Text Chapter 149 (No Cure Life!) Humiliated and mourned, Zhining went to death
Zheng Kai on the stage was snorting, and the audience heard Xiang Yu shouting: "Ambulance." I can't help but feel like I'm playing, and I can't stop laughing. Xiang Yu had already taken off his robe, wrapped Yu Ji's neck, jumped off the stage with Yu Ji in his arms, grabbed the road, and ran all the way to the door of the auditorium.
"Blood... Lin Wenxi looked at the blood stains sprinkled on the ground, his heart seemed to be violently slashed, and tears burst out of his eyes: "You fool! ”
"Gu Xi, Gu Xi, I'm your mother!" Zheng Kai ran wildly all the way, and the sweat stains on his face stained the makeup paint in a colorful way.
"Blood bank ischemia... The doctor wiped his sweat: "There are so many conditions in your class... Drowned, pregnant... Now there's another one who cuts his neck... ”
Zheng Kai couldn't have imagined that the prop sword was replaced by Gu Xisheng's real sword with Cold Light Shimmer, only the martial arts team hid a few real swords, and he didn't know how Gu Xi got it out, how he replaced the props unconsciously.
"Smoke mine, smoke as many as you want." Zheng Kai said sharply. Gu Xi also had blood transfusions for him in the past, and he knew that the blood types of the two were the same.
Blood flowed out of Zheng Kai's arm little by little, bag after bag. Gu Xi had fallen into a coma due to ischemia, and his pale face was like tissue paper, which was unbearable. His breath, like a candle in the wind, could disappear at any moment.
"I'm sorry!" Zheng Kai buried his head deeply.
Zheng Kai still remembered Gu Xi's cold eyes at that time, filled with deep despair.
That night, Zheng Kai kept vigil until late at night, still haunting his father's death in his heart, Gu Xi couldn't help but persuade a few words, Zheng Kai didn't say a word, and dragged Gu Xi into a group of bathrooms.
Zheng Kai didn't know what he was doing, he remembered Chen Wanxin's gentleness when she took care of herself, remembered that Chen Wanxin left decisively when she knew that Zhao Yuan had an accident, and remembered that when she said goodbye, Chen Wanxin's smile to herself went back to the past.
And the person in front of him who has been taking care of, following, pestering, sticking to himself, and annoying himself is the person he doesn't want to hurt the most, he can't frown at him, he can't yell at him, but he never understands how much he hates it, hates all this!
Repeatedly forbearing, but this man kissed his lips deep in the middle of the night, how shameful, how disgusting!
Why isn't this person Wanxin!
Zheng Kai was hysterically furious.
That night was too unusual, the thunder was unusual, the rain was unusual, and Zheng Kai's hideous face was very terrifying. Gu Xi was stripped naked, shivering all over, he almost begged Zheng Kai to let him go, but Zheng Kai stabbed him into his body with something like an iron rod.
"It hurts! Zheng Kai, let go of me! ”
Desperately hard.
The arm was bitten deeply, but the pain stimulated Zheng Kai's fighting spirit even more.
"Zheng Kai, I beg you, I have already put it down... I just want to be friends with you ... Brothers... ”
Shameful! What friends bro! You're just as shameful as my dad!
Blood suddenly seeped out and fell to the floor, but Zheng Kai didn't notice it.
It's like blood in my heart is flowing out.
Until he was numb, until he was paralyzed and could no longer say anything.
Gu Xi even thinks that he is very happy to be able to use it as Zheng Kai's venting tool. Gu Xi persuaded himself, and also lied to himself that he was happy. The warmth of Zheng Kai's body left his trembling body, and the cold words in the end completely shattered the lie he had told himself: "Isn't this what you want?" Lao Tzu gave it to you! You're good to go. ”
This is what I want, this is what I want after eight years of waiting! You don't like boys to be girly, I've always learned how to be a man, you don't like boys to be fragile, I never shed tears in front of you, always smile.
"Zheng Kai!" Gu Xi was actually laughing.
Gu Xiyuan opened his eyes and smiled, endured the numbness of his feet, slowly walked out of the door, and fainted in the rain outside the door.
It's like going back in time, so many years ago, on a cold and rainy night, Gu Xi held the life-saving blood medicine box and fell into a piece of mud...
When Zheng Kai went to help Gu Xi buy lunch and returned to the hospital, Gu Xi had already left. He asked his mother Guo Ciyun, and Guo Ciyun said lightly: "I only advised him not to report the case, and he just... ”
Zheng Kai thought that he would never see Gu Xi again, but he didn't realize that Gu Xi came back from nowhere.
It's just that Zheng Kai knows that Gu Xi is still alive, but Gu Xi is dead again.
He never said a word again, but he still sent his coat over on a cold night.
Zheng Kai didn't understand.
He suddenly remembered what Lin Wenxi said at his father's funeral at that time: "Ask the world, what is love, and teach life and death to make promises." ”
Is this love, my father taught him what boys should and shouldn't be like since he was a child.
Zheng Kai hissed and laughed.
When Gu Xi woke up again, he was surrounded by classmates.
Zheng Kai, who had a scruffy beard, an oily complexion, and a pale face with bloodshot eyes, was still holding his hand. Lin Wenxi, who was beside him, was also haggard and inhuman, and when he saw that he woke up, he was already in tears.
Lin Wenxi blamed himself deeply.
In Gu Xi's dormitory, he found Gu Xi's expulsion notice, and with the origami notice, many things gradually surfaced.
Gu Xi was absent from school for two weeks in a row without any reason. didn't listen to the advice of the class leader, and slapped the class leader next door, all because the class leader privately said that the two boys in a certain class behaved ambiguously. Gu Xi was reprimanded by the counselor, and even hugged the counselor in front of the public and kissed him fiercely, which scared the counselor and a big man to panic and make a fool of himself in public, and almost fell out with his girlfriend.
"In the end, it was the dean of the college who talked to Gu Xi about it, but he heard the movement of the boss in the office of the college building, and after a while, the door of the office opened, and the dean of academic affairs ran out sweating profusely, shouting in his mouth that it was terrible. I later asked Gu Xi what happened, Gu Xi said that he just pinched the dean's balls a few times, which was quite comfortable, and the dean of provost still stood and enjoyed it for a while before running away... Shu Xiaoman said.
"Gu Xi asked me not to bother you with things, you have been so busy lately that you are often not in the dormitory, I want to tell you several times, but there is always no chance."
All this, as Gu Xi's confidant and friend, is as if he is deaf and blind, and he realizes it later.
Lin Wenxi took Gu Xi's hand, tears falling like rain.
"Wenxi, if you lose weight again, it will dry up." As soon as Gu Xifu finished speaking, tears fell.
"Some people, it's not worth waiting, don't wait, okay?"
"Don't be like me... Gu Xi said, slapping Zheng Kai's hands fiercely, but those big hands just pinched Gu Xi and didn't let go.
"Beat me to death, Gu Xi." Zheng Kai said: "You can do whatever you want from me." ”
Gu Xi looked around at everyone and smiled contemptuously: "Really, everyone, have you heard it?" ”
Lin Wenxi hurriedly covered Gu Xi's mouth: "Gu Xi, don't say it, embarrass yourself and embarrass yourself... Take care of your illness first. ”
Gu Xi shook Lin Wenxi's hand away: "If you cure the disease, you can't cure your life!" There are times in life when you have to have it, and when there is no time in life, don't force it. Someone's father has left a last word, that person, even if he really loves you... What can be! ”
"Zheng Kai! I want you, kiss me in public! Would you like to? Gu Xi smiled coldly.
Zheng Kai frowned slightly, leaned over, pursed his lips, closed his eyes and held his nose, and then moved his heart to Gu Xi's mouth.
"Don't!" Lin Wenxi grabbed Zheng Kai fiercely and said to Gu Xi: "Each other, leave some leeway." ”
"I just want it! I just want it! Gu Xi shouted loudly.
"Zheng Kai, you go out, you all go out, I'll accompany Gu Xi!" Lin Wenxi shouted loudly, looking around at everyone, he was desperate to find that Zhao Yuan was not there.
After everyone dispersed, Gu Xi turned his face away and ignored Lin Wenxi.
"He forces himself to do what he doesn't want to do in public, and your business will soon spread. Zheng Kai's biggest knot in his life is probably the evil consequences that his Uncle Zheng planted for him in the past! If it goes on like this, even if he feels guilty now and forces himself, if he goes down, you will really be finished, and there will be no room for maneuver at all! Lin Wenxi said sadly.
"What more wiggle room do I have? Can things get any worse? I'd rather just have his false gentleness than be an ordinary friend for the rest of my life and watch him suffer! Gu Xi sneered.
"Gu Xi! Don't think I don't know! You're here to set him free! You're still thinking only about getting rid of him! You want to counteract what he has done, so that you don't owe anything to him, don't you? I want him to owe you! Lin Wenxi said fiercely.
"Heh, what about Zhang Dong, does Zhang Dong still owe you?" Gu Xi asked with a smile.
"Zhang Dong... Lin Wenxi was silent for a while.
Gu Xi said slowly with an expressionless face, and Lin Wenxi realized that the pain and sins he suffered back then should be several times greater than Gu Xi's body.
"At that time, I also asked you, how do you feel about Zhao Yuan like that to you... I thought it would be very happy ... But I,Why do I feel that I only have the urge to die... I hate ... Wenxi, I hate... But... In the end, how can I hate it... Gu Xi cried.
Lin Wenxi couldn't help but hug Gu Xi, tears streaming straight down.
"I am ... I really want to be friends with him, forget about the past, I just want to... I just want to accompany him, but God won't even give me such an opportunity now! Gu Xi suddenly coughed violently.
"Stop talking, get some rest." Lin Wenxi gently patted Gu Xi's back, and his heart was already painful.
"I can't hate him, I can only hate myself... I want to tell him that I don't blame him, but I can't open my mouth! Even if I don't blame him, he can't let go of himself, why doesn't he even give me a chance to be a friend? I just want to die, why save me? Gu Xi cried endlessly.
"Zheng Kai, you won't really do him, will you?" Outside, Wang Xiang couldn't help but blurt out, and immediately regretted that his intestines were blue.
A loud slap fell on Wang Xiang's face, Zhang An'an's face was full of anger, and his chest rose and fell violently in anger.
"Well played!" Wang Xiang said hatefully, immediately opened his bow left and right, slapped himself several times, and rushed out of the crowd.