Chapter 52: Looking Back in a Dream
At night, Si Nanjin was lying on the bed, whether he opened his eyes or closed them, he could see those eyes full of hope.
Gradually, he began to feel sleepy.
In the dream, a wall full of traces of heat grew patches of green moss, and a child squatted in the corner and cried.
"Oh, how do you have a kid like that?" A beautiful woman walked over and said, "What's wrong with you?" She asked, crouching down.
The child did not reply to her, as if she could not hear her, so she asked again.
"What are you crying about?" The voice is very gentle, and it will not be as big as Xia Muyan's.
The child heard the sound, which did not seem to be familiar, and he looked up and saw a beautiful sister smiling at him.
"Sister, woo woo." He didn't know why, and suddenly called him like that.
Mu Yan smiled, she was full of affinity, she was used to it.
"Tell my sister who bullied you." She asked softly.
Then he reached out tentatively to touch his hair, Si Nanjin was very cute, and his voice was crying, "Sister, me, my father beat me." ”
As if I had found someone to talk to, I finally spoke up.
Mu Yan was a little surprised, "Who is your father?" My sister helps you teach him a lesson, his own children dare to grow up, what kind of father is he. ”
"My father ......," he said, pointing to a castle behind her, "he is the master of it, and he has not treated me well since my mother is gone." ”
Mu Yan looked back, her mood was a little complicated, she never thought that the person who beat this child would actually be him.
"Don't cry." She suddenly didn't know how to comfort him.
Si Nanjin borrowed his strength and threw himself directly into her arms. Mu Yan didn't expect him to make such a move, but she still reached out and hugged him.
patted him on the back, his eyes were always soft, as if he was taking care of his own child, "Little baby, be good, my sister is here, don't be afraid." ”
Si Nanjin hugged her tighter, but unfortunately her hands were short, and no matter how tightly she hugged her, she couldn't hug her.
Mu Yan chuckled and hugged him tighter in his arms, but he was afraid that the little guy in his arms would not be able to breathe, so he relaxed a little.
"Are you feeling better?" She asked, rubbing his soft hair.
He buried his face in her shoulder socket and suddenly said in a muffled voice, "I hate that woman." "She was the one who snatched her mother.
This made Mu Yan not know what to say, but she has always been upright, and she has the character to say something, "Actually, little baby, if I am the woman in your mouth, do you believe it or not?" She asked unnaturally.
He shook his head in her arms, "I don't believe it. "The eyes are very determined.
"Why?" She let go of him and looked at him and asked.
Si Nanjin suddenly smiled, smiling very happily, "Because, my sister feels very warm to me, but that woman is not." At the mention of the woman in his mouth, his face changed suddenly.
Mu Yan didn't know what to say, and rubbed his hair with a smile.
"Well, it's time for my sister to go."
Si Nanjin was a little reluctant to her, and hugged her, "No, you can't go." His eyes were full of reluctance.
Mu Yan was a little embarrassed and said, "But there are people waiting for me over there." ”
"So, when will we meet again."
She smiled, "Soon." "I hope you'll be prepared.
"Okay." Reluctantly watched her departing back until it turned into nothingness.
"Young Master, why are you here?" Steward Chen is looking for him everywhere, but he can make people sad to death.
Si Nanjin turned around coldly, "Let's go." ”
The picture suddenly turned, and it was the day I met her again.
"Nan Jin, when your stepmother arrives, don't make trouble, do you hear?" His father said to him majestically.
He groaned, and handed over his clothes to the servant to tidy up.
Si Zhenting tidied up his tie and came to the full-length mirror to look at his dress.
It was the first time he had seen his father pay so much attention to his dress.
couldn't help but make him hate that woman even more.
The two came to the door of the hall, Si Zhenting looked at the clock, while Si Nanjin looked at the luxurious door that was closed in front of him.
Gradually, it opened a gap, and he couldn't help but gasp.
The door opened more and more, and the bright light from there prevented him from opening his eyes.
He rubbed his eyes, and saw a woman slowly approaching them.
"You're here." Si Zhenting looked at her with a smile.
After Si Nanjin saw the person coming clearly, she couldn't believe it and looked at her with wide eyes.
Mu Yan looked at him with a smile, still so gentle, but the taste inside was quietly changing.
"You ......," he exclaimed.
Si Zhenting gave him a menacing look, afraid that he would upset her.
Mu Yan walked over and touched his head: "Little baby, we meet again." ”
Si Nanjin didn't speak, he couldn't accept this fact, and what he didn't expect was that she would stay here for a few days.
If it was him, he would have been very happy.
In the past few days, whether it is long or short, she has always wanted to find him clearly, but as soon as she saw him, he hid.
She had no choice but to give up.
Si Zhenting also comforted her a few times, but Mu Yan still felt sorry for this child in the end.
Si Nanjin hid in the room, and her small figure was nested in a corner, as if she was very often.
He suddenly took out a small knife that he had prepared and slashed at his wrist.
On the small face, there is a self-deprecation that does not fit the age.
Goodbye, Future.
Mu Yan thought about it for a long time, and felt that it would be better for her to make it clear, but he always shouldn't knock on his door, so he had to call the maid to open the door, but the scene inside almost didn't scare her heart attack.
Her face turned pale, "Go and call 110, go quickly!" She shouted orders to the stunned maid next to her.
The servant hurriedly spread his legs and ran out.
She walked over, hugged him, reached to the tip of his nose tremblingly, tears unconsciously slipped down, and when he was still breathing, she was suddenly happy but couldn't laugh.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." She hugged him and said repentantly.
Si Nanjin heard her voice in a dream, his eyes opened with difficulty, and when he saw that it was her, he said with great difficulty: "I, don't be like this." ”
When he saw her tears, he suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
When Mu Yan heard the sound, he suddenly smiled when he saw that he was awake.
Si Nanjin didn't know what to say in her arms, but she always felt that her arms were very warm, like his mother.
Si Zhenting brought a family doctor to start stopping the bleeding, but fortunately he found it early, otherwise even if the Bodhisattva came, I am afraid he would not be able to save him.
"The young master is bleeding too much and needs a blood transfusion." Said the GP.
Si Zhenting didn't say a word, so he went to the doctor and rolled up his sleeves to give him a pump.
Mu Yan sat on the chair brought by the servant, looking at his little figure and crying.
Si Zhenting couldn't see a woman crying, "Don't cry, okay?" It's going to be fine. Although his handsome face was full of melancholy, he forced a smile so as not to worry her.
But it was more ugly than crying, but it also made Mu Yan laugh, and she wiped the tears on her face with her hand casually.
"Look, isn't that smoking?" He showed her the needle on her arm.
She couldn't help but burst into laughter, "Don't cry." ”
Si Zhenting smiled when he saw her laughing.
It was already three days after Si Nanjin woke up, and she guarded him by his bedside for three days and three nights.
He opened his eyes and looked at her, she happened to be asleep, and her white face was full of the beauty of the world, like jade.
Mu Yan seemed to know that he was awake, and suddenly opened his eyes and saw his little hand that was about to reach out to touch her face.
The moment she opened her eyes, she also startled him, and her little hand retracted like a needle, she didn't expect her to wake up.
"You, you're awake." He turned his face to where he couldn't see her.
She chuckled, her beautiful apricot eyes crooked like moonlight.
"What's wrong? Still mad at me? She came to the other side, wanting to have a good conversation with him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you." She said aggrievedly suddenly.
Si Nanjin ignored him, but felt that this was not good, so he still turned his head to look at her, "Hmph, okay, for your sake, I won't be angry with you for your sake." ”
Mu Yan smiled and rubbed his head, "Well, that's good." ”
Si Nanjin suddenly didn't know what to say.
In the following days, they got along very well, and he always thought that she would be his mother, but he didn't expect that the variables would be so big.
Mu Yan's departure and return made him look down on him a lot, and even his father turned white overnight.
That day, she sat in front of the window, stroking her big belly, and looked at the snow scene outside with a warm sun in her eyes.
"You're here." She didn't turn her head, just by feeling.
Si Nanjin can feel that over the past year, she has changed a lot, and she is still the same person, but her heart is not here.
"Why did you leave us all of a sudden?" He still asked.
She pursed her lips and didn't quite want to answer the question.
"I ...... I don't know what to say to you. "Her eyes have lost the stars of the past, leaving behind an endless abyss.
He couldn't believe that she would become like this, "Say it, I'll listen." ”
Mu Yan didn't want to say that he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to bear it, he was only three years old, although his mind was different from ordinary people, but she didn't want to ruin his beautiful childhood again.
She reached out and touched his head, "Go play, you shouldn't ask about this, and you shouldn't know." She said.
Si Nanjin saw that she was still so gentle, and at this moment, his eyes were full of reluctance, "I, I just want to know if you have been doing well recently." ”
He looked down, thinking she wouldn't reply to him.
"It's good, it's not good." She continued to look at the snow outside.
She stroked her belly, and at that moment, her eyes suddenly filled with stars again.
Si Nanjin learned from her, and reached out to touch it curiously, "Why is your belly so big?" He asked curiously.
Mu Yan couldn't help but be amused by him, "Little fool, this is your sister." ”
"Sister?" He couldn't help but touch it a few more times, "Good sister, don't worry, after you come out, my brother will take care of you." ”