head and sigh about life.

Not long after, Xu Yuqin happened to hear such a sentence: "I am already very satisfied in this life, I know your name, I have heard your voice, I have held your hand, I have kissed your lips, I have felt your embrace, and I have your gentleness. ①”

At that moment, she was relieved, the road of life is still long, and life is still going on.

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Remarks: (1) From Douyin, not original.