Li Yu said: "For a long time, he thought that the person who betrayed him was my mother, and he hated her very much in his heart. So he avoided her as much as he could, but that's all, he didn't retaliate. ”

I asked, "Why not retaliate?" ”

Li Yu said: "He said that because there is only one my mother in this world, there will be no more if I kill it." ”

I was surprised, "But your mother hurt him so badly." ”

"He thinks what if not." Li Yu said: "It turned out to be really not. ”

I said, "Your dad thinks she's wrong without even figuring it out, that's too much." ”

"There was solid evidence at the time, and my mother's relationship with him was not as strong as it is now, she was the most motivated person, and it was impossible to wash it away in that environment at that time." Li Yu said: "My father didn't retaliate at that time, just because he was reluctant, the so-called just in case was just an excuse for himself, otherwise he couldn't explain to the dead in his heart." ”

I said, "Then your dad must be under a lot of pressure." ”

"He didn't say it, but I think so." Li Yu sighed and said sadly: "I'm really inferior to him, I was only angry in my head, and I only had revenge in my heart, I just wanted to kill you." But after I killed it, I felt scared again. There is only one you in the world, and after killing me, I will have nothing. ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Although you didn't go into details, I can be sure that your father must not have seen your mother betray him, otherwise it would not have been possible to reverse this in the future." And I confirmed it in front of you, and I stimulated you, and after that your soul was torn apart, and you suffered so much inhuman suffering. Your dad loses money and friends, and you can't say that those are not important, but those are not as important as your own life after all. You hate me far more than he did to your mother, and you are far more angry than he was at the time, and different degrees of things cannot be compared at all. ”

I said so much in one breath, Li Yu never said anything, just listened silently, looking very pitiful.

When I saw this, I said: "Your father has been running a friendly and generous personality all his life, tolerance is one of his ways of behavior, and you have always paid more attention to your own feelings, and you are more decisive and chic than him...... He tells you he does it, but does he tell you he's happy doing it? If your mother hadn't been overturned later, and she did it, would he really be happy? Does he want you to do that? ”

When I was halfway through my speech, Li Yu pursed his mouth, and when I finished speaking, the corners of his mouth were hooked, and his eyes were full of smiles, "He is very happy." ”

Me: "......"

Li Yu said with a smile: "He told me that it was because he was not satisfied with what I did before, and he hoped that I could learn to be tolerant." ”

I was speechless.

Li Yu took my hand again, looked at my eyes gently, and said, "I know you are comforting me, thank you." However, I am not saying this to seek your comfort, but to acknowledge this objective fact. I was punished for my narrow-mindedness, and if I had resisted the momentary anger and the thought of revenge, the situation would have been much better since then. I also know that you have always had this in your mind, but you may have suppressed it with the idea that you made a mistake first, otherwise you wouldn't always be so world-weary and have no attachment to me at all. As he spoke, his eyes turned red, and tears slowly appeared in his eyes, "I'm sorry...... I have never been humble to you, although the matter has come to this, and it is useless to apologize, but ...... I'm sorry, baby...... It's not good for me to make you suffer so much......" He hung his head and wept as he spoke.

I didn't expect him to say this suddenly, let alone suddenly shed tears, I was flustered and distressed, and quickly reached out to wipe his tears, and said, "That's not the case, don't think like that...... I'm misanthropic because of me, I'm ......"

I really don't have a grudge for him.

I would have thought that he could have killed me anyway, and whatever the reason, he could afford to lose me.

So I don't have a grudge for him.

I had to say, "Emotions are one thing, but I have to be reasonable." ”

"That's the truth," he wiped his face with his hand, and looked up at my eyes, which looked pitifully like a red-eyed rabbit, "I can't do without you, that's the truth between you and me." ”

Before these few minutes, I always felt that Wu Jingkang's "home" was the ultimate of "satisfaction", because what you see is what you get, what you think is what you get, even people at the peak of power in this world can't do this, there, it seems that all ** can be satisfied.

But in my opinion, Wu Jingkang's room of things is not as precious as Li Yu's words today.

Because even if Wu Jingkang loses in that house, there is no loss, but Li Yu's life is his only one.

So I couldn't hold back my tears and said, "I'll listen to you in the future...... I don't want to die anymore. ”

Li Yu also reached out and wiped my cheek with his thumb and said, "I didn't want to coerce you to promise me like this. ”

I said, "I know." I used to underestimate your feelings for me, and I didn't expect you to love me so much. I'm not being coerced by you, I still think it's terrible to live like this, and I still think it's very sad for me to have you dealing with Silvia, but...... I am willing to accept these completely for you, and work hard to live for you, I miss you. ”

Li Yu looked at me for a while, didn't say anything, reached out and hugged me, and I also hugged his neck.

For the next period of time, none of us spoke. It's a great feeling to be snuggled up to each other at the moment, we've hardly ever hugged him like this, I used to have a good heart, but then I was busy with all kinds of events, I didn't know how good it was to hold him like this.

Until Li Yu spoke, "Baby......"

"Huh?" I rested my head on his shoulder and answered comfortably.

He laughed, his head moved, and I felt a soft, moist touch on my neck. I felt so itchy that I couldn't help but shrink my neck and hear him say, "Why is your 'um' sound so cute?" ”

I said, "Where do you think I am not cute?" ”

"It's cute everywhere, and it's especially cute when it's cheeky." He hugged me and shook me gently, asking, "Are you tired?" ”

"Not tired." I said, "I just got fully charged at Wu Jingkang. ”

Li Yu laughed again, "You're not a mobile phone." ”

"I'm a cell phone nerve." I asked, "Are you tired?" ”

"It's fine." He said this, but yawned.

I hurriedly broke out of his arms, and seeing that he looked very tired, I hurriedly grabbed his wrist and saw that it was two o'clock in the afternoon.

Li Yu is just like he said, his energy has always been very good, and he never takes a nap, so I am naturally extremely worried.

Seeing my expression like this, Li Yu said, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

I said, "Do you think I'd believe that?" ”

"I know you won't." Li Yu said: "But I really feel that everything is fine except for being tired, and I am also actively looking for answers, and I believe that there will be eyebrows soon." ”

I asked, "Where do you look for answers?" ”

Li Yu said: "I want to invite Lan Xian'er's brother over, but he is a little difficult to find. ”

"Her brother?" I then remembered that when Lan Xian'er met us on the first day, she did mention that she had an older brother, "What does her brother do?" Why can't you find it? ”

Li Yu said: "Her brother is just an ordinary physique, but he is the one who inherits the orthodoxy of the Lan family, and he has the true inheritance of the Lan family, and he can handle all kinds of methods of the Lan family." I asked Lan Xian'er about his brother's whereabouts, and Lan Xian'er said that he had a strange personality and walked around outside all the year round, and she couldn't contact him. ”

I said, "How can her brother help you?" ”

"In the family history of the Blue Fairy, it is mentioned that after the soul is partially stolen by the spirit stealer, the person who loses the soul will slowly become weak. It's pretty much the same as your spirit and body, except that my body is fine, but my soul is broken. Li Yu said: "This disharmony is the main reason for my adverse reactions. ”

I said, "It means that your spirit is overworked and drained." ”

Li Yu's eyes were already grains of rice, "That's what it means." ”

I said, "Then can you also go to Wu Jingkang to recharge?" ”

"Huh?" Li Yu's brain didn't seem to be able to keep up, and he spoke slowly, "This ......"

I said, "I think it's possible, I'll take you there now, but ...... You have to avoid me as much as possible, because your spirit is too ......."

As I was talking, I suddenly saw Li Yu's body crooked, and he actually lay down directly.

I hurriedly reached out to try his snort, he was still alive, then he was asleep.

I moved him to lie down, covered him with a quilt, and sat on the edge of the bed for a while to make sure he was breathing steadily, and to see his lovely sleeping face. I can't help but think, how could he marry Lan Xian'er if he loves me so much? Presumably Wu Jingkang lied to me, after all, the mirror was actually not counted.

After that, I went out of the bedroom and tried to ask Nemo where Li Yu had put Lan Xian'er's family chronicle, but I never thought that Nemo really knew, it said that the family chronicle was in Li Yu's studio, and I had permission to check it.

I went to the studio, and Nemo found the folder where the family history was located through the tentacles here and handed it to me, which contained not only the family history, but also a finished translation. Obviously, Li Yu knew that I would want to read it, so he simply translated it into the vernacular for me.

The content of this family history mainly talks about a line of thought, that is, the relationship between the body and the spirit must be natural, one-to-one, and exactly the same, otherwise there will be problems with the body and spirit of people. After thoroughly understanding this line of thought, many things about the spirit have answers, and there are solutions, and what is more interesting is that it is written in this family chronicle that the ancestors of the Lan family believed that the spirit and spirit were the same, not **. I remember that Wu Jingkang did not find the answer to this question.

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