072. I want to feel what it feels like to have you
Yan Yue raised her head a little dazedly, and looked at Fang Xiqiao's eyes that wanted to eat people without fear, there was a hollowness in her eyes, and she didn't know what Fang Xiqiao was talking about.
This is probably the best explanation and embodiment of "those who do not know are not afraid".
Seeing the expression of the indirect perpetrator, Fang Xiqiao grinded his teeth, and really had a look that wanted to eat Yan Yue dry and swallow it into his stomach, but he knew that this knot had to be untied, that is, to be honest.
So he gave up the idea of doing it again, hugged the woman tightly, and said his torment yesterday: "When I called yesterday, I heard a man's voice over there, and then you hurriedly hung up my phone, and I was very scared... I'm afraid you'll run away with someone else. β
"So as soon as you came back last night... So? Yan Yue seems to have found the cause and source of Fang Xiqiao's bestial hair, the source turned out to be her, and then a reincarnation came down, and she herself suffered.
Fang Xiqiao smiled: "I just want to feel what it feels like to really have you, so that my heart can be quiet." β
Yan Yue's ghost reached out and touched the position of Fang Xiqiao's chest, and her bare skin became very hot because of her hand: "Is it quiet?" β
Fang Xiqiao hummed lightly, and then smiled: "But when you touch it, you won't be quiet again." β
Yan Yue quickly withdrew her hand when she was said, with a look of running away from the desert on her face, in order to cover it up, and to make this man feel at ease, she smiled lightly and said: "His name is Yu Zhi, he is really my friend, I met seven years ago, he is a very cute boy, and he is also very good, and then this time Li Xin's daughter ran away from home, and he also helped send me here, this favor can't help but return, he went back to D City yesterday, so I invited him to have a meal." β
"Hmm." Fang Xiqiao had closed his eyes, and his breathing began to lighten.
"What I said is true." Yan Yue reached out a little angrily and gently pinched Fang Xiqiao's hand, "He's just my friend." β
Fang Xiqiao, who felt a slight pain in his hand, opened his eyes, looked sideways at the woman who pouted, and laughed helplessly: "I believe, I have always believed." β
He actually didn't doubt that the man would have anything to do with Yan Yue, if Yan Yue didn't want to be with him anymore, then he would definitely say it bluntly, and then go to find a new love.
But Yan Yue, who had just explained to him seriously, was so cute, and surpassed a lovely height, cuter than her in a pink dress, cuter than when she lied to the doctor, cuter than when she was angry, cuter than she ever was, like a very cute pink jelly, he couldn't help but want to eat it.
Then he lifted the quilt and approached the woman again, looking at the woman's eyes as if he had seen a beast, like a student boy, he deliberately lowered his head to Yan Yue's lips like a mischief, and when he was about to touch it, he turned his head sideways again, his thin lips fell on Yan Yue's ears, and his voice was soft and slow: "Yan... month..."
In the process of speaking, the warm lips rubbed Yan Yue's ears a few times intentionally or unintentionally, Yan Yue was made to tremble, especially the breath that was like nothing was sprinkled on her ears, which made her blush even more, when she looked at the man with a pair of hazy eyes, the man grinned brightly, and then reached out to pick her up, walked out of the room, and then entered the bathroom next door.
Washing away the sticky and ambiguous smell of the whole body, Fang Xiqiao, who had changed into pajamas, quietly went to Yan Yue's room again, and brought Yan Yue a new pajama bed, Yan Yue originally wanted to go back to her room to sleep, but Fang Xiqiao directly picked her up and carried her back to his room.
Yan Yue was too sleepy, and she didn't struggle, the sleepiness made them both fall asleep, and when they woke up again, there were a few hazy children's voices outside the door: "Godmother... Godmother...? β
"Godmother, where are you?" It was He Qiuyuan who woke up and was looking for Yan Yue.
Yan Yue, who has always been shallow, suddenly woke up completely, and quickly got up from the bed, and when she was about to leave from the bedside, a hand suddenly stretched out from the futon and grabbed her hand, and she shook it back comfortingly: "Xiaoyuan is awake, she may want to go to the toilet." β
He Qiuyuan watched a horror movie before, a person in the film was eaten raw by a monster who rushed in from outside the toilet when she went to the toilet, and after that, she never dared to go to the toilet alone, and someone had to be guarding outside the toilet.
Fang Xiqiao rubbed Yan Yue's delicate palm with her fingers, she wanted to let go after a while, but suddenly there was a child's cry outside, Yan Yue was anxious and directly pulled her hand, and she didn't care about wearing the cotton drag, so she ran outside, Fang Xiqiao also immediately got up from the bed and went out behind Yan Yue.
As soon as he came out of the room, he put his hands on his chest and raised his face, because he saw that on the sofa in the living room, there was a child who was having fun, and there was a little tears and sadness on his face, Yan Yue sat next to the child, and smiled helplessly at the corner of his mouth.
"You've got a lot of ideas in your head." Yan Yue was helping He Qiuyuan put on her coat, she was really scared to death when she heard He Qiuyuan's cry just now, and the cry was so similar, she could talk to Li Xin about letting her daughter develop in the direction of an actress in the future.
He Qiuyuan pursed his mouth, grinned his teeth, and then went to get the remote control and turned on the TV to watch cartoons: "I called my godmother in the room for a long time, but my godmother is not there, by the way, godmother, why do you want to go to another room to sleep, do you dislike Xiaoyuan?" β
Yan Yue paused, then reached out to tie He Qiuyuan's hair, and shook her head with a smile: "No, it's just..."
"Uncle Fang!?" Before Yan Yue's words were finished, He Qiuyuan's little head was biased, and she saw Fang Xiqiao leaning against the door frame, she shouted in surprise, she couldn't care about tying her hair, ran off the sofa, and immediately ran to Fang Xiqiao, "Is Uncle Fang really you?" β
Fang Xiqiao nodded, saw the worry about He Qiuyuan in Yan Yue's eyes, and looked down to see He Qiuyuan running over without wearing cotton slippers, and then he let go of his chest holder, stepped forward and took He Qiuyuan's hand and walked towards Yan Yue: "I heard that you ran away from home?" β
"Hmm..."He Qiuyuan responded like a mosquito, and then cleverly immediately shifted the target, "How could that Uncle Fang be in my godmother's house, and... My godmother came out of that room before. β
Fang Xiqiao laughed, and Yan Yue's face also turned a little red.
But He Qiuyuan pursed his mouth as if he had discovered something, then climbed onto the sofa again, stretched out his hands and hugged Yan Yue tightly, and turned his head to pout and look at Fang Xiqiao: "Godmother is mine!" β
"Don't move, tie your hair first." After Yan Yue broke free from He Qiuyuan's bear hug, she braided He Qiuyuan with a hand-made comb.
Fang Xiqiao went to pour a glass of water to drink, then sat on the single sofa next to Yan Yue, looked at Yan Yue and He Qiuyuan, and suddenly had a fantasy, if the two of them had their own children, would it be warmer than this.
Yan Yue will educate the children gently, and he will keep a straight face and a serious face to let the children not make mistakes again, and then their children will definitely love their mother more, and they will be afraid of him as a father.
It turns out that love can also make people fall into fantasies, to imagine some things that may not be realized, but that is also a future thing, and this moment of fantasy is happy, joyful, and maybe enough.
He thought, he finally understood why some people were willing to live in that fleeting fantasy rather than face reality.
Some people say that when a person will fantasize about the future with you, that person may really fall in love with you and be willing to spend the rest of his life with you, even if you have no future later, but at that time you really thought about it.
The responsibility of spending the rest of your life together is too great and too depressing, but that person is willing to spend the rest of your life with you, so please don't doubt it at the time, let alone laugh at naivety.
But even if it was naΓ―ve, Fang Xiqiao was willing to be a naΓ―ve person.
"But I'm your godmother's boyfriend." After seeing He Qiuyuan's ostentatious expression towards himself, Fang Xiqiao said this coldly, and when he said it, his eyes had already fallen on the magazine in his hand, and the corners of his mouth did not move again, it was easy to give people the illusion that the sentence just now was not what he said.
But Yan Yue quickly raised her head and looked at Fang Xiqiao with a slight frown, Fang Xiqiao noticed that a gaze fell on her, and she also looked up and raised her eyebrows slightly, as if to say, "Am I not right?"
"......" He Qiuyuan bit her lip, she didn't speak, but her eyes kept looking at Fang Xiqiao, and when Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao were thinking about whether to coax her, she said without any abnormality, "That Uncle Fang has to be very good to my godmother, you can't bully my godmother, otherwise even if Uncle Fang is a friend of my parents, I will scold, and my parents will never be friends with you again." β
Fang Xiqiao felt a little surprised, but quickly returned to normal and nodded: "That's certain, I love your godmother more than you." β
He Qiuyuan snorted unconvinced: "I met my godmother when I was born, and obviously I love my godmother more than Uncle Fang." β
"Love cannot be measured by time." Fang Xiqiao was also unconvinced and fought back, "And my love is different from Madoka's love." β
"What's the difference." Of course He Qiuyuan knows the difference, because her mother loves her and her mother loves He Qi's father differently, although her mother loves her, she will also break her heart for He Qi's father and be fierce to her, so when she thinks about He Qiuyuan, she is a little weak-hearted, and then she is directly tired of Yan Yue, "Anyway, my godmother loves me the most!" β
Fang Xiqiao smiled meaninglessly, what is the difference, he is naturally not good to say in front of a child, as for the latter sentence, he thinks it can be used to tease the party: "Then you ask your godmother, who is your favorite person." β
Yan Yue, who was bowing her head to tie He Qiuyuan's hair, was shouted like this, and the braids that had just been braided on her hands were scattered, she glanced at Fang Xiqiao a few times, and then He Qiuyuan shook her hand and asked her who she loved the most.
"Of course it's our little circle." Yan Yue didn't even glance at Fang Xiqiao, and directly said the answer, "In this life, my godmother only loves Xiaoyuan." β
Then, He Qiuyuan immediately excitedly showed off to Fang Xiqiao.
"Sit down, there's still a little bit to make up." Yan Yue continued to braid her braids.
Fang Xiqiao on the single sofa looked at He Qiuyuan's show off and pride, and suddenly sneered, how could he compete with a child, after he looked at Yan Yue's braided hands, he put the magazine in his hand on the coffee table, and then got up.
Yan Yue saw Fang Xiqiao get up, and she also turned her head and raised her eyes to look at Fang Xiqiao: "Where are you going?" β
Fang Xiqiao raised his jaw and pointed to the kitchen, "Cook breakfast for you." β
Yan Yue nodded, then lowered her head and braided the hair on her hand, after braiding, He Qiuyuan moved his body and changed to a more comfortable position to watch cartoons, Yan Yue accompanied He Qiuyuan to watch cartoons for a while, and then couldn't sit still and got up and walked to the kitchen.
"Madoka seems to know you well?" She saw Fang Xiqiao, who was chopping vegetables, and sat directly in front of the bar, holding her cheeks with her hands, and her eyes fell on the cabbage that had been cut into shreds, "Do you often go to City C?" β
Fang Xiqiao nodded: "It's the time I helped He Qi fight the lawsuit, I stayed in City C for a while, Xiaoyuan's kid is interested in the law, and when I talk to He Qi about things, she always stays aside and listens." β
Yan Yue turned her head to look at He Qiuyuan who was watching cartoons in the living room, she remembered that when she and Li Xin asked He Qiuyuan what he wanted to do when he grew up, He Qiuyuan replied that he would be a teacher or a dessert chef.
"Do you really only love Madoka that kid in your life?"
When she was thinking about it, a very soft voice suddenly came from her ears, like the wind, she subconsciously followed the sound, but she didn't expect that as soon as she turned her head, she saw that Fang Xiqiao had put down the knife in her hand, her hands were propped up on the edge of the bar, her body was leaning forward, her eyebrows were raised, and her eyes were narrowed dangerously.
Yan Yue sensed this danger, and subconsciously wanted to get up and sit next to her, but Fang Xiqiao noticed it, and reached out to press her shoulder, making her unsuccessful: "Who can only love one person in their life, it is all coaxing children, and a word can make children happy, why don't you say it." β
"It's not just children who need to be coaxed." Fang Xiqiao took a sentence sullenly.
Yan Yue stretched out her hand and pushed the man who was too close to her: "Isn't that also your own doing, who let you tease Xiaoyuan, and let Xiaoyuan force me to make a choice." β
Fang Xiqiao didn't speak, and in a state of frustration, he withdrew his hands from the edge of the bar, and continued to chop the vegetables, the most odious thing was that the loss never dissipated from his brow.
Yan Yue only glanced at it lightly, then bypassed the bar, walked to the stir-fry area, turned on the gas, poured some oil into the pot, and wanted to turn around and put the side dishes on the bar into the pot to stir-fry, but the tall body did not move.
"If I don't love you, why should I be with you?" Yan Yue could only be soft, but she was really not suitable for saying sensual things to an adult man, so she said it euphemistically.
But Fang Xiqiao still didn't move.
Yan Yue glanced at He Qiuyuan, who was watching cartoons intently, then turned off the gas, held Fang Xiqiao's lean waist with both hands, stood on tiptoe and kissed Fang Xiqiao's neck, and said like a child: "I only love you in this life." β
Fang Xiqiao, who was a little soft-hearted and wanted to get out of the way, didn't expect to wait for Yan Yue's initiative, he secretly raised the corners of his mouth, and then drove Yan Yue to the original seat, and went to turn on the gas to stir-fry by himself.
Before this, he had also bent down and whispered in Yan Yue's ear, "I only love you too."