Chapter 8: I'm at a Corner
"That's my fault!"
I was so angry, I didn't care who was in front of me, I pulled my hair and was a little crazy, and yelled at Yang Wang: "You don't understand, you don't understand anything at all, I already knew that Liu Mengzi and her stepfather had a heart for her, but I was busy with the college entrance examination and delayed this matter, I didn't expect it...... I didn't expect her stepfather's bastard to teach her repeatedly, Liu Mengzi didn't dare to tell her mother about this, only I knew about it, they all thought it was depression that hurt her, but it was actually me, it was me! It's me who didn't do my job as a teacher, it's me who ignored her feelings, I should have ...... a long time ago."
"Yan Huan!"
Yang Wang hugged me in a panic and took me into his arms.
He didn't call me teacher, he called me by name, advised me to calm down, and repeated it again with great sincerity.
"It's not your fault."
I finally couldn't hold back my tears and fell into his arms with tears in my eyes.
Yang Wang took me to see a psychiatrist, the doctor said that I was too excited because of this matter, and gave me a few tranquilizers, but I still couldn't step through this hurdle in my heart, Liu Mengzi jumped off the building This matter immediately appeared on the local news, and the Academic Affairs Office also urgently convened a meeting to recall me to the school because of this matter, which damaged the reputation of the school, and Director Li of the Academic Affairs Office had opinions on me as a rookie who had just taken office. This meeting was originally a criticism of me, and Director Li's approach was completely superfluous, but I didn't say anything from beginning to end, quietly listened to their discussions, and waited until they really discussed a result, and then I was able to lift my spirit.
"Teacher Yan."
Director Li will habitually glance to the right when he speaks, which is a habit he has developed after many years of teaching, and when he talks to me, he will always bring an unnatural tone of preaching, and said with a strained face: "Your students jumped off the building The impact on the school is very bad, after the discussion of the education department, it was finally decided to revoke your teaching certificate, cancel your teaching work, and not reapply for teacher certification within five years, do you have any questions about this result?" ”
"Nope."
I shook my head.
I had already thought about it before I came, and I accepted it no matter what the outcome would be.
Director Li looked down on me for so long, and it was rare for me to show an expression of appreciation again because of my knowledge, he raised his eyebrows and handed me the final result: "If there is no problem, then sign it." ”
I stretched out my hand and signed.
Some numbness.
A few people came to the Education Bureau to go through the motions, but in the end the matter was suppressed, and the hot search was withdrawn in just one day, everything was as if it had never happened, except for Liu Mengzi, who never came back.
In this way, I was kicked out of the teaching position that I had been dreaming of for a long time, and I had not had time to show my ambitions.
When I moved out of the faculty dormitory, I didn't have any contact with anyone and left secretly.
I was alone in Shanghai, and I had little luggage, so I packed it away in two large suitcases.
It is not easy to find a house in Shanghai, I just lost my job, cut off my financial resources, and even have to save on food, the 200,000 yuan given to me by Yang Guoxiong has been deposited in my father's medical card, and the money I hold in my hand is very small, and I have one less meal.
There was no choice but to be cheeky and find Jiang Yingying.
She is my college classmate, and for the sake of her classmates, she is the only person I can think of.