"At that time, Du Yun should have loved her very much."

Such a simple sentence has made my heart crack, and it is so painful that it is difficult to breathe.

At this moment, my phone rang, it was Li Luo calling, and I was a little disappointed.

She asked me where I was, and I didn't tell the truth, just told her it was okay and told her not to worry.

Hanging up the phone, I stared at the phone a little distracted.

Since he ran out, Xue Duyun's call has not come, has he not figured out how to explain, or is he continuing to have fun without caring at all?

"What about Nanxi? Does she love him? ”

Even though I couldn't afford to know the truth, I couldn't help but get to the bottom of it.

Xu Yafei held a cigarette in one hand, took a can of beer in the other, opened it with a snort, and took a sip before speaking slowly.

"In my opinion, Nanxi's love is no less than that of Duyun, but he is inferior and not brave enough."

Low self-esteem, not brave enough, how much like me!

Probably no matter how good a woman is, she will feel inferior in front of Xue Duyun, right? What's more, I'm such an ordinary second-married woman.

In fact, before we met Nanxi, she was already a well-known bar singer. But ten years ago, night bars were still relatively chaotic, and female singers were more disadvantaged when singing in bars, and they were often molested by some drunken customers, so this profession was usually looked down upon. Once, Du Yun couldn't stand it and got into a fight with a guest who was molesting Nanxi, and they met like this. ”

I am reminded of the last violent incident in the blue sea and blue sky.

So at that time, Xue Duyun's anger was not only because he insulted Nanxi, but also because he teased Du Xin and reminded him of his past with Nanxi.

That relationship must be so memorable that after so many years, it will be easily affected by a similar scene.

"Du Yun was admitted to medical school with me at that time, and he was actually forced. Because my grandfather is a doctor, I hope that the children and grandchildren below will also follow to study medicine, I really like to study medicine, but in fact, Duyun is not interested in studying medicine, but is very interested in music, so he started a band in his spare time, and he has to pull me away. ”

I opened my mouth in surprise and stared at him, "So you're also one of the Thorn Birds?" ”

Probably because my reaction was too big, Xu Yafei was a little embarrassed, and played the cigarette ash, "Yes, I am a drummer, and I also compose lyrics." ”

"So you wrote the song "Stay Alive"?"

Xu Yafei looked at me with a smile and nodded.

I've always had a special affection for that song, it's a force on my way up, it's always encouraged me, and now the lyricist is sitting in front of me, and I'm amazed and admired, and I forget about the previous unhappiness for a while.

"You know what? I've always loved this song, and it feels like it was made just for me. ”

Xu Yafei took a puff of cigarette, and his eyes came with a kind of warmth, "I'm very happy to be liked." ”

"But you don't look like a drummer at all." I'll be blunt.

Xu Yafei raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Really?" So what instrument do you think is right for me? ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "I think you should be more suitable for violin, piano and so on, and the drummer always gives me a very wild feeling." ”

"Wild?" Xu Yafei was amused by this word, picked up the remaining half can of beer and drank it dry, swallowed the Adam's apple rolled continuously, and said after putting it down, "Maybe I really have a wild side, but you haven't seen it yet." ”

I frowned, my mind sketching out his wild appearance when he played the drums, but still shook my head, "It's hard to imagine. ”

Xu Yafei chuckled, leaned forward, propped his elbows on the table, and looked at me with interest.

"So you say I chose the wrong hobby? Duyun plays his guitar very well, do you think the guitar suits him? ”

When it comes to guitars, it's a bad memory.

The first time Xue Duyun shook his face in front of me, it was because of the guitar, and now that I think about it, it is not because of the guitar, but because of Nanxi.

My mood went down again, "I haven't seen him play guitar, and he said he wouldn't." ”

Xu Yafei crushed the cigarette butt in the ashtray and sighed lightly, "After Nanxi died, Xue Duyun refused to pick up the guitar again, and the thorn bird was disbanded. ”

So about Nanxi, Xue Duyun has never been relieved.

He Xu said that because he slept with his woman, he would also sleep with him. But Nanxi and Xue Duyun don't love each other very much, how can it be?

"What's going on with Nanxi and He Xu? And why did she commit suicide? I asked.

Xu Yafei shook his head, "Only Du Yun knows about this matter, but he has always refused to say it, but he beat He Xu at school the day after Nanxi's accident, and we guess that Nanxi's death may be related to He Xu." At that time, he beat him very hard, if it wasn't for other classmates calling the leader, He Xu might have been beaten even worse, because the circumstances of this incident were too serious, Du Yun was expelled from the school. ”

I was surprised to think of another similar image.

On the day my mother died, Xue Duyun also beat He Xu in the hospital, punching harder than punch, I thought he was angry for me, but now that I think about it, he has hated him for a long time, not for me.

Thinking of this, I felt depressed, opened a can of beer again, and drank it all in one go. When I put down the can, I found that Xu Yafei was staring at me, and the emotions at that glance were very complicated, like looking at a familiar person.

"Do you love him?" He asked me.

That's a question I want to ask myself.

Do I love him? If you don't love, it shouldn't hurt, right? But if love, when did it begin? I do not know.

I didn't speak, but Xu Yafei smiled faintly as if he already knew the answer, and played with the pull tab of a can on his fingers.

"In fact, Du Yun's expulsion from school is exactly what he wants, and he is not interested in studying medicine in the first place."

"But he didn't continue to make music." I say.

Xu Yafei reopened a can of beer, didn't rush to drink it, his arm hung on a chair next to him, and the line of his neck was beautiful.

I don't know how much he drank, but it was true that he drank on his face, and his face was a little red before he drank much.

"Duyun is a very business-minded person, and now he is also very successful, so he may be right to choose this path of business."

And what about dreams? I didn't ask. Maybe his dreams have all gone with Nanxi!

When people are young, they often put their dreams in a very important position in their hearts, but the full passion will always be slowly worn out in time, and when the thousand sails are over, the impulse to fight for the dream will never come back.

The current Xue Duyun is separated from me by 108,000 miles, I should have seen it clearly, and I shouldn't have hoped for anything.

I think I'm probably the saddest person in the world, why don't the people I meet treat me sincerely?

Later, I drank a lot of wine, and Xu Yafei probably understood my bitterness, so not only did he not persuade me, but also helped me open the beer.

When I couldn't even see Xu Yafei's face clearly, the people at the table next to me suddenly quarreled for some reason. After arguing for a while, he actually started to move, and one of them slammed the wine bottle.

Since we sat relatively close, when the wine bottle smashed on people's heads, a lot of glass slag splashed directly at me, but I was still unfortunately stabbed in the face in time, and a lot of glass slag fell from my body.

Xu Yafei reacted quickly and pulled me up from my seat directly, away from the group of people who were fighting.

"Are you alright?" His brow furrowed as he removed my hand covering my face.

"Am I out of shape?" I was dazed, my legs limped and unsteady, and I was worried about my face.

He stared at me like he wanted to laugh.

"No, but there are glass shards on my body, I need to clean it up, don't move."

He helped me to sit down on a chair on the side, then lowered his head and picked up the glass shards that were sticking to me one by one, on my arms, on my shoulders, on my skirt, everywhere. Xu was afraid of hurting me, so he moved very carefully.

I froze in embarrassment.

When he was done, he draped his blazer over me and helped me out.

The store was already in shambles, and by the time we walked out, the buzzing of police cars came straight for us.

Xu Yafei helped me to the side of the road and stopped a taxi.

After getting into the car, I leaned on the back of the chair as if I had no bones, and Xu Yafei also followed closely and sat beside me.

"Where are you going?" The driver asked.

Xu Yafei looked at me and asked, "Where should I send you?" Is Duyun there? ”

I shook my head, "No, don't go to him." ”

Then I heard Xu Yafei say to the driver, "Dongshikou, wide and narrow lane." ”

The car started and my head swayed as I tried to turn my head sideways to look at him.

"How do you know where I live?"

The light in the taxi was dim, I couldn't see clearly, and I thought he was smiling.

"You told me."

"Is there one?" I patted my head with the palm of my hand, and I couldn't recall it at all.

He grabbed my wrist to stop me from continuing to abuse myself and said, "Yes." ”

After getting out of the car, Xu Yafei helped me to walk into the alley.

I don't know if it's my problem or the road's problem, I always feel like I'm stepping on cotton, if it weren't for Xu Yafei supporting me, I would have fallen on the ground a long time ago.

I knew I was really drunk, and I regretted it, because I was completely crippled when I was drunk.

Fortunately, Xu Yafei is here, and it is quite amazing that I can trust him so much when we meet him for the first time.

But suddenly I remembered what someone had said.

"Xue Duyun told me that women can't get drunk in front of strange men."

I don't know why, I can remember what he said so clearly.

"I'm not a strange man." Xu Yafei said.

Then I smirked, "I know, you're Xue Duyun's cousin." ”

Xu Yafei suddenly stopped, "Xiaoyu, you really don't remember me?" ”

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