Liu Yan took Jingyi's hand and went out, the smile on Jing's face never disappeared, and the bright smile was exceptionally bright and dazzling in the autumn sun.

It's just that the cold temperature of Liu Yan's fingertips came from the palm of his hand, which made Jingyi a little worried: "Mom, are you very cold?" You have to dress more, it's still cold in the evening. ”

Liu Yan just lowered her head and glanced at Jingyi, and was dazzled by the bright smile on his face, and finally couldn't help asking, "You...... Have you ever hated me? ”

From the abandonment at birth, to the indifference and refusal to recognize each other now, if it were her, she thought she must hate it in her heart.

Jingyi pursed his lips, with a shallow and bright smile on the corner of his mouth, and shook his head vigorously: "Don't hate, I know that it's not easy for my mother, because it's all my fault." ”

Liu Yan's heart was suffocated, she looked down at Jingyi's serious appearance, and said in a panic: "No, you're not wrong." ”

He never spoke again all the way, and took Jingyi's hand and walked towards Sun Dahai's house.

Jingyi remembered every scene on the road, and commanded Liu Yan to lead him to the door of the house all the way.

Liu Yan has heard Concubine Tao say that it is not easy to live in Jingyi, and now she sees the low and dilapidated gates, the houses are low and in disrepair, the mud on the walls is mottled and falling, and the dead leaves on the grape trellis have fallen a layer, which makes the house even more dilapidated.

Jingyi took Liu Yan's hand and stood quietly under the grape trellis, listened for a while, and said with a smile: "Mom, I grew up here, this vine was planted in the year I and my father came, and it has been five years this year, is there still grapes on it?" ”

Liu Yan raised her head and looked at the sparse leaves hanging between the sparse bunches of grapes, which were beaten by the autumn frost, and a layer of frost was condensed on the grains.

Hummed softly: "There are many more." ”

Jingyi smacked his mouth: "These grapes are sweet, pick some for Xiao Zhouji to bring back later." As he spoke, he tugged Liu Yan's hand and motioned for her to enter the house.

When I opened the unlocked door, I was greeted by a musty smell.

Liu Yan frowned, and looked down at Jing Yi stepping into the house as if nothing had happened, as if she had long been accustomed to this smell.

The furnishings of the room are simple, with a table, two wooden chairs, and a darkened chest of drawers in the corner.

Jingyi let go of Liu Yan's walk, groped his way to the back room, and said as he walked: "Dad is afraid that I will fall, so there is no furniture in the house." ”

The inner room was simpler, with only a half-room earthen kang stacked on top of two neat quilts, and two square wooden boxes stacked in one corner. There are still two pots of flowers on the windowsill, which are the three-leaf plums that are common in the new province, and they are still in full swing at this time, full of purple and red branches.

Bring a touch of joy to this humble hut.

Jingyi groped for the kang, climbed up dexterously, skillfully went to the wooden box, reached out and opened the lid of the box with great difficulty, and turned his head to "look" at Liu Yan: "There are a lot of treasures hidden by my father, he said that he would always accompany me and watch me grow up." ”

As he spoke, he took out a rectangular iron box from inside, the lacquer on it had peeled off, and the iron sheet that had leaked out had rusted.

Jingyi climbed to the side of the bed with the box in his arms and handed it to Liu Yan: "I'...... I can't see or know the words, can you help me see what is written on it? ”

Liu Yan stared at the iron box and took two steps back in panic, as if there was a monster that could bite people in the iron box.

This iron box was still when she and Sun Dahai were children, Sun Dahai stole the mooncake box at home and gave it to Liu Yan, because he thought that Chang'e on the mooncake box was as beautiful as Liu Yan.

In that era of scarcity of materials, mooncake boxes became a rarity, and Liu Yan happily accepted them to collect her favorite gadgets.

It's just that why did this box come into Sun Dahai's hands again?

Seeing that Liu Yan didn't move, Jing Yi put the box in his hand in front of him, knelt down and said slowly, "Mom, is my eye not cured?" And am I suffering from a strange disease? Did Aunt Tao Fei bite her neck by me? Am I becoming a legendary vampire? ”

Liu Yan opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound, she didn't know how to explain to Jingyi, now Jingyi's condition is a little fierce, and it is indeed life-threatening, but before the end of his life, he may become a devil who is more terrible than a poisonous Gu.

Jingyi lowered his head, his little hands clutched his knees tightly, his heart was extremely uneasy, and finally he seemed to have made a big decision: "Mom, if my disease really can't be cured, don't treat it." Every time it hurts, I want to endure it, and when I can see it, I can see my mother's appearance. Now I don't want to, I'm afraid that if I get sick again, I will hurt Aunt Tao and Xiao Zhouji. So, Mom, can you send me to do the experiment? ”

Liu Yan looked at Jingyi in surprise, the child's quiet appearance made her heart sour, and the corners of her eyes couldn't help but burst into tears: "Who did you listen to?" What experiments to do? ”

Jingyi's small hand rubbed his knee uneasily: "I heard Dad talk to the doctor before, saying that my eyes can't be cured. Dad also asked my uncle, who was a teacher next door, if I couldn't cure my eyes, would I be sent to do experiments? I've listened to TV, is that what I said about in vivo experiments? ”

"I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand, why did my aunt take me to hide, and later I met Uncle Zhou, who seemed to have come to me. And Dad, who must have been arrested for me. ”

Speaking of this, Junichi raised his head and said with a firm expression, "I don't think I'm that important, and I don't want to be so painful all the time." ”

Liu Yan's nose was sour, tears fell uncontrollably, and she couldn't help but reach over and put her arms around Jingyi: "It's not like this, you believe me, I will definitely be able to take care of your eyes." ”

Jingyi sniffed a little greedily, this is his mother's embrace, it turned out to be so warm and steady, and pursed the corners of his lips: "Mom, I'm really in too much pain, I may not be able to bear it, I'm very happy that you can hug me." ”

Liu Yan's eyes fell on the net head, and for the first time, she felt reluctant.

Jingyi hesitated for a long time before reaching out to hug Liu Yan's body, although his eyes were a little painful, it did not affect the smile on his face at all.

Concubine Tao didn't know what Liu Yan and Jingyi said when they went out, but when they came back, they had changed differently, and the joyful smile on Jingyi's little face couldn't hide it.

Liu Yan's gaze would always fall on Jingyi involuntarily, and her eyes were much warmer and softer.

Concubine Tao and Lin Mengmeng both felt that this was a good phenomenon, and the relationship between mother and son had finally taken a step forward.

But he didn't want Liu Yan to leave with Jingyi after finishing what Concubine Tao explained the next day.

Concubine Tao was surprised: "You want to take Jing back to the capital?" ”