Chapter 167: Chen Zixi (I)
The first rays of morning light shone on his eyes, Chen Zixi slowly opened his eyes, it was another day.
He walked to the window and stood in the faint morning light, the wind blowing through the courtyard leaves, his face had the color of spring dew, clear and indifferent.
This is the first few days of Qingyun's death, it seems like a few days, and it seems like a long time.
He sighed slightly, what is the taste of love words in this world, he can't understand, and he doesn't want to understand it in this life.
He lived at the foot of Qinghua Mountain, and he swept the tomb of his son here, which can be regarded as repaying his life-saving grace.
However, it didn't take long for two people to find them.
One is the timid and stubborn maid in the palace, Rong Thirteen.
The other is the crying dead and alive Si Ying.
Chen Zixi was facing the stubborn fight between the two of them, and there was no wave in his heart.
"Zixi." Si Ying hugged Chen Zixi as soon as he could, tears flowed down his face, and his face still had the color of a servant with wind and frost and rain and dew, but he cried extremely heartbreakingly.
"Why, she can't wait for me, why, I didn't even see her last time."
Si Ying was full of remorse, punched his body one by one, and finally collapsed on top, crying so much that he should regret it......
"I didn't expect that day of separation, it would have become an eternal farewell, if I had known, I would not have left at that time."
Chen Zixi looked at him crying silently, lowered his head and sighed slightly, thought about it and said: "The old man is gone, the living still have to live, Si Ying, you should also let go of her and find your own life." ”
Chen Zixi didn't wait for Si Ying's answer, he just cried blindly, he had to frown, it turned out that a man would have so many tears.
Rong Shisan is very quiet, she is naturally very timid, but she is very stubborn, at this time she stood in the distance and looked at Si Ying who was lying on the ground crying, and there were tears flowing in her eyes.
Chen Zixi was a little helpless, raised a palm and knocked him unconscious, and then the room fell silent.
"You shouldn't have knocked him unconscious."
Chen Zixi was about to pick up Si Ying and throw him on the bed, Rong Shisan, who had been standing in the corner and kept his head down, suddenly spoke, which made Chen Zixi startled, glanced at her, and he actually said to her
"Tell me why I can't knock him unconscious."
Rong Shisan was speechless when Chen Zixi asked, and a light suddenly shone in his eyes, making her cheeks slightly red.
"I, I just think he's too sad, Miss Feng's death is so tragic, what can I do if I cry."
The stubbornness of the little girl made Chen Zixi frown, and threw Si Ying on the bed casually, he walked slowly towards her, he obviously felt her fear, his body trembled, but he did not retreat.
"What are you doing here?" Chen Zixi met her body and lowered his head to ask her.
Rong Shisan lowered his head and pursed his lips, thought for a while, and said, "I, I'll come to see you." ”
Her voice was inaudible, but Chen Zixi could hear it clearly.
She came to see him.
"I'm so pretty." Chen Zixi snorted disdainfully: "Go back, this is not a place for you to stay." ”
Rong Shisan raised his head at this time, and his face retreated with a flush, turning as white as white paper
"You can't drive me away."
Chen Zixi was angry, his voice was a little gloomy, and he said, "Tell me, why can't I get rid of you." ”
"I, I ......" Rong Shisan was so anxious that he cried, but he blindly kept me for a long time but couldn't come up with a reason.
Si Ying on the bed sighed, and gradually woke up, Rong Shisan's eyes suddenly lit up, and he pointed to the person on the bed: "He can stay here, why can't I." ”
Chen Zixi was taken aback, looked back at Si Ying, who had already straightened up, and saw that his face was inexplicable.
"Does it have anything to do with me?"
Chen Zixi frowned and asked him, "Enough crying?" ”
Si Ying became sad again, nodded and said, "Even if she is crying, she can't come back." ”
Chen Zixi nodded in agreement, but heard him say again: "Zixi, I will stay with you, I want to sweep her grave more." ”
Chen Zixi frowned again, looked back at Rong Thirteen with a shiny face, and Si Ying with a sad face, he finally made a decision.
He threw them both out.
Outside the door, the two of them were still shouting, and as soon as Chen Zixi closed the door, the room was suddenly quiet.
A good night's sleep.
When he opened the door in the morning, Rong Thirteen was left alone.
Chen Zixi wrinkled his brows and asked, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”
Rong Thirteen sat on the ground, her face was golden from the sun, and even her eyebrows and eyes brightened a little, she smiled and said, "We will stay and be neighbors with you." ”
Chen Zixi's eyes sank because of her words, she was talking about us.
There was a trace of bad premonition in his heart, Chen Zixi felt that something bad was going to happen, and sure enough, a roar from Si Ying came from the depths of the mountain forest: "Zixi, come on, there is a tiger!" ”
Chen Zixi closed the door, feeling irritable for no reason, he wanted to live a quiet life by himself, but the sudden appearance of two people made his life a mess.
Rong Shisan banged on the door desperately, with a hint of crying in his voice: "Brother Chen, save him, he is about to be eaten by a tiger." ”
"It's good to eat it." Chen Zixi shouted loudly to the outside, turned his head and fell on the head of the bed, but there was no sound outside for a long time.
After a long time, Rong Shisan's cry finally came, and she suddenly shouted at the door: "If you don't save him, I'll save him." ”
With that, he picked up a stick and ran towards the depths of the forest.
"It's good to be eaten." Chen Zixi turned around, feeling even more irritable for no reason. This feeling of agitation made his mind restless, and he was in a trance, suddenly empty, sometimes confused, and in a trance he seemed to hear the tiger open its bloody mouth and swallow the two of them into its belly.
Chen Zixi immediately got up, drew his long sword and plunged into the depths of the mountain forest.
When he walked into the forest, he didn't feel the smell of danger, but smelled a hint of ...... Aroma.
Nice is the aroma.
Chen Zixi wrinkled his nose and sniffed, chasing away with the taste, and from a distance, he saw Si Ying and Rong Shisan sitting on a tree squatting, eating meat in their mouths.
"Don't you leave some for Brother Chen?" Rong Thirteen's voice was still not loud, like a nightingale.
"Don't leave it for him." Si Ying's voice was filled with resentment, and Chen Zixi heard his hateful whisper: "This hard-hearted man, he didn't come out to save me, because I regarded him as a brother, fortunately, this tiger is not too big, otherwise I would really be eaten." ”
Chen Zixi trembled because of his words, brother?
No one has said such things to him for many years, and no one has treated him sincerely, Si Ying, do you really treat him as a brother?
"Brother Chen is in a bad mood, Brother Si, don't blame him." Rong 13 prayed to him while eating the meat, "Let's leave some for him." ”
"Okay, okay, okay, Brother Chen, Brother Chen, your girl is full of him now." Si Ying teased: "It's a pity that that piece of wood has no feelings." ”
Chen Zixi turned around and left, Si Ying was right, he had no feelings, since his father abandoned him again and again, assassinated, and since then, he has not been without a trace of emotion.
When night fell, Chen Zixi ignored their meat at the door, but played with his sword alone in the house.
The two of them were also neat, and within a few days, a wooden house was built, Rong Shisan looked very happy, rushed into the house, and said to Chen Zixi, who was polishing his sword: "Brother Chen, go out and have a look, the wooden house outside is really beautiful, I finally have a home." ”
When Rong Shisan said home, his eyes were brighter than the bright moonlight, Chen Zixi was slightly stunned, and then deliberately perfunctory: "It's just a wooden house, what's there to be happy about?" ”
Rong Shisan's eyebrows darkened, Chen Zixi didn't know why he couldn't be happy, but it didn't matter, he never needed anyone.
"I'm just happy, I have a home, for so many years, I have been confused, after my sister died, I didn't feel at home. And now, it's completely different, I have you. ”
Chen Zixi's heart was numb by her words, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, sighing slightly, he put away the long sword, got up and walked out.
"Where are you going?" Rong Thirteen grabbed him from behind.
Chen Zixi looked back at her eyes, there was no expression on his face, and said lightly: "Go and see your home." ”
Rong Shisan raised his eyebrows again and hummed happily.
The wooden house is indeed very beautiful, Si Ying's hands are very skillful, they walked around the house but did not see Si Ying.
"I know where he is?" Rong Shisan pulled up Chen Zixi's sleeve and said, "He must have gone to see Miss Feng." ”
Chen Zixi was stunned, and walked to the tomb of Feng Qianxin and Gongzi with her involvement.
Sure enough, he was there, standing in front of the tomb with his head bowed, his back to them, and not saying a word.
Chen Zixi felt that his back was very sad.
"Do you know about love flowers?"
Rong Shisan suddenly asked Chen Zixi.
Chen Zixi shook his head, and Rong Shisan smiled at him and said: "Love flowers are a kind of poison, once they are slammed, they will bloom for a lifetime, and they will hurt for a lifetime." ”
Although she said a love flower, it seemed to be a metaphor for the love between men and women.
Chen Zixi was a little dazed, what does love look like, looking at Si Ying and Gongzi, the end is sad, is it true that although love is sweet, it must be bitter later?
Could it be that a man and a woman love each other with all their hearts, and in the end the ending must be unsatisfactory?
Rong Shisan raised his head and smiled at him, and said: "Although love is bitter, but it is very sweet, the most rare thing is that the two love each other, there are lovers together, the days will change from bitter to sweet, if you want to meet what you like, love, you want to be with him all your life, take care of him, love him, Chen Gongzi, now, do you have someone in your heart who wants you to protect until death?" ”
Chen Zixi bowed his head and was silent, the person he wanted to protect, thought about it, this is indeed a question that makes people think deeply.