085, incarnate as Kuafu to chase the sun
Because of Su Jiannian's appearance, Yan Yue gave up all the storefronts she had seen before, and gradually stopped looking at the storefronts, because she found that Su Jiannian was following her for the next ten days, and she went to work in the office building; Su Jiannian works as a sanitation worker on the road downstairs, and when she goes to see the store alone, Su Jiannian will also come out and use her father's role to talk to the landlord, and every time she gives up her favorite store because she can't talk.
Yan Yue also called her aunt Yan Meihui, and Yan Meihui said that Su Jiannian came to her three years ago, but she heard that Yan Yue worked in a big city, so she came to ask for money.
Yan Meihui didn't want Yan Yue to be upset, and she also hated this so-called brother-in-law, so she ignored him and gave him a cold face, in fact, she drove Su Jiannian out with a broom and a rolling bar, but she didn't expect that Su Jiannian had been staying in Huaicheng all the time and didn't leave, she couldn't help it, in order to prevent her niece from thinking of the previous things and falling into pain again, she gritted her teeth and gave Su Jiannian some money, and then Su Jiannian never came again.
Yan Meihui also reminded her at the end of the phone call not to be confused by Su Jiannian's pretense, saying that he might come to ask for money again, because she was afraid that Yan Yue would be soft-hearted in the end, so she moved out of her mother Yan Xinhui's matter, but she was still not at ease, and said that she would come to Wutong City to help drive Su Jiannian away.
Yan Yue naturally stopped Yan Meihui from coming, because Yan Meihui's health was getting worse and worse, the doctor said that she couldn't get emotional, everything had to follow her, and she had always hated Su Jiannian in her heart for leaving with Xiao San, hating him for forcing her sister to death, and her niece was fatherless and motherless at the age of ten, leaving a big shadow in her heart.
At this meeting, Yan Yue was afraid that Yan Meihui would be so angry that she would be hospitalized, and it was not worth it for someone like Su Jiannian.
In order to stop Yan Meihui from coming, she said a lot of things to reassure Yan Meihui, saying that she would not give that person a penny, saying that she had never forgotten how her mother died, let alone why she was called "Yan Yue", and said it to a very decisive point, Yan Meihui put her mind at ease, and did not mention the matter of coming to Wutong City again.
But Su Jiannian is also really difficult to entangle.
"If you want me to call the police on the grounds of a stalker, then go ahead and follow." Yan Yue came out of the office building, saw that Su Jiannian was still there, and deliberately walked to the right, Su Jiannian followed without surprise, this feeling of being followed made her feel very bad, "I was adopted by my aunt's family more than ten years ago, and my household registration was also moved to my aunt's family's household registration book, we are not father and daughter in the legal sense, so you are my father, and you can't exonerate you of stalking." ”
As soon as Su Jiannian heard this, he was so anxious that he immediately took a few steps forward, and the folds on his forehead told others that he was really afraid: "Moon, I just want to see you more and talk to you more, if I don't have this opportunity in the future." ”
"I'm going home, don't follow me anymore." Yan Yue didn't pay attention to what Su Jiannian said, she just wanted to get rid of it, "Don't doubt the truth of my police, you should know, it's just those things back then, I can not only do things to call the police." ”
"Moon!" Su Jiannian was so anxious that the sweat on his face flowed, and then he said the purpose of his tracking these days, "You... Can you give Dad a little money? ”
Yan Yue squinted her eyes, looked at the person in front of her, and then laughed, laughing at her aunt for not being wrong, and laughing at Fang Xiqiao telling herself a few days ago that someone claimed to be her father and asked him for money, and as soon as he opened his mouth, it was a million amount, which was really a lion and shameless: "You also went to my boyfriend to ask for money a few days ago?" ”
"The moon... Dad has cancer and needs... Need money for treatment. Su Jiannian lowered his head and sighed.
"I have no obligation to support you." Yan Yue swept Su Jiannian, and seemed to feel that this was a little too ruthless, but she would not be blindly kind and sympathetic, "You can open a crowdfunding on the Internet, and I will donate money to you in it, no matter how much, it is also a wish that you will get better soon." ”
After saying this, Yan Yue no longer waited for Fang Xiqiao to pick him up, walked directly to the side of the road, stretched out his hand and stopped a taxi.
Su Jiannian hurriedly followed and blocked the car door: "Moon, I am your father, I gave you this life, if it weren't for me, would you be where you are now?" ”
Yan Yue gritted her teeth, thinking of her illness, thinking of the torment and pain since she got sick, she still couldn't bear to let this person get sick and die, if she died accidentally or naturally, she wouldn't shed a single tear: "Okay, then let's go to the hospital for examination, you just have to be hospitalized, I will be responsible for your medical expenses, whether it can be cured or not, I will treat you, you give me a life, I will give you a life." ”
“… No..."Su Jiannian stammered and refused, "You can just give me one million, I want to go abroad for treatment." ”
"If you don't get in the car to go to the hospital, forget it." Yan Yue glanced at Su Jiannian, who was blocking the door of the back seat, walked to the co-pilot's door, and directly pulled the door to get into the car.
With a "bang" sound, Su Jiannian walked a few steps, closed the car door heavily, and then scolded like a shrew scolding the street: "Others say that my daughter is my parents' intimate little padded jacket, I think you are ice slag!" Can you bear to let me get sick and die, you can save me..."
"Then you couldn't bear to leave my mother and me behind! You can save my mother, my mother won't die, why don't you save it! Yan Yue's temper was forced out at once, this roar easily roared out of her secret for so many years, but now she can easily roar out, it doesn't mean that the year has passed easily.
Even today, Su Jiannian appeared, she needed to force herself over and over again in her heart not to think about those things, not to resent, not to have hatred, to look forward, to live well, but in the past few days, she always dreamed of the past, like a door that closed the demon, which had been quietly opened a little gap, she was afraid that the demon would come out of that door and let her fall into the moonlight on the night of her mother's death again.
Over the years, she has been trying to get out of the shadows brought by those things, she has always worked hard to live a good life, and tried to make her life full of positive energy, obviously she is about to come out.
But Su Jiannian is like the key to that door, as soon as he appears, he will release endless cries to drown her.
"Girl, come up first." Seeing that the situation was wrong, the taxi driver was not angry, and reached out to the co-pilot to open the door again.
When Yan Yue was about to get into the car again, Su Jiannian closed the door again and glared at the driver: "What's on, hurry up and leave you, you won't die without this one guest." ”
"I'm sorry master, I won't sit down, my boyfriend will pick me up later." Yan Yue took out her mobile phone as she spoke, "It's delaying your time, and your car door is also... I'll give you a little money. ”
The driver hurriedly shook his head and waved his hand, said something to make Yan Yue careful, and drove away, but he didn't go far, and kept parking on the side of the road not far ahead, probably because he was afraid that something would happen to Yan Yue.
"Are you willing to give money to a driver, but not to give your dad life-saving money?" Su Jiannian threw away all the things in disguise, "And your mother jumped off the building back then, she wanted to jump herself, how can I save it, the person who wants to die can't be pulled back, and she is also psychologically fragile, and she actually wants to die, aren't you just not dead?" ”
Yan Yue looked at the traffic on the road, turned around and walked towards the sidewalk: "Do you think that I don't beat you, don't scold you, don't cry and let you get out now, I just don't hate you, let me tell you, I can't wait for you to go down there to accompany my mother, the reason why I can still speak so gently to you is just that I don't want to let myself live in the shadow and hatred you gave me." ”
"What are you, why did I ruin my supposed brilliant life because of you." After Yan Yue stood still on the sidewalk, she turned around and sneered, this was what she was really angry about.
When Su Jiannian heard the first sentence, he became angry, chased a few steps to the sidewalk, and directly slapped Yan Yue, his face became very ugly, in fact, it was just restored to its original state, when showing weakness and pretending to be pitiful, playing the family card did not work, he would return to his original appearance: "Just because I am your father!" Just because I spared your life at the beginning, otherwise I would have thrown you into the dung pit when I saw that you were a girl, and now what's wrong with taking some money, it is a matter of course for children to be filial to their parents! ”
Yan Yue blinked her eyes sluggishly, she was a little stunned by this sudden palm, her face was hot and painful, her ears were buzzing, and her mind was a piece of white flowers, she shook her head slightly, looking at Su Jiannian, whose mouth was open and closed, she couldn't hear what this person was saying, she only heard some words "spare you", "girl", "dung pit", and "filial piety".
She didn't want to do any more entanglement, so she turned around and walked directly to the office building, where she had always waited for Fang Xiqiao to come.
"To give or not to pay!" Su Jiannian raised his eyebrows horizontally, his eyes were pricked, and he looked like Yan Yue didn't give money, he would rely on his skin to the end, and the father-daughter relationship and blood relationship would always be the best thing he held in his hands.
Yan Yue's hearing recovered a little, but the whole person was still stunned, and when she heard Su Jianye's words, she just frowned: "You can go and sue me, if the judge asks me to give you money, I will pay you immediately, but you shouldn't win." ”
Su Jianye sneered: "Now this society is not a law, the Internet is so developed now, I just need to say something casually on the Internet, you have to give it if you don't want to, maybe you will be scolded for a year and a half, making you feel that you shouldn't live." ”
"I..."
"That's free." Fang Xiqiao got out of the car, saw Yan Yue here, hurriedly walked over, heard Su Jiannian's words, looked at it coldly, and hurriedly held Yan Yue's hand in the palm of his hand, seeing the red marks on Yan Yue's face, the whole person immediately turned into a Shura field, "Although the current Internet era is free to speak, it is not a place that cannot be controlled by the law, as long as you have the heart, there are many crimes to convict, and I can make you legally responsible for attacking other people's bodies." ”
Su Jiannian was so blocked by the words that he could only look at Fang Xiqiao's back of helping Yan Yue go, and scolded: "I am her Laozi, she has to give whatever I want, I want her life, she also has to die, this is called the legal obligation to support the elderly!" ”
The two people who went away were deaf to the voices behind them, and there was a situation of letting him make trouble and let him jump, and the taxi that stopped not far away also left with peace of mind, and continued to beg for a living to pick up passengers.
"I'll take you to the hospital." After Fang Xiqiao sent Yan Yue to the co-pilot to sit down, he went around to the other side and got into the car, looking at the red mark on Yan Yue's left cheek, his brows furrowed deeply, because Yan Yue's skin was fair and sensitive, as long as it was gently scraped, it would leave a heavy red mark, not to mention the slap of this man in his fifties.
Yan Yue was still in a state of shaking her mind, and when she came back to her senses, she said absentmindedly, "No, just go back and apply some medicine", and then she was out of her mind again.
Fang Xiqiao didn't say anything, drove to the pharmacy and bought some ointment for Yan Yue, and then took Yan Yue to the restaurant for dinner.
Back in the apartment, Yan Yue went into the room and took pajamas and went to take a shower and wash up, and after washing, she sat on the sofa and watched TV.
Fang Xiqiao came out of the shower, also sat on the sofa to read a book, and looked at Yan Yue from time to time, although Yan Yue was nothing unusual along the way, but he always felt that something was wrong, Yan Yue's whole person was like a demon, he was not angry, he would follow what he said, and he didn't take the initiative to speak.
At half past ten, Fang Xiqiao saw that the time was not early, and moved his gaze from the clock on the mobile phone screen to the woman who was concentrating: "Sleep?" ”
"Huh?" When Yan Yue heard the sound, her eyes shifted for a moment, and her voice was a little soft, like the voice of being suddenly woken up when she was asleep, "What time is it, what kind of sleep are you sleeping?" ”
Fang Xiqiao pursed his lips, looked at Yan Yue with some concern, then sat down beside Yan Yue, and reached out to probe his forehead: "It's already more than ten o'clock in the evening." ”
"Oh..."Yan Yue blinked, lowered her eyes, and spoke in a tone as if she had suddenly woken up, then got up directly and walked to the room, "Then I'll go to sleep, Mr. Fang, you should go to bed early." ”
Fang Xiqiao stared at Yan Yue's back for a while, quickly put down the book in his hand, got up and chased after him and grabbed Yan Yue's hand: "Where is it uncomfortable, you have to tell me, do you know?" ”
Yan Yue turned her head, looked at it with blank eyes, and then nodded.
Just a light nod didn't have any effect, Fang Xiqiao didn't get a clear answer, the worry in his heart became heavier, and the strength in his hand inevitably increased a little, but Yan Yue didn't seem to feel anything, just stared at Fang Xiqiao.
"If there's anything on your mind, you know?"
Yan Yue blinked, but still nodded.
"Are you uncomfortable somewhere, are you hiding something from me in your heart?" Fang Xiqiao simply said straightforwardly, "You want to be like before again?" ”
"I'm not uncomfortable, and I don't have anything to hide from you." Yan Yue frowned lightly for unknown reasons, and when she saw that the man didn't believe it, she raised her hand helplessly, "I swear." ”
After taking the oath, she turned and went back to her room, leaving the man without any chance to speak.
Fang Xiqiao stared at the door in a daze for a while, then turned around and walked back to the sofa, because he was a little depressed, so he punched directly on the back of the sofa, but his punch was on the cotton, and it couldn't achieve the effect of punching in place, nor did it achieve the effect of making his hand hurt.
Yan Yue, who returned to the room, didn't turn on the light, and went directly to the bed to sleep, she was thinking about how she walked back to the apartment and did those things after she was beaten by Su Jiannian, how she couldn't feel the passage of time at all, as if her body was following time, but her memory and consciousness were left at the moment when she was beaten.
Fang Xiqiao asked her if she was uncomfortable or had any worries, and when she replied like that, she probably felt that she was pretending to be strong, but she really didn't feel uncomfortable, just that the place where she was beaten on her face was still a little painful, and as for her heart, she really didn't.
Su Jiannian's words and that slap can make her have something on her mind, and she is not an important person, those words will only make her feel that Su Jiannian is shameless, and the little sympathy for him with cancer has also been exhausted, and the rest will only be ruthless, the slap that was beaten was just Su Jiannian's angry beating, which hurt her face but did not hurt her heart, nor could it hurt her heart.
Her current head is still blank after being beaten, and it may be that the way her blank head is manifested makes Fang Xiqiao feel that she has something on her mind.
Yan Yue got into the quilt, and the futon touched her body together, gradually making the quilt a little warmer, just a little temperature made Yan Yue, who was cold, fall asleep.
This sleep, she had not dreamed of the previous things for a long time, and the demon behind the door stretched out a hand, wanting to grab her, and wanted to swallow her who had managed to escape again.
She ran desperately in her dreams, running desperately in the dark, and when she saw a little light penetrating in front of her, she seemed to see salvation, and ran over there even more desperately, even if her chest and throat were already like fire.
But people who are in the dark will turn into Kuafu, desperately chasing the sun, Yan Yue is no exception, and the sound of knocking on the door behind her is constantly coming, and the sound of that sound makes the fear in her heart infinitely magnified.
She ran like crazy, and the light in front of her gradually turned into a ball from a white dot, but when she wanted to rush in, she was blocked by a barrier, she knocked desperately, knocked until her hands were red and swollen, and no one came to open the glass door, and she was tired of knocking behind, she desperately leaned against the door, and gradually slipped down, looking up at the darkness in front of her, and felt unprecedented suffocation in her heart.
Hearing the sound from the glass door, she stood up in surprise and lay her hands on the glass, but soon the surprise turned into a stunned, because she saw her ten-year-old self and her mother who had long since died, and the scene in front of her made her involuntarily reach out and touch her cheek that was beaten during the day.
The scene started from the night when Su Jiannian was going to go with Xiaosan, her mother went to kneel and begged Su Jiannian not to leave, but Su Jiannian was impatient, and directly kicked her mother in the chest, and after she saw it outside the door, she rushed in while crying and hugged Su Jiannian's thigh, not letting Su Jiannian kick again, but Su Jiannian turned around and slapped her directly, and then left with all the money in the family.
She remembered that it was this slap that made her ears temporarily deaf, and she was stupid for days, just like during the day.
"Don't be afraid of the moon, Dad is playing with you, he doesn't want to hit you, he loves you very much." Suddenly she was sucked into her ten-year-old body, she was coaxed by her mother in her arms, her mother, who she had never dreamed of, entered her dream tonight, and still held her as before.
But she didn't have time to be happy, as soon as she looked up, she saw a face with maggots crawling outside, she wanted to open her mouth to scream, but what came out was the cry of a ten-year-old child, she waved her hands desperately, and the woman holding her was also panicked, desperately coaxing her: "Don't be afraid of the moon, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom just misses the moon too much, don't be afraid of the moon." ”
"Mom?" When Yan Yue heard the sentence "Mom just misses the moon too much", the grievances in her heart suddenly surged out, and she was no longer crying in fear, she threw herself directly into the woman's arms and let out a whimper.
Yes, she was only ten years old when her mother jumped off the building, and her mother only remembered her appearance at the age of ten, and she didn't know what she looked like at twenty-eight years old.
Yan Yue's ten-year-old body, Yan Yue's twenty-eight-year-old soul, yin and yang are separated, and after eighteen years, the mother and daughter finally reunited in their dreams.
After Yan Yue finished crying, she raised her head and wanted to say something to her mother, but as soon as she raised her head, her round eyes seemed to be frightened by something, she suddenly stared, stammered and shouted "Mom", and pointed her finger at the back of the woman, behind which was Su Jiannian, holding an ax in her hand, lifting the axe above her head, and walking towards them step by step, the hideousness on her face was more terrifying than that of a woman with maggots on her face.
Su Jiannian approached, Yan Yue hurriedly called her mother, but the woman holding her kept telling her not to be afraid, and then Su Jiannian stood still behind the woman and raised the axe a little higher.
"Ah——!h
At the moment when Su Jiannian raised the axe and cut it down, she screamed out of instinct, and then sat up from the bed in shock, and found that it was a dream, her tense fear nerves were relaxed, and she immediately went to turn on the lamps on both sides in the next second.
After taking a deep breath several times, Yan Yue reached out from the hair roots on her forehead all the way back, brushed her hair, and then sat quietly with her hands on her forehead for a while, Su Jiannian's hideous face in her dream made her feel extremely uneasy.
The expression on that face was like Su Jiannian's determination to abandon them and leave eighteen years ago, and it was also like the expression of grinning and scolding her today, and the axe seemed to mean something... It's a bit like an "axe" that forced mom to death.
Then she sneered, her eyes were hazy with laughter, she was not afraid that her mother, whose face was crawling with maggots, would wake up from a dream and be afraid of a living person.
The world is so fun and crazy.