Chen Yuanxi and Zhang Dong left for Beijing.

"Don't you really go to Yangtze County to see Zhao Yuan again?" Zhang Dong asked.

Chen Yuanxi shook his head: "I hope he is safe in this world." ”

"What about you?"

"Isn't that you?" Chen Yuanxi said with a smile.

Zhang Dong was so frightened that he took a step back.

"The sky is high and the sea is wide, find a country incognito, and we will live together for the rest of our lives." Chen Yuanxi said with a smile again.

"Wenxi, don't tell me such a joke to anyone, I'll take it seriously." Zhang Dong said.

"Who knows? Maybe I'm just serious? Chen Yuanxi grinned.

Zhang Dong frowned and was silent.

"Okay, I won't tease you, let's go!" Chen Yuanxi shrugged.

Outside Beijing's Fourth Ring Road, Chen Yuanxi and Zhang Dong rented a two-bedroom apartment.

A month later, Chen Tianjiao asked to see Chen Yuanxi again.

It is a bustling and lonely city, but also a noisy city.

He wandered around the first ring, going to Tian'anmen every day, not for anything else, just to enjoy the sunny days of November. He wandered around the outer ring, going to the Badaling Great Wall from time to time, silently watching the Great Wall wind to the end of the sky. He would sometimes sit on the overpass on the edge of the Lama Temple for a long time, until the sunset turned from green to scorching and then to red. Chen Yuanxi wanted to go back, but he didn't know where to go back, Chen Yuanxi knew that he was lost.

Lost, so go with the flow, the flow of people is like red dust rolling, to a station, taste the food of a place, look at a person, he is like a traveler in time, the prosperity in front of him are passers-by, he sits quietly in a place, cold eyes on life.

Chen Yuanxi heard a story in this last scene.

Everything about the biological mother Huang Xiya, about Chen Tianjiao, about Lin Ziwei, and Deng Yifei.

"If I really knew she was pregnant, she couldn't afford to wait, I wouldn't have embarrassed her... I'm going to get married soon, and even if I don't get a better promotion, I'll probably be living happily ever after with you. None of this should have happened, the woman I love the most ... Lin Ziwei is even a good and innocent official, and he is good to the people, but who is he worthy of in this matter? Even if he only did this one wrong thing in his life, he would be wrong for the rest of his life.

I killed your adoptive father, and this is the most right thing I have done, but it is the most wrong. He really has nothing to say to your mother and you, and maybe did everything I couldn't. I have committed too many sins in my life, and the only thing I am glad about is that I didn't let you do anything illegal, so I should take it as compensation for your mother and son. In my lifetime, when I see your mother, I hope you will be fair to me, at least restore the truth of this matter to her, so that she will not hate me for the rest of her life. After Chen Tianjiao finished speaking, he stood up tremblingly, which meant that this was the last second Chen Yuanxi saw him.

Chen Tianjiao finally couldn't help but turn around, looked at Chen Yuanxi and said, "Son, I'm really worried about how you live alone, we are all gone, and your mother can't be found, you are really alone." Live well, live well, no matter who you are with, even with Zhao Yuan... Father... I'm sorry for you. Also, Wanxin's nature is not bad, if possible, I hope you ... Do it for yourselves... ”

Chen Yuanxi was still silent, and it wasn't until Chen Tianjiao's back disappeared from the glass door that he barely squeezed out a voice from his throat, "Dad... ”。

One day three months later, Chen Yuanxi hugged his head and cried in the hotel, the wine in the window had been drunk by him, and cigarette boxes were all over the floor.

At four o'clock in the morning, Chen Yuanxi couldn't sleep, Zhang Dong and he lit a cigarette again, and silently looked at the still flowing vehicles downstairs.

The sound of gunfire somewhere, Chen Yuanxi seemed to be able to hear it clearly.

Tears have long been soaked in smoke, and the smoke cannot be lit.

Zhang Dong couldn't help but hug Chen Yuanxi into his arms: "Cry, okay?" Yuanxi! ”

How to cry out loud.

Somehow, I stayed up until the early morning.

Chen Yuanxi went to Zhongshan Park, then transferred to Taimiao, wandered until the afternoon without eating or drinking, and after receiving a phone call, he went to the barbershop. He asked the barber to give him a very delicate hairstyle, erased the tiredness of his sleepless night, and then went to a funeral home in good spirits.

Chen Wanxin was standing there with red and swollen eyes, and she didn't know who she was looking at, Zheng Kai looked nervous, holding Gu Xi with one hand, staring at Chen Wanxin on the other hand, and looking around.

It wasn't until Chen Yuanxi got close that Chen Wanxin's eyes lit up with hatred.

"Do you still dare to come and receive the urn? Aren't you afraid that Luo Yang will kill you? Chen Wanxin asked coldly.

"I have bodyguards, and you have bodyguards." Chen Yuanxi's face did not change.

"You're here to see my jokes?" Chen Wanxin looked Chen Yuanxi up and down, her only half-brother, seeing him full of red light and full of ambition, she couldn't help but feel sad, and slapped Chen Yuanxi's face fiercely.

Chen Yuanxi didn't fight back, gently stroked the urn for a while, and said, "If I don't know... Father... and everything my mom used to have ... I'll pay it back. The debts of the previous life, let's end with us, sister. ”

When Chen Wanxin heard this, her eyes suddenly became sour, and she said sharply: "You call him Dad, is it useful for you to call him Dad?" Since you returned to the Chen family, I can't tell which laugh is real and which anger is fake! You sister! I don't dare to be! ”

"Ye Luo returns to the roots, I found a cemetery in Yangtze County, so that my father can be buried, this is the address, you can take it."

"I don't need to!" Chen Wanxin said. 、

"You need it, and I need it. Your current food and clothing are all provided by Zheng Kai, and you still owe the country debts. Chen Yuanxi said loudly.

"No need!" Chen Wanxin pushed him away.

"Cemetery, in Tianfu Township, the small mountain village where my father was born, is far away from the county seat, and others can't find it, and there are a few of your close cousins there." Chen Yuanxi said.

Chen Wanxin's expression changed slightly, she looked at the signing slip in Chen Yuanxi's hand, slowly took it, hugged the urn, pretended to walk easily, and around the corner, she suddenly squatted down, holding the urn and crying into tears.

Gu Xi couldn't help but squat down and cry with Chen Wanxin, he hadn't heard such a complicated story, he only knew that it was Chen Wanxin who saved him and Zheng Kai at the beginning, and he also knew that during this time, Zheng Kai was very good to himself, no matter how Chen Wanxin lost her temper with Zheng Kai, she was also gentle with herself.

Gu Xi looked at Chen Yuanxi's back again, rushed up and hugged him from behind: "Yuanxi, I hope you are well, well!" I got a job as a chef in the commercial street demolished by Kifu University, and I was able to support myself, I know, you miss me, I know it... ”

"If you're not happy, just tell me, you know?" Chen Yuanxi didn't look back, and gently stroked Gu Xi's hands: "Does it still hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt, Yuanxi, I'm happy, I'm happy." Gu Xi said.

"That's good."

Will it be happy? Gu Xi, you keep watching the man you love the most face her, will you really be happy? I'm sorry, I can't do more.

When Chen Yuanxi left, Zhang Dong saw two lines of tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.