She mechanically entered the door, sat down, and watched Lin Nanhan close the door, walked to her and sat down.

In order to give herself courage, she grabbed the water cup on the coffee table and poured a few sips of cold boiled water before stopping and slowly opening her mouth.

"Lin Nanhan, I thought we had made it clear two years ago! Since you still don't understand, then I'll say it again!

I've always thought of you as my best friend, two years ago and now, so there's no way I'm going to be with you. ”

"Why can't it be! We've known each other since we were kids, and we're better suited to be together than anyone else!" He reluctantly retorted to her.

Su Zhiyin was stunned by his question, what he said was the truth, the two of them have indeed known each other since childhood.

But the problem is also here, probably really too familiar, she never thought of him and her boyfriend together......

"It's because we've known each other for so many years that I don't want to ruin the relationship between us!"

After a pause, she continued, "You see, everything was fine before you didn't confess to me, but then what happened? Everything has changed, and when the two of us meet, they either quarrel or are silent, and there is still a little bit of the tacit understanding of the past.

So, isn't it good to leave some room for each other and be ordinary friends? ”

Her attitude was resolute, Lin Nanhan's heart instantly lost his heart, he was uneasy, and tried to pull her hand but was dodged by Su Zhiyin in time.

In an instant, his eyes were like ashes, and he squatted on the ground, and the pain in his eyes could no longer be hidden......

"Yinyin, I'm sorry, I can't do it!" He looked at her with begging eyes, and when he saw that she was unmoved, he moved his knee to her side again before he continued,

"In the past two years, I haven't seen you and haven't contacted you. I forced myself to calm down, I thought I was fine. But when I see you with others, I go crazy with jealousy, I can't treat you as an ordinary friend!"

Yinyin, I'm sorry, I'll never quarrel with you again, I'll listen to you, okay? ”

Su Zhiyin was frightened by his actions! has known each other for more than 20 years, when did Lin Nanhan not be high?

The boy with a perverse temperament in his memory is him, the high-spirited boy is him, and the man in the shopping mall is also him.

However, she had never seen such a humble and fragile Lin Nanhan in front of her, begging for her Lin Nanhan in pain.

Even when he was rejected by her two years ago, he was shocked, angry, and hurt, but he never showed such a desperate look.

Su Zhiyin's heart tightened when he saw it, and he couldn't bear to say a word of refusal anymore.

Yes, she was soft-hearted and shaken, and from beginning to end, she never thought of hurting Lin Nanhan.

For this person who fought for her since she was a child, ate spicy food with her, and silently accompanied her through the darkest time of her life, she did not allow anything to hurt him, why did she hurt him first.

Guilt and self-blame crept through her, and she was on the verge of compromise. But the next second, she hesitated.

She knew that between them, friendship, habits and even family affection were there, but there was no reason to be together.

She asked herself, did she hate him? Of course not. Do you like it? I didn't think about it, and I didn't dare.

Love, what an ethereal thing, it's better for her not to be contaminated......

So she turned her head, stopped looking at him, calmed down, and opened her mouth with difficulty,

"Lin Nanhan, do you know? When my parents divorced, I hated them very much, obviously they had such a good relationship, why did they suddenly become strangers?

So I never thought about starting a relationship with anyone, even if that person was you, and I didn't want to end up like them. ”

If she hadn't been forced to do it today, she would definitely not have said these things to him, after all, who wants to tear open the scar for others to see!

Even after many years, the scar is no longer on the surface, and it will still bleed and hurt when it is uncovered again.

After saying these words, Su Zhiyin seemed to be drained of all his strength. I didn't expect him to answer, and buried my head in the pillow.

Hearing her refusal again, Lin Nanhan lowered her hands like a prisoner who had been sentenced to death in court.

But her next words made him gradually raise his head, and his expression changed from pain to surprise, distress, and finally replaced by deep remorse.

He thought that he still didn't know her well enough, otherwise how could he ignore her feelings!

The divorce of Su Zhiyin's parents was a devastating blow to Su Zhiyin.

still remembers that since then, Su's father began to run around all the year round and no longer go home, and Su's mother has her own family, so her concern for her has naturally decreased a lot.

At that time, Su Zhiyin seemed to be the only one by his side.

He remembered that she was so sad that she didn't have a smile for almost many days, that she had lost a lot of weight, and that she stopped chattering when she was with him.

At first, he was not at ease, so he stayed with her. But then it seemed that she suddenly saw it, and she also changed back to the cheerful Su Zhiyin before, and he was relieved when he saw her happy.

He was too careless to realize that her sudden change was just because she had learned to disguise herself and no longer show her feelings in front of others.

Lin Nanhan felt extremely guilty, he blamed himself for failing to take care of her, and leaving her when she needed her most, making her lose hope and never want to believe him anymore.

After a long silence, Su Zhiyin suddenly raised his head.

I found him squatting on the ground, his head hanging too low to see the expression on his face.

Su Zhiyin didn't know if he listened to his words and became calm, or if his words were too heavy and made him angry, she opened her mouth to call him nervously,

"Lin Nanhan, you, are you okay?"

"I'm sorry, Otone, I'm sorry......" After a long time, he finally looked up at her, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse as if it had been soaked in wine.

Su Zhiyin was frightened by his appearance and wanted to ask him what was wrong, but suddenly heard a knock on the door.

The two looked at each other, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening at this moment, who would knock on the door at this time?

Su Zhiyin stood up first, walked over gently, leaned on the cat's eye and looked out, the light in the corridor was broken, and it was pitch black, and nothing could be seen.

Probably this door is too old, the door was blown by the wind, maybe a typhoon is coming, she thinks maybe the two of them have too much mood swings just now, too nervous.

She was about to go back to the sofa, but the knock on the door sounded again, this time, Su Zhiyin was close, she was sure that someone was really knocking on the door,

"Who?"

No one responded, she was about to open the door to take a look, and as soon as her hand touched the doorknob, she was pulled behind by Lin Nanhan, who was following closely.

The door opened, and the light in the room slowly illuminated the corridor, but there was not even a figure outside the door.

Lin Nanhan pushed Su Zhiyin into the house and walked out by himself......