24

I have a tablemate who sleeps as soon as I go to class, and a tablemate who only reads miscellaneous books. Suddenly, one day the two of them slept in class, there were three people in a row, and I was the only one listening to the class and studying, and I felt so embarrassed. I picked up the idle book at the same table, and wrote the following sentence on the title page: "If I forget you one day, maybe it is the appearance of another him that makes up for the gap between me and you." ”

It's been a long time since I thought my cousin, the man I thought would live in my heart forever, and I don't think about him anymore. And I think the gap between him has indeed been filled, and it is my new brother who fills the gap.

He said that he would always be by my side, and he said that he was my brother. It's me who simply thinks he's my brother, and I like my brother because he's an older brother. Later, I learned that this was a brother love plot. By the way, I haven't seen my brother for a few days, where's my brother?

As if I had an electrocardiogram, after school that day, I really saw my brother at the school gate, and I was so excited that I ran over and jumped, and the whole person hung on him. Fortunately, he stood firm, otherwise I would have thrown myself at the school gate. He was shocked, he had never made a move, you must know that I didn't even let him hold his hand, and took the initiative to throw himself into his arms today.

"What's wrong? What happened? ”

"It's okay!"

"Then you ......" I jumped off of him, and I couldn't hang up. "I thought about you for a day, and I saw you at night, so good!" "Grinning for a long time, you must be like two fools.

His second monk was confused, and the sun was setting in the east? What a situation! He reacted quickly and led me away. (How do you feel like I'm a dog)

It was the first time I had intimate contact with me since he hugged me three times, and I could see that he was very happy. I'm also very happy, why are people who have been thinking about the day unhappy?

On the way home, I hummed a song all the way, and when I was almost home, he said, "You sing and run." ”

"What?" Please forgive me for being unheard of, only heard of being out of tune, and out of tune? What is a running shot? I looked at him again with a lollipop.

25

When he was about to get home, he pulled over and parked his car, "It's the third year of high school, study hard." After a long time, can you still keep up with your studies? It's been a long time since I've heard you talk about academic performance. I really won't make it up to you, it's better than you are taking classes outside. "Yes, I have several cram schools outside of school, math, physics and English. Several weekends I skipped class to hang out with him.

Once I skipped class and went out to play, I ate too much at noon, and I sat in the car for a long time, I got motion sickness and vomited badly. Fortunately, I couldn't hold back and didn't vomit in the car. Walking and walking, he suddenly asked him to pull over, jumped out of the car and leaned on the tree and vomited, I couldn't stand up when I vomited, he thought I had food poisoning, and took out his mobile phone to call the restaurant where he had just eaten. I vomited so much that I felt that my stomach acid was vomiting out, and I had a very bad attitude when I heard him call, it was the first time I saw him so angry. I reached out and managed to reach his other hand, which hung at my side, and shook it, and he looked down at me. Hung up, brought me water, rinsed his mouth, slowed down, wiped his nose and tears.

"Brother, I'm sick with car, and it has nothing to do with the food."

"You get motion sickness?"

"Hmm"

"So dizzy?"

"You're a good car, it's airtight, and you're too full at noon."

"Then why didn't you find out before, you didn't just get motion sickness today."

"I didn't open the windows before, and the distance was close, so it was better, in fact, every time I got off the bus, I would regurgitate, sometimes retching for a while, sometimes throwing up, today I really ate too much at noon, and I forgot to take the car."

"Why didn't you tell me you got motion sickness sooner"

I stood with my stomach on my feet and said, "It's not a big deal, I don't think there's any need to say it."

He looked at me helplessly, and then at his car, and he must have changed cars, I thought so. "Hold on for a while, it'll be here soon, can you still hold on?"

Although I was very sick from my car, it never affected anything. Before getting on the bus, I took out a lollipop and stuffed it into my mouth, just to change the taste in my mouth. Just finished spitting, this taste in the mouth. (Let's take a look at it for yourself, I won't say much here.) ）

I'm a very awkward person, skipping class to go out to play is usually leaving the city to go to the suburbs, I don't dare to be in the city, I'm always afraid that I will meet acquaintances, no one will believe that he is my brother. He's also used to me, and he can do whatever he wants. During that time, there was a feeling that he was really a relative, and that kind of warmth was something I had never felt. And the others are fake, such as a fake mother, and a fake sister.

When I arrived at the destination, there was still his friend, and this was the first time he took me to meet "people". I never asked about his social connections, nor about his family. I'm a child, he's an adult, I don't think I need to know so much about him, and I stubbornly think that if he wants to say it, he won't ask. If you don't want to say it, it's boring to ask. I'm not who he is, it's called his sister, but what kind of bullshit sister this is, I know it. So I also cherish every minute we have together, and I always feel that one day, my brother will disappear. Sure enough, it didn't take long for it to really disappear.

That's an afterword.

26

He said that this was his best brother, and that he was better than a brother. stepped forward to say hello and bowed 90 degrees, "Hello, my name is Chi Yu." "It's a good name, and indeed, I haven't told him my real name until now. I don't think it's necessary either. The name is the code name, just know he's calling me. As if he never called me by name and didn't know him? I still think it's too fake, so I just ignore it.

I instinctively reject any physical contact with strangers of the opposite sex. His friend looked at me and bowed, and was about to shake hands, but half of his outstretched hand froze. It's not stretched out, it's not retracted, and it's a wry smile. "Hello, my name is Shen Jue." This word was told to me by my brother later, but it was because he said it directly, otherwise I wouldn't know it. I'm an idiot, I can't read all the words, and I'm going to go to college. It's not that people say that when you graduate from high school, you are basically the most awesome time, you know astronomy and geography, you can memorize the periodic law of elements, and you can recite Chinese and foreign history. At this time, I was an out-and-out errand student.

Skipping class, but feeling guilty. The scenery here is beautiful, with blue skies, green grass, flocks of sheep in the distance, and dogs chasing their tails...... Get away from the hustle and bustle of the city and find a quiet place, that's it. That's nice. Relaxed.

They were smoking in the distance, I was teasing the dog, a little milk dog, humming and chirping, there were also dogs on my father's farm, so I wasn't afraid, the dog on my father's farm was bigger, my father named it Xiaohu, my father said that Xiaohu would bite people, and he ran out in the middle of the night and stole the chickens of the neighbor next door. My father didn't know that when he went out in the morning, he met a neighbor, and the neighbor's aunt complained that there were no chickens in the house, and said that the weasel took them. As a result, the father returned to the courtyard and saw Xiaohu with a mouthful of hair. I'm not afraid of such a dog, and I don't have a sense of fear in my hands because of the fluffy stuff in my hand.

At some point, he walked up behind me and pushed me, and I was concentrating on lowering my head to tease the dog, and this push threw me headlong. I am the tease sent to him by God. He couldn't help but laugh, Shen Jue couldn't help it, and laughed wildly. He helped me up again, "I'm afraid you'll go into the ditch"

"You think I'm a ball, huh? Will roll. "Damn, doesn't this mean that I'm fat, I got angry and wanted to hit him, I raised my hand, he dodged, turned around and ran. I'm chasing after me.

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled the land, and on the yellow and green meadows, there were sheep grazing with their heads down, dogs playing and chasing, horses walking leisurely, and I chasing my brother. He suddenly stopped running, and waited for me with open arms, and I kept running without knowing my intentions, and the picture instantly became, I ran into his arms. Well, I ran into his arms by myself.

27

"You, what's wrong with you?"

"Chi Yu? It's not your real name. Come, look. He let go of me, turned my body around me, turned his back to him, and looked in the direction of his finger.

Wow, it's beautiful.

The sunset hangs in the sky, and the gentle orange color that is not dazzling reflects the red sky.

"When you think about it, tell me what your name is." After a slight pause, he said, "I will always be your brother, and I will not leave, until you grow up."

Well, brother, I just want to ask if the posture we are in now is probably not what a brother and sister should have.

He rested his chin on my shoulder, wrapped his arms around me, and whispered in his ear, "Study hard, wait until you finish college, no matter where you go to college, I'll wait for you to come back." "Is this telling me that he will always watch over me? What does it mean when I grow up? And he was like he knew that my university would be out of town, as if he knew that I would leave and never come back.

I turned around and pushed him away, "Brother, I'm like this, I can't get into college." Don't waste national education resources. ”

"In the future, I will do your tutoring until the end of the college entrance examination."

"Huh?"

The beauty of the beauty will never be forgotten for a lifetime.

I am not a gentle person, and my upbringing, the influence of my family environment, and the unconditional worship of my cousin make me more of a tomboy. It's not so much gentle as I have a manly heroic temperament. At this time, I wished that I would become a "little woman", learn to "follow the bird" in his arms, and tell him that my brother I would study hard.

I vaguely felt that he might like me. Not the love of the "older brother". I didn't realize how much I liked him, not my "brother". A sentence suddenly floated in his head, and he lowered his head and muttered to himself: The sun is setting, the sky is full of sunset, who said that I have no home, you are my home.

He heard it. "Yes, I am your home."

My home.

Seventeen and a half years old, rebellious, in my self-consciousness, my family hates me, they don't like me, this family does not tolerate me, I have no home, I have no relatives. I'm a human being. If one day my mother knew what I was thinking, maybe she would have beaten me to death, or maybe she would have been sad. It was hard work to give birth to me and raise me, but I told her that I had no home and no relatives, and I should have never had me in this life. It was too hurtful, but fortunately, her old man never knew what I was thinking at that time.

Shen Jue spoke: "Is it really good for you two to be like no one else?" "Huh. My brother rewarded him with a flying leg. I blushed and hid behind my brother, not daring to stick my head out. That doesn't seem to fit my personality. At that time, I was young and ignorant.

It's not early, I have to pinch some time and rush home, and my mother will call the landline at home to check the post. The three of them walked back, and my brother led me (still thinking I was a dog). It's really warm. The two of them chatted, I didn't interject, and secretly made up my mind to study hard, "work hard for a hundred days", in fact, it is less than a hundred days before the college entrance examination. So much happened in these 100 days that I didn't expect it.