286 Which one do you want to keep?
I thought as I entered the house. Because when I drove the car into the garden, Nemo would definitely inform the family, so I thought that Li Yu never came out because he went out again. Unexpectedly, I found him in the living room.
Nemo opened the blackout curtains for him, so the room was dark and quiet, and only the wedding photos on the walls were flowing with an undazzling golden light.
Since it had been hanging there, I had not been looking at it properly, and when I looked at it, I suddenly realized that the person in the wedding photo was so strange, so strange that it seemed that I hadn't seen her for a long time. At the same time as this thought appeared, I suddenly thought of the hypothesis that Li Yu had put forward, maybe I am not me.
If I wasn't me, then ......
For some reason, the thought of this possibility made me feel so scared, I couldn't accept it at all, and I couldn't think about it at all.
I saw Li Yu lying on the sofa, so I came to him, he was wearing trousers, his belt was open, the tie on his shirt was loose, and two buttons were open. He used to be energetic, and even when he was tired, he would pack up and go to bed in his bedroom, but now it was unusual, and I suddenly became nervous, fearing that his soul was overdrawn because of incompleteness.
So she shook him violently, slapped him in the face, and called him by name.
Suddenly, he moved, and before I could be happy, I felt a pain in my chest, and my body flew back more than a meter uncontrollably and fell to the ground.
Li Yu sat up suddenly, rubbed his forehead, gave me a cold look, and closed his eyes.
I was sure I saw a distinct disgust in his eyes.
Although my body hurt badly, I struggled to get up, and as soon as I reached the door, I heard footsteps behind me. I couldn't dodge, he had already hugged him, while saying, "I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you ......"
As he spoke, he pulled my shoulders so that I was facing him, looking me up and down, looking a little nervous, "Does it still hurt?" He picked me up again, went back and gently laid me down on the couch, got down on one knee, and made a gesture to lift my skirt.
I hurriedly pressed my skirt and said, "It's all right." ”
Li Yu said: "You just fell so hard. ”
I said, "Didn't you see me clearly?" How do I know if I've fallen hard? ”
He had an apologetic look on his face, "I'm sorry...... I just thought it was noisy and annoyed, so I pushed it. I really didn't realize it was you. Then he lifted my skirt again and said, "Let me see." ”
I pushed him away and said, "I'm fine." My body will heal itself, and it is healing now. ”
Li Yu didn't believe it, "How could it heal so quickly?" ”
I said, "Even if the muscles start to rot, it will only take less than 10 minutes to fully recover." It's a small injury. ”
Li Yu's expression relaxed a little and asked, "Were you worried about me just now?" ”
I said, "Why are you sleeping here like this?" Didn't change your clothes? ”
"I didn't sleep all night last night and drank some more alcohol." He talked to me with his face up, touched my leg with his hand, and said softly, "I'm sorry to scare you." ”
I said, "You're fine." He pulled his hand away and pulled his leg back.
He didn't speak, just looked at me, holding my leg again.
I had to pull his hand again, but this time he even held his hand, and I twitched, but instead of succeeding, I was grabbed even tighter. I had to give up and look at him in annoyance.
Li Yu's expression looked a little nervous again, "Are you still angry?" ”
I said, "Hmm. ”
He immediately said, "I really didn't mean to push you, I was in a daze." I didn't sleep all night last night, first went to the vault, then went to meet a partner, and was pulled in and drank a lot of wine. When I come back in the morning, I call you, and ...... again I was in a bad mood and tired. ”
I said, "You wouldn't be like this before, no matter how tired you were. ”
Li Yu said: "In the past, I only took a few months to take a business, and I was not tired at all. ”
I shook my head and said, "You used to be sick, and I woke you up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare, and you didn't get angry at that time, but forced yourself to wake up and coax me." ”
He suddenly showed a helpless expression, "So do you think I should coax you like this for the rest of your life?" Can't I feel tired anymore? ”
"I didn't mean that, I meant to say, do you remember what you said that day?" His words made my heart cold even more than he had just pushed me, "You said that although you are very uncomfortable, you feel very happy to hear my voice in a daze." In the past, no matter what I woke you up for, you always woke up happy. ”
Li Yu licked his lips and opened his mouth a few times before saying, "I'm sorry." But you're really too careful, I'm just too tired. I promise it won't...... Don't be upset, okay? ”
I said, "You don't promise this, I don't want to hear it." ”
Li Yu once again showed a helpless look, "Then what do you want me to say?" I was wrong, but I was unintentional......" he said, his face showing boredom, "we are not the same as before, you can't compare what I did before with what I do now." ”
I said, "That's right, you used to have only me, no Silvia." ”
Li Yu stood up suddenly, "Why did you mention her again?" ”
I said, "Because I don't think you love me that much anymore, probably because you've fallen in love with her after a lot of contact with her." ”
Li Yu suddenly went crazy and widened his eyes, "Then what am I going to do with you?" Wouldn't it be enough for you to die? ”
"If you don't treat me, I won't die!" I hated him yelling at me so condescendingly, and I also stood up, because I was on the sofa, but I was taller than him, so I had an momentum, "It's good that I'm alive like this now, but you have to do something with a machine heart!" No heart, no more! I don't necessarily have to live a few more years without a machine heart! How many times have I said that I would rather have no heart than you to accompany her, I would rather die than let you fool around with her, why do you have to make me unhappy? ”
In fact, my words are not all true, who wants to die if they can live? It's good to have a heart, and when I'm calm, I also think it's good for me that he's doing this, and I'm grateful to him. But when I think of him and Silvia hugging and kissing, I imagine them eating and ...... together.
I'm like an ant devouring bones, and I'm going to collapse in pain.
Li Yu frowned, "I thought you had understood this matter." When a person dies, there is nothing, and nothing matters to keep you alive. ”
I said, "But I'm doing just fine." The only bad thing is that you have to be stimulated by you and her all day long. ”
"I've said it many times." He said: "Your situation is too precarious to last long. ”
"The heart of a machine is as unstable, and nothing in this world is stable." I said, "What's more, my soul is still there, if my body is really dead, it's a big deal that I will find another corpse of the same age, and let Wu Jingkang teach me to possess the past." ”
I'm just a hypothesis, and I don't know if Wu Jingkang can do this, but Li Yu immediately shook his head and said resolutely: "I want your body!" ”
I said, "I'm still me with a different body." ”
"No," Li Yu repeated word by word, "I want your body." ”
I looked him in the eye and chuckled for no reason, and a horrible suspicion came to mind.
But before I had time to think about it, Li Yu said again: "All the happiness and pain you have brought me are in this body, and I don't want you to replace this body." I still want to grow old with you. ”
I said, "Which do you want to keep more of my soul or body?" ”
Li Yu's expression was slightly stunned, and he said, "What are you talking about?" ”
I said, "I'd rather let my soul suffer terribly than keep my body, as if you love this body, not me." ”
Li Yu frowned, his eyes seemed to be looking at a madman, "How could you think of such a strange thing?" Aren't you and the body all you? ”
"But it doesn't seem to you." I said, "You prefer the body." ”
Li Yu went crazy again, "Song Jiayin! The more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes! ”
I looked at him and said nothing.
He was very angry, "Do you think Wu Jingkang can help you change your body immediately?" Look at how hard it was for him to grab my body? Of course, it is better for your soul to be with your own body, so do you still want me to teach you such a simple truth over and over again? ”
I said, "So, if he can replace it for me, won't you go to see Silvia again?" ”
Li Yu didn't speak, just looked at me with an annoyed expression.
Seeing this, I didn't have the heart to say any more, so I jumped off the couch and left the living room.
It was already close to noon, and I tried to put on my makeup as fast as I could, but as soon as I finished putting on makeup, Nemo came to inform a visitor, it was Yu Wen's driver.
Before I could say anything, Nemo was running away again.
I didn't think much about it, I hurriedly ran to the cloakroom, and before I could open the wardrobe, there was a sudden pressure from behind me, and I was pressed against the wardrobe door.
It wasn't until the spoilers came that I realized what was going on, and the accident and pain made my brain buzz.
Li Yuhe ......
Needless to say, he used to be very gentle with me, but then I killed him, and for a while he used to punish me like this, and he was rude then, but far less than now, as if I were just a tool.
But am I wrong? Could it be that being jealous and furious is a more serious sin than killing him?
This painful process lasted for a while, and although my body kept hurting, it was also healing itself. It's just that my heart was shattered by him on the ground, just as he broke my heart, and it couldn't heal itself.
Just as I was struggling, he suddenly opened his mouth, "I do love the body more...... he actually laughed, "the body is far more lovely than your unreasonable, overly sensitive soul." ”
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