In the face of her, all my sanity went to hell.

I knew I had hurt her again, but when I decided to have her, I was ready to take responsibility.

When I woke up, it was empty.

When I got out of the tent and found that my car was gone, I was really nervous.

She only learned to ride a bicycle during the day, her skills were not good, and on this big night, all the way down was downhill, I didn't dare to think about it at all, so I just picked up a car and chased it out.

She did fall, and it was okay, just a fall.

I went to hug her and she pushed me away, apparently disappointed in me.

Of course I didn't want him to disappoint me, I said I was going to marry her, I said I didn't marry her because I slept with her, but she didn't seem to believe it, and asked me why.

Yes, to her, we are only a few faces, how can we make her believe that I want to marry her seriously?

At that time, we were all past the age of dreaming, and it was impossible to believe in love at first sight. I didn't dare tell her about the past, I didn't dare let her know that I think she had been thinking about it for years.

So I had to move my grandfather out, and my grandfather's illness and wishes were also true, and I didn't lie to her, at least to convince her that I was serious. And about liking and about love, I don't dare to express it easily.

In fact, I don't know if my concern for her for so many years is love, and I don't know if the heartbeat I feel when I see her is love. At that moment, I was very conflicted and serious, and the paradox was that I didn't know if I could give her a stable situation with my identity and situation. But I couldn't rest assured if I didn't keep her around, and I wanted to find a balance in between.

I don't know how she feels about me, but I hope to be able to accompany her through the process of long-term love.

She asked why it was her, and I said because she was simple, she was really simple, very simple.

There's another one thing I didn't tell her because she was who she was, she was unique.

We got the license and she moved into my house. Although I slept in a separate room, I was satisfied to be under the same roof with her.

Driving home at night with the lights on in the living room.

I opened the car window, looked into the living room, and was distracted for a moment.

For so many years, every time I returned to this home, what awaited me was pitch black and cold. And from today onwards, with one more person, everything is different.

We sat on the couch and chatted for a while.

She said she wanted to find a job, and she said that if one day, I met someone I really liked, she would willingly divorce me.

But she was the one I really liked, but I had some concerns and couldn't say it.

Lying in bed at night, although I was separated by a wall from her, I felt very grounded in my heart.

It's so many years of unprecedentedly steadfastness.

I took her to buy clothes and shoes, and did my best to make up for her materially.

On the way home, we came across a wedding.

It is said that women are the most beautiful on the day they wear their wedding dresses.

At that moment, a lot of fantasies arose in my mind, and I imagined that she must have looked beautiful in her wedding dress. The person holding her is me, and I will feel that at that moment I am the happiest person in the world.

However, I can't give her a wedding, I can't tell everyone with a lot of fanfare that she is my wife.

Because the higher the profile, the more dangerous it is for her.

When I said that I couldn't give her a wedding for the time being, I could also see her loss.

I thought maybe I could wait until the day I let go of all my baggage, and then I would give her back the wedding she wanted.

Hopefully, when that day comes, we'll all be young. Even if she is no longer young, she will still be the most beautiful bride in my heart.

Although there was no banquet, we did treat for a meal at home, and the guests were none other than my brother and her only sister.

She cooks, and I go into the kitchen to help her.

I think it's a kind of happiness for two people to cook together.

She asked me about my job, and although I was not unfamiliar with my status as a businessman, I thought it would be better for her to know as little as possible.

The atmosphere that night had been very good, but I didn't expect that Shen Yu would take the guitar down when he went to help me get my coat.

I haven't touched a guitar in years, because it's a thing that easily awakens my guilt and self-blame for Nanxi.

I didn't blame her for touching the guitar when I got angry, I blamed myself more.

It wasn't until she cautiously apologized to me that I realized if I was scaring her.

I could feel that she was nervous when I fell asleep that night.

Nephrite was warm, and I did have the reaction that a man should have, but I restrained it.

Although I have already asked her once, although we are already husband and wife, I still hope that you will be willing to do this kind of thing.

But I really think I'll be able to hold back that day.

……

Du Xin has been singing in Zhuo Fan's bar for a while, and unlike other singers, she has a kind of unearthly temperament that comes out of the mud and is not stained. This is very similar to Nanxi, but she is a little more cold and calm than Nanxi.

She can sing our songs back then, which is probably why Zhuo Fan and I have always taken care of her. Nowadays, there are not many young people who still remember the thorn bird, and even fewer can sing.

It's been a long time since I've done a fight, and it seems like something you would only do in your early twenties. (Beating He Xu is not a dry fight)

But that day, when I picked up the bottle and hit it directly on the man's head, I felt so happy.

Because he is not only tuned. played Du Xin, and verbally insulted Nanxi, his mouth was too stinky.

Even if Nanxi has been dead for many years, I will not allow anyone to insult her.

Even if I can't make up for anything in this fight, and I can't bring her back to life, I won't allow it, I will never allow it.

When Shen Yu pounced on me, I knew the danger and dragged her forward.

Fortunately, the bottle ended up on my head and didn't hurt her. I was very happy, relieved, and a little touched at the same time, and I knew that she didn't have time to think about it the moment she pounced just now.

So does it mean that she already has me in her heart?

I think I must have been laughing like a fool.

Unexpectedly, that fight also brought an unexpected gain.

At the police station at the time, all the people involved in the fight were registered, and Zhao Lei attracted the attention of the police. It was also from that time that the surveillance of him began.

That night, Zhuo Fan mentioned eight years ago.

Yes, I don't deny that the fight was because of Nanxi, and they all thought that I was close to Shen Yu because of Nanxi. However, my true relationship with Shen Yu is unknown to no one but myself.

I don't know how much she heard my conversation with Zhuo Fan, but I sensed her uneasiness.

I didn't know how to explain it to her, because I couldn't tell her a lot of things in the past.

Women need a sense of security, I know. When Nanxi was with me, she probably lacked that sense of security, right?

I soothed her anxiety with a kiss, I told her that since I had her, I felt like home, I liked to see her busy in the kitchen, and I said that I really wanted to live with her for the rest of my life.

I can't tell her that she was my dream many years ago, but I hope she can read my feelings from my words.

That night, in the name of a hand injury, I quoted. Tempt her to wipe my body for me.

Ahem, I admit that my purpose is not pure.

At that time, I felt that both of us had a feeling, and we were ready to go. As a result, grandpa interrupted everything with a phone call and tricked us to Qingping overnight.

After knowing that I had been deceived by my grandfather, I was really ...... Depressed.

Until the evening of the same day, on my initiative and half-lead. lured it, and finally finished what was interrupted last night and didn't have time to finish.

She was very young and nervous in bed. Actually, I was very nervous, it was a man's instinct to want her, but I was afraid that I would not be good enough in front of her, and I was afraid that she would strongly reject me.

Fortunately, she slowly adapted to me, from nervousness to acceptance, from acceptance to enjoyment.

For this incident, she has a sense of guilt, which indirectly shows that she has not subconsciously accepted the fact that she and I are husband and wife. She needs time, I can understand that.

That night, I saw the seagull on her phone and learned that she had been in contact with Xu Yafei. And her QQ name is "The Fish Who Looks Up to the Seagulls".

But I guess she shouldn't know that the seagull is Xu Yafei.

The next day, I immediately registered a new QQ, named "Cat Who Loves Fish", to tick. Take the fish that looks up at the seagulls.

Cats and fish are the relationship between hunters and prey, well, I feel like the name is quite perfect!

The two days in Qingping were probably the most relaxing and comfortable days we lived. Far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, away from the distractions of the world, we seek that tranquility and romance in nature.

I carried her down the mountain, she quietly put her arms around my neck, close to my back, at that moment my heart rippled with a faint happiness, I don't know if she felt the same way.

I know that grandpa will definitely like her, because grandpa likes her as a simple, kind, filial and hardworking girl.

Originally, I was going to stay in Qingping for a week, but the editor-in-chief of Nancheng Evening News, Ma, suddenly called, and I thought he must have found what I was looking for. So I decided to go back to Nancheng the next day.

Another thing that has to be mentioned here is that Shen Yu saw a photo of me and Nanxi. I put the photo away in a couple of clicks, and in hindsight I thought it was a bit too much.

In fact, the photos of the deceased many years ago, it is not a big deal for her to see them. I don't know what kind of mood I was in at that time, was my heart weak? Maybe a little. After all, Nanxi is the person I once wanted to marry.

On the last night of Qingping, my grandfather handed me an invitation.

Grandpa used to be the president of Huashan Hospital, and he had some friendship with President Ji of Rende Hospital. Grandpa was afraid of being dragged to drink, so let's go on his behalf.

This really seems like God's arrangement!

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