Everything that could be smashed in the house smashed to the ground, and Song Qi made a hole on the corner of his eyebrows, and the blood flowed straight down into Le's eyes. Huo Zuo struggled in pain, raised his leg to kick the bed board, and all the wounds on his body collapsed during the movement. He said, "Let go of Lao Tzu." Tell you to let go and hear it! ”

"Don't Mr. Huo, you bear with it, just bear with it, just bear with it!" Song Qi pressed him, his hands were full of blood, and he couldn't support it.

"You're a! Let go of Lao Tzu! Otherwise, believe it or not, I'll shoot you! You let go! ”

"You bear with me, Mr. Huo, Mr. Huo!"

Huo Zuo struggled so much that the green tendons on his neck were raised, and his hands were grabbed indiscriminately, almost not strangling Song Qi's neck. As soon as Zhao's mother put everything else on the bed down, there was a layer of bloody mattress left, which was crumpled and curled up. In terms of physical fitness, even if Song Qi is younger than Huo Zuo, where can he be an opponent with the other party, a guy who has been crawling out of the pile of dead people. When he was about to despair, another person rushed over and shackled Huo Zuo into his arms. Song Qi breathed a sigh of relief and stood up straight beside the bed, wiping the corner of his forehead with his hand raised, not knowing whether the blood was his own or Huo Zuo's.

Shen Yigong hugged Huo Zuo on the bed and shouted at Song Qi: "Hurry up and find me a rope!" ”

"Hey, hey!" Song Qi hurriedly turned around and saw Xiao Qiang standing at the door of the bedroom in a daze, looking at the people in the room at a loss. Song Qi didn't have time to explain so much to this young man, and when he went out from him, he shouted downstairs: "Mother Zhao, where is the rope!" ”

Shen Yigong, the head of the house, used all his strength to hold him down, Huo Zuo's mouth was full of nonsense, and he shouted like crazy: "Get out, you fuck!" ”

"Huo Zuo, listen to me."

He struggled and rolled over: "I'll let you go!" ”

"Huo Zuo, I want you to look at me, you calm down and look at me!"

"Get out, Shen Yigong, you get out of me!"

"Huo Zuo!"

"Get out, get out of here, get out of here—"

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a cold sound in the room.

"Smack-"

This slap made the man who had been completely controlled by the drug addiction seem to have finally fallen to the ground. Shen Yigong held his cheek and roared bitterly at him: "You sober up and look at me, Huo Zuo, if you really suffer I'll give it to you, I'll give you what you want, isn't it just a big smoke, I'll give it to you." ”

The man's lips trembled, and he leaned over and hugged the other tight. Huo Zuo lay there embarrassed, blood and tears mixed together, he closed his eyes and muttered, "Don't ......"

"Then you'll have to carry it." Shen Yigong raised his hand and brushed those bloodstained hair back for Huo Zuo, he lowered his head against the other party's forehead, "Okay?" Carry it. ”

"I'm carrying, I won't smoke ......" Huo Zuo looked at his eyes weakly, and finally completely collapsed under this embarrassment, raising his hand around his neck, "But I hurt." ”

Shen Yigong's heart felt as uncomfortable as if he had been pricked by a needle. He hugged Huo Zuo tightly as if he was rubbing people into his bones, and the blood slowly seeped out from between his fingers, and his sackcloth was also wet, and when he reacted, he didn't know whether the sticky sweat or blood on the two of them should be.

Song Qi finally went upstairs and rushed in with a rope in his hand: "The rope is here!" "But looking at the situation in the house, I don't know what to do for a while. Shen Yigong hugged Huo Zuo and gave him a look, asked him to put the rope on the edge of the bed, turned his head and kissed Huo Zuo's hair, and gently put him on the bed, who was already semi-unconscious, and muttered: "I still have to take some medicine, otherwise it is not a way to resist so hard." ”

From beginning to end, Xiaoqiang stood by the door and watched. I just looked at it like that, and didn't say a word. It wasn't until Shen Yigong stood up and walked to the door to go out that he didn't open his mouth and shouted, "Dad!" ”

Shen Yigong stopped and turned his head.

The young man glanced at the bed, hesitated and asked, "Who is he?" ”

The man stood in the long corridor with his back lit, and he couldn't find a suitable word to answer the young man's question for a while. He licked his lips and suddenly smiled again, if not very relieved, but more or less a smile. He rubbed Xiaoqiang's head and said, "Master." ”

It's not so easy to quit smoking, and the pain is just the beginning. When the doctor came back, he prescribed a tranquilizer, saying that Huo Zuo still had injuries on his body, and it would not be a matter if he kept doing this, so he would take two puffs and heal the injuries on his body first. At that time, Huo Zuo was a little sober, with a pale face and the doctor shook his head: "I won't smoke." ”

The doctor didn't have a clue when he heard this: "But if you commit another addiction, do you want to die?" ”

"I don't want to die, I don't smoke."

The doctor could only look at Shen Yigong's side. The other party was also helpless: "He is so determined, so be it." I asked Mother Zhao to arrange a place for you to live, and I will count the money for you in the past few days. ”

Boss Shen arranged it like this, and the doctor could only stay.

In the evening, Zhao's mother opened a small stove for Mr. Huo alone, but he had a bad appetite, so he ate a little, and took the rest back to the kitchen. There was no chaos at night, but at three or four o'clock in the morning, Huo Zuo became addicted again, and let Shen Yigong hold on to it. When it hurt, Huo Zuo bit directly on the tendon and flesh of his shoulder, and he bit out a mouthful of blood.

The man didn't even hum more.

When he lost his strength and sweated back on the bed, Huo Zuo leaned on Shen Yigong's arms with his hands, his eyes squinted weakly, and he said slowly: "I'm like this...... It's a shame. ”

“…… Well. ”

Huo Zuo chuckled and let himself curl up in the other party's arms like this, it was shameful enough, what was it like this? He said, "Over the years, I've thought of you. ”

Shen Yigong lowered his head to look at him, looked at his long eyelashes trembling slightly and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face: "What do you think of me?" ”

"I think you were embarrassed when you first met, and I think you were teased by You Yiman when you went to Qingyuan Restaurant at that time. I think your eyes were ......," he looked up, his hand slowly crawling along the man's chin toward his, his fingertips rubbing over his lips and then over the tip of his nose, "you have a pair of eyes that are bright and frightening." At that time, every time I was watched and stared at by you, I always thought, what am I going to do to this boy? ”

"You were my everything then. Light in my eyes? yes, what do you think I was looking at at that time? ”

Shen Yigong looked at him.

"I'm looking at my whole world."

When Huo Zuo was about to retract his hand, his wrist was grabbed. He didn't want to look back at the other party's gaze, but he still told him truthfully: "You were better than anything else in those years." ”

"Is this 'good' all you say about me?"

"This 'good' also just shows how 'bad' you did later for me."

"You think it's my fault?"

"At least you should be thankful that I didn't shoot you on the spot. Do you know how many people have betrayed me and died later? You're alive, and you owe me a debt of gratitude. ”

Shen Yigong sighed, he let go of the hand holding Huo's left wrist, and finally didn't start: "What do you want me to thank you?" Thank you for turning my feelings into the most insignificant pawns in the end? Thank you for teaching me a good lesson, that it is okay to sacrifice the means for the sake of profit, even if it is to sacrifice the lives of the most ordinary people? ”

Huo Zuo raised his hands: "I don't want to quarrel with you about this." ”

"This is where our biggest problem lies. You have your way, I have mine, even if I owe you and I pay it back, but I will not be 'grateful'. ”

"That's what I owe you? I owe you a response to love when you were young and ignorant? Or do I owe you a word of sorry? Or is it an acknowledgment of you? Haven't I helped you much over the years, Shen Yigong, I'm shameless enough to help you. ”

"You feel like you're giving me alms from beginning to end. You are my master, you have given me everything, taught me martial arts, helped me climb up step by step, gave me money to lend me connections, so that I can have everything one day. You don't think you owe me anything, Huo Zuo. ”

They were separated from each other in bed, no longer close together. Shen Yigong suppressed his voice and told him word by word: "I have come step by step to the present, I hope you can look up to me." I prove to you that I have my own ambitions, I have my own responsibilities, my goals, my beliefs! ”

"I haven't denied what you've said."

"But the most basic respect, please give me!"

Huo Zuo sat at the head of the bed, he tilted his head, and his eyes inexplicably revealed half an inch of grievance. Maybe quitting smoking made him confused, or maybe he broke down and struggled and lost his original pride. He broke the silence in a hoarse voice and asked, "...... Don't you think that I love you? ”

With a short sentence, he shattered the wall that Shen Yigong had just erected.

"Haven't you thought about how much pain you've done for me?"

His eyes turned red, and tears rolled down his cheeks as he closed them.

"You're just making me suffer, hard to endure. I know I've done a lot of things wrong, but there are some things I don't have the right to say I regret. You are wronged, because I am older than you, I am your master or something, do you insist that I am hard-hearted? Huo Zuo tried to take a deep breath and retched again, he raised his head and asked him, "Then what is the difference between you and those guys who think I'm a monster?" ”

Shen Yigong suddenly changed back to the overwhelmed appearance of a teenager at this moment. He looked at the tears on the other person's face, and raised his hand but didn't know what to do. He comforted the other party in a panic and even jerky, and explained randomly and clumsily: "I—I don't think so." Huo Zuo...... I don't, no...... I didn't think it was you monster or anything. ”

"I don't respect you, why do I do so much. Am I going crazy for more than a decade? Obviously, he was talking ruthlessly, but the tears fell uncontrollably, "What do you want to say about your misunderstanding and disrespect, your betrayal and indifference?" Why are you to blame me for everything? Your feelings are feelings, then mine is nothing! Is your love worthless if you love me! ”

What else can Shen Yigong do?

The only thing he could do was kiss him. Even though his lips were still trembling, tears were still flowing into his mouth, even though he still had no strength in his body, the speed of his heartbeat was inexplicably touched.

He never expected that one day he would be able to touch each other so intimately, and he thought that from now on, strangers would become the daily routine of the two of them. But now he holds the person firmly in his arms, and he still has the opportunity to whisper to the other party: "Then I have a chance...... Have you ever started all over again? ”