I was a little confused, "What do you mean...... Was that part of your spirit lost long before you were with me? ”

Li Yu smiled, looking helpless at the same time, "Baby, I mean, I love you and it has nothing to do with her, I'm sure no, I can swear, I remember it very clearly." ”

I said, "Does that mean that this part of the spirit was lost before?" ”

He shook his head, "I don't know, I can only describe my own feelings." If I knew, things wouldn't have been so troublesome. But I think so. ”

Also right......

I was speechless for a moment.

That's important to me. Why he fell in love with me is almost the most important thing in our relationship.

While I was silent, Li Yu said: "I admit it, I noticed you because your looks are particularly attractive to me, and I even feel that I have been waiting for a woman like you to appear, I think this may be the fate in the dark." But I was soon drawn to your other qualities. ”

I'm not pretentious, I'm telling the truth, "May I ask if I have any qualities that appeal to you?" ”

I think I'm pretty good-looking, but other than that, I really don't have anything.

And beauty also needs money to maintain, when I met Li Yu, I couldn't even guarantee the basic sleep time, not to mention famous brands, even the cheap body lotions in the supermarket were often reluctant to buy, so I don't look as good as Li Nuannuan, Sivia and other young girls around Li Yu, and the quality of my skin is even inferior to Yu Wen......

Li Yu said: "Of course, you are different from other girls I know, you are very tough, very calm, very smart, very gentle, and the most important thing is that you are very resistant to temptation and not flattering at all." Also, as I said, you have a very charming wildness in you, which fascinates me. ”

I can't help but feel a little hot, "Sounds so fake......"

He praised him so hard that I was both happy and didn't think it sounded real.

Li Yu smiled and said softly, "I didn't lie." I know you've always had low self-esteem and feel like you're not good at anything, and I must have another reason for my crush on you. And in the past, I didn't handle the relationship between me and my sister well, and I did such a thing willfully, which directly confirms your idea. ”

I nodded and said, "You're right. ”

"You're wrong in this way, and of course, I have a lot of responsibility." He took my hand, pulled it to his mouth, lowered his head and kissed my finger, and said, in fact, the reason for falling in love with someone is impossible to explain, but at least I will not pick a girlfriend in the garbage heap, instead, I choose the woman I think is the best. ”

He didn't seem to have said these sour words to me before, and I felt that my heart couldn't stand it, and I couldn't help but avoid his gaze.

I only heard him laugh again and said, "According to my sister's words, you are not highly educated, have no taste, do not pay attention to etiquette, and do not have strong social skills...... I also admit that you are indeed inferior to those rich ladies in these aspects, but this is because these require a lot of money to cultivate, and you need to hire someone to train systematically. As long as you live in a wealthy environment for a long time, these can eventually be cultivated. However, you are different, not only do you not have these, you don't even have a family, and living with your brother in such a situation, taking care of yourself and taking care of him is something that adults can easily retreat from, but you have always persevered, it is enough to see that you cannot be as simple and easy to deceive as you seem, on the contrary, you are very smart, very hard-working, and very tenacious. And you are so beautiful, it is impossible that no one will teach you how to use yourself to improve your life, but you don't have that choice, which shows that you are very rational and cherish your dignity. ”

I said, "It's not because of reason, it's because it's ......," and I still didn't mention it.

Li Yu was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Do you really think that staying at his house is more difficult than taking your younger brother who is crazy and can barely be subdued?" ”

I looked at him and said, "I'm afraid you'll be angry when I said that." ”

Li Yu smiled, "You know I won't." ”

"It's really better to stay at his house, he has no worries about food and clothing, he was very nervous about his studies at that time, and he couldn't harass me every day." I said, "My brother is different, he goes crazy from time to time, beats me, and costs a lot of money. ”

Li Yu touched my hair and looked at me gently, this gaze reminded me of the day I told Yu Wen that I had a miscarriage, and she also looked at me with such distressed eyes.

I continued: "If it's said that I can't sleep well at his house because he will suddenly appear next to my bedside. After I was reunited with my brother, I didn't get a good night's sleep, partly because I had to work overtime to earn money, and partly because sometimes he would suddenly wake up at night and make that horrible scream...... Do you remember a few times when you came to see him, and he suddenly went crazy, and when he suddenly heard that kind of scream in his sleep...... Even after I got married, I still occasionally woke up with such nightmares. ”

Li Yu wiped my face with his hand, but still didn't speak.

I was silent for a moment, relieving my emotions, after all, my heart had just undergone another operation, and I still didn't want it to break now.

I said, "But, even then, I didn't think about going back to their house." Because even though my brother is terrible, he's not a bad guy, he can't control himself, he doesn't want to hurt me. But their family is different, he did it on purpose, and it wasn't the first time he sneaked into my room and ...... me But many times later, when I told his mom and even discussed it with him, but he pretended to be stupid. He knew I was scared and I didn't want that, but he was ...... So, I can answer your question like this, compared to living in the Chi family, it is very hard to take my younger brother, but in the end it is still relatively easy. ”

Li Yu hugged me again, but he didn't push me very hard, after all, I still had wounds. He quickly let go of his hand again, and said softly: "That's what I'm going to say, some people will choose to stay there, I'm not saying that they are bad, after all, it's another kind of helplessness, and I will be very sympathetic, but if you leave, I will fall in love with you who choose like this." ”

I said, "Thank you for saying that." ”

"I think you've done something that most people can't do, and I don't have the confidence to do it myself," he said, "and you're the most special person in my life, and you're such a beautiful and lovely guy, why shouldn't I fall in love with you?" ”

The last sentence made me so shy, I didn't know how to speak for a while, and I even forgot why I was angry these days.

"Besides," he looked into my eyes, his gaze determined and not flickering, "you were so resolute at the time, I knew I would not survive." But do you remember what my last words were? My life is gone, what's the point of me lying to you? ”

Tears immediately fell from my eyes.

That's right......

At that time, he could not have imagined that he would be "resurrected".

And he said to me that he loved me.

I suddenly felt that the struggle I had been struggling with was like a child's temper, unfounded, and stupid.

Li Yu took a handkerchief, wiped the tears on my face, and said, "Don't cry, you'll get tired from crying." ”

I choked up and said, "I didn't cry because I was sad......"

He asked, "Is that because you were moved by my sweet words?" ”

"Yes...... "I don't actually want to cry, I think I'm a very strong person, especially before I met Li Yu, after all, it's easy to be bullied if I always cry and cry, I have to harden my heart, so that I can deal with others." But after meeting Li Yu, to be exact, recently, my tears have become more, and my heart seems to have become softer, "You may not know, your memories are really ...... Although I am now touched by your sweet words, I still feel very stimulated when I think about it, and I feel that you love her more than I do...... Of course, I now think that I was wrong, after all, you gave me your life, and I really shouldn't think so. But, but ......."

"Don't talk about it, I understand," he said, tapping his finger to my lips, "we've been talking for a long time. Actually, I originally wanted to tell you that I discussed it with Lan Xian'er, and she said that as long as I can find a mirror that meets her requirements, she can take this part of my spirit out of your body and seal it into the mirror. ”

I was so shocked by these words that I stopped crying, "What are you doing in the mirror?" ”

Li Yu said: "After all, it can't stay in your body, it will hurt you." ”

I understood, "You don't really want it, as I suspected, do you?" ”

Li Yu showed a wicked look and smiled slightly, "So you know that I love you, but you still lied to me about a lot of sweet words." ”

I said, "I just think what Blue Fairy is doing seems to be a sign of this." "I don't have the heart to joke with him, because I'm in a hurry right now," did Lan Xian'er tell you what a spirit is? ”

Li Yu said: "Don't get excited, I know all this." ”

"You know you can't make such a stupid decision!" I said, "Only when your spirit is complete, can you drive Wu Jingkang away." And when your spirit is incomplete, it will be slowly consumed in the struggle with him, and the reason why you suddenly turned into a corpse last time was because the part of your spirit in your body was consumed too much! ”

Li Yu said, "I have already discussed this with Lan Xian'er. She said that she felt that my body could still support me for a while, and during this time she would try to find the information in the family to see if she could remove the memories inside. ”

I said, "Memories don't matter, I don't care anymore." ”

Li Yu shook his head, "Memories are very important, I want to put you at ease." ”

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