Chapter Eighty-Eight: I Want to Live

For seven consecutive days, Yan Liqiang stood aside like an audience in a movie theater, silently watching a series of stories that happened after his death.

When Qian Su begged for his body at the Torture Yamen, he was beside him......

When Shi Dafeng angrily tore up the notice in the National Art Pavilion, he was next to him......

He was beside him as his body was reduced to ashes in the light of the fire......

When Liu Butcher was triumphant in front of his butcher's stall, he was also beside him......

When the old man Lu in Lujiazhuang handed over the portrait he painted of the mountain wind to Lu Peien to burn, he was also still beside him......

He even personally followed Wu's mother to Bao'en Temple, and when he saw that Wu's mother was also living well in Bao'en Temple, he was completely relieved.

The sadness of the relatives and friends around him, and the smug faces of those villains, flashed in front of Yan Liqiang one by one.

Love and snobbery are clearly distinguished at this moment.

In Pingxi City, he was scolded by countless people, and even after his ashes were buried in Baizhang Mountain by Qian Su and others, someone really went to Liuhe Town to inquire where he was buried - everything was guessed by Qian Su.

Ye Xiao and Wang Haofei have become affectionate and righteous young heroes, in Pingxi City, in Huanglong County, speaking of these two people, there is praise everywhere, and he has become a heinous criminal.

The prestige of Ye Tiancheng, the county guard of Pingxi County, also reached a new peak after this incident.

Lord County Guard has a good son who acts bravely, and Lord County Guard's difficult choice at a critical moment, he would rather sacrifice his son than let go of a bad person, so upright, it is simply a blessing for the people of Pingxi County.

Even if Yan Liqiang has been a human being for two lifetimes, the touch that Yan Liqiang has been touched in just a few days is something he has never experienced.

The so-called world is full of people's warmth and coldness, but that's it.

Only in movies and fairy tales, the good guys will win, they will live to the end, and the evil will not prevail over the good, but in fact, in reality, many times, it is the bad guys who will win, and the evil will overwhelm the good.

Straight as a string, on the edge of the road of death, curved like a hook, anti-feudal marquis - the hearts of the people of the world in the past thousand years summed up by the ancestors have almost never changed.

Witnessing all this reversal of black and white, Yan Liqiang's whole person was as if he had undergone a baptism, and suddenly, there was a feeling of enlightenment - of course, if his current state could still be regarded as a human being.

Yan Liqiang doesn't know what he is now, saying that he is alive, his body has turned to ashes, saying that he is dead, but he can still see and hear, be happy and sad...... He vaguely felt that his current strange state was related to the strange boulder in the sea of his consciousness.

As soon as he closed his eyes, the boulder naturally appeared in front of his eyes, and when he opened his eyes, what he saw naturally became what he saw, and the boulder disappeared again, Yan Liqiang tried countless times, and it was like this.

As for how this boulder appeared in his sea of knowledge, Yan Liqiang didn't know, he guessed that it might be the meteor he encountered in his previous life, because that mysterious boulder, sometimes, will turn into the shape of a meteor and fly in his sea of knowledge.

Yan Liqiang also knew that this boulder was not an ordinary thing, it was definitely something that he couldn't think of, but he didn't know how to communicate with this boulder.

The boulder is unpredictable, but always silent, and himself, even if he screams his throat, no matter what he says to the boulder, the boulder does not react at all.

A month after his "death", Qian Su took the initiative to leave the craftsman battalion, "bid farewell to the old man and return to his hometown", left Pingxi County, and disappeared.

At the beginning, Yan Liqiang didn't know that Qian Su had left, but one day when he flew to the craftsman camp, he heard the people in the craftsman camp talking, and he knew that Qian Su had left.

A person as shrewd as Qian Su knew that this matter involved the county guard family when he came out to take care of the aftermath for Yan Liqiang and Yan Dechang, and he had already thought of the risks, so before he could make any moves on the county guard's side, Qian Su took the initiative to fly away and left Pingxi County.

Zhou Tiezhu himself reopened a blacksmith shop in Liuhe Town, took a few apprentices, played the banner of Zhou's sword, and continued to build swords, because of the reputation of the previous Yan family's blacksmith shop, although the banner of Zhou's sword is not as loud as the previous Yan family's blacksmith shop, but the quality of the sword created by Zhou Tiezhu is still guaranteed, and there will still be some customers to buy swords, especially the dog-legged knife left by Yan Liqiang, the market has gradually opened, and the business of Zhou's sword has gradually improved and has a reputation.

A cadre of disciples from Lujiazhuang and Lu Beixin ended their grounding and returned to the Guoshu Pavilion......

Shi Dafeng also left Pingxi County, and his father asked someone to find him a master who opened a martial arts hall in Canggu County, Fengzhou, and continued to learn the arts.

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Everyone's life is going on, returning to the existing track, only Yan Liqiang, who can never go back.

Half a month after Qian Su left Pingxi County, Yan Liqiang also left Pingxi County.

Yan Liqiang's heart was blazing, he was not willing to wander around Pingxi County like a lonely ghost, he wanted to avenge Yan Dechang and himself, and he wanted to restore his body.

He knows that his current state can definitely be changed, not the final result, if his current state cannot be changed, then, it is impossible for him to be a human being in two lives, after being hit by a meteor in his previous life, he should have been floating on the earth like this, so, there must be a way, but he has not found it yet.

Yan Liqiang's first thought was reincarnation.

He guessed that the stone in the sea of consciousness might be able to protect his consciousness and allow him to reincarnate and live again. It's just that the stone doesn't say anything, and Yan Liqiang doesn't know how to enter the process of reincarnation, so he has to try it himself.

If you want to be reincarnated, it is naturally not possible in Pingxi County, because Pingxi County is the largest county guard, if you live again, if you are born, you will be under the rule of Ye Tiancheng, and you will lose a chip by nature, so if you want to be reincarnated, it is best to choose a family outside Pingxi County, preferably a powerful family, in this way, as soon as you are born, you will at least win at the starting line.

It was with this idea that Yan Liqiang began to make continuous attempts, and such continuous attempts made Yan Liqiang completely become a "burglary voyeur" for a long time......

After leaving Pingxi County, during the day, he wandered around almost a thousand miles a day, going to those big cities to find those who looked like wealthy families, and at night, he walked through the walls of those big families and watched the creation rituals of the men and women in person, hoping to trigger the conditions for reincarnation.

In just two months, Yan Liqiang saw more man-making rituals than he had seen on the earth in his previous life, ***** so much so that Yan Liqiang was worried about whether he would have needle eyes even if he was born after successful reincarnation.

The final result was that Yan Liqiang found that no matter how he looked at it and how he observed, it was useless.

This trick didn't work, Yan Liqiang went to approach those pregnant women again, and found that it still didn't work.

In the end, Yan Liqiang even followed those stable women who delivered babies, trying their luck at the scene of giving birth every day, and wandered like this for several months, until Yan Liqiang felt that he could be qualified for the role of obstetrician and gynecologist, but he still couldn't.

Do you have to die yourself to be reincarnated?

Thinking so, Yan Liqiang began to try how to die—thunder, fire, cliff jumping, river jumping...... Anything he could think of, he tried it all and found that it still didn't work, because everything in the material world was like nothing to him, and when it rained heavily, he chased lightning, and lightning could pass through his body, and he wanted to burn, so he simply found a blacksmith's workshop and stood in the iron-making furnace in the workshop for a day, and when he jumped off the cliff, his body would still float in the air, and he wanted to jump into the river, but he was also floating on the water, and he couldn't even hurt himself......

After tossing and turning like this for seven or eight months, Yan Liqiang didn't know how many places he had gone to, how many methods he had tried, but there was still no effect, and he felt like he was going crazy......