Chapter 381: What is Meaning

In the illusion, the man who looked the same as me told me that if I fused with Jian Ning's soul, I would regret it...

Now Luo Yu's words, aren't they just confirming the words of the man who looks the same as me?

"When I was on earth, I knew you would make a choice, so I didn't come to stop you. Because if you hadn't made the wrong choice, the world wouldn't have fallen, and you wouldn't have come to the underworld... And in front of you is another choice. I tell you very obviously, if you want to make up for it, marry Feng Qianqiu, and things will go in a good direction. But... If you insist on making mistakes again and again, things will go in a worse and worse direction. ”

Luo Yu looked at me and said lightly...

The words she said were all mysterious, although she was so conclusive, but it was so ethereal.

I smiled bitterly, looked at Luo Yu and said, "Luo Yu, do you mean it?" As long as I don't marry Feng Qianqiu, I have made a wrong choice. Because of my wrong choice, my life will get worse and worse? ”

Luo Yu nodded heavily...

I laughed, "Do you think my life isn't bad enough?" Master, I've fallen from the human world to this side... Isn't the worst outcome to be a lost soul... You've said so much about what you don't have, it's just for your own selfish desires..."

"My lusts?" Luo Yu said to me with some surprise.

I smiled slightly, and then said to Luo Yu, "If you are really selfless, you obviously know that my choice will make so many people die miserably, and you still don't stop me?" Still watching by my side, following the development of events... And your purpose is so that I can enter the underworld and then marry Feng Qianqiu? ”

When Luo Yu heard my words, he instantly became speechless.

I smiled awkwardly, and to be honest, I was in a terrible mood.

Regardless of the truth of what Luo Yu said for the time being, one thing has been certain. Luo Yu knows a lot of things, he approached me for today?

I have a feeling of being betrayed and taken advantage of... The reason why I came to Luo Yu was because I was afraid that she would be in dire straits, but she was very good, much better than I thought... Even when I came to her, she had already calculated... It's all my own doing.

I smiled and stood up, and said to Luo Yu, "Okay, since you are good, then, I should also go." ”

With that, I smiled wryly and walked to the door.

"Think about what I'm saying!" Luo Yu's cold tone was similar to that of commanding me, as if it had ignited the most sensitive fire in my heart.

My emotions were out of my control, and I suddenly stayed where I was. looked at Luo Yu coldly, and was furious in his heart... The scene of corpses strewn across the field, the cries of babies, and the cries of women seemed to ring in my ears all at once.

"Consider? What do you want me to do? Do you already know what the future holds? And then induce me to take a path that you can already see? How can I trust you? "I didn't growl, I kept my voice so low that at last I couldn't make any sound from my throat...

"You obviously didn't understand what I was saying, and I'm helping you... I never wanted to hurt you. Luo Yu saw that my mood was wrong, and only then did he realize that I might have misunderstood what she meant.

"If you really want to help me, you should have told me these things earlier. Tell me long before I fused Jian Ning's soul... Of course, it's not your fault either... It's a choice I made. Since it's a choice I made, let me make it up to myself in my own way. I looked at Luo Yu coldly and said.

"Qi Xiao! Did you understand me... Do you know how much risk I am taking to say these things to you? If it weren't for that person, I wouldn't have told you. Luo Yu, who had always been gentle and elegant, also stood up and said to me in a hurry.

"That person? Who is it? I sneered and asked Luo Yu.

"I can't tell you." Luo Yu's face was slightly embarrassed and said to me.

"You can't even be honest with me, so why should I trust you? That's it, as if we've never met... Don't spoil some of the good images we have in one another. I said to Luo Yu.

"How did you become like this!" Luo Yu said to me in disbelief.

Obviously, this time the meeting didn't go in the direction she imagined...

"I don't know how I got like this, and I don't know why you became like this. I really wish I hadn't come here. After finishing speaking, I didn't pay attention to Luo Yu anymore and went straight out of the door.

Luo Yu's words faintly came from behind him, "If you don't listen to me, you will regret it." ”

I laughed self-deprecatingly, in my life, do I regret less things?

Seeing that I walked out with a pale face, Song Zhaolin and Feng Qianqiu hurriedly chased after me and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I glanced at Song Zhaolin and forced a smile, "I don't know what's wrong." ”

Feng Qianqiu looked at me for a while, but he didn't dare to interject. Then he whispered to Song Zhaolin, "You are optimistic about him." After that, I went to find Luo Yu.

I walked straight out, so depressed that I didn't even want to sit in the carriage at the door. Just want to walk around... Actually, I know that I don't hate Luo Yu...

I hate myself... If it's really as Luo Yu said, it's because of my choice... It has led to the misery of such creatures in the world, so how can my sins be washed away?

And after listening to Luo Yu's words, I became more and more sure that all of this was dominated by someone in the dark. Who is that person? I don't know...

I walked around the calf city for a long, long time, and at first Song Zhaolin asked me what was wrong, but when he saw that I didn't want to speak, he didn't say anything.

He walked with me for a long time, and when he returned to the Feng family, he didn't say a word. Back in his room, Lei Laohu asked Song Zhaolin with some confusion, but Song Zhaolin didn't know.

However, Lei Laohu and Song Zhaolin did not chase after me, but knocked on the door and said to me, "If you are in a better mood, you will find us." What's the matter, and us. ”

I don't know what's wrong, but I'm depressed, like a person with severe depression. I can't help but feel a little funny, these so-called painful things that I have experienced myself can be predicted in the eyes of some people. This reminds me of a movie I watched when I was in the world, I was like the 'Truman' in the movie, I was just a clown who jumped off the beam, thinking that I was walking my own way, but in fact, I was being manipulated all the time.

The curly figure, who had disappeared for a long time, probably sensed the change in my mentality, and said, "Little guy, do you think it's all your fault..."

"Old fellow, why do you keep pretending to be dead." I smiled bitterly and said to the curly shadow.

"In fact, the lives of people, ghosts, and everyone in this world have been fixed. It's like I... Was I born to be a scroll? Of course not... However, I was given this mission to find someone who could change that. And you are the chosen one, and God has given everyone a different responsibility... And you have been endowed with a lot, and these things in the world are not caused by you. It's something that will inevitably happen after the wheel of fate has been run over. If it weren't for you Qi Xiao to make this choice, there would be Li Xiao, Zhang Xiao, and Liu Xiao to do it. This doesn't change because of your choice... Got it? Curly said unhurriedly.

"Then what you mean to say that whatever I do now is meaningless... The direction of fate is actually fixed, no matter how much I flutter... How it should be, or what will happen, right? I asked.

Juan Ming shook his head, very philosophical, and said to me, "For ordinary people, that's it. But for you, it's not... Why does the Scroll appear, and why does the Scroll appear? Why is there a Chosen One? If the appearance of the Chosen One is meaningless, then what is the meaning of this world? ”