Chapter 416: Panyu 117 Distant Lover
This was originally just Ziqi's casual words, but it was recalled by himself over and over again for a long time. He was conflicted about whether he should regret telling Taoba about Xibao.
If those words hadn't been spoken, maybe they wouldn't have met.
Or with Tuoba's temperament at the time, even if he encountered it, he would definitely ignore Xibao.
That day, he suddenly became interested and asked Xibao and Tuoba to come out to the garden to chat.
Ziqi arrived at the earliest, waiting for them in the pavilion. Then there was Xibao, she was very happy that day, and she could see that she had dressed up carefully before coming out. The dress is simple and exquisite, and the neat hair is dotted with small flowers, which is cute and moving. Seeing that he was young, his heart was warm, and his face turned red when he greeted him, and he couldn't even speak.
However, this embarrassment lasted until the arrival of Tuoba.
He was dressed in black tight clothes, his demeanor was vigorous, and when the whole figure was still shadowed through the branches, Xibao ran out of the pavilion excitedly.
"Tuobaju......" she called softly, beautiful and beautiful. turned around and ran out of the pavilion, and walked towards Tuoba Jue with great joy.
There was a hint of blush on her face, and she looked really moving. It's a pity that this moving beauty doesn't belong to Ziqi, and even today's elaborate dressing doesn't belong to Ziqi.
At that moment, Ziqi's heart was flooded with a hundred emotions, some good and some bad. But at least, he suddenly understood that he liked Xibao......
He liked this girl, maybe a long time ago, but he didn't know. By the time she knew, she had already walked towards another person.
And that man, yesterday, he was still in front of him describing the girl's smile.
It's really ironic......
"Ziqi."
Ziqi ...... What happened to you? β
They still look like they're doing nothing.
At that moment, Zi Qi was angry, he clenched his hands, and wanted to smash his fist on Tuoba Jue's body.
But in the end, he still raised the corners of his mouth, "No, nothing......"
If you forbear, at least they're still friends!
Later, Ziqi didn't mention Xibao in front of Tuoba Jue anymore, but Tuoba Jue would say a few words from time to time.
Sometimes Ziqi will still comfort herself, time is always mixed with too many uncertainties, and they may not be together. At that moment, Ziqi's heart was clouded, and he was even a little glad of his identity. In comparison, Princess Xibao will be more likely to marry herself, Tuoba Jue is a proton after all.
Unfortunately, he always seemed to be a beat slower than Tuoba.
By the time he thought of this, Tuoba had already told him that he was going to marry Xibao.
He found a few adults and helped him raise the matter to His Majesty. At that moment, Ziqi finally understood what was the difference between himself and Tuoba.
He doesn't have that intense aggressiveness, and there is a calm heart hidden under his gentle exterior. He always looks ahead and backwards, so no matter how clever he is and how well he plans, he will always be a beat slower than Tuoba.
"Well, bless you...... Bless you all. β
The blessing is sincere, maybe he is really not suitable for Xibao. If he can see Xibao happy, he can see his brother happy, he will also sincerely bless him.
Even if he is reluctant, his conscience does not allow him to have any bad thoughts.
Just as he was silently preparing to give them a big gift, Xibao was casually promised to Murong Chong by Emperor Fu Jian. A proton of the Yan Kingdom who had never entered the life of Xibao, because of an adventurous action by the remnants of the Yan Kingdom, Murong Chong jumped into the list of Emperor Fu Jian and turned Tuoba Jue away.
As a result, she did not become his woman, nor did she become Topha's wife. Caught off guard, she became another person's fiancΓ©e, which is really tricky.
Sometimes in the dead of night, Ziqi will persuade herself over and over again - let go, it's time to let go. However, it didn't work, he couldn't deceive himself. He wasn't even sure if he was really trying to persuade Tuoba to leave, or if it was for himself.
As long as people live, selfishness is everywhere.
The cold wind moved slightly, and Zi Qi looked at Xibao and smiled, "Anyway, you are also from this city." β
They can no longer talk and joke with each other as before. Now every word you say, you have to consider whether there is any deviance and whether there is any offense.
Xibao raised the corners of his mouth, but he seemed to think of something again, and his expression lowered, "It's a pity...... I can't go into battle like she does. β
Ziqi turned her face sideways, thinking of the dazzling woman, afraid that she would never see her again. "You don't have to think about her all the time, she's gone. You don't have to live like her, and that life may not be for you. β
"I used to look up to that kind of life very much, until she was deceived by the man she loved and stained her family with blood, and I couldn't envy her anymore." Hee-Po clasped his hands tightly on his knees, "She must be very sad. β
The young female marshal who was like a god that day was also defeated in the hands of a man, which is probably a catastrophe.
Zi Qi's eyes were quiet, he looked at Xibao gently, and slowly spoke, "Xibao...... You'll be happier than she is. β
Will it?
When she thought of Murong Chong's respectful appearance, she could even think of how she would be tormented on every cold day in the future.
Xibao took a breath, exhaled slowly, looked at the sky with his eyes far away, and said softly, "I hope." β
After Ziqi left, no one came to Xianghe Palace again. Fenghuang would bring news from outside Chang'an City every day, and the battle situation was like this cold and long winter, and finally gradually receded.
The Qiang tribe was attacked by the Murong clan and the crown prince and had already lost the upper hand. Tianjin still has no news, but because of the war, the sisters of the poppy who fell in the Southern Dynasty have lost contact one by one.
Xibao was always thinking about Tuoba, and he had the opportunity to leave, but he gave up. He came to Xianghe Palace that day to take her with him. If she hadn't been married at the time, if her family and country hadn't suffered, maybe she would have really left.
Unfortunately, it backfired.
If she didn't know about this, Xibao wouldn't care, but since Ziqi had already come over and asked for it again and again, she couldn't sit idly by.
But...... This is similar to you leaving, if I won't go with you, how can I say it to your face?
Xibao walked out of the Xianghe Palace, circled around Tuoba's palace three times, and finally did not set foot in. But she didn't know that in the courtyard of the palace gate, someone had been standing silently on the inside of the red gate, watching her pacing and wandering from a distance.
One door is two different worlds, one can't get in, and the other can't get out. I looked at you, and you looked at me, but we didn't know that we had looked at each other.