"Where's the injury?" He reached out to help the woman, and there was some frightening emptiness in his tone.

"It should be the wrist, I turned around and saw that Miss Yan's hand was bleeding. Let's deal with it first. Mrs. Hu glanced at Yan Yue's hand, frowned in pain, and then turned around and went into the kitchen.

Fang Xiqiao glanced at the woman, the look in her eyes was obscure and unpredictable, and then she directly bent down and picked up the woman and walked to the big living room, Professor Hu had already taken out the medicine box and was waiting there.

After putting the woman on the sofa and sitting down, Fang Xiqiao immediately took out alcohol to help the woman clean the wound on her hand, and when she saw that the woman was in pain and wanted to withdraw her hand, she directly grabbed the hand that wanted to escape from her hand, and then frowned and reprimanded: "Don't move!" ”

Yan Yue really didn't dare to move anymore, and let Fang Xiqiao deal with her wounds, she knew that this man was angry, and she was thinking about how to explain that she really didn't deliberately use a knife to cut her wrist.

Professor Hu saw that Fang Xiqiao was dealing with it with some panic, and he also went up to act as an assistant to help take out the things to be used and hand them over.

"How's it going?" After Mrs. Hu added water to the pot, she let the dishes stew, took off her apron and came out immediately, "The wound is not deep, do you want to go to the hospital... Call a doctor? ”

Now the Internet is full of abuse of Yan Yue, it is not easy to go to the hospital, so Mrs. Hu quickly changed the wording, they have a family doctor here.

Fang Xiqiao was helping Yan Yue wrap gauze, and looked at Mrs. Hu who came over to care: "It has been treated, the wound is not deep." ”

"Then why did you shed so much blood?" Mrs. Hu is still a little worried, the woman's hands are so good, white and tender, it would not be good if she had a scar.

"Maybe it was because it hurt the vein, which caused a lot of blood to bleed at once, so people thought that the wound was deep and serious, but in fact, it didn't bleed anymore." When Fang Xiqiao said this, he was no longer in the panic before.

Mrs. Hu also patted her chest and breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good, but I didn't know that the one I saw just now scared me to death, how could I be so careless?" How important a girl's hand is, you tell me about my wife, how to let a girl come into the kitchen to help. ”

"Without Mrs. Hu, I was too careless when I cut the vegetables myself." Yan Yue licked the corners of her mouth with some shame, "Not only did it not help you, but it also caused you trouble." ”

Mrs. Hu waved her hand and smiled: "Miss Yan, don't say that, those dishes are all fried by you, I just stewed a soup." ”

After speaking, he went to beckon Professor Hu into the kitchen to bring the food out, Yan Yue subconsciously wanted to help, Professor Hu and his wife joked that they would let the two guests rest here.

In fact, Yan Yue wanted to help because she wanted to escape from here, escape from the man next to her, she had already felt the powerful aura on the man's body, she took a deep breath, and sat back on the sofa in resignation.

The man sat on the sofa with his back against the sofa, reading a morning newspaper in his hand, his lips pursed, his eyes up and down, and he never said a word.

This made Yan Yue's heart even more panicked, she was a little depressed, and when she was about to go to the kitchen to take a look, a broad palm grabbed her wrist and made her unable to move, she turned her head to look at the man, and the man was still the same as before, except for the hand that grabbed her.

The man still didn't speak, until Professor Hu and his wife had already brought all the food to the table, and even when eating, he and Professor Hu and his wife would talk and put vegetables in her bowl, but they wouldn't say a word to her.

Maybe it's more useful to take the initiative to confess?

When they finally finished eating, the bowls of the other three people were empty, only Yan Yue's bowls were piled up into a small mountain, most of which were sandwiched by Fang Xiqiao, but Yan Yue's appetite for the past month has not been good since she was subjected to online violence, and it is barely possible to eat half of the two meals in a day.

"If Miss Yan can't eat it, don't eat it, I'll take it and pour it later." Mrs. Hu saw that Yan Yue only ate a few bites of rice and a few chopsticks during the whole eating process, it should be that she had a bad appetite, and saw that she had been staring at her bowl, her face was entangled, and she quickly understood.

Yan Yue suddenly saw a savior, a pair of eyes immediately lit up, and she just wanted to ask where she went, and then go to pour it herself, but Fang Xiqiao, who followed Professor Hu to play chess, walked halfway through, suddenly stopped and turned around and said, "Let's eat, you see you've only eaten a few bites of food." ”

This was the first thing the man took the initiative to say, and Yan Yue saw hope in her heart.

"Okay." She nodded obediently, sat back with the body that had just stood up, and then said to Mrs. Hu embarrassedly, "Madam, why don't you go and get busy first, after I finish eating, I will clean up here, and I will definitely clean it up." ”

Mrs. Hu thought that Fang Xiqiao loved this girlfriend too much, so she had a happy smile on her face, a happy smile for Yan Yue, and when she heard what Yan Yue said, she smiled and sneered: "What are you talking about, the interview time is in the afternoon, so don't hurry to eat slowly, I'll go outside to dry the mustard greens first, and I'll come back and clean up later." ”

After Yan Yue saw Mrs. Hu leave, she took a deep breath in front of the "vegetable mountain" in front of her, this is too much, you will feel a lot of stomach distension at a glance, but if she doesn't eat, Fang Xiqiao may really be angry.

She picked up the chopsticks on the table, buried her head in eating, just ate a few bites of food, her stomach already had a feeling of bloating, and the back was almost stuffed in, and then forced herself to swallow it, but "forced" more, and her body began to resist instinctively.

When she tried to swallow the food in her mouth, her throat pushed back again, she quickly covered her mouth, and then swallowed hard, and at the same time, her eyes were filled with tears.

It was only two-thirds of the way down, and her stomach reacted to want to vomit, she really couldn't eat anymore, and turned her head to look at Fang Xiqiao, who was playing chess with Professor Hu, but found that Professor Hu was not there, only Fang Xiqiao was sitting there, and then kept looking at her, as if looking at her.

The depth in Fang Xiqiao's eyes was like a pool of lake water, like a lake at the beginning of spring, not that his eyes were clear, but that his eyes were cold.

The lake water is the coldest in early spring.

Yan Yue was frightened and quickly turned her head, that kind of look scared her, it was the kind of person she was floating alone on the lake, surrounded by a steady stream of cold air, she looked around in a panic, and saw a man sitting on the shore, but that man didn't intend to save her, just sat in place and looked at her, just like Fang Xiqiao just now.

She took a deep breath in a panic, rested for a while, and continued to stuff it into her mouth, just a few mouthfuls, barely swallowed them all, but felt that her stomach was resisting strongly, she immediately put down her chopsticks and let herself ease for a while.

"Miss Yan, haven't you finished eating yet?" Mrs. Hu came in from drying mustard greens outside, "If you can't finish eating, don't eat it, it's better to waste than to break your body." ”

When Yan Yue heard this, she turned her head to look, first saw Mrs. Hu, and then saw that the place where the man was originally sitting was empty, her body's reaction was even stronger, she faked vomiting several times, she really couldn't hold on, and after asking Mrs. Hu where the bathroom was, she immediately pushed away the chair, got up and ran to the bathroom.

Mrs. Hu looked at it for a few moments, and then went to get a broom and began to clean.

Yan Yue, who had just run into the bathroom, immediately sat down next to the toilet, vomiting and vomiting, vomiting and vomiting, vomiting everything she had eaten, and her eyes suddenly became wet as if she had been splashed with water.

She just sat on the ground, and then leaned against the wall behind her, her eyes were always flowing with tears, and as soon as she reached out to wipe them away, there were new tears, and then she simply stopped wiping them, leaned over and put her face in the crook of her arm, and cried directly.

"Why... Why did the life I had so hard construct become like this, and why, I finally constructed my life that was shattered when I was ten years old, and I spent eighteen years and countless energies to escape from that memory and the people in my memory..."

Yan Yue sobbed in a low voice, the words that came out were full of despair and lost enthusiasm for life, her restrained and concealed emotions collapsed again, thinking of that man's indifference to herself, she felt even more as if she really shouldn't live.

Yan Yue knew why the man suddenly ignored him, because he saw through his heart of wanting to commit suicide.

Yes, she wanted to kill herself, she wanted to die, she wanted to find Madoka, she wanted to find her mother, she wanted to escape from here.

The wound she had just had in the kitchen was not cut by chopping vegetables, but she was holding a knife and suddenly had the idea of cutting it towards her wrist.

The pleasure of cutting her wrists with a knife is like a spell, lingering in her heart and can't be dispersed, and then a little person in her mind is telling her, cut it, cut it is very comfortable, cut it and be free, you will see your mother, you will see Madoka, and you will be completely insulated from all this pain.

The villain was just talking like this, and kept talking, trying his best to tell her, it was too tempting, and then she looked at her wrist, raised the knife and cut it, the color of the blood in that moment, so that her world was no longer dark.

At that moment, what she felt was not pain, but a kind of joy that she was finally about to leave this world, she had always thought that death was the most terrible thing, but she never knew that death would also be a happy thing.

Watching the blood flow from her wrist, she felt a sense of relief she hadn't felt in a month.

Obviously, as long as she cuts a little deeper, she can be freed from this world, but she suddenly thought of Fang Xiqiao, the man who had been with her and suffered from online violence, human flesh and harassment because of her, and also thought of her relatives and friends who were implicated by her, and after thinking of all this, she put down the knife.

It's all because of her, so their lives were disturbed by those netizens and Su Jiannian, and she really wanted to grab those people's collars and ask what she did wrong.

Is it Su Jiannian's daughter by blood, or is it wrong that she shouldn't remember her mother's death, shouldn't remember the pain she suffered back then, or is it wrong that she wasn't generous enough to support Su Jiannian, or is it her fault that she didn't jump off the building with her mother to die in the first place?

But after all, it's just a thought, and no matter how powerful an animal is, it can't resist a swarm of flies.

And when Fang Xiqiao saw that the woman turned her head and stopped looking at him, the dryness in his heart was even stronger, Professor Hu invited him to play basketball, and he went, maybe coming back with a sweat could calm him down.

After coming back from playing basketball, he went to see Yan Yue as soon as possible, but he didn't see him in the dining room, nor did he see him in the living room. ”

"I'm a little worried about her." The nervousness on Fang Xiqiao's face did not decrease by half a point because of this joke, but increased even more, he saw Mrs. Hu in the kitchen, and hurriedly walked to the kitchen, but he didn't see the woman, thinking that he saw the picture of the woman with blood on his hands in the kitchen in front of him, he said with some fear, "Mrs. Hu, where did Yan Yue go?" ”

Mrs. Hu, who was washing the dishes, turned around when she heard this, saw that it was Fang Xiqiao, and laughed: "I'm going to the bathroom." ”

After Fang Xiqiao got the answer, he immediately turned around to look for it.

"Professor Fang, I've already poured that rice, don't let Miss Yan eat it again." Mrs. Hu thought that Fang Xiqiao was going to let the woman eat again, so she quickly put down the bowl and walked out, "After being tortured by those things for a month, her appetite must be bad, although she will be malnourished if she doesn't eat, but eating hard is also harmful to her body." ”

Fang Xiqiao smiled and nodded, and immediately went to the bathroom to look for it, but the door of the bathroom was tightly locked, no matter how he knocked on the door, no one answered, and there was not the slightest sound coming from inside.

About a minute later, he turned back and asked Mrs. Hu, "Mrs. Hu, is that the bathroom that Yan Yue entered?" ”

Mrs. Hu was a little confused, but she still nodded: "It's the bathroom, I watched her run in." ”

"Can you give me a screwdriver?" Fang Xiqiao swallowed her saliva, and her tone began to become more and more anxious, "I just went to look for it, and no one answered inside, I'm afraid that something will happen to her inside." ”

Compared with Fang Xiqiao's anxiety, Mrs. Hu seemed light, she glanced at the bathroom a few times, and then remembered that the woman in front of her was vomiting, and felt that Yan Yue was angry, and she didn't respond to Fang Xiqiao, but was playing Tai Chi for Yan Yue: "Maybe it's teaching you angry at Shengfang, who let you put so many dishes in her bowl in front of her, it's all piled up into a small mountain, Miss Yan eats hard." ”

Professor Hu glanced at the panicked Fang Xiqiao, and then glared at Mrs. Hu angrily: "Hurry up and find it first." ”

"She was trying to kill herself in the kitchen." Fang Xiqiao sighed very heavily, he knew that Madam Hu was defending Yan Yue, and he also felt that what he had done before was wrong, but he didn't have time to explain anything, so he could only turn all his words and all the complaints and anger in his heart into such a sentence.

Simple and clear, but his powerlessness.

How could he not know that Yan Yue's appetite was not good, how could he not know that Yan Yue couldn't eat so many meals, and how could he not know that Yan Yue's injury was not because she was careless when cutting vegetables, but because she wanted to commit suicide, where would someone cut her wrist when cutting vegetables?

He only needs to look at the woman, he can know what she really wants to do, that empty and helpless eyes with a little nostalgia and reluctance, which only people who want to commit suicide will have, hollowness and helplessness are goodbyes to this world, because they are already going to say goodbye, so she no longer has despair and pain, and all that remains is empty and helpless living.

is nostalgic and reluctant probably because the woman is still in love, attached to him or to other people who care, no matter what it is, after all, this woman is left.

He was grateful to the woman for still having something to love, but at the same time he was also afraid, this attachment could not stop her from picking up the knife, she had already raised the knife, had already cut her wrist, if the next time this attachment appeared later, would he have to completely lose this woman.

"Suicide?!" When Mrs. Hu heard Fang Xiqiao's words, her face was full of disbelief, and then she immediately went to the toolbox to find a screwdriver, "How could Miss Yan commit suicide?" ”

Fang Xiqiao grabbed her hair with her hand, and the dryness made him feel like he was being bitten by insects: "Those netizens blocked the door of our apartment every day to let her die, and they came out at night to pretend to be ghosts to scare people, and her spirit was declining day by day, especially after knowing that my parents and her aunt's family were also maliciously attacked by netizens, she spent the whole day in self-blame in her heart, she..."

Fang Xiqiao didn't say any more, because Yan Yue had swallowed a whole bottle of cold medicine and a whole box of antipyretic medicine a few days ago, and then she also swallowed all the medicines in the medicine box, but fortunately, there were no harmful medicines in the medicine box.

"That's why Professor Fang didn't talk to Miss Yan when he was eating earlier?" Mrs. Hu rummaged through the toolbox, listening to Fang Xiqiao's words, she gradually became a little anxious, when she chatted with Yan Yue, she didn't feel that Yan Yue had any wrong emotions at all, and even her face was not pale, it might be the reason for wearing light makeup, it was just that she was not a little interested, maybe she was a little worried about what happened like that.

However, when Yan Yue chatted with her, she didn't look like a person who wanted to commit suicide, but talked about it with a dignified expression, and she liked it when she looked at it.

If it weren't for Fang Xiqiao saying this, she would never have known that this society was so crazy now, even crazier than their time, like a fish grabbing a young girl, as long as there is fish food falling into the water of the "network", you don't care about it, just eat it.

Fang Xiqiao looked down and didn't speak, his eyes were fixed on the toolbox, he just begged to find the screwdriver quickly.

But Mrs. Hu's words just now were only half right, because Yan Yue wanted to give up his life again, because he was occupied by the feeling of losing Yan Yue, so he was pushed to the extreme by this feeling, since his company could not let a woman have the idea of living, then what about his indifference?

At the same time, he was also wrapped in anger, because he was angry, he wanted to see the woman's uncomfortable appearance, he just wanted Yan Yue to eat more at the beginning, but then his emotions were uncontrollable, seeing that Yan Yue only ate a few bites of food, looking at Yan Yue's calm appearance, he wanted to make her uncomfortable, as long as there was a painful expression.

Let him know that this woman is still alive.

"You kid, why do you still do this knowing that Miss Yan is suicidal, she is already uncomfortable, and she is still treated indifferently by the person she loves, doesn't she even have the last thought? Didn't you say that the wound was not deep, then it means that Miss Yan did not cut it to the end, and there are still people in this world who make her miss it, if you do this, won't you push her to death? Mrs. Hu found the screwdriver, quickly got up and handed it to Fang Xiqiao, "Go and take a look, don't have an accident!" ”

Fang Xiqiao took the screwdriver and immediately ran to the place of the bathroom, Mrs. Hu also wanted to go, but let Professor Hu stop her, saying that if nothing happened, it would be the time for the two children to have a good talk, if something really happened, their two old bones would not be able to help, but would block the road there, delaying the time for treatment.

"Don't let anything happen to you, such a good girl." Mrs. Hu kept looking at the direction of the bathroom worriedly, and when she thought of Yan Yue's face, she felt more and more distressed, what a gentle and dignified woman she was, if it was her daughter, she would definitely hold it in her heart and hurt it, whoever dared to bully would do her best, because she would not be willing to suffer any hardships and grievances.

Professor Hu thought of the words he had exchanged with Fang Xiqiao earlier, and sighed deeply.

Their era of inequality and oppression is over, but now... It's true that the times are advancing, and things that harm people are also "progressing" day by day.