I'm feeling horrible.

She was raped to impregnate, abducted and denied contact with her family, and the "organization" ...... It's all a chill down the spine.

On top of that, that's Luo Rin. The most perfect man in my heart, he may not be the kindest, but he is gentle, peaceful and personable, and it is not an exaggeration to use all the relevant good words on him.

I like him so much.

It took me almost all the strength of my life to speak," and ...... This? ”

Li Nuannuan's eyes showed pity, "He said, my father obviously has two children, and his son is not successful, but he chooses to cultivate the children of his relatives and not me, combined with my father's attitude towards him, it can be determined that because I am not my biological daughter, I am not qualified to enter the center of power, and he doesn't care if I am happy, so he only needs me to marry the person he wants me to marry." ”

I said, "These words are not the truth. ”

If so, how could Li Nuannuan become a figure in the center of power now?

"Of course not," Li Nuannuan said, "I retorted to him at the time, saying that my parents had treated me very well since I was a child, better than my brother, and I even felt very indebted to him because I felt that my existence had robbed me of the love that belonged to my brother." But Luo Rin said that this is exactly what my parents are clever about, they give me as much 'love' as they can, so that in the future, at certain critical moments, I can give everything for my brother and not fight for property with him, so that he and my mother can be good parents and gain a good reputation, and their children will not lose anything. It's a sure-fire plan. ”

I said, "It's all baseless, isn't it?" ”

"Not only is it unfounded, but it is also dark and disgusting, and I can only say that I am a complete fool in his heart." Li Nuannuan said: "At that time, I didn't immediately refute, and followed his words to express my affirmation, so he said more and more vigorously, he told me that since my parents treated me like this, then I should not sit still, I should use my identity to make a good fuss, and he can help me." ”

I know that the first pile is full of nonsense, and the last five words are the point.

I asked, "How can he help you?" ”

"He said that although the organization left by his father was not very strong, the people in it were very trustworthy partners, and as long as I was willing to join, it would be like a family from now on." Speaking of this, Li Nuannuan's face showed a mocking smile, "It's just that their organization needs daily expenses, and they need some money." And he is willing to treat me well for the rest of his life, let me stay at home, I don't have to go out and show my face, and he will take care of everything outside. ”

"Everything out there?" I asked, "Did you get all that from your house?" ”

"That's smart." Li Nuannuan snorted lightly and said, "I really can't listen to it anymore, thinking about the stupidity I made for him, I really want to kill my head......" She said, her eyes narrowed unconsciously, and her gaze gradually became gloomy, "So I couldn't help but stand up, pulled out my pistol, pointed it at his face, and fired." ”

My heart lifted, "Then why is he still alive?" ”

"I don't know, I remember that I shot it, but when I came back to my senses, the gun was already thrown on the table, and he said I scared him and he was going to call the police." Li Nuannuan said: "If I am caught red-handed by the police, it will probably affect my future qualification to carry a gun, so I have to leave." ”

I asked, "Did the police contact you later?" ”

"Of course." Li Nuannuan raised her eyebrows and asked, "Are you listening carefully?" ”

"Of course," I said, "but I thought he was just trying to scare you when he said he was going to call the police." ”

"You won't think so when you see him at that time," Li Nuannuan said, "Maybe he loved you, at least he didn't love me at all." Not only no, but he has been calculating me all the time, and even the child is his bargaining chip. ”

Then we all fell into silence, Li Nuannuan drank tea, and the expression on her face gradually calmed down.

I looked at her, hoping that it was all her lie, but I knew it couldn't be. Li Nuannuan really doesn't have to make up such a big story to lie to me, she has no motivation or need to do this.

I said, "But what does all this have to do with Li Zhen?" ”

After talking for so long, Li Zhen only appeared once.

Li Nuannuan said: "After that day, I decided to break up with Luo Rin completely. He called me a few times, and after being rejected, he came to my school again and said some clichés used to sum. Of course I didn't pay attention to him, and he threatened me to make me look good. Not long after, Li Zhen came to me, saying that he was here to persuade me to get back together with Luo Rin, but in fact he started chasing me again. I don't think he likes me, but because he understands that he has a few pounds and a few taels, and is afraid that my father will replace him and want to use me to stabilize his position. When I refused, he threatened me that he would tell someone about my miscarriage. ”

I said, "Did Luo Rin tell him?" ”

"It should be, although I didn't ask Luo Rin, but the miscarriage was personally accompanied by Liyu, and I didn't even bring the driver, neither in China, nor did I find a familiar doctor. And I did my research before, and the doctor was very good. Li Nuannuan said: "I'm not afraid of Li Zhen saying that, because I had already started to participate in the work at that time, and I happened to catch a little handle of Li Zhen, but I didn't take it out because I was not strong enough, so I used that little handle to catch Li Zhen." I thought I would be able to get along with him this way, but he took advantage of my loneliness and arrested me......"

Her speech became slower and slower, and I hurriedly said, "Don't say it, I understand what you mean." ”

Li Nuannuan glanced at me gratefully and said, "You already know how I retaliated against him, to my surprise, when Li Zhen begged me not to castrate him, he told me that Luo Rin told him to do all this, because he said that as long as he raped me, I would definitely listen to him." Sure enough, not long after this incident, Luo Rin contacted me again, saying that he knew that I was bullied by Li Zhen, and he didn't care about this, as long as I still loved him, I was willing to be with him. ”

It's disgusting......

At the same time as I was surprised, I also felt a strong nausea.

I said, "But why did he do that?" Any normal woman who knew that he instigated Li Zhen to hurt herself like this would not be with him again. ”

"He didn't know that I already knew, and probably didn't expect Li Zhen to say it. After all, I have always been very docile in front of Luo Rin, from ordering food to being pregnant, and listening to him for everything. Li Nuannuan said: "He probably didn't expect that I would retaliate against Li Zhen by this means." I also feel that although I lost my temper, I am still the fool who obeys him in my bones. ”

I said, "I can hardly believe that the Luo Rin you say is the one I know." ”

"That's what I thought at the time." Li Nuannuan smiled slightly and said, "So you can imagine how surprised and scared I was when I was right in front of him, looking at his face, and hearing him say these words to me." ”

I want to say that the whole thing is clear here, and then Li Nuannuan really leaned on the back of the sofa and closed her eyes, and it was obviously very tired to recall such a bad past carefully.

I also sat still, in a daze, digesting this terrible story.

I can't describe my mood in detail at the moment, for quite some time, Luo Rin can be said to be all my spiritual support. If he hadn't comforted me and helped me, I would have broken down long before my brother died.

He didn't do anything to hurt me, he didn't say anything to hurt me, and I should believe him, shouldn't I?

But......

I said, "Luo Rin used to always tell me about the two of you. ”

Li Nuannuan's eyes were still closed.

Actually, I just want to say something, I don't care if she listens or not, "He said that he loves you very much, as long as you are willing to change back to your previous appearance and come back to him, he is willing to give everything he has." ”

Li Nuannuan snorted with disdain.

"I used to feel so envious," I said, "I think being loved by a man like him must be the happiest thing in the world, but you like the murder and arson." I hate you even more because of it. ”

Li Nuannuan opened her eyes, smiled slightly, and asked, "You don't believe my words?" ”

I said, "If I could turn back time, I wish I didn't know about these things." ”

"I'm telling you this today because you almost hitched yourself a ride that day to save me, and you gave what you should have paid, and I can't let you know anything." Li Nuannuan said: "Actually, you can think I'm lying, anyway, you won't see Luo Rin in your life, and it's okay to continue to love the one in your fantasy." I didn't have to say so much to you, I just felt it. ”

I couldn't help but sigh and said, "It's all come to this point, can you tell me why Li Zhen asked you for revenge last time?" Is it because of that? ”

"Yes and no," Li Nuannuan said, "I didn't tell my parents about these things, because those years were when my mother's health was very bad, and if she knew that I was being bullied like this, it would definitely be very bad for her health." My dad was also very worried about my mom during those days, and I didn't want to burden them anymore. The most important thing is that Li Yu was not interested in the family's career at that time, but I know that although the rest of the people listened to my father's father, there were several people's children who were like Li Zhen, and when they saw that the carp was weak, they wanted to take that position. Li Zhen was cultivated by my father as an heir, ostensibly to show my cousin and make my cousin happy, but most importantly, to let him stay in that position and deal with these people, just like raising Gu. If Li Zhen is replaced, then he will have to be replaced by someone else, and Li Zhen is easier to deal with than others. ”

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