After going out, I couldn't find the direction, so I could only blindly run along a ridge path in front of the door.

All I know is that I'm going to run now, to stay away from that demon.

I was panicked, afraid that He Xu would chase after me if he found out that I was missing.

Picking up the phone, I wanted to ask for help, but I didn't know who to call at this point, and the phone was about to run out of battery.

The phone rang several times and was picked up, and the voice of her best friend Li Luo on the other end of the phone seemed to have not woken up.

"Little fish?"

"Luoluo, ah......"

The stalk was so narrow that I accidentally slipped into the field and rolled into the mud.

Rising from the field, my shoes had fallen off, and my phone had been turned off completely, I continued to run barefoot, warm blood running down my thighs and mixing with the mud on my legs.

I finally walked to the main road, passing by the farmhouse where I ate during the day, and I finally found my way.

I ran out of the scenic area, onto the national highway, and walked along the winding mountain road, I didn't dare to stop, and I lost feeling in both legs.

The asphalt road that winds its way is filled with my bloody footprints, silently recounting my tragic experience.

The wind is hot in the summer, but I feel so cold, cold from the inside out.

Finally halfway up the mountain, I looked numbly at the endless darkness at the bottom of the mountain, and fell into deep despair.

After two years of marriage, I haven't seen the people around me clearly, how blind, stupid, and failed am I?

Overnight, losing everything, I really wanted to jump off a hundred, but I thought of my mother.

My mom was in a vegetative state when my dad died in a car accident, and she was the only one for me for so many years, what would she do if she lost me again?

There is also the kind-hearted person named "Seagull", who has been sponsoring me during my years of study, and often encourages me and enlightens me on QQ. He was one of the few warmers I had growing up.

If I die like this, won't I be disappointed by his efforts over the years? I haven't had a chance to meet him in person and say thank you to him in person, I don't even know what his real name is.

In life, grievances and grievances, there must always be a break, in addition to the unrepaid kindness, there is also unavenged revenge.

Why is He Xu suddenly so inhuman? This account still has to be calculated.

In the end, I didn't jump.

Until many years later, I was grateful for this moment when I chose to be sane and brave.

If I don't die, I have to live well, I can't stay in the mountains all the time, like a lonely ghost, I have to find a way to go back to the city, I have to accept and face the collapse of the sky and the earth overnight, broken.

But in the middle of the night, there was no taxi on this mountainside.

However, there is a small car that comes out of the scenic spot and returns in the middle of the night, and under the dazzling headlights, my embarrassment has nothing to hide.

I let go of all my pride and beckoned to them, and the people in the car swept me away with surprised or mocking glances, accompanied by a rhythmic rock 'n' roll, and no car wanted to stop.

Maybe in their eyes, I was like a beggar, like a refugee, like a madman, ridiculous and unbearable.

After many disappointments, I made a risky decision.

I stood at the bend against the mountain wall, and when I saw the light again, I didn't hesitate to rush out.

As long as I don't get hit and killed, there is hope to be taken away! That's the only way I can think of it.