Xingchen finally couldn't control herself and began to cry very desperately, and her cry ushered in the curious eyes of passers-by.

Suddenly, a warm embrace hugged her tightly, and Xingchen didn't care who it was, and the sudden appearance of this person was like a life-saving straw, so she had to hold on.

"I'll take you home!" An Ran's voice startled her.

"No thanks!" Her first feeling was that she thought of Zeyang, she couldn't do this, otherwise Zeyang would not be able to stand it.

An Ran directly picked up Xingchen and put him in the car and locked the door, and when the car started to drive, An Ran said angrily: "You think you are very noble, don't you?" To refuse everyone's help is to do something for the good of others, Xingchen, can you think for yourself. ”

"Get me out of the car."

"You're going to be dangerous." An Ran was a little excited and almost crashed into another car, and Xingchen looked at An Ran's sharp turn and startled her before she cleaned up the same excitement.

"My bag was stolen, send me to Kiyoko's house!" After finishing speaking, Xingchen seemed to think of something again: "Help me open a room, I will pay you back the money tomorrow, I don't want to go to Qingzi's house." ”

"Actually, Qingzi still cares about you very much, or you go to my house, and I'll go to the hotel to stay."

"What do you think Kiyoko feels like knowing that I don't live in her house and live in yours, if you don't help, just put me down here!"

An Ran still booked a room for Xingchen before leaving, and before leaving, he specially asked the waiter to send a cash over.

Maybe she was too tired, and Xingchen couldn't think about it too much, and soon fell asleep, in the dream she saw her grandmother, and everything was so peaceful and beautiful when she was a child, and the corners of her mouth showed a slight smile.

Qingzi still knocked on the door of the hotel where Xingchen was, although An Ran's concern for Xingchen made her a little uncomfortable, but compared to the collapse of Xingchen that An Ran talked about, it seemed that she was stingy if she cared about it again. She knows that it is not easy for the stars, and she can't imagine how a girl with such a distant life background would grow up, she just feels that being with her is very relaxed and happy, so they are each other's most important friends in the four years of college. It seems that the big dye vat of society still gives the friendship between the two of them a different taste.

Maybe he shed too many tears last night, and Xingchen appeared in front of Kiyoko with a pair of puffy eyes, very haggard. When she saw Kiyoko for the first time, she was extremely relieved in her heart, and then opened her hands and hugged her directly in her arms, she liked this feeling, which made her feel very grounded.

At this time, Qingzi didn't say much, so she just stood there straight and let Xingchen hug her tightly, she knew that Xingchen needed more of such quiet warmth.

"I brought you something to eat." Kiyoko was ashamed in her heart that she had been ignoring the stars these days, so she dodged the stars' eyes.

"Thanks, have you eaten? You don't know that I was robbed by a thief last night, but fortunately I met Enron, otherwise I would have slept on the street. Xingchen tried to pretend to be relaxed, and didn't say anything about his puffy eyes.

"I know, Enron told me, you wait and take my car to the landlord to get a new key, and the important documents in your bag to report the loss."

"Or are you careful."

Qingzi was sad for a while after hearing this, these details were all explained to her by An Ran, she has never been so careful when she is so old, doesn't Xingchen know?

"You and Zeyang are all right!" After a pause, Kiyoko asked cautiously.

"He ......" Xingchen didn't know how to describe it for a while, and after thinking for a while, he said, "It's good." "It's as if it's the only words like that that make people feel like they're not a thing.

After Xingchen and Qingzi finished everything, she remembered that she had promised Zeyang yesterday that she would go over to see him today, and she saw that Qingzi finally came over to accompany her, and it didn't seem good to leave her at this time, so she sent a message to Zeyang with her newly bought mobile phone, saying that she would go over in the evening, so she went to dinner with Qingzi.

If Xingchen knew that her decision made her ashamed, she would not have been killed for the rest of her life.

When Xingchen went to Zeyang's house at night, he was left with an empty house, the room was still clean and tidy, but the bag on the table in the living room stunned her, it turned out that the little thief was Zeyang, so the night she stayed in the hotel must have been seen by Zeyang, otherwise he would not have been so stimulated. If there is regret medicine in this world, then Xingchen at this time is willing to go bankrupt to eat, but there is no regret medicine in this world and there is no if, she never thought that in her 23-year-old life there would be another equally young life, Zeyang only left a letter to let her remember for the rest of her life, the man who loved her deeply gave up on her, and it was she who personally "stifled" the young boy's renewed yearning for life. Zeyang flew away, and he left the home where he had lived for five years and began to wander......

Qingzi watched the trance-like Xingchen use all his strength to pull her out and leave that distressing scene, Xingchen returned to Qingzi's house all the way silent and expressionless, everything appeared in front of him, yesterday's voice and smile are still so clearly visible, why is it gone today? She couldn't understand it, and she couldn't pull it out.

Kiyoko had never seen Xingchen become what he is today and was very worried, she knew that Xingchen was a sensitive and introverted person, and would never show her emotions, she was a little helpless.

"I'll go home first." Xingchen seemed to suddenly remember something, got up and left.

"I'll send you back!"

"No, I'll just go back by myself."

Qingzi watched Xingchen leave in a hurry, she immediately called An Ran, at this critical moment of urgency, her first thought was An Ran, and An Ran immediately came back from the company and went directly to Xingchen's house after knowing it.

Xingchen didn't go home directly, but went to the bar where Zeyang usually sang, she felt that everything was so unreal, she always had a strong feeling that Zeyang was still singing in the bar as usual, and she sat under the stage like a fan to cheer for him silently as always, when she arrived at the door of the bar, she was bombed away by the security guards, she forgot that it was still three o'clock in the afternoon, and the bar had not started to open normally, and then she came to Zeyang's place again, but the house had been locked and she couldn't open it at all, She desperately shouted Zeyang's name but didn't wait for a response, she was so scared that her legs trembled when she walked.

Walking in the sun, the stars instantly felt that the world was spinning, and they couldn't adapt to it, and they fainted in the sunlight all of a sudden, and immediately ushered in a wave of onlookers from passers-by.

When Xingchen opened her eyes, what appeared in front of her was a patch of white, she seemed to see Zeyang and grandma, she was also singing so happily, and everything was shattered when she shouted in a hoarse voice: "Grandma".

"Xingchen, you're awake." An Ran exclaimed suddenly.

Xingchen turned her head to stop looking at her after hearing An Ran's voice, and the tears slipped silently with her turning head, she hated crying the most, and many times she forced herself to swallow even if there were tears. She remembered her grandmother's words: girls should be independent and strong, and luck will not be bad to be a girl who loves to laugh.

She smiled, but now?

Tian Ye suddenly rushed in: "Xingchen, what's wrong with you?" ”

When he looked at the extremely cold atmosphere in the ward, he was a little helpless, and when he knew the news, he came over as soon as possible, and looked at An Ran guarding beside him and walked out of the room silently.

"The doctor said that she was too nervous and tired, and she would be fine after a few days of recuperation." An Ran followed the field out and patiently explained.

"I already knew that her boyfriend had a problem, and he was nervous all day."

"Don't say it, I'm here, if you have something to do, get busy first!"

"You all go back, you have also seen the attitude of the stars, I will call you when I have something to do." Kiyoko said.

Qingzi silently returned to the ward and looked at Xingchen who was lying on the bed extremely haggard, she remembered that the car accident Xingchen was also like this, she suddenly sighed at the injustice of fate, although it is impossible to know how many tribulations a person's life has to go through to have a trace of enjoyment, it is self-evident what kind of pain she has to endure in the process from the breath of the mist to the complete extinguishment, she finally understood why Xingchen chose Zeyang and gave up the person who loved her the most, because she couldn't bear the harm, her compassion made people compassionate, and she could only sigh her misfortune.

Xingchen was discharged from the hospital early, and she packed her things and returned to the apartment alone. There was not a breath in the quiet room, but her mind was so clear that she hadn't been to work for days, so she quickly got up and went out to buy a loaf of bread on Green Island and squeezed into the bus.

Her sudden appearance made everyone in the company feel strange, and she "swept" the entire company except for He Fangfang, everything was as usual.

"Are you alright?" The colleague next door asked.

Although Xingchen doesn't know how his affairs got to the company, no matter how strong a "spy" is in this environment where there is never a shortage of gossip, it will be exposed, for example, like He Fangfang, it doesn't matter if she is innocent, because she is a "failure" in the eyes of everyone.

Xingchen didn't want to care so much anymore, and worked hard to get back to work, as if this was the only way to temporarily escape the pain brought by life, and only in this way could he prove that he was still worthy.

When Kiyoko went to the hospital, she didn't see Xingchen and hurriedly called her.

"Kiyoko, I'm going to work, you can go to work too!"

"Okay, then I'll pick you up after work and eat together."

"No, I'm working overtime."

"Xingchen, don't be reckless alone, you have to remember that there is still me, and there is no obstacle in life that cannot be overcome."

Qingzi's words made Xingchen feel that they had grown up in an instant, and he always felt that Qingzi had "princess disease", but in fact, the most worrying thing was himself.

"Don't worry, we'll all be fine."

Zeyang's sudden "disappearance" completely disrupted Xingchen's life, during that time, she always worked overtime day and night, and was not even willing to return to the apartment to face a person's room alone, she could walk alone on the road for a long, long time, and even often wondered if Zeyang would be as lonely and lonely as her in another place, if Zeyang returned to her side, would she still love him as she did at the beginning? She didn't know and didn't want to know......

Only the place where there is a lot of noise makes her feel particularly safe, she is not abandoned, and Zeyang is not either.

No matter how sad and sad things are, there is time to help it heal, as long as you don't think about it, everything seems to have never happened, and slowly Xingchen's life seems to be back on track.