Chapter 82: Good Thoughts Are Settled
"No, there is no past. My mother became a monk and ordained to become the master of the empty space and I lived in Jinghua Nunnery for a long time. The brothers were far away in the imperial tomb, separated from their close relatives. And me, at a young age, I have to face the pain of life and death and the pain of a broken arm. Father, I am bitter, always have been bitter. ”
"If there is hatred in the heart, it will inevitably be bitter."
"He took away everything that should belong to me and us, shouldn't I hate?"
"Little fool, let it go."
"I can't put it down, what should I do?"
"What do you want?"
"Give her back, the bitterness they inflicted on me. It's enough to return it without any mistakes. ”
"That way, you won't be bitter and painful anymore?"
"As it should be."
"You've made up your mind, so let's do it."
"Father's ......"
"Huh?"
"You're not stopping me?"
Zhao Chang still smiled warmly, and his tone was gentle, "How can I stop the hatred that has taken root in your heart and grows wildly?" ”
Yushu was silent.
She never confessed to anyone that she had hatred in her heart, and Sui Yu was chanting sutras and worshipping Buddha in Jinghua Nunnery for more than ten years. She had done everything she could to let go, to give up, to forget, and she thought she had done it.
However, when she stepped into the world again, the betrayal, calculation, and pain she had experienced were like a resurgence in the yellow sand of the desert, and resentment and resentment spread rapidly like a spark.
"Little fool."
"Huh?"
Zhao Chang raised his hand, a guqin was placed across his knees, and his ten fingers were gently plucked, soothing the sound of the piano poured out, "Do you remember this song?" ”
Of course, I remember, "The gull-heron forgot the machine." Without thinking, Yushu blurted out, and then fell silent. In this way, her father wanted to completely purge the hatred in her heart, but it was easier said than done.
"Father, it's useless." Yushu Mo Ke sighed softly, and then muttered in a low voice, "It's useless." ”
Before the words fell, the sound of the piano was still there, but my father suddenly disappeared.
Yushu panicked, stood up with a bang, and shouted, "Father! Father! The aftermath echoed several times on both sides of the lakeshore, and the sound of the water under the boat was murmuring, and Yushu fell into infinite loneliness again.
"Donor." The voice of an old man who had gone through the world sounded overhead.
This sound seemed to have mana, making Yushu's heart open open.
Guru?
Yushu was surprised and delighted to wander around, her eyes finally stopped at the shore of the lake, the old monk stood upright, beckoned to her with a smile, and the boat slid in front of the old monk in the blink of an eye. Yushu jumped down from above, came to the old monk in a few steps, folded her hands, and said respectfully: "Master, I want to ask you for advice......
"Ask the unjust soul?" The old monk laughed loudly.
He smiled, and Yushu was a little dazed and at a loss. I wanted to ask the old monk the number, but I felt abrupt, and hesitated, the old monk said with a smile: "The old monk's name is Boruo." ”
Master Boruo?
Yushu was shocked.
Master Boruo is a high-ranking monk, more than 30 years ago, he went west to Tianzhu Nalanda Temple to seek the Dharma. After returning to the Central Plains, he devoted himself to translating Buddhist scriptures and promoting Buddhism.
Just a dozen years ago, Master Boruo seemed to have evaporated from the world, and no one knew his whereabouts.
"Don't be stunned, follow me." Master Boruo smiled at Yushu, "I'll talk to you about the grievances." ”
Yushu's eyes lit up, and the two of them didn't move, and they were in the middle of the city.
Thousands of people passed by them, and the voices of people were chaotic and swept their ears.
"You and I are ordinary people who have fallen into the rolling red dust and forgotten what happened before." Master Boruo pointed to the hurried passers-by, "That's you."
Say, you are bitter. Aren't they bitter? There are many people who are more bitter than you! ”
"Master, who can be more bitter than me? I was poisoned by my own mother. "It's unbelievable just thinking about how ridiculous things like Arabian Nights could actually happen to her. Yushu laughed at herself, and her heart became more and more bitter.
"Isn't your father bitter when he is betrayed by his closest relatives?" Master Boruo asked rhetorically. Yushu was silent.
Master Boruo said again: "Zhao Xu has taken over the world, and Liu Yuan will poison you." On the surface, it seems that the institutions are exhausted, and they are rich and rich, but they are also bitter. To be born as a human being is to rise and fall in the sea of suffering. It doesn't matter if he is an emperor general, a high-ranking official, or a peddler, he is poor. ”
"No matter how bitter they are, they are not wronged souls." Yushu argued anxiously.
"It's true that you're wronged, but you've been given a chance to be reborn into the world."
"Since God has given me a chance to do it again, then Zhao Xu is destined not to have a good death."
"So, what do you want to do with Liu Yuan?"
Yushu was silent.
A life for a life? Poured poisonous wine into Liu Yuan's mouth with your own hands? She couldn't do it.
"Liu Yuan is your biological mother. As long as you still have the slightest kindness in your heart, you will not be able to return an eye to her. You ask yourself, where are the good thoughts? ”
Suddenly, Zhang's voice reappeared in front of him, "Yu'er, not everyone can repay ...... kindness."
”…… So you have to learn to give kindness and don't forget to repay it! ”
“…… Don't stop doing good deeds because of your sister. In this world, there are always good people. ”
Yushu folded her hands in front of her chest, tears condensed in her eyelashes, and said in a trembling voice: "Yes." It's always been there. He tilted his head to look at Master Boruo, "However, the hatred is even greater, how is it good?" ”
Master Boruo smiled knowingly, "Why be confused? Evil, hatred, greed, ignorance, and anger will all be resolved by good. Just as dark clouds are always dispelled by the sun, gloom never lingers for years. ”
Two lines of tears rolled down from the corners of Yushu's eyes, "If there is no hate, you will repay it, and the decisiveness of killing will become empty talk." If there is no hatred, how can I support my heart that wants to avenge my father? Master, can you help me with your doubts? ”
"Well, you'll get it after all."
Yushu wanted to ask again, but Master Boruo stopped her from talking, "Soon the old man will enter Bliss, and there are some words that must be explained to you in person." ”
The old monk's appearance was like quicksand gradually dissipating, and Yushu asked anxiously, "Where am I going to find you, master?" ”
"Shinsenji." Master Boruo earnestly admonished, "You must do it as soon as possible, as soon as possible!" ”
Fortunately, this arrow was missed so much, otherwise the consequences would have been unimaginable. Although the feather arrow was pulled out, the flower doctor girl did not dare to slack off, and she could sit back and relax only if she survived tonight. It's a pity that the Emerald Sleeve Heart Protection Pill and the Life-Extending Divine Paste have not yet been reformulated. The flower doctor sighed, and concentrated on the golden needle on her fingertips, and applied the needle to Yushu to stop the bleeding.
The flower doctor girl treats Yushu, and she has no time to take care of him. Lian Tong went to the hospital to invite a doctor to see Zhang. The doctor said that she was in a hurry and would wake up.
Feng Pomegranate sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes were red, and the six gods kept chattering: "Lan Fen, wake up quickly......"
Jin Chuan and Poria were also guarding with a worried face. Ah Bao seemed to understand that something was wrong at home, and the old man with a small hairy face was lying next to Zhang's pillow, not screaming or making trouble, and not eating water.
Amber walked down the back of the sealed pomegranate and persuaded softly: "Lady, let's have some refreshments." ”
Feng Pomegranate pinched the handkerchief, printed the corners of his eyes, and sighed: "Ah Leopard doesn't have the heart to eat, can I still eat?" ”
"Lady, you have to be more careful at this time." Amber turned her head to Jin Chuan and said, "Don't stay here, go to eat first, and when the little lady wakes up, it will be busy again." In this hospital, no one can get sick anymore. ”
Amber was right, the little lady woke up and saw them like this, and she had to worry again. Poria tugged at Jin Chuan's sleeve and whispered, "Let's go, go and get some hot food for Ah Leopard too." ”
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